Authors: Ian Rankin
‘Moules marinière,’ he said, holding up one of the white polythene bags. ‘Beautiful. Easy to cook, too. It’s the preparation that takes up all the time.’
Rebus shook his head. ‘You’re full of surprises, George. I’d never have taken you for a cordon bleu.’
Flight just smiled, musing. ‘And scallops,’ he said, ‘Marion loves those. I make a sauce with them and serve it with fresh trout. Again, it’s all preparation. The cooking’s the easy part.’
He enjoyed showing Rebus this other side of his personality, though he couldn’t say why. Nor could he exactly say why he hadn’t told John Rebus that Lisa had gone to the Old Bailey; had instead mumbled something about seeing her safely on her way. He thought probably his reasoning had to do with Rebus’s spring-loaded emotions: if the Scotsman thought Lisa Frazer was
not
in Flight’s place of safety, he’d probably go haring off after her, making a fool of himself ’neath blindfolded Justice herself. And Rebus was still Flight’s responsibility, still the liability he always had been, if not more so.
They had come out of the alley onto a small-scale housing estate. The houses looked fairly new, but already the paint was flaking from the window sills. There were cries and squeals from just ahead. A kiddies’ playground, concrete surrounded by concrete. A huge section of pipe had become a tunnel, a den, a hiding place. There were swings, too, and a see-saw. And a sand-pit which had become second home to the area’s cats and dogs.
The children’s imaginations knew few bounds: Pretend you’re in hospital, and I’m the doctor; And then the spaceman’s ship crashed on the planet; Cowboys don’t
have
girlfriends; No, you’re chasing
me
, because I’m the soldier and you’re the guard; Pretend there isn’t a pipe.
Pretend. There was no pretend about the energy they were expending. They couldn’t stand still, couldn’t pause for breath. They had to yell and jump and get involved. It made Rebus tired just to look at them.
‘There he is,’ said Flight. He was pointing towards a bench on the edge of the playground. Arnold was sitting there, his back very straight, hands clasping his knees. He had an intent look on his face, neither happy nor unhappy. The kind of look you sometimes saw at the zoo, when someone was peering into a particular cage or enclosure. It was best described as an interested look. Oh yes, Arnold was interested. It made Rebus’s stomach queasy just to watch him. Flight seemed to take it all quite casually. He walked across to the bench and sat down beside Arnold, who turned, his eyes suddenly taking on a hunted, frightened look, his mouth creasing into an O. Then he exhaled noisily.
‘It’s you, Mister Flight. I didn’t recognise you.’ He gestured towards the bags. ‘Been shopping? That’s nice.’
The voice was flat, lacking emotion. Rebus had heard addicts talk like that. Five percent of their brain was fixed on dealing with the external world, the remaining ninety-five concentrating on other things. Well, he supposed Arnold was a kind of addict too.
‘Yes,’ said Flight, ‘just buying a few bits. You remember Inspector Rebus?’
Arnold followed Flight’s eyes, staring up from his bench to where Rebus stood, his body purposely shielding Arnold from the children.
‘Oh yes,’ Arnold said blandly, ‘he was in the car with you the other day, Mr Flight.’
‘Well done, Arnold. Yes, that’s right. You’ve got a good memory, haven’t you?’
‘It pays to have, Mr Flight. That’s how I remember all the things I tell you.’
‘Actually, Arnold,’ Flight slid along the bench until his thigh was almost touching that of the other man. Arnold angled his own legs away from the policeman, his eyes intent on Flight’s proximity to him. ‘Speaking of memory, maybe you can help me. Maybe you can help Inspector Rebus, too.’
‘Yes?’ The word was stretched almost to breaking point.
‘We were just wondering,’ said Flight, ‘whether you’ve seen Kenny lately. Only, he doesn’t seem to have been around much, does he? I wondered whether he’d maybe gone on holiday?’
Arnold gazed up with milky, childlike eyes. ‘Kenny who?’
Flight laughed. ‘Kenny Watkiss, Arnold. Your mate Kenny.’
For a moment, Rebus held his breath. What if it was another Arnold? What if Sammy had got the name wrong? Then Arnold nodded slowly.
‘Oh, that Kenny. He’s not really a mate, Mr Flight. I mean, I see him now and again.’ Arnold stopped, but Flight was nodding, saying nothing, expecting more. ‘We have a drink together sometimes.’
‘What do you talk about?’
The question was unexpected. ‘What do you mean?’
‘It’s a simple enough question,’ said Flight with a smile. ‘What do you talk about? I wouldn’t have thought the two of you would have much in common.’
