Torpedo Run

She was nameless, with only a number given to her by the Navy, but her crew called her
Slewfoot
. She was 77 feet long, 20 feet wide, and drew 4 feet of water. When her temperamental engines were right and her bottom was clean she could go 60 miles an hour, which, for a boat, is
very
fast. In the narrow waters around Bayonne, New Jersey, where she was built, she looked pretty big. On the vastness of the Pacific Ocean, going about her deadly business in the dark nights of war, she was a splinter.

During World War II,
Slewfoot
and the rest of the PT boats were the smallest warships the Navy had. Like many small things in nature,
Slewfoot's
life depended on her speed, for she had no protection against gunfire, torpedoes, bombs, or strafing planes. Unlike the Navy's other ships, she had no armor; there was nothing for a man to hide behind when the tracers began to arc toward him, for
Slewfoot
was built of wood and mostly plywood at that.

She was designed to hit and—run. Designed to carry three engines with the combined ram of four thousand horsepower to get
Slewfoot
into position and—out again.

Seventy-seven feet of plywood carrying a wallop. On the forepeak there was a 37-millimeter cannon. On both bows were 20-millimeter cannon. Amidships forward were two rocket-launching racks. A little aft of them were two sets of twin .30-caliber machine guns. Farther aft, two on each side, were twin .50-caliber machine guns in turrets. On the stern there was a Bofors 40-millimeter cannon. Sometimes there were more guns than there were men to shoot them.

In addition to the guns, cannons, and rockets,
Slewfoot
carried two flip-over torpedo racks, each armed with two torpedoes capable of sinking any ship afloat.

And, against submarines, she had depth charges in racks on the stern.

Riding
Slewfoot
in battle was a little like riding a bomb. In her tanks she carried three thousand gallons of highly explosive aviation gasoline. When the PTs were hit they rarely sank in the slow and heartrending way of other ships. PTs simply vanished in one quick, awful flash of flame and smoke. Compared with other warships,
Slewfoot
was manned by a bunch of kids. The oldest man aboard was the Captain, an ancient twenty-one. The rest of them were nineteen, eighteen, even seventeen years old. There were usually a dozen men riding
Slewfoot
through the dark sea, their eyes straining for sight of the enemy, engines muffled, guns manned and ready.

There were motor machinist's mates—"motor-macs"—to baby the three Packard engines; torpedomen for the "fish"; gunners. There was a quartermaster who watched over the charts and and the movements of the ship; and a boatswain's mate—the bosun—to care for the boat itself. There was a radarman to watch the thin line going around and around; and, of course, the cook. There were two officers—the captain and the executive officer.

The men could sleep in the "dayroom" forward, just abaft the chain locker, in bunks along the sides. It was like sleeping in a crowded elevator that had broken loose and was falling to the bottom of the shaft, over and over. But you got used to it just as you got used to standing forever with your knees loose and bent, and learned, many the hard way, what the man meant when he said, "One hand for you and one hand for the ship."

It took you only once to find out why they told you to fall down on a PT boat. Standing up, holding on, your bent, loose knees absorbed the pounding of the hull against the sea, your body balanced with the astounding roil and pitch. If you fell down, when you tried to push yourself up, the deck dropped out from under you, then the boat came up as you came down. It was like trying to stand up on the bare back of the father of the Strawberry Roan.

One hand for you, one hand for
Slewfoot.

The PT boats would take on anything—if the skipper and the crew had guts enough. The size of the enemy's battleships was awful, but the PTs took them on in wholesale lots. They fought it out with destroyers, cruisers, carriers, barges, landing craft, aircraft, even submarines and artillery on the shore. They lost some, they won some.

A battleship can stand off twenty-five miles away and paste you. PTs can't do that. They've got to go in close and hit and get out—if they can. The boats can do it—all it takes is a skipper with guts enough and a crew who believes in the skipper.

The Skipper of
Slewfoot
was a quiet, small, inoffensive man named Jones with the courage of a lion. Jones never raised his voice, never seemed angry or depressed or—afraid. If Jones said, on
Slewfoot,
"Let's go get 'em," the crew were ready to go get 'em. They had absolute faith in Jones. If he took you in close to the enemy—so close you could see the men behind the guns that were shooting at you—he'd bring you out again. Or so they said on
Slewfoot.

In a little boat like that, where the twelve men lived so closely together—and died together—there was a feeling you didn't find on the big ships. There wasn't room for the too-bad-Jack-I'm-getting-mine attitude; no room for the selfish man, or for the coward (although every man on
Slewfoot
had been scared stiff, many times), or for the griper and the discontent. If you didn't like duty on
Slewfoot
—out. Just like that—out. If you couldn't get along with your shipmates—out. If you couldn't stand up in the searing blaze of the enemy's searchlights with the stuff he was throwing at you like a fiery wall and shoot—out;

And if you didn't believe in the Captain you were in trouble.

In the daytime
Slewfoot
hid up one of the stinking New Guinea rivers, covered from stem to stern with big tropical leaves and branches so the enemy airplanes couldn't spot her and blast her in the daylight. In the daytime
Slewfoot's
crew lived on Snob Hill back in the jungle but not out of sight of their boat.

Snob Hill was a charming place to live. When it wasn't raining it was getting ready to rain in five minutes. The number of bugs that could bite you, sting you, eat their way into you, walk on you, and spit in your eye was unbelievable. There couldn't be that many bugs—but there were.

Snob Hill was an area of mud a little higher than the rest of the mud. The regulation two-foot tent pegs were useless; the crew of
Slewfoot
used pegs ten feet long, and even they didn't get to the bottom of the mud.

