Authors: Taylor Lavati
The Broken Curse
A Reliant Love by Taylor Lavati
For The Love of Ash by Taylor Lavati
The Broken Curse
A Curse Books Novel
Taylor Lavati
Also by Taylor Lavati
Young Adult
The Thousand Year Curse
The Curse of Betrayal
Wingless
Boundless (2015)
New Adult
A Reliant Love
For The Love of Ash (2015)
PROLOGUE
Every good thing must come to an end.
The roller coaster life I've led must end.
While my body is young, my soul feels old.
Dead. Broken inside.
It's judgment day.
Finally we'll know the outcome of our tragic love affair.
Finally, she will understand my actions.
The truth will hurt her—
That much I know.
But life is chaos.
Love doesn't play by the rules.
Our love will heal her and make her whole again.
Finally, we can be at peace.
For once in my life, I can be happy.
Love is composed of a single soul
Inhabiting two bodies.
-Aristotle
CHAPTER ONE
forgotten dream
A wounded man lies on the bed in front of me. I pull a metal rack on wheels towards the patient and pull the lever underneath to lower it. The man is badly beat up, bruises from head to toe. Luckily, the bleeding has stopped so I can begin to clean his wounds.
Suddenly, the ship rocks, and I'm thrown to the side. A nurse behind me yelps as she falls to the ground. I grab onto the wall to hold myself up and lunge for the supplies from on my rack. The scalpel clatters to the ground and I let it slide as we tilt. I don't want to fall and hurt myself.
The ship rights itself, after we're jostled two more times, and I fix my outfit before anyone notices that my dress shimmied up my leg. I hate that we have to wear white dresses. It's easily the worst outfit for someone who deals with blood on an hourly basis, but I'm a rule follower.
I go back to bandaging the man in front of me. I dab some disinfectant on a white, scratchy piece of gauze and press it to the man's forehead. He hisses with the sting I know it brings, but I press harder, knowing the worst of his pain is over. When I pull the gauze back, what I thought was a minor gash proves to be much worse.
I grab my sutures from the tray and string a black line through it. It turns out I have to put seventeen stitches right across the poor guy's forehead. He shuts his eyes as I string the fourth, and I'm thankful because I don't have to look at the pain in his eyes and can take my time. I'm putting a bandage over the stitches when a sailor runs into the room, making a loud commotion.
"More coming in. The Alert attacked. Second group is coming in fifteen minutes. Prepare beds." The main doctor on staff, Henry, rushes around the room and clears those who aren't badly injured. We have a second room on the ship, but we leave it empty most of the time. Truthfully, it's been quiet lately and I've enjoyed my days staring at the ocean and writing in my journal. I told him to let us have more beds in there, but he didn't listen to me.
I don't leave the man in front of me to help Henry prepare for the new group. Instead, I continue to make sure the patient in front of me is comfortable. He's still asleep and I place a cup of ice cubes beside his bed.
As I'm gathering my tools, five stretchers of Navy men are wheeled into the room. One dark-haired man is dropped on the bed in front of me. He's literally thrown over my patient's legs and left dangling with half his body on one side and half on the other. I glare at the nurse who threw this man down as I try to adjust him so both men can fit.
"I guess I'm not hurt enough," my patient says through a wicked smile. He has perfectly straight teeth, and despite the ugly stitches, he's smiling and I can respect that.
"I'm sorry. If you'd like to sit in the other room, I can check in on you later." I try to make this experience as easy as possible for the sailors. I hate that they're usually treated with annoyance. The other nurses, with the exception of Claudia, are self-righteous snobs who hate lifting a finger. I constantly question why they're in this field. I would hate to be away from my family, at risk. The sailors are men who fight on a daily basis, and these nurses don't even give them the time of day.
"It's you," the dark-haired man says as he scoots back against the metal headboard, stealing my old patient's spot. I catch the backside of him as he goes into the second room where he'll most likely have to sit on the ground.
"It certainly is. What hurts?" I fix the pillow beneath him, so he's more comfortable and propped up appropriately. He has captivating eyes. I used to call them hurricane eyes because they're full of emotion, different shades swirling together like a storm. Eyes I've never seen before in a man. They're so green like the finest emeralds, but with deep evergreen tones underneath.
"There's just some wood in my shoulder."
"Oh God," I gasp as I notice the large piece of shrapnel lodged deep in his shoulder. I touch the top of his shoulder to feel for swelling, and my fingers sizzle with heat. I look up from his shoulder to his eyes and they hold me. My gut swirls with emotion, but I push it down with a smile as I look away to focus on his injury.
I ease him forward in the bed and look at the back of his shoulder. Luckily, the hunk of wood didn't poke through the back. It doesn't look like there are any splinters, which is another thing in this guy's favor, but the wood seems to be a good inch or two deep. To be honest, I have no idea how he's still coherent.
