The XOXO New Adult Collection: 16 Full Length New Adult Stories (126 page)

“No.” I laughed. “I bet some chick with bleached blonde hair that I could get Easton to leave with me.”

“Holy shit, really?”

“Yeah, it was hilarious!”

“I bet it was. Let’s not make it a habit because word will get out that we’re taking advantage of our customers.”

“Yes, Boss! Geez, way to ruin the fun,” I said and took a swig of the water from a bottle.

“Sorry, but...”

“I know, you’re right. Anyway, Cheyenne’s in bed?”

“Yeah, I finally talked her off her cliff.”

“What do you mean?” I asked and sat in the chair across from him at the dining room table.

“Some bitches were making fun of her at practice. She was really upset.”

“I bet, do you know why?”

“No, she wouldn’t tell me.”

“Then how did you talk her off a cliff?”

“We prank called them.”

“Shut up! You did?”

“Yeah. Courtney came over, too. It was funny.”

“That’s awesome and wrong.”

“Well it worked,” he said, leaning back in his chair.

“I wonder why they were mean to her?”

“Maybe she’ll tell you.”

“Doubt it, we barely know each other.”

“She talks about you all the time.”

“She does?” I asked, almost choking on my water.

“Yeah, she thinks you’re some Olympic softball player.”

“Oh God, I’m going to disappoint her once I can actually throw a ball again.”

‘I doubt that. Just blame it on your shoulder.”

Avery and I talked more about my shoulder. I filled him in on the radiation, but he already knew most of it because of Nicole. I tried to get him to go home, but we decided that it was probably best that he stay in case Cheyenne woke up. We didn’t want to confuse her and she hadn’t actually seen me stay over at Easton’s before. When I came the weekend I went to her game, she stayed at Courtney’s that Saturday night.

I took a shower and crawled into Easton’s bed—naked.

*~*~*

I
stayed with Cheyenne Friday night while Easton worked. We ate pizza and watched shitty movies on Lifetime. She was finally warming up to me and even leaned on me and fell asleep. I could really get used to being a part of their family. I loved them both so much.

I couldn’t even imagine my life if I hadn’t met Easton. I probably would have forgiven Jared, believed that Tramp Tarah was just a friend and went through my medical issues with just Nicole by my side.

I was a lucky girl.

The following morning, Easton and I cooked breakfast for everyone. Usually we would go to Jimmy and Jane’s, but I wanted to do something for them. I wanted to show them that I was getting better each day. My body was healing and I was starting to feel like the old Brooke.

Once we all ate, we went to Cheyenne’s game. We were all still on edge about what had happened at practice on Wednesday. I didn’t bring it up to Cheyenne and she never told any of us why those girls were being mean to her.

Halfway through the game, I heard one of the girls call her Cryanne. I wanted to run up to the girl and yell at her. I hated bullies and I wasn’t going to let Cheyenne be bullied. Before I could stand up, Phil took the girl aside and then made her sit on the bench the rest of the game. I hoped that would teach her a lesson, but usually bullies don’t learn that easy.

Cheyenne did awesome. She got on base each time and stopped all the balls that came to her. She didn’t necessarily get the runner out, but she didn’t let the ball go through her legs and that was the main thing.

Lightning ended up losing—which was their first loss. All the girls were sad, but you couldn’t win them all. They had to learn the hard way, learn that you win some and you lose some.

Jimmy and Jane went home after the game and Nicole and Avery followed us to Easton’s. We were going to barbeque burgers and hot dogs. Both Easton and Avery had the night off and we were in the celebrating mood—despite Cheyenne’s loss.

“Cheyenne won’t come out of her room,” Easton said, walking out in the backyard where we were all sitting.

“Want me to go talk to her?” Avery asked.

“I’ll go,” I said. “Maybe it’s a girl thing.”

“Oh God,” Easton groaned.

“I’m just kidding. She’s ten, Baby,” I said and stood on my tiptoes to kiss him.

He swatted my butt as I walked into the house.

“Chey, can I come in?” I asked, knocking on her bedroom door.

“No.”

“Please? I want to talk about the game. You did awesome!”

“I don’t want to talk about the game.”

