The Rain (25 page)

‘Same,’ I said.

I was driving. I didn’t even know him; that tsunami, it had to be stopped or I would start blubbing so hard I’d crash the car and kill us all anyway. I – HAD – TO –
GET – TO – MY – DAD. I drove on, steely-eyed. Steely-hearted.

‘I was inside, revising,’ said Darius Spratt.

‘
WHAT?!
’ I shrieked.

I got into a gear muddle and the car swerved about a bit.

‘I was revising,’ repeated the Spratt when I’d shoved Whitby’s head out of the way and discovered where third gear was. ‘You know, for exams?’

Did he think I was an imbecile? Who could not know about the horror of exams? It’s just that –

‘It was bank holiday!’ I screeched.

‘So?’ he said.

I looked at him then, in my rear-view mirror. He looked kind of like he was having his own tsunami issues. He glared up at me.

End of, apparently. I looked away – back at the road, where I suppose I should have been looking all along.

Behind me, I heard him speak.

‘I was inside,’ Darius Spratt said, ‘and my parents, my whole family, all our friends, all our neighbours, everyone, except me, was outside.’

I didn’t say anything.

I didn’t say anything to Darius about Exeter either. When I saw the signs for it, when I saw where I could turn off, I thought about Caspar. I made a choice: I would go
find my dad. Then I would look for Caspar. After everything I had seen, after everything I knew, I still couldn’t quite put it in my head that Caspar wouldn’t be alive. So I would find
him, after.

That’s how it is, isn’t it? I mean, really, until you know for sure that someone is dead, there’s always – isn’t there? – this tiny little flickery wisplet of
hope. A cirrus floccus of hope. This tiny little lone brain cell – maybe connected by weensy fairy-silk strands to a tiny lone heart cell – that will forever believe that they could
still be alive. And will never, ever give up believing that. No matter how much it hurts.

Even if that person is Saskia, right? Even if you never did much like them in the first place, that’s what it’s like. You just hope.

I stamped on the accelerator more than I suppose you should. When we hit the motorway, the driving was a lot easier. Less gear changing! Less braking! Less steering! There were
cars stopped here and there, there were cars crashed . . . but most had pulled over, and I got really good at zooming around anything that hadn’t.

I was driving! It was easy! The thing that had seemed so impossible, to get to my dad, seemed more possible with every mile. Easy: up the motorway, get to Bristol, turn right on to the other
motorway.

The ‘What happens when we get to London?’ part was a bit of a muddle – because it wasn’t as if I’d ever actually driven to my dad’s before, was it? –
but I’d figure it out when we got there. Basically, it was all going swimmingly.

Ha ha ha ha. Do you think anyone will ever say that kind of thing any more?

I felt as right as rain. I was on cloud 9. Ha ha ha ha ha.

And then the petrol indicator-thingy flashed red.

I wanted to ignore it; I would have ignored it. It was not part of my plan. DUR.

‘Ru,’ said Darius, leaning over my shoulder. ‘We should turn off, huh?’

He spoke quietly; the BBK had fallen asleep – I think; it was hard to say for sure. She’d sort of slumped a bit and the plastic around her mouth was sucking in and out in a steady
sort of way. Darling, on her lap, had also crashed. Whitby snored on the back seat.

‘No,’ I said. And don’t call me Ru, I thought.

It was getting dark, but I wasn’t going to stop. Didn’t Simon always go on about how there was fifty miles left on empty?

I swerved round an abandoned car; harder to see them coming when you’re zooming and it’s getting dark and you can’t work out how to switch the lights on and you’ve just
realised there’s a bit of a major problem with your plan.

‘Turn off,’ he said.

No, no, no, no! I would not! I could not! It was FINE. I got the lights on – just in time to show me that there was a body in the road. I swerved. I carried on.

‘If you don’t turn off, we’ll run out of petrol.’

No!

‘We’ll get stuck on the motorway.’

No!

‘In the rain,’ said Darius Spratt, leaning forward to tap on my shoulder.

Startled by this random assault upon my person, I turned to demand that he refrain from poking me and saw his finger pointing, practically in my face. I shoved it out of my face.

. From the side of us a fat blanket of grey was rolling in low, tucking up the land into a lovely space-bug-infested bed. (Stratus
nebulosus – creeping up from the sea, I expect, it really likes to hang out there.)

I’d only been looking straight ahead, hadn’t I? We’d outrun one lot of weather only to have another sneak up on us. The car weaved about dangerously as I peered at it. All I
could think about was what it had been like being trapped in that car at the supermarket. I stamped on the accelerator.

Next exit, I turned off. We zoomed up on to a roundabout: I braked; I stalled. The BBK woke up; the dogs woke up. I restarted. I was so panicked I just drove.

‘Ruby, where are we going?’ asked Darius.

‘Weston-super-Mare,’ I snapped, slamming my foot down on the accelerator.

I’d been there before, with Leonie’s family; with any luck we’d get to the pier and be able to spend the night in the amusement arcade. Brilliant! Except nothing would be
working, I suppose . . .

‘This is the wrong way,’ said Darius.

‘
WHAT?!
’

‘Wrong way!’

‘
!’

I searched for a place to turn – for a bit there was nothing but hedgerows – then there was a track on our left; I braked –

‘
What are you doing?!
’ squeaked Darius.

I reversed.

‘I AM TUR-NING A-ROUND!’ I bellowed.

We bumped backwards along the track. I stalled.