"Just lie back and relax, and I'll get you fixed right up."
I check my tray for tweezers, but as I take them between my fingers, I realize they're too small to grab ahold of the wood. These are more equipped to pull out a small-grade splinter. I shuffle through my tray for something that will aid me with this shrapnel but it looks like the only thing big enough to tug the wood out is my hands.
He groans as I start to apply pressure to the wood piece. I push his shoulder back with one hand, and tug the wood with the other. My insides swirl with disgust, but like I've taught myself, I push it down and focus on this poor, hurt man.
With the last tug of the wood, blood follows, soaking the entire front of his shoulder in crimson. I grab a white rag from the bed behind me and place it over the open wound, applying pressure to make sure he doesn't lose any more blood.
"How are you doing, sailor?" I ask as I push against him.
"I'm just glad I found you, a beautiful, beautiful woman."
"Well, I'm pretty sure you got here by a dose of bad luck. But, I'll take the compliment." I giggle at the way he looks at me with a heated intensity that sears to my core. He grabs my wrist and holds onto me as I press the cloth onto his wound. I smile down at him, not minding his hands on me at all. It seems like I've known him forever, because of the way I feel.
When his eyes meet mine, it's like the purpose to my life has been fulfilled. While I'm not sure how to feel about this instant connection, I don't question it. Sometimes people come into our life and are just meant to change us. I have a feeling this man right here is going to have an effect on me.
"Where do you live?" he asks me, his gaze unrelenting. He's going to need stitches, so I turn back to my table and start preparing another needle and thread.
"I'm a traveling nurse, so wherever nursing takes me. I don't have just a single place that I call home. Right now, my home is this ship." I smile over my shoulder.
"What would you say to staying with me when we get back to port?"
"I'd say you're crazy to ask me. We don't know each other."
"But, will you stay with me?" I don't answer him right away. I consider my options. To even consider is crazy, yet here I am, doing just that. "Trust me," he says.
"Okay. I'll stay with you…" I pause waiting for his name.
"Aristeus," he supplies, grinning from ear to ear. I shake my head, thinking he's just delirious. But three weeks later, when we get to port, he's waiting with his suitcase in one hand and the other outstretched towards me. And what do you know? I take it.
CHAPTER TWO
birthday
With the strength I've just started harrowing in on, I slam my fist relentlessly into the surface before me. I create crater after hollow crater in the thick, brick wall. The red flakes drop onto the ground and pile up in heaps. I take glee in their demise.
I step backwards and survey my handiwork as I try to catch my breath. I was never very athletic, so it's taken a while for my stamina to even reach this measly level. My knuckles ache in protest from their slaughtering, but it doesn't really bother me anymore—the red streams between my fingers only remind me how fragile I am and how much more I have to accomplish.
I turn quickly, and my foot gets caught on a long black weight that I stupidly left on the ground. I catch myself before I completely fall over—luckily. I look over at the bar and kick it in anger. Usually I'm better at surveying my surroundings. Another thing I've been practicing. Disappointment over the fact that I didn't notice the bar rushes through my veins since I didn't notice the bar. I pick it up, but instead of using it for squats or lifting, I use it as a sword. I start bashing it against the wall, pretending it's Hermes's face I'm disfiguring.
"Ryder." I faintly hear the words through my rage-induced stupor. "Ryder!"
"What?" I'm reluctant to come out of my fog because it usually takes me a while to get into it. I enjoy the fog. I drop the bar onto the linoleum, my arms burning with fire, but in a good way. I sort of lean, sort of fall against the wall and look over at Kara, who's standing a few feet away from me.
"Remember me?" she asks, rolling her pretty hazel eyes. "We need to talk."
"Oh, how I love those words," I say out loud without meaning to. I lean forward, resting my hands on my knees as I start to catch my breath. Kara doesn't say anything so I walk over to the gym bench and grab a clean towel from my bag. My face is covered in sweat, so much so that I can feel the hot drops drip down my neck. I wipe my face down with the towel and throw it back in my bag.
"Ryder, listen. I miss you. You're always down here now. You barely come up for air. Come hang out with me tonight." Her words hit me hard since they're filled with hurt and truth. But, I'm an expert at dodging her. Months of isolating myself and ignoring my emotions have aided me in avoidance.
"I would, but I haven't been training as hard as I'd like—" As I come up with an excuse, lying straight to her face, her eyes drop to the ground. Her mouth turns down in a sad frown. I can't ignore it like I normally do. "Fine," I relent, giving in to her. I do feel bad. But, I can't let worthless emotions get in my way. There's a reason I've been working so hard and, unfortunately, she doesn't understand it. Nobody does.
She giggles, knowing that she's won me over, and smiles over at me. She skips to the gym door, her yellow bouncy skirt swaying with her movements, and pauses with her fingers on the handle. I sigh as I throw a light sweater over my sports bra and follow behind Kara.
