The Crippled God (96 page)

She faced the edifice once more. ‘
I will
,’ she whispered, ‘
because I can
.’

‘You fool,’ snapped Noto Boil. ‘She almost had you, didn’t she?’

Paran wiped at the mud caked on his boots. ‘Find Fist Bude. Get the reserves ready. This one’s going to be messy. And tell Mathok to mount up for a sortie – before the bastards get a chance to set up.’

‘Did she seek to command you?’

‘I told you, I had an answer to that. But you’re right, those Forkrul Assail move damned fast. It was close. Closer than I would have liked, but then,’ he smiled at the healer, ‘we’ve stirred them up. Got
two
pure-bloods over there now – and more legions to boot.’

‘Let me guess – all according to your plan.’

‘Where’s Ormulogun? I need him to work on that etching – in case we need to get the Hood out of here.’

Noto Boil sighed, and set off to look for the Imperial Artist. He chewed on his fish spine until he tasted blood.

‘
You always could pick them, couldn’t you, woman?’ She’d been walking in her sleep again, this time out and down the steps into the cellar, where waited a dead friend. He was sitting on one of the kegs Antsy called the Sours – one of those that held bodies of damned Seguleh.
Not that they were there any more, but that pickling concoction was still one of the foulest brews she’d ever smelled
.

Was it Bluepearl who’d given it a taste? She couldn’t remember, but … probably
.

He was sitting working a knife tip under filthy fingernails
.

‘
Am I sleeping again?’ Picker asked
.

‘
Yeah,’ Bluepearl replied. ‘But I’m telling ya, Pick, getting dragged into your dreams like this ain’t much fun
.’

‘
You know what’s happened to this city?
’

He grimaced, frowned at his nails. ‘I voted against settling here – do you remember that? But the count didn’t go my way – story of my life. And then Darujhistan went and killed me
.’

‘
But you didn’t know why, did you? I can tell you why now, Bluepearl. I know why now
.’

He sheathed his knife and the sound the weapon made as it locked in the scabbard was sharp enough to make her breath catch. Looked across at her and said, ‘We resanctified this place, did you know that? Spilling all that blood – it was stirring when we moved in, but then we went and drenched the stones in that red stuff
.’

‘
Meaning?
’

He shrugged, drew out his knife again and began cleaning his nails, each gesture the same as the time before. ‘In here, Pick, we’re safe
.’

She snorted. ‘Maybe for you
.’

‘
You got to go soon, Sergeant. Out of the city. Will there be trouble, you doing that?
’

‘
You called me Sergeant
.’

‘
Aye, I did. Because I’m passing on orders here. That’s all
.’

‘
Whose orders?
’

He examined his nails. ‘There’s no such thing, Picker, as retiring from the Bridgeburners
.’

‘
Go back to Hood!
’

He grunted in amusement, clicked his knife home, the sound louder and more disturbing than the first time. ‘Where Hood’s at I ain’t going, Pick. We got us the right commander again, the one we should’ve had right from the start. By whose order, Sergeant?’ He drew out his knife and set to his nails again. ‘Whiskeyjack
.’

‘
What’s he got to do with any of this? I know who I’m supposed to find. I even know where he’s holed up – and staying outa Darujhistan tells me he’s smarter than he looks.’ Lifting an arm, she caught a flash of silver. Stared in horror at the torcs now encircling her upper arms. ‘Gods below! How did these come back! Get ’em off me!
’

‘
Treach needs you now. Tiger of Summer and all that.’ He grinned at her. ‘It’s all brewing up, my love
.’

‘
Shit! I just put ’em on because they looked nice!
’

He was studying her, head cocked. ‘Getting fat on us, Sergeant?
’

She scowled. ‘Taken to wearing chain under everything
.’

‘
Even when you’re asleep? And you say you ain’t a Bridgeburner no more?
’

‘
What kind of dream is this?
’

He sheathed his dagger. This time the click was sharp enough to make her flinch. ‘The important kind, Sergeant. Look at it this way. Hood’s gone. Death’s Gate was just … gaping. But someone sanctified us. We’ve seen more death than a sane person could stand. But we ain’t sane, are we? We’re soldiers. Veterans. We’re past sane. We’re in that other place, where all the insanity’s been storming around us for so long it can’t touch us no more either. Meaning we’re outside both. What makes us perfect for Death’s Gate? Simple, Picker. It don’t matter what we look at, we don’t blink
.’

‘
I can get out of the city
,’
she said
. ‘
But it won’t be easy
.’

He began cleaning his fingernails, the knife blade flashing dull in the misty gloom
. ‘
Glad to hear all that confidence has come roaring back. Thing is, we ain’t in the mood to challenge what’s going on here. Besides, we’re kinda busy at the moment
.’

‘
So I’m on my own, is that it?
’

‘
Not quite. We arranged for a reliable … guide.’ He rose. The dagger slammed back into its scabbard
—

The sound startled her awake. Lying tangled in sweaty blankets, Blend snoring at her side. Something was at the door, trying to get in. Cursing under her breath, Picker collected up the sword propped beside the bed
.

She saw the latch flick once – the same sound Bluepearl’s dagger had been making
.

Whoever was trying to open that door wasn’t having much luck. ‘What a fine guide you sent there, Whiskeyjack. Can’t even open a stupid door
.’

‘
Mmm?
’

‘
Go back to sleep, love.’ She rose and walked to the door, turned the latch with her sword point and stepped back to let the door swing open
.

A mangy cat sat in the corridor
.

Mangy? ‘The ugly thing’s dead. A Hood-damned undead cat – gods below
.’