The tents were a dirty, greenish gray and looked about like the jungle all around them. To keep their cots from sinking out of sight into the mud while they slept, the men strapped tree limbs to the cot legs. You started out with the cot up against the ceiling of the tent—you woke up level with the mud, sometimes below it.

All manner of things lived in the mud—frogs, lizards, salamanders, snakes, worms—but the worst were the leeches. They were long, slimy, and black. All you had to do was put your foot down in the mud and the leeches would appear, squirming toward you—so many of them that it looked as if the mud were moving. If you couldn't get out of the mud and tear them off, they could suck you dry.

One day in 1943, the crew of
Slewfoot
was down on the strip of mangy beach between the jungle and the sea trying to dig a hole in the soggy ground. It was raining and the rain soaked the ground they were digging in and poured into their hole faster than they could scoop it out.

Finally the Executive Officer, whose name was Peter Brent, stopped digging for a moment, looked up at the gray, close, soaking clouds and said, "This is no place for him. Let's get the boat and do it right."

The crew, soaked with rain and covered with mud, stopped digging and looked at him, surprised. A FT has no business on the open sea in daylight, for then she can be seen and an enemy ship can stand off out of her range and slaughter her. Or the planes, like vultures in the sky, can swoop down on her and take her.

The Executive Officer knew that just as well as the crew did but miybe he was a little closer to it. Anyway, he walked away from the hole full of mud and rain; the rest of the men, carrying their shovels, followed him back through the dripping, foul-smelling jungle to
Slewfoot.

The chief motormac's name was Sko. In the records of the Navy it was written Skowalskila-tovich, or something like that, but on
Slewfoot
his name was Sko. Next to Jones, the Skipper, Sko was the oldest man aboard—twenty—and had more time in the Navy even than the Skipper and the Exec. And he was a good motormac who could nurse those three big Packard engines into life when nobody else could make them do anything but shine. Now he dried off the ignition harnesses while the rest of the crew got ready to go to sea.

They took the rotting tarps off the guns and rockets and torpedoes and cannon and unlimbered everything that could shoot. Sam, the cook, went up to Snob Hill, climbed the topless palm tree and took down the flag that flew there night and day. It was, Sam noticed, ragged on the free end and stained with the steam from the jungle, but it was still the flag. He folded it the way he had seen the Marines do it and carried it down to
Slewfoot.

Then, when Sko got a roar out of the Packards, they untied
Slewfoot
from the trees on the bank and started easing her down the river.

"We'd better muffle 'em," the Executive Officer called down to Sko. "Don't want to wake up any shore batteries."

Sko, who sat in a tractor seat right over the engines, put the mufflers on the exhausts so that the roar died to a low purr and the speed dropped off. Some of the crew thought Sko had the dirtiest job on the boat. Sitting over the engines that way, he got all the heat they put out, and the sickening fumes of gas and oil and rubber. And when the Skipper shoved the three throttles forward, the sound of the engines became so great that, to Sko, it seemed solid. Those things didn't worry him as much, though, as another thing. Sko never knew what was going on topside—never knew when an enemy shell was going to come in there with him and wipe out him and the engines and the gas and the boat. He just had to sit there in the bouncing tractor seat and listen to the guns yammering up on the deck and wait.

The Executive Officer conned the boat slowly down the river, ducking his head under the low-hanging and concealing jungle. It was like going down a dark green, soaking wet tunnel; but at the far end he could see the Pacific, now gray and closed in by the rain.

This was a dangerous thing to do, and the Navy wouldn't like it if they heard about it. But, he thought, it's the only decent way to do it.

The men stood at their battle stations, looking down the greenish tunnel. None of them had anything to say, and none of them looked aft at the flag.

Slewfoot
slid out of the jungle's shelter and as she did, the rain stopped and, suddenly, the sun shone and even the brown water seemed to sparkle. "That helps," the Executive Officer remarked to Murphy, the quartermaster. "That's all we need—plenty of sun so the Japs can see us from here to Tokyo."

Murphy, a beat-up little Irishman who looked a lot older than he was, didn't say anything. This was the worst day he had ever known, and he was afraid that if he started talking about it he might begin to cry. He tried to figure that it was all just part of the war and that's the way it went, but it didn't do any good. He was glad when the Exec shoved the throttles forward—now he had something to do.

Slewfoot's
lean, curved bow came up and her squat stern went down and she
moved.
All hands were rocked back on their heels as the boat leaped forward, throwing two perfectly formed sheets of brownish water away from her.

The Executive Officer took her out on the sea until she was clear of the great roil of dirty brown New Guinea water flowing from the mouth of the river and was in the clean, blue, shining water of the Pacific itself.

All hands were alert now as they always had to be in the PT boats. Some scanned the cloud-rimmed sky for planes, some searched ahead, some to the side, while others watched the long green line of New Guinea—watching for the little flashes of guns. There was a finger on every trigger; Sko was watching the engines, making sure that, if it was needed, they would put out everything they had; the Exec, standing on the little steering platform, half his body above the nothing windshield, wiped spray out of his face and looked ahead.

Then the Exec rang for all engines to stop and pulled the throttles back.
Slewfoot
lost her balance and settled heavily in the water to lie there, wallowing in the slow waves. Now she was awkward and uncomfortable to be aboard for she was built to
go,
not to lie there thrown this way and that by the sea.

The Executive Officer said, "All hands stay at your battle stations except you, Murph, and you, Preacher."

The Preacher was a rated torpedoman named Welborn who said that if he survived the war he was going to wander all over the world preaching to the people not to fight each other any more.