The Raging Fires (12 page)

Hallia started at my choice. Even her brother, whose wide eyes continued to scan me, flinched. I knew, beyond doubt, that I had chosen poorly. Yet I could not be sure why.

“This wolf,” I went on, “called himself Hevydd. And he was lost. Not on the ground, but in his own heart. He wandered through the high hills, exploring and sleeping and hunting wherever he liked. He sat for hours upon his favorite stone, howling to the pearls of the night sky. Yet . . . his forest felt more like a prison, with every tree another bar on his cage. For Hevydd was alone—in ways he could not fathom. He hungered for answers, but he didn’t even understand the questions. He longed for companions, but didn’t know . . .” My dry throat made me cough. “Didn’t know where to look.”

Eremon frowned—whether from sympathy or dismay, I could not tell. Yet I knew, as did he, that my portion of the story had finished. Deftly wielding the stone, he began to draw in the upper third of the circle. A symbol, I realized, of my part of the story. But instead of the head or body of a wolf, as I myself would have drawn, he drew a paw print. The wolf’s track.

Looking not at me, nor at Hallia, but at the circle, Eremon began to speak. “Hevydd did not realize,” he intoned, “that the forest was no cage of bars—but an endless maze of overlapping trails. Where one trail ended, another one began. Deer loped this way; badgers ran that. A spider dropped from one branch; a squirrel climbed another. Along the floor slithered a newborn snake; across the sky soared a pair of eagles. Each of these trails connected to each other, so that when the wolf padded along the ridge by himself, he was really traveling alongside all the others. Even when he veered from his path to stalk his next meal, the trails of hunter and hunted became one.”

His voice fell until I could hardly hear it above the splattering stream. “So Hevydd did not notice when the last oak perished, causing the squirrels to move away. Nor did he mourn when plague struck the rabbits’ warren, killing every single one of them. Nor did he mark the day when the yellow-backed butterflies stopped flitting through the groves, along with the jays and ravens who dined upon them.”

He stopped, drawing a dozen different tracks in his portion of the circle—the prints of all the animals he had named, and more. As he was finishing, Hallia stepped closer, still avoiding me with her round eyes. For a moment she peered thoughtfully at the drawing in the mud, while playing with her auburn braid.

“The forest,” she began, “grew quieter . . . by the day. So very quiet. Fewer birds chattered in the branches; fewer beasts strolled through the underbrush. From his stone on the ridge, though, Hevydd howled more often. He howled from greater hunger, since food was more scarce. And he howled, as well, from greater loneliness.”

Bending gracefully, she took the slender stone from Eremon’s hand. She started to speak again, then paused for a while before the words finally came. “The day arrived . . . that a new creature entered the forest.” With deep, harsh strokes, she filled the remaining portion of the circle with another track: the booted foot of a man. “This creature came . . . with arrows and blades. Stealthily, craftily, he approached Hevydd’s howling stone. No birds remained to rise skyward in warning. No animals scattered from his path. And no one was left to mourn when the man killed Hevydd . . . and cut out his heart.”

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Hallia, her portion of the story finished, gazed solemnly at the splattering stream. Though I had been struck by the brutality of her words, I had been struck even more by the anguish in her voice.

Eremon rose slowly to face her. “Would it be fair to say, my sister, that Hevydd might have lived if he had understood more?”

“Perhaps,” she replied, pausing even longer than usual before she continued. “Yet it would also be fair to ask: Did the fault belong to him, or to the man who slew him?”

“Both,” I declared, standing once more. “That’s usually the way of it. With fault, I mean. I’ve seen how often my own faults combine with someone else’s to make things worse.”

While Hallia backed away, to the very edge of the stream, Eremon remained still, watching me quizzically. “And how, young hawk, do you know so much about your faults?”

Without hesitation, I answered: “I have a sister.”

His whole face wrinkled in a smile—which vanished as soon as Hallia glanced at him sharply. “Tell us, now. What brought you here? And why do I feel so much of the lone wolf in you?”

Feeling the sudden urge to lean against my staff, I instinctively scanned the grass. All at once, I remembered. My staff was gone. Destroyed. Along with my powers.

