The Sessions (Covenant Series)

The Sessions

Covenant Series, Book 1

Azure Boone

Copyright © August 2013 by Azure Boone

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For my husband. Happy Retirement, Love.

Acknowledgments

I’d like to thank my immediate family for enduring through the creation of yet another story. My wonderful friend Gloria Esau, for reading and re-reading my stories to ensure the best quality. Your help is invaluable to me. I’d like to thank a few new friends I’ve made with Beta Readers in this creation. Cindy Holleran, was an exceptional help to me in the edits. Thank you! Also Laura Keeling for her in depth analysis and Mary Mooney, each of you provided great service.

And now for
God. He gets His very own paragraph. I thank Him most of all, my constant strength, wisdom, and courage, as I endeavor to bring hope and life through my works of fiction.

Chapter One

A hefty
graveyard-shift nurse flew through the double doors, eyes wide. “He’s going nuts, we need orderlies, big ones!”

Sarah
launched from her chair and ran after her. “Who?” Premonition hammered through her body.

“The new patient, the one they brought in
a few hours ago, the major cutter!”

“How is that possible, he was in ICU!”

“I know,” she gasped, hobbling more than running, “and then he suddenly sprang up!”

R
oaring screams of fury became deafening with every pounding step toward the ward. The man had nearly ripped his own veins out of his arms, both arms. He’d lost a ridiculous amount of blood, so yeah, totally unbelievable. Had they tested him for drugs? Shit! “Bring me twenty milligrams of Ziprasidone!” she yelled as she neared the door. “Hurry!”

“Getting it,” the nurse yelled back.

Sarah barreled into the room then came to an abrupt halt. Two male nurses held the man to the floor as he thrashed madly, horrific screams tearing out of him. “Fucker’s strong,” one gasped.

“Don’t hurt him whatever you do!”
Sarah yelled.

“You need to tell
that to the patient!” the other huge orderly said.

Sarah got on the floor next to
the furious man. God, he was bleeding again. “Hey!” she hollered over him. Damn, what was his name? “Micah! Look at me!” She slapped his face and his wide gaze jerked to her. “Focus on my face, Micah!”

He stopped screaming
suddenly. Gasping, he locked his wide green eyes on hers. “Yes, that’s it, look at me Micah, I have you,” she said loudly.

“I got the
Ziprasidone,” the nurse gasped behind her.

She turned and
grabbed the syringe, grateful the woman had the sense to load it. A body slammed into her and Sarah flew back into a wall. With her wind blasted out of her, she stared up into Micah’s insane gaze while he shook her by the coat and roared in her face.

Terr
or gripped her as she clutched the syringe, gasping for air. She swung her arm and jabbed it in his shoulder. Trembling with a violence, she watched as the medicine took him, that wide green stare locked onto her own terrified one. His entire body slowly relaxed.

Sarah
saw something in those depths, as darkness eased over his frantic mind. Unspeakable horror. And a desperate plea for help.

“I got you,” she whispered to him. “You’re safe now.”

His eyes closed and his head fell on her chest.

****

“What you got there?”

Sarah glanced up at
Lisa who took her usual seat across from her in the hospital cafeteria. “Mr. Morgan’s file.” She took a sip of her coffee, wondering where the heck was his date of birth?

“He doing any better?”

She nodded. “Much.”

“Find anything
out yet?”

Sarah sighed
inwardly. “It’s hard to tell. He’s so quiet. In the span of two and a half months, I can fill maybe one page with what he’s revealed. I’m left with a lot of cryptic pieces to a very shattered and ugly puzzle.”

“He seems s
o sweet. And smart. Maybe he just had a bad day.”

Sarah stared at her friend
, wondering some days how she ever got hired at the hospital. “Nobody tries to rip out their own veins over one bad day.”

Lisa winced as though she’d forgotten that tiny gruesome detail. “
How did he not die?”

“Question of the year.”

“Or century. You can add it to the other unanswered wacko questions circling around here.”

Sarah
rolled her eyes and set her file down. “Is everybody being professional and talking behind my back again?”

Lisa’s eyes widened. “It’s your fault.
Running into that room and tackling the runaway train with a tranquilizer, of course the crazy lady chatter re-resurrected.”

“Because I
medicated him? How idiotic is that, it’s my damn job!” She couldn’t help being incredulously disappointed with the immaturity of her co-workers. The whole lot of them. “It wasn’t a goddamn
miracle
or anything, what do you people want from me?”

Lisa leaned forward. “They’re calling you the
Maniac Whisperer now,” she nearly mouthed, mirth in her brown gaze.

“Oh, for crap’
s sake.” Sarah drank the rest of her coffee and set it down.

“It’s better than religious quack? Hm?”
she offered sweetly.

“You know what?
You people are ridiculous.”

“You people!”

“Please don’t pretend you don’t think I’m weird, I’m not blind, I can see it.”

She slowly widened her gaze. “You…see
it? What does it look like?”

“Shut up,” Sarah
muttered as Lisa cracked up with snickers.

“You know, you should start a reality TV show
.
The Nut Cracker
.” Another stream of idiotic snickers accompanied her mockery.

“Dr. Child?”

Sarah jerked to the deep voice behind her, recognizing it right off. It was him. He had one of the most mystifying tones she’d ever heard to go with equally mystifying deep green eyes. Silky non-malingered secrets remained under wraps, guarded by a strange resolve. Strange because Sarah was very good at naming just about every condition she saw, it was the very thing that got her ridiculed. She’d made the mistake of mentioning God’s name in response to the
how do you do that?
Who knew they’d go ape shit because she thought of it as a divine gift? But the only question she cared about lately was why the gift didn’t seem to work on him?

“
Micah, how can I help you?”

