The Prince Of Highland Park (10 page)

Ryan Chapter Eighteen

Why did I say that to her
?  I know I want to be with her, but I also know that I don’t want her to lose her job at the club?   I didn’t expect her to still want to be with me after I just said yes to her question.  I expected her to tell me to get the hell out of her house and never speak to her again.     I’ve only slept with Sam once and then ended it, because I didn’t want her to get suspicious of that night she told Evelyn that we slept together.  I have to explain things to her, because I don’t want to leave any confusion as to why I did it.

  “I’ve only slept with Sam once after than night, because I didn’t want her to know that I wanted to be with you.  I ended it a week ago with her and all the others.  I haven’t slept with anyone since then.  I’m sorry; I know I keep saying that, I just want you to know that I do want to be with you.  I need for us to start on a clean slate,” I finished hoping she’ll show me a sign that she can forgive me.  “Ok I get that.   If we move forward together, I have to be able to trust you.  No more messing around with any other women, that’s a hard line for me.  I know us being together is going to cause problems at work.  How about we keep it between ourselves for now,” she suggested.

I am beyond excited that she is still willing to give us a chance after all that.  I kiss her as hard and as passionately as I could muster without crushing her mouth.  Giving her my answer without saying a word, my dick twitches.  I consider how epic it’s going to be just to take her, finally making her mine.  I can’t hold back any longer.  I hope she’ll stop me now if she doesn’t want this to go any farther.  Pulling my mouth away looking deep into her eyes I say. “If you want me to stop, I’ll stop.  I don’t want you to do anything that you are not ready for, I can wait.” Letting her know we didn’t have to rush it.  Shaking her head with desire on her face she says “No; I don’t want you to stop, I want you. I want all of you tonight, I promise no regrets in the morning. I just want you,” she says pulling me back into a deep kiss.  Fuck, if we don’t slow down I won’t make it.  If only she knew how many fantasies I’ve had about her over the years especially after our first kiss.

I feel her pulse speeding up under my hands. I can see her nipples hardening from my touch.  I can feel her lips trembling. Not wanting to rush our first time, I slowly pulls her tank top over her head exposing her red lacy bra. I need to see her breasts with nothing covering it from my view.  Reaching behind her I unhook her bra, she shrugs he shoulders letting it falls, leaving her beautiful firm breasts to my view. Wow she is perfect.  Skimming my hand lightly across her nipples; enjoying the soft moan that came from her throat.  Leaning in I take her mouth, pushing my tongue between her lips.  Gaining access, I caress her tongue with mine, enticing her to follow my move.  Pulling her closer to my chest, her back arches, as I move my hand under the waist of her shorts.  I need her naked, wanting to see what she looks like without all these clothes.   Breaking the kiss I slowly remove her shorts and her underwear leaving her completely naked, devouring her with my eyes.  I can see she is becoming self-conscious under my intense scrutiny.  “Don’t shy away, you’re gorgeous, I want to see all of you,” I say pulling her hands away from where she is covering her breasts.  My mind went blank from the sight of her naked body.  She reaches for me, blocking her hands, knowing I would not last if she touches me.

“I want you more than I can take at this moment,” I whisper taking her nipple roughly into my mouth, teasing, gently biting it causing her to cry out with need.  Her hands were gripping my shoulders as I felt her tense, her fingers grabbing my hair pulling my mouth away for her nipple.  I can feel her moving my head over to give the other nipple the same attention.  Her hips rock, arching her back trying to relieve the ache I know she was experiencing.  When I move my hand between her legs, she grab my wrist, “I can’t take any more, please… this is too…too much,” she said closing her legs and rubbing them together.  “Yes baby you can, tonight it’s all about you,” I say holding both her hands in one of mine so I can explore every inch of her delicious body.  Grazing along her thighs, slowly opening her legs moving to the inside I feel her shiver.  Moving my fingers until they reach her slick fold, “Fuck baby you’re dripping,” I say pushing one finger inside her, she aches instinctively moving against my finger.  Squeezing her eyes shut I feel her tightening around my finger. Not ready to give her what she wants I pull my finger out watching as she tries to fight it. 

