The Totem 1979 (48 page)

Not him, though. He had always said that he just never had the chance, but now he knew he didn’t want the chance. When the opportunity occurred, he’d persistently avoided the chance. Now he saw the battle raging closer to the tunnel, and in fright, the stench of his voided bowels much worse, he groped backward, farther along the tunnel, fleeing. He gripped at the timbers. He felt along the clammy walls, and then he understood that, while he had befouled himself and caused this obscene stench, another stench was in here too, and despite his revulsion, he didn’t understand his compulsion to fumble toward it.

From the change in sound, he realized that he was in a chamber, and he had a flashlight in the pack that Slaughter had lent him. Bringing out the light, switching it on, he scanned the chamber.

He moaned.

No! He didn’t want this. He didn’t want to see it. Dear God, he had fled for sanctuary to their secret place of burial. On wooden pallets along the floor, he saw their bodies, fetid, ugly, lined in neat rows, clubs beside them, rotted meat, their arms crossed gently on their fur-skinned chests. The mass of them were maggot-ridden horrors. Others were more recent, and as he lurched hard against a slimy wall, he saw that one was moving, rising from its death-like sleep, groggy, drawing breath for energy.

Dunlap screamed as the creature turned toward him. It was frowning. In a moment, it was grinning. Sure, Dunlap thought, remembering the boy who had seemed dead and then returned to life. The virus. These things didn’t know what death was. Some returned and others didn’t, but they all in time were laid to rest here in the expectation that they eventually would rise again. Dunlap dimly sensed the paintings on the wall: the bear, the antelope, the deer. They leapt in rampant silent beauty, clubs and rocks drawn next to them as if the animals fled from the weapons about to strike them. And the creature was kneeling, grinning, frothing, snarling, gaining strength to spring as all the tension Dunlap had been feeling clamored for release. He screamed in fury, lashing forward, striking with his flashlight, breaking teeth. He struck again and then again, feeling cheekbones snap, eyes burst. He hit until he completely lost his strength, and what had crouched before him lay still and silent.

Dunlap wept. He sank to the floor and sobbed until he thought his mind would crack. Hitting the creature, he’d broken his flashlight. He was trapped in the darkness. From outside, he heard the battle, heard the shooting and the screaming. He was torn between his need to flee this room and his determination to avoid the battle.

But he couldn’t stay here in the darkness. He heard noises. Another figure rising? He groped to his knees, then his feet, and fumbled toward the tunnel. Then he found it, and he shuffled down it, bumping against the walls.

But the tunnel went on too far. In horror, he understood that by now he should have seen the flames outside. Dear Christ, he’d gone in the wrong direction. He was in a different tunnel.

“No!” he told himself. “No!” He needed light, and then he thought about the camera. Slaughter had retrieved it from the helicopter. It dangled from a sling on Dunlap’s neck. Desperate, he raised the camera and triggered its flash. At once, although briefly, he saw more paintings. A bear. An antelope. A deer. The bear who seemed to die in the winter and come back to life in the spring. The antelope and deer who, when the cunning of the hunt was ended, willingly gave up their lives to feed those who’d stalked them.

Symbols of a death cult, and as Dunlap triggered the camera’s flash again, his edge of vision showed him something high on the wall that both terrified and attracted him. He knew what it was. He didn’t want to see it. But he had to, and he aimed the camera. He pressed the button. The flash went off. A second’s brightness, and a charcoal drawing of his nightmare appeared before him, crouched sideways, part man, part cat, part wide-andered elk, with paws and a tail, its deep eyes turning past its shoulder, glaring at him.

Dunlap was stunned, immobile. No. He insisted to himself that he hadn’t seen it. This had to be a trick of his imagination. So he shifted, and his hands shook, but he nonetheless managed to aim again and trigger the camera’s flash, and this time he saw more of the chamber. Not just the drawing of his nightmare, but something below it. Quiller’s car. The red Corvette. The throne room. Red room. And above the car, beside Dun-lap’s nightmare, was an even greater nightmare, the final obscene horror. Quiller. What had finally become of Quiller. Quiller was mounted on a cross upon the wall, his arms stretched out, his hands and feet nailed, his gaunt naked body sagging, maggots dripping, his hair and beard grotesquely long, having continued to grow after he died. They had crucified him with fervent belief in the final miracle, the expectation of his resurrection. Something cracked in Dunlap’s mind. He finally discovered peace.

Chapter Twelve.