The boy of the wizard’s staff,
the trees of the Druma had called me. I cringed at the memory. “I had something . . . unusual. Something precious. And now it’s lost.”

Eremon’s thick eyebrows drew together. “What is this thing?”

I hesitated.

“Tell us, young hawk.”

Gravely, I spoke the word. “Magic. Whether or not I might ever have become a true wizard, I still had some gifts. Gifts of magic.” I paused, reading the doubt in both of their faces. “You must believe me. I came to the realm of the dwarves at Urnalda’s request, to help her battle Valdearg—Wings of Fire. Then she turned on me. Stole my powers.” I touched my chest. “I feel, well, this emptiness now. My magic, my essence, was just ripped away. If only you could feel it . . . you would know I speak truly.”

Eremon’s ears, slightly pointed at the top like those of all Fincayran men and women, quivered for an instant. “I can feel it,” he said softly.

Turning to his sister, he asked by his expression whether or not she agreed. Yet Hallia’s face showed only mistrust. Slowly, she shook her head, her long braid glinting in the sun.

My jaw tightened. “If you believe nothing else, at least heed this. In just six and a half days, all of Fincayra will know Valdearg’s rage. Unless, that is, I can find some way to stop him.”

Eremon’s eyes widened.

“And I have no idea even where to begin!” My hand squeezed the air as it would have my staff. “Should I just submit to the dragon now? Let him devour me? It might satisfy him. Urnalda said it would. But it might not! He could just continue on his rampage, destroying whatever he likes. I’ve got to prevent that.”

“You ask a lot of yourself,” observed Eremon.

I sighed again. “One of my faults.” My attention fell to the the circle in the mud at our feet. “It’s hopeless, really. Like the wolf in our story.” In frustration, I struck my fist against my palm. “Those two deer should have just left me to die!”

Hallia started. “What did you say?”

I winced. “If you doubt the rest, then you’ll never believe this part.”

For the first time, she looked straight at me. “Tell us . . . about the deer.”

“Well, it’s enough to say that two brave deer—for whatever reason—risked their lives to save me last night. It was they who brought me here. No, it’s true! I wish I could thank them—even though things would be simpler if they hadn’t bothered. I haven’t any idea where they are now.”

Hallia’s deep eyes probed me. It seemed to me that a new doubt, different than before, shone in them. Then, suddenly aware that I was returning her gaze, she turned shyly away.

Her brother bent toward her. “Say what you will about his words. I, for one, judge them true.”

She took him by the arm. “Part of what he says may be true . . . but only part. Remember, he is a—” She caught herself. “A creature not to be trusted.”

Her brother shook loose. “A creature not so different from ourselves.” He pushed a hand through his nut brown hair and faced me. “That Wings of Fire has reawakened is no secret. Nor that he has done much recently to punish the dwarves. Because the dwarves have very few friends in other parts of Fincayra, most of us who live on their borders have just assumed they brought this trouble on themselves. But no—if your tale is true, Valdearg’s anger must spring from another cause altogether.”

Grimly, I nodded. “It does.” A cold wind arose, ruffling the grasses. “His eggs—his only young—were murdered.”

Hallia tossed her braid over her shoulder. “I feel . . . no sorrow for him. He has wasted so many lands, so many lives. Still, I can’t help but feel sympathy for his hatchlings, murdered like that. Without even a chance to escape.”

I frowned. “I feel no sympathy for them. They would have only grown up to be like . . .” My words trailed off as I realized what I was about to say.
Like their father.
How different was that from what Urnalda had said about me?

Eremon’s voice resonated clearly. “For my part, I feel sympathy for them all. They did not seek to be born as dragons, but merely to be born.” He paused, watching me. “Do you know who killed them?”

“A man.”

His ears trembled once more. “And who was that man?”

I swallowed. “Valdearg believes it was me. Since I am descended from his greatest foe—Tuatha. But it was not. I swear it was not.”

His brow knitted as he studied me for a long moment. At last he announced, “I believe you, young hawk.” He drew a deep breath. “And I will help you.”

“Eremon!” cried his sister, all her hesitancy gone. “You can’t!”

“If his words are true, all of Fincayra should rise to help.”