“Don’t move,” I say releasing her hands so I can take my clothes off.   “Keep your eyes open I need to see you.”   My eyes locking onto hers as I trail my hand down from her neck, over her breast, down her hipbone slipping my finger inside her once more, instantly taking it out.  She sucks in her breath, holding it, waiting for what I have in store for her.  “Spread your legs baby, spread them for me,” I hear my husky voice demand.  Hearing her breathing coming faster and faster, I moved down to her mound, using my thumb to circle her throbbing bud.  Delicately circling her most sensitive part, fondling, stroking, and feeling her tense knowing, she’s close to the edge.  Pushing my finger inside her silky wetness moving it slowly in and out, curling my finger, to hit that spot that will send her flying, while drawing back enough to keep her right on the edge.  She quivers, moaning and begging me to give her the release she’s craving.  I push my finger all the way in, biting down on her nipple feeling her inside gripping my finger.  Rubbing her hard aching bud, studying her as I feel her convulse crying out as I finally allow her the release she was so desperately seeking.  Her tight muscle clamping down as her orgasm takes over.  I continue to press down, stroking her slowly, until her spasms subside and her clit stops twitching as she came down. 

Bending her over the couch I knew she was ready again I could hear her breathing change pace as I keep touching her. With her sexy ass in the air, I run my hand down her spine watching her arch her back, quivering under my touch.  Moving my hand down between her ass cheeks, sliding down until I find her soften mound.  She whimpers and moans as her body tremble when I slip my finger inside.  Can’t ever get enough of these little sounds she makes? Asking for more, asking me to sink deep inside her warmth.  Can’t hold back from sinking into her flesh any longer, grabbing a condom from my wallet I sheath myself. “I’m going to enter you from behind now,” I say as I position my cock at her entrance. Slowly pushing in when I heard her cry out “Ah fuuuuck, it hurts!”   Stilling my movement I pulled out turning her around to face me.  I felt her tightness, but I would never have guessed. 

“You’re a virgin?” I asked confuse.  Not meeting my eyes she nods.  Lifting her chin I said “Look at me Ev; why didn’t you tell me?”

“I didn’t …I didn’t want you to not want me.  Me not be
ing experienced,” she whispers.  “You should have told me, I still would’ve wanted you.  Knowing that I’m your only I want you even more.  We don’t have to continue, we can stop right now,” I reassure her, letting her know that this is more than just sex for me.  Shit if I go there and take her innocence there is no fucking way I’m letting her go. “Have you ever had a boyfriend that touched you the way I have today?” I asked wanting to know.  “No, you are the only person to ever touch me in that way,” she answers shyly.  She must have seen the hesitation on my face, because she said. “I want you to keep on touching me, I want you to be my first…please I want to feel you,” looking down at my hard cock.  I couldn’t say no to her now, even if I wanted to and frankly, I don’t.  I want her now more than I did a moment ago. How is that possible?  I want to claim her, put my stamp on her so she knows she’s mine.

“Where’s your bedroom?” I ask lifting her off the couch as she wraps her legs around my waist.  “First door on your left,” she answers holding on tightly around my neck.  Walking through the open door, I saw her double bed in the corner of the room.  The bed neatly made with a red and white cover, and pillows stacked on top.  Walking over I laid her on top of the bed in all her naked glory.  Coming down on top of her kissing my way from her stomach past her breasts finding her lips in a hungry kiss, teasing her back to the frantic state she was in moments ago.  I explore her, moving my finger slowly down teasing her dripping wet bud sending her into overdrive.  Moving my fingers inside her fold, she arched moving her hips, whimpering holding tightly to my wrist. “Please Ry…Please don’t do this again, I can’t,” tears escaping her eyes as she fight the need that’s building, trying to move my hand telling me no more.  I have to tastes her, I wonder if she tastes as sweet as she looks. My guess is she tastes even better.  “Ry! Oh my, don’t stop, that feels so good!” she pleads moving her hips, trying to get my finger inside her. 

“You’re making me so fucking crazy; I’m going to make you scream with my mouth before I sink deep inside this pretty untouched pussy of yours,” I say running my finger playing with her labia, She lifts her hips in search of more.  I lean down, blowing on her inner thighs driving her just as insane as I am feeling. 

