The Highlander's Stolen Touch (21 page)

Chapter Twenty-Two

M
arian could only smile. As did Jocelyn, Margriet and Margaret. Sitting at the high table with their husbands, they all were smiling.

Although the men had doubted that Tavis would ever declare his love for Ciara, the women never had. Over the last several years, as he went through such terrible grief over his loss of Saraid, he never turned from Ciara. Even though something had happened between them, a reckoning of a sort, more than a year ago, he still watched and watched over her, never letting go completely.

And, in spite of agreeing to a number of possible matches and almost going through with this one, Ciara had never stopped loving Tavis.

Marian sighed then and the women all smiled more.

The husbands had a different reaction, though.

Connor shook his head. ‘James would have been a suitable husband for her,’ he said. The other men shook their heads in agreement...as he knew they would. It was hard for them to lose a wager.

Especially one made to their wives.

‘I thought he would let her marry James,’ said Rurik. ‘Tavis did not seem interested in marrying her, though he wanted her, that was clear.’

‘Rurik!’ Margriet said. ‘He loved her.’

‘I do not think he stood a chance against her,’ Duncan said. ‘She has a way of knowing what she wants and getting it, no matter how long it takes.’

‘And you are proud of her,’ Marian said. ‘Do you think she will continue to help you in your work now that she is married?’

‘I think she and Tavis will work things out between themselves,’ Duncan said. ‘In spite of a strange beginning, I think they will be happy.’

‘Well,’ Connor said, holding up his cup in front of them. ‘I wish them well,’ he said. ‘To Tavis and Ciara!’

‘To Tavis and Ciara!’ they called out.

Marian glanced at the others and reminded them, ‘But the proof of who wins our wager will come in a year.’

‘By then, your daughter or son will be ready to consider marriage, Jocelyn,’ Margriet said.

Jocelyn paled and Connor laughed. ‘’Tis easier when someone else’s bairn is in the middle of it, is it not, love?’ he asked, reaching out to stroke his wife’s cheek.

‘You are right, Connor. They all seem so young to me, even though I know it is nearly time to let them go.’

‘If Tavis and Ciara are any indication, I think there is much happiness out there awaiting them all.’

One by one each couple left the high table, heading for their own cottages and beds until only Connor and Jocelyn remained.

‘Are you pleased with this match, Connor? Will it cause problems with the contracts and agreements you made with the Murrays?’ Jocelyn asked him.

‘I think it will all work out—Murray thinks he got out of this with a decent dowry, a more acceptable and suitable wife for his son and an agreement that allies him with our clan. And he did,’ Connor explained. ‘But we get to keep Ciara where she belongs and Tavis continues in my service where I need him most—here. And we get access to the ports I need to expand our trading business on to the Continent.’

‘And you knew all of that would happen?’ Jocelyn asked.

‘I knew Tavis would not be able to let her marry another. That much was clear even to me.’

Jocelyn laughed and the sound of it brightened his soul. She might think him unable or unwilling to place a value on love, but she forgot that she had taught him the importance of it.

‘There might be hope for you yet, Connor,’ she said softly, touching his hand and stroking it gently.

‘Aye, there just might be.’

And the laird and lady of Lairig Dubh were the last to leave their hall.

Epilogue

Lairig Dubh, Scotland—spring AD 1373

C
iara walked through the small house, touching everything as she did. Each piece of furniture, from the new table to the mantel over the hearth, the chairs and the stools—he had made every piece of it, all of it, just for them.

Tavis had worked for months, crafting the furnishings for their new home in between his duties to the laird; now that it was ready, Ciara just wanted to stand and stare at it all. A labour of love on his part and one she would forever treasure.

She climbed the stairs to the second floor and entered the bedchamber. Even the bed was new and it was wide and high and well-strung. In spite of her loathing of needlework, Ciara, with the help of her mother and Beitris, who excelled at it, had sewn the bedcovers that lay over it now and she reached out to smooth them. A home built with love, she thought as she made her way back down the stairs.

They had decided to accept the laird’s invitation to live in the keep until they built a new house. Living in Saraid’s house together did not feel right to her and so, using some of her dowry, they planned a new one. And now it was ready.

And just in time.

The last year and a half had sped by for them as they adjusted to married life and being a part of the clan. The laird had asked Ciara to work with her father and use her skills for their benefit and she loved her work. Tavis remained in charge of his personal guard and travelled with the laird when needed or travelled with Ciara and her parents when they carried out the business of the MacLeries.

In slower times, she did teach Tavis to read as she had offered on that day long, long ago and he taught her many, many things. She blushed at the thought of some of them now, but he also taught her how to compromise and to cook. In learning and perfecting other skills, her ability to cook had never been one she practised, until they were about to move into this new home and one where she would be in charge of such matters. She had not revealed that she had hired someone to help her keep house and to watch over things when they were not home.