“Why not?”

“Because I just don’t.”

“You know your Daddy doesn’t like you mad. Can you please tell me why you’re mad? Maybe I can help.”

“No, I don’t want him to know!” she said, yanking open her door.

“Okay, I won’t tell him, but will you tell me?”

“Fine, but you have to promise not to tell him.”

“I pinky swear,” I said and stuck out my pinky.

Our pinky’s shook and then she closed the bedroom door behind me. “I know why the girls are being mean to me.”

“Why?” I asked, sitting on her bed next to her.

“Because I get to play since my dad is the coach.”

“What? That’s not true.”

“Yeah it is. Me and Courtney get to play the whole game and the other girls have to switch off.”

“Honey, you don’t play the whole game because your dad is the coach.”

“Yes I do.”

“I’m pretty sure that’s not true.”

“Why isn’t it?” she asked, finally looking up at me.

“Who else plays first base like Courtney?”

“No one.”

“And who else plays third base?”

“Well Bridgette tried to play, but she got scared and moved to shortstop and switches off with Erin.”

“See? No one else plays your position. Of course you play the whole game.”

“Are you sure?”

“Well, you said it yourself. Next time, just ask whoever says anything if they want to play third while you take a break. I bet they won’t because they’re too scared.”

“Third is scary. The balls come so fast.”

“Yeah they do. I remember that, but you get used to it.”

“Well, I won’t tell Sara or Lisa that part.”

“Yeah, don’t tell them that part. Just ask them to prove they’re better than you. They won’t be able to of course,” I said and patted her leg.

“When will you teach me how to be better?”

“As soon as I get better, we’ll practice every day!”

“Really?”

“Of course.”

“But what about when you’re in Boston?”

“How would you feel if I lived here instead?”

“Like with me and Daddy?”

“Yeah.”

Her eyes got big—and hopeful. “I would love that!”

“Good because I want to.”

I was able to get Cheyenne to come out of her room. No one said anything as she came out. I whispered to Easton that I would tell him everything when she wasn’t around. I knew that she asked me not to, but it wasn’t that big of a deal and he deserved to know what the girls on the team were saying.

“Now that everyone is here, Nicole, and I have some news,” Avery said.

I looked to her hand, but she had no ring. “Let me guess. You’re moving here?” I asked.

“Yes, but that’s not it,” Nicole said. “I’m...I’m pregnant!”

“Oh my God! Really?” I squealed and rushed to her to wrap her in my arms.

I winced a little from the pain, but I didn’t care. My best friend was having a baby!

“Yeah,” she nodded a big nod when we let go.

“I’m going to have a cousin?” Cheyenne asked.

“Yeah, C.C., you are,” Avery said rubbing the top of her head and messing up her hair.

“Awesome! I can’t wait to teach them how to catch.”

My best friend was pregnant. I was happy for her, but at the same time, I was sad. Life was strange. I’d always thought that I would have children by now. I didn’t even know if Easton wanted more kids. I didn’t even know if he wanted to marry me.

“You okay?” Easton whispered into my ear.

“Yeah,” I answered, giving him a tight smile.

“Avery’s a good guy. He’s going to treat her right. He’ll do the right thing.”

“I know,” I said, wrapping my arms around his waist.

Nicole told us when the due date was. By the calculations, she got pregnant on the cruise. They were both smiling, happy and in love. Who would have thought that going on a singles cruise would lead me and Nicole to move to New York—about the same time? Who would have thought that Nicole would have been knocked up? Life is crazy like that, but I wouldn’t change a thing.

*~*~*

T
he day finally came for me to start radiation. It seemed like yesterday that I had surgery, but it was actually almost five weeks prior. A week ago, the four of us rented a U-Haul truck and moved Nicole and me to New York. I sold most of my stuff and Nicole did the same, so we had very little.

Nicole found a nursing job that allowed her to work while she got her license transferred to New York, but I wasn’t sure if I wanted to be a paralegal still. If I did, I would need to be re-certified in New York, and that involved going back to school. Plus, Ian didn’t know that I wasn’t coming back. I was still on disability from my surgery and now from the radiation. I wasn’t due to go back for another two months.