He made that flighty eye contact with her. It was just enough to let her know he’d accepted her. She also knew how hard it was for him to approach her this way in public, it must be quite important. She was glad he’d chosen
somebody
to open up to. A little frustrating though, considering the amount of info he didn’t divulge in their many, mostly one-sided sessions.

After the split second eye contact, he rubbed the back of his neck with a palm, showing h
is discomfort. Sarah got up and stepped away from the table and he followed.

Out of ear shot of Lisa, she stopped.
“What do you need?” She bit her tongue on the term honey, knowing it was too childish for him. She would never admit it to anybody for fear of supreme lecture, but she had grown quite fond of Micah.

“I can’t do the mirror
thing today,” he said.

Concern rushed forth. “Okay, you don’t have to,” she assured, forcing the coo
out of the words. They’d begun
looking in the mirror
therapy when she realized he had somewhat of an issue with it. Perhaps symptoms of some form of dissociative disorder. The therapy was nothing major but she figured it might trigger more productive sessions. She very much wanted to try the Aggressive Experiential Client-Centered Psychotherapy with him, but the hospital was just the wrong environment. Something like that would only work in more normal settings. Like the private sessions at her home that she would hopefully soon begin.

He shuffled his feet.
“Thank you.”

“No need to thank me, I’m here to help, you know that.”

“Yes.” He smiled a little, keeping his gaze on the floor.

“I’ll see you at 10:30? Unless you have another date.”

He gave an easy chuckle that put Sarah at ease. When he chuckled that way, it was her final grade of how she’d done with him. She’d done good. “Only you,” he said.

Her insides
fluttered a tad at hearing something in his tone. She patted his shoulder. “Alright, see you then.”

“Yes.”

When he didn’t make any attempts to leave, she said, “You first.”

He
nodded a little and left. Sarah watched him for a few seconds then headed back to the table. After learning he had abandonment issues, she’d made a deal with him that she’d let him do things first. It conflicted with other issues he had but after weighing which was more important to him at this time,
you first
therapy won out. The plan was to switch roles after he was comfortable.

She went to the table and gathered her files.

“
Why don’t you just ask him out?”

Sarah
paused and stared. “Come again?”

Lisa leaned in. “
Everybody knows you like him.”

She shook her head, amazed and entirely fed up with Lisa’s psychotic need for her to date.
“Wow, that’s an all-time dating service low for you. He’s my
patient.
Like you need telling.” She put her purse strap on her shoulder fighting her anger. She lost. “What the hell is wrong with you, can’t you just let me be a career woman, do I
have
to be a dataholic like you? Do you see me pushing you to
not
date and only have a career? No, you don’t.” Sarah managed to keep her words curt and professional despite her urge to hiss every syllable.

Lisa
held up her hands with wide innocent eyes. “Okay, okay, I’m just saying…” she bit into her sandwich and spoke with her mouth full, “Everybody knows you like him and I think he’d make a perfect
first
.”

Sarah’s stomach knotted at her words.
She detested that she’d stooped to such a low, one drunk night, and told her she was
still
a virgin. Biggest mistake of her life. The second biggest mistake of her life was indulging in the erroneous concept that one day, oh yes one day,
no
doubt
one day, she would do the
deed,
only she didn’t know that the longer she waited, the easier it got for her
not
to. “That’s not even worth answering. You’re talking about a troubled young man—”

“Your age,” Lisa
corrected as if it pertained.

“
Troubled young man,” Sarah went on, “and I care about his-his mind,” Sarah tapped her temple rapidly, “not my…
vagina.”
She hissed the last word, disgusted with her.

Lisa cackled quietly and leaned forward. “I didn’t suggest you
fuck
him, although you clearly could use a good piece of ass. I meant a real relationship, Dumbo.”

Sarah stared at her idiot friend. “Are you purposely pretending to not know that’s illegal? Unprofessional? Un
ethical.
” And ungodly she wanted to say, but heaven forbid she trigger the holy-roller stigma she’d garnered.

“I mean when he gets
out
you quack, you know he’s not going to be here forever.”

“Even still, I’m going to be his therapist for an indefinite amount of time, however long it takes, so it’s entirely out of the question
.”

“But if
you weren’t?” she quickly asked.

“If
I weren’t, then I’d be his
friend
because that is what he needs.”

Lisa shrugged her shoulder, sucking drink through her straw
like it were some sexual art. “Good, cause I just heard he’s getting out in two weeks.”

“Where did you hear that
?” Irritation singed her words but dammit it infuriated her that Lisa might know something she didn’t about Micah. He was her patient and she expected to be—

“I snuck a look at the doc’s file,” she whispered, leaning in.

“Ah, of course.”

Lisa
smiled, sucked food out of her teeth then stared at her cup with fake concern pinching her brows. Added with the arrogant jut of her chin, she was clearly still up to clinical debauchery and Sarah braced for her next words, knowing they’d put a kink in her professional couth. “Eh, never mind,” she dusted the air with a hand, “you’ll find out soon enough.”

Good grief
, why me
? Sarah looked around and then sat back down. “Tell me what you know.”

Lisa giggled with animated cruelty and sighed. “Well if you
must know
, and clearly you must, he’s getting out
and…”
she batted her lashes, “…he’s moving into the same apartment complex as you,” she squealed, “as you suggested he do?”

Sarah’s mouth hung open and her stomach turned flips. She had suggested it once but hadn’t dreamed he would take her up on it.
Very nonchalantly she said, “Fantastic, that will allow me to keep an eye on him.”

“Oh, I’m sure it will.”

She chose to ignore her implied sexual attraction she didn’t have with the man, wishing it was ten-thirty so she could question Micah about his decision. Also, to make sure Lisa wasn’t full of shit or pulling her leg. She looked at her watch. “I need to do a little paperwork, I’ll see you later.”