‘We just, we talk. I don’t know.’
‘Yes, but what do you talk about? Football?’
‘Sometimes, yes.’
‘What team does he support?’
‘I don’t know, Mr Flight.’
‘You talk about football with him and yet you don’t know what team he supports?’
‘Maybe he told me and I forgot.’
Flight looked dubious. ‘Maybe,’ he agreed. Rebus knew his part in the drama now. Let Flight do the talking. Just keep quiet but look ominous, standing over Arnold like a thundercloud, staring down like an avenger onto that gleaming bald dome of a head. Flight knew exactly what he was doing. Arnold was growing nervous, his body jerking, unable to keep his head still, his right knee bobbing up and down.
‘So what else do you talk about? He likes motorbikes, doesn’t he?’
‘Yes,’ Arnold answered, guardedly now, for he knew what was happening to him.
‘So do you talk about bikes?’
‘I don’t like bikes. Too noisy.’
‘Too noisy? Yes, you’ve got a point there.’ Flight nodded towards the play area. ‘But this place is noisy, too, Arnold, isn’t it? Yet you don’t seem to mind the noise here. Why’s that?’
Arnold turned on him, eyes burning. But Flight was ready with a smile, a smile more serious than any grimace. ‘What I mean is,’ he went on, ‘you like some noises but not others. That’s fair, isn’t it? But you don’t like motorbikes. So what else do you talk about with Kenny?’
‘We just
talk
,’ said Arnold, his face creased with anguish. ‘Gossip, how the city’s changing, the East End. This used to be all rows of cottages. There was a field and allotments. The families all used to have picnics on the field. They’d bring tomatoes or potatoes or a cabbage to your mum, saying they grew too much, and the kids would all play in the street. There weren’t any Bangladeshis or what have you. Just proper East Enders. Kenny’s mum and dad didn’t live far from here. Two streets away from where I lived. Course, I was older than him. We never played together or anything.’
‘And where did Uncle Tommy live?’
‘He was over that way.’ Arnold pointed with a finger. He had grown a little more confident now. Reminiscences couldn’t do any harm, could they? And to talk freely came as such a relief after the careful duel he’d just gone through. So he opened up to them. The good old days. But between his words, Rebus could see a truer picture, a picture of how the other kids used to beat him up, play tricks on him, of how his father used to lock him in his room, starve him. The family breaking apart. Drifting into petty crime. Painfully shy, unable to form relationships.
‘Do you ever see Tommy around?’ Flight asked suddenly.
‘Tommy Watkiss? Yes, I see him.’ Arnold was still basking in the past.
‘Does Kenny see him?’
‘Of course he does. He works for him sometimes.’
‘What? Deliveries, that sort of thing?’
‘Deliveries, pick-ups –’ Arnold halted, aware of what he was saying. This wasn’t the past they were talking about any longer. This wasn’t safe.
Flight leaned across so that his nose was almost touching Arnold’s. All Arnold could do was lean back against the bench, its hard spars stopping him from escaping.
‘Where is he, Arnold?’
‘Who? Tommy?’
‘You know bloody well who I mean! Kenny! Tell me where he is!’
Rebus half-turned, to see that the children had stopped playing and were watching this grown-up game.
‘You going to fight, mister?’ one of them called. Rebus shook his head and called back, ‘Just pretending.’
Flight still had Arnold pinned to the bench. ‘Arnold,’ he hissed, ‘you know me. I’ve always played fair by you.’
‘I know that, Mr Flight.’
‘But I’m
not
pretending. What I’m doing is losing my rag. Everything’s going to hell in this city, Arnold, and I’m inclined to just shrug my shoulders and join in. Understand me? Why should I play fair when nobody else does, eh? So I’ll tell you what I’m going to do, Arnold. I’m going to have to pull you in.’
‘What for?’ Arnold was terrified now. He didn’t think Flight was playing a game. Rebus had the same feeling; either that or Flight was in line for an Oscar.
‘For indecent exposure. You were going to expose yourself to those kids. I saw you getting ready. I saw your dick hanging out of your fly.’
‘No, no.’ Arnold was shaking his head. ‘That’s a lie.’