The door opened and she heard his footsteps behind her. His hands slid around her and came to rest on her large belly.

‘You did not carry anything up the stairs, did you?’ he asked, nuzzling her neck until she laughed.

‘Nay, Tavis,’ she replied, turning in his embrace.

‘Do you like it?’ he asked, releasing her and leading her to a chair. ‘Did you see the bedchamber?’

‘I did,’ she said. ‘’Tis exactly as I’d hoped.’

Although he pretended not to like to talk and used all sorts of distractions to keep her from too many conversations, they had talked and planned and discussed every inch of the plans for this house before a piece of wood was chopped or a stone moved for it. His ability to carve extended to larger work and not just the small animals made to entertain a child.

Those precious carvings, along with the newest ones, sat on a shelf in the room where their bairn would sleep and would wait for that child to play with them as she had all those years before.

He poured her a cup of watered ale and handed it to her, then sat next to her.

‘What did Gunna say?’

‘The bairn should be fine, Tavis.’

‘And you?’

‘I am fine as well. As long as I do not have pains, I can keep up my regular activities.’

‘No riding.’

‘No riding,’ she said with a sigh. ‘And no carrying.’

‘You will listen to her instructions?’ he asked.

‘Aye.’

He worried for her. After his experience with Saraid, she was not surprised by it. Though he tried to control it, she knew he watched her more closely as she got further along in carrying their bairn. She would wake up at night and find him lying at her side just watching her sleep.

‘All will be well,’ she said. She reached up and stroked his cheek, gazing into the green eyes that reflected the love she felt for him. ‘I promise it.’

And as they sat together in their new home for the first time, Ciara looked around and realised that everything was there exactly as she had hoped and dreamt it would be when she first claimed Tavis for herself. It had taken her more than ten years to get him, but she was glad she had waited for him as her heart had told her to do.

He was well worth the wait.

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Chapter One

China, Tang Dynasty—
AD
824

F
ei
Long faced the last room at the end of the narrow hallway, unsheathed his sword and kicked the door open.

A feminine shriek pierced the air along with the frantic shuffle of feet as he strode through the entrance. The boarding room was a small one set above the teahouse below. The inhabitants, a man and a woman, flung themselves into the corner with nowhere to hide.

His gaze fixed on to the woman first. His sister’s hair was unbound and her eyes wide with fear. Pearl had their mother’s thoughtful features: the high forehead and the sharp angles that had softened since the last time he’d seen her. She was dressed only in pale linen underclothes. The man who was with her had enough daring to step in between them.

Fei Long glanced once to the single wooden bed against one wall, the covers strewn wide, and his vision blurred with anger. He gripped the sword until his knuckles nearly cracked with the strain.

‘Bastard,’ he gritted out through his teeth.

He knew this man he’d come to kill. This
boy.
At least Han had been a boy when Fei Long had last seen him. And Pearl had been a mere girl. Now she was a grown woman, staring at him as if he were a demon risen from the underworld.

‘Fei Long.’ Pearl’s fingers curled tight over her lover’s arm. ‘So
now
you’ve come.’

The soft bitterness of the accusation cut through him. Pearl had begged for him to come back a year earlier when her marriage had first been arranged, but he’d dismissed her letters as childish ramblings. If he had listened, she might not have thrown herself into ruin and their father’s spirit wouldn’t be floating restlessly between heaven and earth.

The young man stretched himself before Fei Long, though he failed to match him in stature. ‘Not in front of Pearl,’ he implored.

Though he trembled, the boy fought to keep his voice steady as Pearl clung to him, hiding just behind his shoulder. At least the dog managed to summon some courage. If Han had cowered or begged for his life, he would already be dead.

‘Step away, Little Sister,’ Fei Long commanded.

‘No.’

‘Pearl.’

‘I’d rather die here with Han than go to Khitan.’

She’d changed in the five years since he’d seen her. The Pearl he remembered had been obedient, sweet-tempered and pleasant in all things. Fei Long had ridden hard from Changan to this remote province, expecting to find the son of a dog who had stolen her away.

Now that she stood before him with quiet defiance, he knew she hadn’t been seduced or deceived. Zheng Xie Han’s family lived within their ward in the capital city. Though lower in standing, the Zheng family had always maintained a good reputation. His sister had turned to Han because she’d had no one else.

The tension drained out of Fei Long, stealing away his rage. His throat pulled tight as he forced out the next word. ‘Go.’

The two of them stared at him in disbelief.

‘Go,’ he repeated roughly.

Fei Long lowered his weapon and turned away while they dressed themselves. Shoving his sword back into its sheath, he faced the bare wall. He could hear the shuffle of movement behind him as the couple gathered their belongings.

