Read The House of Shattered Wings Online
Authors: Aliette de Bodard
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one spoke as they walked back to the House. Madeleine kept an eye out for anyone; though Asmodeus would have left with everyone by then, surely? She hoped so; because if he found them, he would take his revenge; and it was quite unlikely he'd bother with minimizing loss of life, especially since it looked as though they were all in it with Philippe.
Which they might well be. She wasn't sure if she believed him; if he was merely, as he said, a victim of something he'd accidentally released into the House; or if it was part of a longer game he was playing with all of them. But if he could help Emmanuelle; if he could shed some light on what was happening . . .
“You heard what Ngoc Bich said,” she said to Isabelle, as they walked toward the postern. “Morningstar wanted a powerful spell to protect the House against something.”
“It was twenty years ago. I can't imagineâ”
“It was a threat large enough that Morningstar had to look for help,” Madeleine said. “It could be unrelated to the shadows, but it would be one hell of a coincidence.”
And he'd disappeared shortly after coming back from the dragon kingdom. So either he was imprisoned somewhere; or he was deadâand, either way, it had to be linked to the spell. If they could find himâif they could get his help . . .
What was it Ngoc Bich had said? A beseeching. An offering of himself as a burned sacrifice . . .
A cold wind rose across the ruined gardens, bringing with it a sharp, familiar tang. It took Madeleine an agonizingly long moment to realize it was the animal smell of fresh blood. The clouds over them had darkened, as if a storm were coming; the sun still shone, but its light was weak and sickly: that of a winter's day, with no power to warm or comfort.
“Madeleine.” Philippe's voice was low, urgent.
“I can see.”
“No, you can't. They're here.” The fear in his voice was bad; what could he be scared of, when he'd seemed to shrug off whatever Asmodeus had done to him?
“We have to find shelter.”
“There's no shelter that will hold against them,” Philippe said.
They came out of the ground; great splashes of shadow that seemed to move just below the charred earthâcircling them, like wolvesâlarge shapes flowing across the walls of the cathedral, extending huge leathery wings.
Was this what Oris had seen, before he died?
A burned sacrifice. Forever delivered from darkness.
Burned offerings.
A prayer.
He was offering a prayer to Godâand where else would you pray to God, but in a church?
“The cathedral,” Madeleine said.
Morningstar wasn't in the cathedralânot in the razed church that had been searched, again and again and with growing despair, in the past twenty years. But . . .
“The cathedral didn't help Oris.” Philippe's voice was bleak.
“No, that's where they came from.” Isabelle rolled up the sleeves of her shirt, staring speculatively at the faint light emanating from her hands.
If they could find Morningstar, or the refuge he'd hoped for, or the spell he'd castâsomething, anything . . .
There was a sound around them, like a hiss of snakes. Madeleine kept a wary eye on the ground, where the shadows were flowing like ink stains; curling and curving in a slow dance, forming circles with a dot in the center like the one in Emmanuelle's palm. It was . . . almost beautiful, if one didn't remember Oris; didn't remember Samariel; didn't remember the five corpses in the morgue. Had it hurt, when magic overflowed every cell of a mortal's body? Or was it like angel essence, a slow, heady feeling of rising power, until all life had burned away?
“We have to get to the cathedral,” Madeleine said. “Morningstar . . .” She couldn't voice the thought. He'd been gone for twenty years; what made her think she could find him, when the entire House had failed?
“Morningstar is gone. He won't help you,” Philippe said, softly.
Isabelle looked at Madeleine for a while; then she shook her head. “No, but it's no worse shelter than elsewhere,” she said. She was running already, moving toward the ruined arches of Notre-Dame.
Madeleine barely heard them. There was something . . . hypnotic about the circles, some half-remembered thing, perhaps an image she'd seen in Emmanuelle's library? She watched them coalesce and vanish, watched the single dot like a thousand unblinking eyes. . . .
“Madeleine!” Philippe's hands grasped her shoulders, and shook her. “Come on!”