‘Previous convictions don’t lie, Arnold. Inspector Rebus saw you, too. He saw your prick waving in the air like a cocktail sausage. We both saw you, and that’s what we’ll tell the judge. Now who’s he going to believe, eh? Think about that for a moment. Think about solitary. They’ll have to hold you in solitary so the other prisoners don’t kick the shit out of you. But that won’t stop them pissing in your tea and gobbing in your food. You know the score, Arnold. You’ve been there. And then one night, you’ll hear your door being unlocked, and in they’ll come. Maybe the screws, maybe the prisoners. They’ll come in and they’ll hold you down. One of them’ll have a brush-handle, and one’ll have a rusty old razor blade, won’t they, Arnold? Won’t they Arnold?’
But Arnold was trembling too violently to speak, trembling and babbling, bubbles of saliva bursting at either side of his mouth. Flight slid back along the bench away from him, then looked up at Rebus with sad eyes. Rebus nodded solemnly. This wasn’t a nice business that they were in, not nice at all. Flight lit a cigarette. Rebus refused one. Two words were bouncing around the inside of John Rebus’s skull.
Needs must.
And then Arnold started to talk. And when he had finished, Flight dug into a trouser pocket and drew out a pound coin, which he slapped down on the bench beside his shattered victim.
‘There you go, Arnold. Get yourself a cup of tea or something. And stay away from playgrounds, all right?’ Flight picked up his carrier-bags, picked out an apple from one, and tossed it into Arnold’s lap, causing the man to flinch. Then he picked out another one and began to crunch on it, starting off back towards the market.
Needs must.
Back at HQ Rebus thought about Lisa. He felt the need for some human contact, for something clean and warm and separate from this other world he chose to inhabit, something to wash out his badly soiled mind.
Flight had warned him on the way back – ‘no messing about this time, John. Leave it to us. You’ve got to stay out of it. It would look bad in court, copper with a grudge, that sort of line.’
‘But,’ Rebus had replied, ‘I do have a grudge, George. This guy Kenny might have been shagging my daughter!’
Flight had glanced from the windscreen into Rebus’s face, then had looked away.
‘I said leave it to us, John. If you can’t play it that way, I’ll personally see that you go bouncing back down the ranks like a ball down a fucking stairwell. Got that?’
‘Loud and clear.’
‘It’s not a threat, John. It’s a promise.’
‘And you always keep your promises, George, don’t you? You seem to be forgetting something. It’s your fault that I’m down here in the first place. You sent for me.’
Flight had nodded. ‘And I can send you back just as quick. Is that what you want?’
Rebus had stayed silent, though he knew the answer. Flight knew it too, and smiled at this small triumph. They drove in silence after that, both men tainted by the memory of a playground and of a silent man, hands clasping his knees, staring ahead of him, his thoughts sweet with corruption.
Now Rebus was thinking of Lisa, thinking of how it would feel to take a shower with her, to scrub away a layer of London from them both. Maybe he would ask George again for the secret address. Maybe he could visit her. He remembered a conversation they’d had in bed. He’d asked if he could see her office in University College sometime.
‘Sometime,’ she’d said. ‘Mind you, it’s not a very nice room, nothing like those huge antique Oxbridge rooms you see in television dramas. It’s a pokey little hole, to be honest. I hate it.’
‘I’d still like you to show me around.’
‘And I said okay.’ She sounded on edge. Why was that? Why had she been so nervous of letting him see her room? Why had the secretary – Millicent, Lisa had called her – been so vague the day Rebus had visited? No, not just vague. Uncooperative.
Downright
uncooperative, now that he thought of it. What the hell was it they were keeping from him? He knew one way he could find out the answer, one sure and certain way. What the hell: Lisa was safe, and he’d been told to stay out of the Watkiss case, so what was stopping him from following up this latest mystery? He got to his feet. The answer was: nothing was stopping him, nothing at all.
‘Where are you going?’
It was Flight, yelling at him from an open door as Rebus stalked down the hall.
‘It’s personal,’ Rebus called back.
‘I warned you, John! Don’t get involved!’
‘It’s not what you think!’ He stopped, turning to face George Flight.
‘Well, what is it then?’
‘Like I said, George, it’s personal, okay?’
‘No.’
‘Look,’ said Rebus, his emotions suddenly getting the better of him, all those thoughts he’d been keeping on a tight rein – Sammy, Kenny Watkiss, the Wolfman, the threat against Lisa – all boiling up. He swallowed, breathing hard. ‘Look, George, you’ve got plenty to keep you busy, okay?’ His finger stabbed at Flight’s chest. ‘Remember what I said: it could be a copper. Why don’t you do some of your careful, precious, nit-picking investigation on
that
. The Wolfman could be here in this building. He could be working on the bloody case, hunting himself!’ Rebus heard his voice growing hysterical and calmed quickly, regaining control over his vocal chords if nothing else.