The bleakness of the last few weeks settled into his gut like a stone. When he’d left for his assignment to the north-western garrison, Fei Long had believed his home to be a harmonious place. Upon news of his father’s sudden death, he’d returned to find his sister gone and debt collectors circling the front gates like vultures.

His father’s presence had been an elaborate screen, hiding the decay beneath the lacquered surface of their lives. Fei Long now saw Pearl’s arranged marriage for what it was: a desperate ploy to restore the family honour—or rather to prolong the illusion of respectability.

When he turned again, Pearl and Han stood watching him tentatively. Each of them had a pack slung around their shoulder. Off to face the horizon with all their belongings stowed in two small bags.

Han bowed once. ‘Elder Brother.’

The young man risked Fei Long’s temper to deliver the honorific. Fei Long couldn’t bring himself to return the bow. Pearl met his eyes as they started for the door. The heaviness of her expression struck him like a physical blow.

This was the last time he would ever see his sister.

Fei Long took his money pouch from his belt and held it out. The handful of coppers rattled inside. ‘Here.’

Han didn’t look at him as he took it.

‘Thank you, Fei Long,’ Pearl whispered.

They didn’t embrace. The two of them had been apart for so long that they wouldn’t have known how. Fei Long watched their backs as they retreated down the stairway; gone like everything else he had once known to be true.

* * *

‘Jilted lover,’ the cook guessed.

Yan Ling’s eyes grew wide. The stranger had stormed up the staircase only moments earlier with a sword strapped to his side and the glint of murder in his deep-set eyes. She’d leapt out of the path of his charge, just managing to hold on to her pot of tea without spilling a drop.

She stood at the edge of the main room, head cocked to listen for sounds of mayhem upstairs. Her heart raced as she gripped the handle of the teapot. Such violence and scandal were unthinkable in their quiet town.

‘Should someone stop him?’ she asked.

‘What? You saw how he was dressed.’ Old Cook had his feet in the kitchen, but the rest of him strained as far into the dining area as possible. ‘A man like that can do whatever he wants.’

‘Get back to work,’ the proprietor barked.

Yan Ling jumped and the cook ducked his head back through the beaded curtain that separated the main room from the kitchen.

‘Worthless girl,’ her master muttered as she rushed the pot of tea to its intended table. She pressed her fingers against the ceramic to check the temperature of the pot before setting it down. Cooler than ideal, but still hot enough to not get any complaints.

It was late in the morning and the patrons had thinned, but that was never an excuse to move any slower. Lately it seemed nothing she did was fast or efficient enough. She’d never known any life but the teahouse. The story was she’d been abandoned as an infant in the room upstairs, likely the very same one where a new scandal was now unfolding.

She paused to stack empty cups onto a tray. At that moment, the young woman and her companion hurried down the stairs, leaving not even a farewell behind as they swept out the door. Yan Ling expected the sword-carrying nobleman to come chasing after them, but only an uncomfortable silence followed their exit.

The patrons began to whisper among themselves. Her master should be happy. This incident would have the townsfolk lingering over more than a few extra teapots worth of gossip.

When he finally emerged, the gentleman appeared surprisingly calm. He descended the stairs with a steady, powerful stride and his expression was as still as the surface of the moon. Instead of leaving, he marched directly over to the proprietor and flashed an official-looking jade seal. At that point, even the proprietor’s wife flocked over to welcome him. They ushered him to an empty table at the centre of the room, nearly breaking their backs bowing with such enthusiasm. Her master shot Yan Ling a sharp look, which she understood immediately. Bring tea and fast. She rushed to the kitchen.

‘Is there a lot of blood?’ the kitchen boy asked as she pushed through the curtain.

‘Shush.’

She poured hot water over a fresh pot of leaves and flew back out with her hand around the bamboo handle. Back out in the main room, the stranger didn’t even spare her a glance as she poured the first cup for him.

His robe was of fine woven silk and richly dyed in a dark blue. He wore his thick hair long, the front of it pulled back into a knot in the style of aristocracy. She was stricken by the strength of his features: the hard line of his cheekbones and the broad shape of his face, which narrowed slightly at the chin.

With a cursory bow, she set the pot down and moved away. There were other tables to tend to and most patrons wanted to drink their tea in peace. Yet her attention kept on wandering back to the stranger.

Hours later, he was still seated in the same spot. He wasn’t even drinking his tea any more. Instead, he had taken to staring into his cup.

Government official, they guessed in the back room, though he travelled without any escort and had a sullen expression that continued to sink lower as the day slipped by. Her guess was that he needed something stronger than tea.

By the end of the day, Yan Ling moved from table to empty table in a restless circle, wash rag in hand, as she wiped away at wooden surfaces rubbed bare from use. The teahouse crowd had long returned to their homes. Only the nobleman remained, still hoarding his cold tea.