They ran. After just two steps, Madeleine's breath seared her lungs, and the desire to stop, to bend over, to cough out phlegm, was an almost unbearable, agonizing weight.
There was a hiss, like a knot of a thousand snakes; shapes that she couldn't quite make out, at the edge of her field of vision; vague images of fangs, of huge wings like a drake's, slowly beating like a dying heart; if she could only turn her head, she would see them clearly; would be able to name what was after them . . . No. She didn't look back, or aside. She dared not. Like angel essence, this was a power that subsisted on the forbidden.
Had . . . to . . . run. Had to take in a searing breath, and another oneâto put one foot before the other, time and time again. The courtyard wasn't very large, but it felt as though it contained the entire city nowâthe postern never growing any nearer.
“This way,” Isabelle said, somewhere from the left. “Not the postern!”
Madeleine turned, almost blind. She could feel Philippe, dropping behind to check on her. “I'llâbeâfine,” she breathed through lungs that seemed to have collapsed; but he didn't hear her. “A few more meters,” he said, softly. “Come on, Madeleine.”
“Come on, come on, come on.” It was a prayer now, each word stabbing the fabric of Heaven. A shadow loomed over them, solid and reassuring this time, the bulk of the ruined cathedral. There had been a side door, somewhere. . . .
No time for that. Isabelle had plunged into the ruins; they followed, weaving their way between two walls supporting the shards of stained-glass windows.
They stood, panting, just under the dais with the throne, the ruined altar only a hand span away. How much protection was it, really? Did God still look at unrepentant Fallen, at desecrated places? Except, of course, that the place had never been deconsecrated; it had simply fallen into ruin with the rest of the House. . . .
The shadows circled, under the benches, deeper pools of darkness; reaching out tendrils to touch the charred wood, spreading wings on the arches. The hiss was stronger; and behind it she could almost hearâwords, a litany like an obscene chanted prayer.
Philippe had closed his eyes; his face had gone pale and slack, as if he were asleep; but in his outstretched hand a green light was growing stronger and stronger: faint traceries, like lines of power, came and went through the skin of his palm.
Madeleine took a deep, trembling breath, staring at their surroundings. The glass windows were dark and dull, their colors and brilliance drained away; the remnants of the ribbed vault weighed down on them, like the fingers of a giant hand pressing them down into dust. She forced herself to look away, opening the pendant at her throat. There was nothing in it but scraps of essence; a bare hint of a power that had once been strong. Like the cathedral, she thought, fighting the urge to retch.
If only they knew where Morningstar wasâif only they could call on himâ
But that was impossible. Why had she even suggested they go there?
Give it up, Madeleineâno time for fancies or flights of the imagination.
When this was doneâif they survived, she'd have time to go back into the dragon kingdomâno matter how uncomfortable it wasâshe'd have time to ask Ngoc Bich what she knew. . . .
The shadows appeared reluctant to reach the dais. They circled it warily, tentatively sending tendrils to touch the steps; withdrawing as if burned. Perhaps they'd be safe.
And perhaps she was the messiah come again.
“They're waiting,” Philippe said. He hadn't opened his eyes. The light had now spread to both his hands; he held it against himself, cradling it like a child.
“For what?” Madeleine said; and wasn't so sure she wanted to know. “What are you doing?”
Philippe's face was pale. “Keeping them at bay. Can't . . . do much. The power . . . is weak here.”
Isabelle was kneeling, inscribing a ward across the dais, a blinding radiance streaming from her skin; rushing through the now translucent stone, illuminating every crack and every blackened spot from within. “They're shadows,” she said. “Every shadow is cast by something.”
She'd been right. She didn't want to know; or to inquire how either of them knew. The noise was stronger now; there
were
words, if she paid attention; whispered curses, vicious hatred . . .
“All you hold dear will be shattered; all that you built will fall into dust; all that you gathered will be borne away by the storm. . . .”
“You said he was here,” Isabelle said. “Where?”
“I don't know!” Madeleine said. He'd gone there, yes, twenty years ago; but the church was a ruin now, with barely any shelter she could see. “I didn't say I had the answers!”