The townspeople talked about it as if years from now the story would assume the aspect of a legend, how the final battle of 1970 had taken place years later, the traumas of the past expunged with fire, how the western section of the mountains had been razed, the trestle burned, the mining town obliterated. Only ten men lived beyond the battle. Slaughter, Parsons, Lucas, Dunlap, and six others. By all logic, Slaughter should have died from his self-mutilation, but he was strong, his frame large, his constitution robust, and although he was close to death when everything was finished, Lucas cauterized the stump of his arm, then bound it. He and Parsons carried Slaughter through the pass and down the other side where they struggled across the next valley and by afternoon managed to reach a road. Dunlap almost wasn’t found, but one man checked the tunnel, used a flashlight to learn its horrifying secrets, and saw Dunlap, kneeling, wide-eyed, staring up in reverence at Quiller. Dunlap never spoke again. In town, they joked that he had found religion, but the joke was poor because it wasn’t any joke, it was the truth, and Dunlap’s eyes were filled with silent wonder ever after. Hammel had died in the battle, clubbed to death until his skull was split in two. Parsons left town shortly after returning to it, before the investigation started. Owens had already gone, and neither man came back.

One day in late September, Slaughter managed the strength to go into town. He still was weak and light-headed, but he was alive, and that was really all he wanted, that and his new purity, his courage. He drove in to see the medical examiner. Because he had only one arm, he had to drive an automatic, and he wasn’t with the force now, Rettig ran that, so he didn’t have a cruiser. He parked at the house, which he had never been to, fumbled to open his car door and got out, walking across the grass. He felt off balance from the change of weight because of his missing arm, and he moved slowly, glancing at the boxes and the suitcases stacked on the porch.

The medical examiner came out to face him.

“I heard you were leaving,” Slaughter said.

‘That’s right.”

“I hate to see you go.”

“Well, it’s like King John and his pears.”

“His what?”

“His pears. They say he died from a surfeit of them.”

And Slaughter only stared.

“You know, the Magna Carta.”

“Yes, I know which John you mean.”

“He slept once at a convent. He’d been screwing all the nuns, or so the story goes. The outraged monks put poison in his food, although his death was caused, they claimed, by getting sick from eating too many pears.”

“I don’t quite get the point.”

“Well, it’s like …” The medical examiner paused. “It’s like I’m suffering from a surfeit of death. Too much death. You don’t know how it was.”

“I have a fair idea.”

“No, you missed it. All the cleanup. All the bodies they brought in. From the commune. From here in town. I stayed this long because I thought I could forget it, but I can’t. It’s too much, too damned much altogether.”

Slaughter glanced at the weed-choked grass. He took his time. “Well, I won’t argue.”

“There’s no sense. I’m going to Chicago. Hell, I’m going to be a doctor.”

“That’s what you are now.”

“But only for the dead. I’m going to treat the living now. I never want to see another corpse again.”

And Slaughter nodding, continuing to stare.

“Resurrection,” the medical examiner told him.

Chapter Thirteen.

Slaughter drove back to where he now was living, not to his place but to Wheeler’s ranch where Lucas now was the owner. Sometimes Marge came out to cook for them, but mostly just the three of them were out there. Slaughter helped to tend the stock as best he could when he wasn’t tending to the needs of Dunlap. Everyone finally had gained what each had wanted. Lucas had a father. Slaughter had another chance to have a son. Dunlap had his story, and his mind was now at rest, though not his body. Slaughter cleaned it, fed it, cared for it. He wasn’t quite sure why, except that this man had become a friend, and anyway nobody else would take this man. Dunlap’s wife had finally divorced him.

Life was peaceful. The full moon on the summer solstice had intensified the brilliance of the prior night when Slaughter had lost his arm. The fire, though, had destroyed the commune, all its members, those that Slaughter’s group had not already destroyed. The town had lived in terror, but the help from outside had arrived. The infected animals and cattle were exterminated. The valley was a wasteland that at last had started its revival. Part of what had helped had been the storm that followed with the wind and cleansed the valley after flames had purified the mountains.

One discovery had been important. After the figure who had staggered into town at last had died, samples of the creature’s blood had been enough to produce a vaccine that would stop the infection from spreading. The virus was no longer a threat, and as Slaughter sat now on the porch, he noticed that the blanket he had placed on Dunlap’s knees was sagging.

Slaughter stood from where he rested in a hammock. He walked over and used his remaining hand to arrange the blanket.

“There. That’s better. There’ll be a frost they say tonight. We don’t want you to catch a cold.”

Dunlap rocked and gazed in peace toward the rangeland.

“That’s the stuff. You thirsty?” Slaughter asked.

Dunlap continued rocking.

“Have a drink.”

Slaughter poured a glass of beer and tipped it up to Dun-lap’s lips. The reporter swallowed, drooling.

“There. That’s just the answer.”

Slaughter wiped Dunlap’s lips and drank from the same glass. “Nice place, don’t you think? Do you guess you’re going to like it here?”

Dunlap kept rocking.

“Sure you are. It’s lovely. Just the place for us.”

Then Slaughter returned to the hammock where he lay back, sipping. Life was good now. He had earned it. As he glanced out toward the rangeland, he saw Lucas riding on his pinto, admiring the other horses. There were cattle on the range as well. When Marge arrived tonight, she would watch over Dunlap while the one-armed man and the son in need of a father would ride out to check the steers, and in the meantime, Slaughter leaned back, smiling, as the setting sun cast an alpenglow on Lucas who rode straight and strong, and a colt veered from its mother, and they gamboled in the sun.