As long as he stayed there, she was supposed to attend to him. Her master had made that very clear while he sat comfortably in the corner, tallying up the cash. The wooden beads of his abacus clicked together, signalling that the day should be done.

Her feet ached and no matter how much she wriggled her toes in her slippers, the feeling wouldn’t quite return to them. The clang from the kitchen meant that the cook and his boy were cleaning their pots. A mountain of cups and bowls and little plates would be waiting for her.

Cook tried to get her to pry information from the man, but of course she wouldn’t do such a thing. He’d suffered enough public scrutiny that day to deserve some privacy. She guessed him to be twenty-five years, with a slight crease between his eyes that she imagined came more from deep contemplation than age.

Gingerly, she approached the table. ‘Does the honoured guest need anything?’

She reached for the clay teapot, only to have him wave her back with an irritated scowl. For a gentleman, he was uncommonly rude, but she supposed wearing silk and jade gave him that privilege. He propped his elbows onto the table, shoulders hunched, to return to his vigil. From the emptiness of his stare, the young woman had to have been someone close to him. His wife? But no man would let his wife escape with a lover after catching them together.

Yan Ling turned to wipe down her already-cleaned table once more when the stranger spoke.

‘I need a woman,’ he mumbled. ‘Any woman would do.’

Her stomach dropped. She swung around, her mouth open in shock. The stranger raised his head. For the first time, his eyes focused on her, looking her up and down.

‘Perhaps even you.’

Any sympathy she might have had for him withered away. If his tone had been leering, or his look more appraising, it might have been less offensive. But the coldly pensive way he’d said it along with the addition of ‘perhaps’, as if to plunge her worth even further—Yan Ling grabbed the teapot and flung the contents at the scoundrel.

The stranger shot to his feet with a curse. With a choked cry, her master jumped up from his table and his wife soared like a windstorm from the kitchen, apologising profusely. Even the cook and his boy were gawking through the curtained doorway.

‘Get out!’ the master’s wife shrieked at Yan Ling before turning to fuss at their precious patron. The front of his expensive robe was stained dark with a splatter of tea.

‘We are so sorry, my lord,’ she crooned. ‘So sorry.’

Yan Ling clutched the teapot between both her hands while she stared.

The nobleman swiped the tea leaves away in one angry motion while his eyes remained fixed on her. He had lost that distant, brooding expression he’d worn all day. The look he gave her was possibly worse than the one she’d seen as he’d charged up the stairs. Heat rose up her neck as she stumbled back.

What had she done?

‘That know-nothing, good-for-nothing girl,’ her master railed.

Her ears rang as she ducked into the kitchen through the beaded curtain. Steam enclosed her, but the clang of the pots couldn’t block the sounds of her master and his wife apologising profusely to the nobleman.

It wasn’t as if she hadn’t been taunted before, but over the last years the teasing had taken on a different tone as her bone-thin figure had curved its way into womanhood. She’d learned to deafen her ears and stare ahead, never meeting any of the not-so-subtle glances thrown her way. Yet to suffer such insult from someone who appeared so refined—it was unbearable.

Ignoring the curious stares from cook and the kitchen boy, she slipped through the back door. Her palms were damp and she wiped them restlessly against the sides of her grey tunic. Fear set her heart skittering.

The teahouse was where she’d lived all her life, but it was not home. The proprietor and his wife were not her father and mother. This had always been clear to her and she’d had to earn her bed, this roof and every meal with service and obedience.

One moment of hot-headedness. She’d lashed out at a well-dressed nobleman, of all people. She wasn’t even a servant when it came to this man. She was the humble servant of humble servants. Who was she to be outraged?

She would certainly be scolded by both master and mistress, each separately and then together. Yan Ling could hear them already. She had become too much of a burden to feed, to clothe. She wasn’t even pretty enough to bring in more customers. They might even be angry enough to take a bamboo switch to her.

A beating was all she’d have to suffer, if she was lucky.

* * *

Fei Long rose after no more than three hours of sleep in the very same sparse boarding room where he’d found Pearl, above the cursed teahouse. There weren’t any other lodgings in this small town. To add to his shame, he’d needed to leave a promissory note with the proprietor affixed with his family seal in return for his stay. All of his money had gone with his sister.

The morning sun streaming through the shutters didn’t bring any more clarity. Brooding over the situation hadn’t given him any solutions either. Once he returned to the capital, he’d have to face the consequences of letting Pearl go. He tied back his hair and dressed himself, attaching his sword at his belt. The robe had dried from the tea that the she-demon had thrown at him. It was a minor mishap in an epic tale of disaster. The tragic tale had started with the unexpected news of his father’s death and would likely end with him throwing himself on the imperial court’s mercy.