“You’re getting that look in your eye,” Easton said, grabbing my hand as we drove to the radiation center. “You have nothing to be worried about.”

“That’s easy for you to say. You don’t need to lay there topless while they burn your insides.”

“Well, when you put it that way...” I shot him a look. “I’m just kidding. The doctor said that it doesn’t hurt. The only thing that will happen is your skin might get irritated and burned, but I’m going to put lotion on you every night.”

“You’re supposed to put it on right after the treatment,” I said, laughing and shaking my head.

“I’ll still put it on you every night. You know I like touching your boobies.”

“Oh, I know alright,” I said and playfully hit his shoulder.

Living with Easton was—perfect. It was like we were a family. Cheyenne accepted me. His parents accepted me, and, of course, Avery accepted me. I never imagined having my family like this—but I wouldn’t change it for the world. Easton was my best friend, my boyfriend, my lover, my soul mate.

*~*~*

E
aston waited for me in the waiting room when I went back to have my first treatment. I didn’t know what to really expect. Of course, they gave me a crash course, made me watch a short video, but you don’t know what will really happen until you’re going through it.

Before I could get the first dose of radiation, they took me back to have a CT. They explained that it was to take images so they knew exactly where to line me up each day. They were going
zap
the exact spot every day for the six weeks.

“Brooke, I’m going to mark you with this black marker and then poke the spot with a needle so it’s permanent. It’s so we can get the lasers set up properly.”

“Like a tattoo?”

“Yes, but they’re small dots and will just look like freckles,” the
male
technician said.

“Okay,” I replied, averting my eyes.

He opened my hospital style gown and marked me in three different places; two on both breasts on the side and one in the center of the valley of my chest. Once he was done marking me, he left my gown open, my breast uncovered and begun to take several images with the machine shaped like a tube that I had been used throughout the whole tumor situation. I had pants on, but was uncomfortable having my boobs uncovered. I tried to tell myself that he did this every day, but I just wanted it to be over—fast.

Once he was done, I waited in a waiting room for patients until it was my turn to have the treatment. As I sat there, a woman around forty came in, crying. I didn’t know why she was crying, but she didn’t have any hair. A nurse was rubbing her back, whispering words to her as she cried.

Once they left, I saw a woman about my age across from me.

“First day?” she asked when she saw me looking at her. She had all her hair.

“Yeah.” I smiled at her, trying to hide how scared I was.

“This is my second round. I have chemo after this and they’re running late. I hope I don’t miss it.”

“What...why do you have both?”

“I have stage three colon cancer.”

“I’m sorry,” I said, frowning.

“I’m only thirty-three, too.”

Another woman started talking to her and I just sat there and watched. The waiting room was filled with women in hospital gowns, doing puzzles and talking like we were on someone’s porch having lemonade. I figured that most of them had cancer. It was heartbreaking. We were all fighters in our own way. They were fighting for their lives and I was fighting to be pain free.

“It’s my first day, too,” an Indian woman around sixty leaned over to tell me.

“How long do you have to go?”

“Four weeks, you?”

“Six.”

Before we could talk about whether either one of us had cancer, I was called back to the radiation room.

The room was cold and a huge machine sat in the middle. I don’t even know if I can explain it, other than it looked like something you’d see on
Star Trek
. To me, the machine looked like a giant C with a long tongue and wings. The tongue was where I lay with my arms above my head and my hands clenched to bars that stuck up.

While I lay on the table, my gown opened so the technicians could see my dots. They placed six more dots and lined me up with lasers while my gown stayed open and my breasts were uncovered. I stared at the orange leaves that hung on tree branches with a blue sky in the background that were used instead of the typical light panel for florescent lights.

The actually
zapping
only lasted a few seconds, but getting the bench in the correct places, took close to thirty minutes total. After I was done, they moved the bench out and I covered up my chest with the gown and left—only to return the next day and do that part all over again—for six weeks.

As I was leaving the patient waiting room after I changed, nurses wheeled a kid—a little younger than Cheyenne—with a shaved head, past me and in the direction of the radiation rooms. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and mentally prepared myself to see her every day until either she or I was finished with treatment.