The car would not restart. I did that thing I’d seen my dad do too many times in his old jalopy. I banged my hands on the steering wheel – but it was Simon I was thinking about.
‘It’ll do fifty miles on empty.’ Yeah, right! I knew, instantly, the only reason he ever said that was to stop my mum panicking. Simon, it turned out, did make things up; what a
great time to find that out.

‘Brilliant,’ said Darius. ‘Just brilliant.’

I took my seat belt off so I could turn round and have a proper go at him – and then I saw it: looming in the gloom there was one of those giant plastic polytunnel thingies they grow stuff
in.

‘I’m going in there,’ I said.

I jumped out and slammed my door, then opened his.

‘C’mon, Whitby,’ I said; Whitby, who’d been sprawled on Darius, trampled all over him to get out.

‘Ruby, I don’t think—’

I didn’t hear what the Spratt didn’t think because I slammed the door on it . . . but I can guess; as I said before, it’s really stupid to go anywhere at night, even just
hardly any distance at all – and especially when you do actually know it’s cloudy. I knew that already; I just didn’t care. NO WAY was I spending the night in that car.

I barged into the plastic tunnel and . . . I’m not all that up on gardening and stuff (OK; I pretty much hate it), but it was gorgeous. There were long metal-tables filled with pots and
pots of flowers; it smelt like heaven. My mum would have loved it.
And
it was deliciously warm. Perfect – no, better than perfect: there was a bank of switches by the door; I flicked
them on – LIGHT! Beautiful, beautiful e-lec-tric light! Flower heaven lit up in a rainbow of colour.

Darius erupted from the car.

‘TURN THE LIGHTS OFF!’ he whisper-squealed.

He’d put his rubber gloves on; he yanked open the passenger door, picked the BBK up (and Darling and the water gun because the BBK had tight hold of them both) and dashed into the tunnel
with her.

‘People’ll be able to see us for miles around!’ he said, killing the lights.

‘So?’ I said, but I didn’t put them back on. ‘I’m gonna get my stuff.’

‘I’ll get it,’ said Darius.

Yeah, right. He dashed out and then came back in with the food and the drink and ONE random bag of MY things: make-up, when what I really wanted was a change of clothes.

‘Don’t!’ said Darius, grabbing me by the arm to stop me from going back to the car.

Nerd Boy actually manhandled ME. I looked up at him with a snarl; his glasses had misted up.

‘Please, Ruby. It’s not safe.’

The BBK rustled. He let go of my arm.

‘OK,’ I said quietly. ‘OK.’

It didn’t rain ten seconds later, so it’s not like Darius Spratt saved my life or anything . . . but it did rain. Such a soft and gentle rain you wouldn’t even have heard it,
probably, if you’d been inside a house, but in the polytunnel you could hear it: the tiniest pitter-patter – that would have been a lovely sound if it weren’t for . . . well, you
know: what was
in
it. The Spratt’s wholewheat survival kit also contained (weedy) torches and we got paranoid for a bit, checking and rechecking the roof; it didn’t seem like
it leaked anywhere, but it was so freaky, having just this thin skin of plastic between us and
it
. In the beams of the torches, you could see the tiniest slight shadows of rain, blurry
through the plastic. Bloblets pooling with other bloblets, sliding sneakily down the sides of the tunnel. Looking for a way in. The darker it got the harder it was not to get spooked just thinking
about it. It didn’t help that there were weird crackly noises inside the tunnel; the BBK was following Darius around like a little rustly ghost.

‘Can she take that stuff off now?’ I asked him.

‘Do you want to take it off now?’ he asked her.

The BBK just stood there.

‘Maybe if you take yours off first?’ I suggested to Darius.

Honestly, I half expected him to have his school uniform on under those waterproofs. It might have been better than what he was wearing. (Half-mast red corduroy trousers and a Star Wars
sweatshirt that would have looked cool and retro – on someone else.) Next time we went anywhere near some kind of clothes shop, I was gonna have to force him to sort that look out – but
the priority would be locating some deodorant: Darius Spratt stank. I caught a severe waft of it and –

WHOA! It was TOO weird! Hadn’t Lee read an article about exactly this kind of thing to me? How you could take some boy who was HOT – really, totally undeniably HOT –
to
look at
– and a boy who was NOT HOT – really, totally undeniably NOT HOT
to look at
– and you could waft their sweat under the nose of a blindfolded girl and ask her
to pick which one she liked and . . . it was scientifically proven that there is some crazy animaly sweat-thing that meant if the girl couldn’t SEE the boy the sweat came off, she
wouldn’t necessarily choose the hot boy, her nose could actually force her to choose . . .

WHOA!

I forced myself to get a grip.

‘You stink,’ I told Darius Spratt.

‘Sorry,’ he said. ‘
Personal grooming
hasn’t exactly been a priority.’

‘Well, maybe it should have been,’ I pointed out, because I was pretty sure that personal grooming comment had to be some kind of sneaky dig at me.

He peeled off his sweatshirt and offered it to the kid. His arms weren’t feeble, they were wiry. He was wiry and gangly – but luckily there was no danger WHATSOEVER that I would have
another random freaky animaly attraction attack because he was wearing a vest. Like, really! And not some kind of a cool T-shirt vest, but a VEST vest, the kind your mother makes you wear when
you’re about FIVE.

It did the trick, though. The BBK sidled up to Darius, apparently immune to the
hideous
smell. I’d seen already how they’d worked out this communication thing, this little
private language where Darius would say stuff and the BBK would move in a certain way and he’d interpret that . . . and he seemed always to get it right – though as the BBK didn’t
speak it’d be hard to say for definite.

‘OK,’ said Darius, like the kid had spoken. He cut (wholewheat multi-function penknife) and tore the plastic off her.