The creature had a collar made of thick hide or leather, twisted into a coil. A tarnished silver coin or medallion hung from it. Picker crouched, reached out and dragged the cat closer, frowning when it made no effort to walk, just sliding in its sitting position. ‘Gods, you stink
.’

Rotted eye sockets offered her about as much expression as any living cat might manage. She bent closer, took hold of the medallion. Feeble scratching marred both sides, a name in archaic Gadrobi or Rhivi. She frowned at it. ‘Tufty?
’

So Blend and Antsy weren’t just making stuff up. They were telling the truth. They’d found that Jaghut a damned dead cat
.

Then her eyes narrowed on the collar. Skin, mottled here and there by red-ochre tattoos. ‘Oh,’ she muttered, ‘let me guess. T’lan Imass?
’

From the room behind her, Blend called out. ‘Pick?
’

‘
It’s fine,’ Picker said, straightening. ‘Just the cat
.’

‘
Did you feed it? I didn’t feed it – oh, gods, I can’t remember when I last fed the cat!
’

Picker walked into the room. Sure enough, Blend was still sleeping. Having one of
those
dreams. She went over and settled down on the mattress. Leaned closer and whispered. ‘It’s true, Blend. You forgot. For months!
’

The woman moaned, distress twisting her features, but her eyes remained shut
.

‘
You’ve made a real mess, Blend. That poor cat. I just found it, and Hood knows it ain’t a pretty sight
.’

‘
You could’ve fed it, Picker – why didn’t you feed it?
’

Something sharp pricked under Picker’s chin and she froze
.

‘
Better answer me,’ Blend said in a casual tone. ‘You see, I loved that cat. Got it for my sixth birthday. It was my favourite cat
.’

‘
Bluepearl?’ Picker called out. ‘Can you fix this, please? Bluepearl?
’

No answer. Picker knew that if she tried to pull away, Blend’s deadly instincts would answer with a fatal thrust – up through her brain. She thought furiously. ‘I was only joking, love. Tufty’s fine
.’

Blend’s brow wrinkled. ‘Tufty? Who’s Tufty?
’

‘
Uh, the cat I forgot to feed
.’

The knife vanished beneath the blankets, and Blend rolled over. ‘You never was good with animals,’ she mumbled, and then added, ‘Bet it hates you now. No more cuddles for you, Pick.’ A moment later she was snoring
.

Picker’s sigh was ragged. Wiping sweat from her eyes, she glared across at the ugly thing in the doorway
. ‘
Lords above, I hope so
.’

And then she discovered the silver torcs
.

The waters calmed, as they were wont to do whenever he came up from below deck. Shurq Elalle watched the Jaghut approach. The rest of her crew – the few that still lived – sat or sprawled amidships tracking the tall, ghastly warrior with a fascination she almost envied. Here was the once-god of death and the exquisite irony of her meeting Hood
was simply delicious. Back in Letheras, she’d have wagered her entire fortune that this was one encounter she would never have.

Instead, she was captaining Hood’s Ship of the Dead, or whatever it was he called it. Vessel of Souls? Death Ship? Something ominous, anyway. Not that she had much to do by way of giving orders and the like. Whatever propelled the craft wasn’t slave to winds, canvas and cordage. And not an oar in sight.

Suddenly, the seas had become uninteresting. As if all her skills – and possibly it was the same with her crew – all their skills had become irrelevant. And for all the ease and comfort that came with this kind of sailing, her sense was one of tragic loss. At this moment, her respect for the sea wavered, as if fatally weakened, and she wondered if, before long, there would come to humans a true conquest of the waves, spelling the end of humility.
And let’s face it, humanity without humility is a dangerous force. Don’t know why I’m thinking as if I’m seeing the future, but that’s how it feels. Some future time when sorcery does too much, when it solves all our problems – only to invent new ones. If this is to be the real future, I don’t want it
.

‘There is a darkness upon your thoughts, Captain Elalle.’

She glanced over at him. Burnished tusks, mottled with unimaginable age. Worn, leathery skin stretched gaunt over sharp bones. Deep-set eyes, haunted in shadow, the vertical pupils barely visible – but they’d not been there when he’d first appeared, so it seemed that life was returning to the Jaghut. ‘You can sense such things, Hood?’

‘You are the captain.’

‘I don’t see the relevance of that – the title has lost all meaning.’

‘To the contrary,’ Hood replied. ‘It is by the currents of your thoughts that we find our course.’ He pointed ahead.

She squinted. A smudge building on the horizon. ‘I’ve conjured up a storm?’

‘Out of witless boredom I created ships like this one, and I set captains upon them, choosing those among the dead for whom death has become an obsession.’

‘I imagine you’d have plenty to choose from. How can the dead not obsess over their being dead?’

‘I am not responsible for small minds, Captain Elalle. Indeed, I always possessed a kind of admiration for those who refused their fate, who struggled to escape my dreadful realm.’

‘Enough to let them go?’

‘Go? I can tell you that all those who
have
escaped my realm now exist in misery. For their path ahead is no longer a mystery, and for them hope does not exist. They know that no paradise awaits them, and that no amount of diligent worship, sacrifice, or piety can change that.’

‘That is … awful.’

‘What it is, Captain, is inexcusable.’

She considered his words, and then considered them some more. ‘The gods take, but give nothing in return.’

‘Ah, see how the storm dissipates? Excellent, Captain … oh dear, it now returns, much more virulent than before. Captain, I would advise—’

‘Advise me nothing! Couldn’t you have forced their hand? Done something?’

The strange, terrible eyes fixed on her. ‘But I have.’

‘Then … was it necessary for you to leave the realm of death? Is that why you’re here? It must be. You have set something in motion.’

‘I have not acted alone, Captain.’

‘I would hear more, Hood. If there is a reason for all this, I – I need to know it.’