Looking up at her face I see her eyes were tightly shut, she’s biting on her bottom lip, desire written all over her face.  I look down at her wiggling hips moving, and went in for what I’ve been dying to taste.  Licking her clit, harnessing all her desires, listening to her begging and pleading for what I can give her.  Hearing her call my name when she’s so aroused sends me to heaven.  I slowly lick her, relishing in the sweetness of her essence, sticking my tongue inside feeling her clenching my tongue I knew she was close.  Spreading her legs wider I held her hips in position so she wouldn’t be able to move, but to take and feel.  Sucking on her clit, working my finger in and out, I hear her breath hitch and she moans my name as her inner wall tightens.  She came as I taste her sweet nectar on my tongue, feeling her convulsing as I continue to suck her clit helping her to ride it out.  I couldn’t wait any longer to be inside her.  Positioning myself between her legs looking intently at her “Ev open your eyes, I want you to look at me.  I want you to see what you’re doing to me and me to you,” I say rubbing the tip of my erection at her entrance eliciting a gasp from her lips.  She begs with her eyes pleading for me to end the torture, even though I gave her two orgasms.   “This might hurt a bit; I’ll try to go slow so I don’t hurt you. Don’t close your eyes, keep those beautiful eyes on me” I say kissing her, watching her every facial expression as I enter her slowly inch by inch.  Unshed tears in her eyes, knowing I’m the reason for them makes me feel like shit. I know I’m a big guy, so I can only imagine the kind of pain I’m about to inflict on her.  I feel her tensing up, I haven’t broken through her barrier as yet, knowing I’m about to causes her more discomfort is not sitting well with me, because that’s the last thing I want to do.  Pulling back she tightens her legs to stop me “Please don’t stop, I want this please Ry, make love to me,” she mutters stopping my exit from her body.

Holding my position, I lower my head taking her breast in my mouth sucking and teasing feeling her relaxing her legs.  Kissing her neck, moving across her cheek to her mouth sucking her tongue into my mouth draws out a groan from her.  Lacing our fingers together, I look deeply into her eyes, looking for any indication from her that she’s ok or if she wants me to stop.  Pulling back while looking at her watching me, with one strong thrust I push myself into her tight untouched heat.  I stilled waiting for her to adjust to my invasion, perspiration dripping from my face.  Possession raging through me like waves, my sanity has left me at that moment with the primitive thinking that she belongs to me and only me.  “I’m going to move now, are you ok?” I ask watching her to make sure she was ready for me.  The unshed tears finally run down the side of her face, not wanting to let her hands go, I lick her tears with my tongue. Not capable of answering my question she nods.  Seeing the pain diminish for her face I start moving slowly in and out.  My breathing coming harder, while my body aching for release. 

Pulling all the way out and gently moving back in.  Using all my control I slowed my pace wanting to give her pleasure all night.  I thrust her hips up with a tilt giving me a deeper penetration, while reaching down holding her hips still not wanting to hurt her.  I’m not all the way in and if I do I’ll have her screaming in throes of pain hightailing outta here.  I can’t hold back my orgasm much longer, but I need for her to cum once more before I give in.  I fought not to lose control, as I continue working gently in and out.   Reaching between our bodies, I rub her sensitive nob, as I sink a little deeper working her up, helping her to climax.  I feel her nails digging into my back; I really don’t mind the pain, with her I welcome it.  As her walls tighten, sucking the life outta me I know she’s about to cum. Sinking a little deeper tilting my hips hitting her sweet spot, I heard her scream my name and I go as far as I can go without hurting her, not giving her my entire length.  Knowing her body is ready to accommodate me.  Even though I want to stamp this pussy hard I know this is not the time.  Feeling my impending orgasm from my toes, I called out her name as I pulled back slamming back in without going further than before holding still as I erupt inside her spilling my seed.  “Fuck” I say more to myself than her, trying to catch my breath.

“That was the most fucking amazing orgasm I’ve ever had
,” I say knowing I am fucked beyond words.  Leaning in I lick her lips, asking permission to take what I so desperately need.