“But you don’t know!”

“I know enough.” He stroked his prominent chin. “Yet I wish I knew one thing more: where those dragon eggs have lain hidden these many years. If only we could find whatever is left of them, we might find a sign. Something that could tell us who is the true killer.”

“I’ve thought of that, as well,” I replied. “But the remains of the eggs could be anywhere! We have no time to search. Besides, what we need to find most is not the killer—but some way to stop Valdearg.”

At that, the wisp of an idea rose within me. A desperate, outlandish idea. And, with it, an overwhelming sense of dread. “Eremon! I know what I must do in whatever time remains. It’s a foolish hope, yet I can think of no other.” I faced him squarely. “And it’s far too dangerous to ask anyone else to join me.”

Hallia’s somber face lightened. Eremon, for his part, regarded me gravely.

“One of the few things I know about my grandfather’s battle with Valdearg, ages ago, is that he triumphed only with the help of an object of great power. A pendant—full of magic—known as the Galator.”

Both pairs of brown eyes stared at me.

“For a time I myself wore it around my neck. Yet I learned very little of its secrets.” My shoulders started to droop as I realized that, without my own powers, the Galator’s magic might be useless to me. And yet . . . there was, at least, a chance. I tried to stand taller. “I must get it back somehow! If I can, it just might defeat the dragon once again.”

“Where is it now?” queried Eremon.

I bit my lip. “With the hag Domnu—also called Dark Fate. She lives at the farthest reaches of the Haunted Marsh.”

Hallia inhaled sharply through her nose. “Then you had best . . . devise another plan. You cannot possibly walk all the way there and back in just six and a half days.”

I winced at her words. “You’re right. It would be difficult enough even if I could run like a deer.”

Eremon threw back his head. “But you can.”

Before I could ask what he meant, he turned and started running across the grass, his feet moving effortlessly. He loped faster and faster, until his legs became a blur of motion. He leaned forward, his broad back nearly horizontal, his arms almost touching the ground. The muscles of his neck tightened as his chin thrust forward. Then, to my astonishment, his arms transformed into legs, pounding over the turf. His tunic melted away, replaced by fur, while his feet and hands became hooves. From his head sprouted a great rack of antlers, five points on each side.

He swung around, flexing his powerful haunches as he bounded back over the field. In an instant he stood before us again, every bit a stag.

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Astonished, I gazed into the deep brown eyes of the stag. “So it was you who saved me.”

Eremon’s antlered head dipped. “It was,” he declared, his voice even richer than before. “My sister and I only wished to come to your aid, as you had come to ours.”

Her brow creased in worry, Hallia reached up and, with her slender hand, stroked the thick fur of the stag’s neck. Quietly, she said, “Once should be enough, my brother. The favor is exchanged. Do you really need to do more?” She glanced at me, and her expression hardened. “And for the sake of a man? Need I remind you that men stole our parents’ lives? That they cut out our mother’s and father’s shoulders for a meal . . . and left the rest of their bodies to rot?”

Their eyes met. At length, Eremon spoke with a new softness. “Eo-Lahallia, your pain, like all you feel, is great. Yet I fear that instead of stepping through your pain, as you and I have stepped through many a marsh, you have let it cling to you, like the bloodthirsty tick that rides our backs for months on end.”

Hallia blinked back her tears. “This tick will not fall away.” She swallowed. “And . . . there is more. Last night, after we regained our two-legged forms, a dream came to me. A terrible dream! I entered . . . a dark and dangerous place. There was a river, I think, flowing fast. And right before me, the body of a stag. Blood everywhere! He quivered, at the edge of death. The very sight made me weep! Just as I came close enough to look into his eyes, I awoke.”

Eremon kicked anxiously at the grass with his hoof. “Who was this stag?”

“I . . . can’t be sure.” She wrapped her arms tightly around his neck. “But I don’t want you to die!”

As I listened, my heart filled with anguish. I remembered too well Rhia’s parting embrace at the headwaters, and my longing to be with her again. “Heed her warning,” I urged. “As much as I yearn for your help, Eremon, that would be too high a price. No, whatever I must do, I must do it alone.”