Philippe was standing, pale, disheveled, before the throne, watching the shadows pool together in the aisle between the ruined benchesâa rising smell like rotten fruit, a cold, biting wind that seemed to flay them to the bone. . . . “It's Morningstar's dead apprenticeâI don't know who they were, but they died betrayed, and now they're taking their revenge.”
“I don't understand,” Madeleine said. She breathed in the last scrap of essence; tried to believe in the comforting warmth that spread through her belly and lungs.
“Morningstar betrayed one of his students,” Philippe said. “He loved and cherished them, and then gave them away to buy peace with Hawthorn, left them to rot in the cellars of the House. They died . . . angry.” He shivered.
No. Morningstar wasn't like that. He wouldn't . . . She thought of the leisurely footsteps, the warmth of hands lifting her; the slow, sure sound of his breath. He'd rescued her when he didn't have to, had welcomed her to the safety of the House. “He wouldn't . . . ,” she started, and then stopped. It was pointless. He might well have liked her, might well have shown favor to herâon a whim, a moment's thought on his way to nowhereâbut she'd heard enough during her time in Silverspires to know he'd been Fallen through and through.
Isabelle's eyes were jewel-hard. “He did it for the House.” On the floor beyond the dais, the shape was becoming clearer and clearer: wings, an elongated face, hands that curled like claws . . . She
knew
, instinctively, that they didn't want to be there when it finally became defined. But still . . .
Still, there was something about that shape; about the leathery wings, the hiss of snakes, the perfect circle . . .
“Of course. Isn't that always the excuse? âFor the House.'” Philippe's voice was biting. He leaned against the throne, cradling his light between his hands. “Anyway, that's what they want. The destruction of Silverspires, the deaths of all of us if they can manage it. The unquiet dead.” He laughed, bitterly.
The death of Silverspires. Violence begets violence, death begets death: a perfect circle around that single point, that unthinkable break in the skin of the world, pressed tight until blood welled up, dark and red and still quivering with the memory of a heartbeat . . . And Madeleine knew where she had seen the circle, after all; not in the medicine thesis, but in the Greek play Emmanuelle had been so painstakingly restoring. Orestes. Clytemnestra. Kin betraying, murdering kin. And what was a House, after all, but an overlarge family? “Not revenge. Justice.”
“That's not different,” Isabelle said, forcefully, but Philippe stilled her with a gesture of his hands.
“What do you mean?”
“Erinyes,” she whispered. Justice for the murdered, the betrayed, the silenced; the unquiet dead, hungering from beyond the grave. “The Furies. That's what they summoned.”
“And that helps? How do you stop them?”
“I don't know!” Madeleine said. “It's not even supposed to be possible!” Sentences from Emmanuelle's books swam in her head, a jumble of information she could hardly keep a leash on. She knew about the Furies; every child in every House learned about them; but as a remnant of the past, of the things that were gone and could no longer be summoned.
How did you stop the Furies?
Spilling blood; granting them revenge . . . all things that seemed beyond them now.
But . . .
Morningstar had come there once, to stop them. To cast a spell, Ngoc Bich had said. A ritual of power, to safeguard the House.
There was nothing hereâjust broken stained-glass windows, the burned remnants of pews, cracked stone, and cracked columnsânothing that could serve as a shelter or as the basis for a spell.
Nothing
aboveground
.
The Furies were the past; the buried creatures from the history of Paris, so deep they were beyond the reach of Fallen and humans alikeâand where else would you defend against them but undergroundânear the foundations of the House you'd sworn to protect?
Within the earth. Underground.
All churches had crypts, and how come she'd never heard of one in Notre-Dame?
Madeleine closed her eyes, and called up power; scrounged every scrap of it from the rawness of her lungs, from the fragility of her bonesâit coalesced within her, drop after drop, her limbs growing cold and heavy with its withdrawal.
The shadow was peeling itself free of the stone floor; unfurling wings large enough to darken the sun.
It was now, or never.