Unthinkable (Undeniable Trilogy #1) (20 page)

“Girls, it is intervention time.” Tia was always the one to initiate serious meetings when a breakdown was near. She called her office and moved her appointments to the morning.

Then Samantha’s phone rang.

“Samantha Adams speaking.” She answered her phone with a professional tone in case it was work. “Oh, hello, sure I can do that. Okay, no problem. Talk to you soon.” She ended her call with a look of surprise on her face.

“Who was that, mami?” Gabrielle asked Sam.

“Oh, that was work related. I have to take care of things when I get back to the office.” The alcohol must have started making an appearance on my face.

“Maya honey, talk to us. What’s going on?” Tia reached her hand out to touch mine.

“Tia,” I exhaled in a drunken slur, “I didn’t feel as if I jumped the gun, telling him that I loved him, it just felt so right. But listening to you girls got me thinking and now he’s headed out of town and I feel so empty and hurt. I just don’t know if this is a pain or loneliness.” The three of them looked at each other and simultaneously spoke, “Loneliness.” We all chuckled at that remark.

“Maya, mami, we don’t want you to get hurt anymore,” Gabrielle said. “If you love him, then you love him. Don’t be afraid of that feeling.

“So where is he going?” Tia asked, pulling out her phone as if she was planning a quick getaway. I noticed Samantha’s eyes widened at that question, but I didn’t bother to pry.

“He didn’t say. He said that a build wasn’t going right and he and Jason were headed out now.” Samantha looked away at the mention of Jason’s name.

“Maya dear, it has to be the truth. I don’t think he would mess this up ever, especially since he finally has you and definitely not over another woman.” I hate when Tia is right. I shook my head in agreement with what she said. Our check came and Gabrielle picked up the bill thanks, I’m sure, to the handsome fee she made after expenses for the company party. I knew those drinks had caught up with me as my nerves calmed down and I was feeling a little woozy. Tia put me in her car and Samantha drove back to the office. Gabrielle followed us in her car. When I got to my place, I flopped down on my bed, clothes and all, face down. Gabrielle pulled off my shoes and Tia rolled me over and pulled off my shirt and skirt.

“What the fuck is that bruise on your neck?”

“That’s not a bruise, Tia.” She looked closer

“Damn, bite marks? What the fuck do you two be doing?”

“He likes to bite, Tia,” I said in a drunken slur.

“Bite? Oooh, mami, le encanta ese coño eh?”

“Yes, he loves all of this.” I used my hands to touch my body as the visual point of my answer. Tia laughed and grabbed my breasts.

“How come you’re grabbing her breasts and not mine?” Gabrielle whined. Gabrielle and Tia had an affair when we were in college and have not stopped ever since, even though they do date and sleep with men. I slept with both of them my sophomore year after a sorority party. Alcohol has a way of giving you the courage to try double-dog dares.

Tia got up and kissed Gabrielle while fondling her breasts. I was sort of getting aroused watching these two; once again liquid courage. My phone rang and I reached for it but missed. Gabrielle reached over and answered for me.

“Amaya Davis’s line, Gabrielle speaking. No, I am sorry she is indisposed at the moment. Can I take a message? Okay, I will pass that information on. Thank you.” Gabrielle hung up the phone.

“Who was on the phone?” I asked, secretly hoping it was Nick.

“It was Samantha. She said she would be over later to bring you soup and ginger ale,” Gabby said. Tia walked over to the bed and smacked me on my ass.

“I guess we will be heading out,” she said.

“Me too, I have dinner with Rick tonight. Maybe I can check the facts for you, mami.” Gabby replied

“Okay, girls. Lock my door, you both have keys.” My speech was becoming elusive.

“Bye, mami,” whispered Gabby

“Later, Maya,” Tia chimed

“Hugs and kisses,” they both said in a blended fashion.

“Hugs and kisses.” I slurred my reply. The quiet fell across my room and the loneliness began to set in. I looked over at the clock and saw that it was one forty-three in the afternoon. I turned on my iPod and when the music began to play, I immediately thought of Nicholas, closed my eyes, and fell asleep.

Chapter 14

I felt the weight of another person sitting beside me on my bed. I figured it was Samantha because she was coming to bring me food. “Samantha, where is the ginger ale?” I was thirsty and cotton mouthed. I heard a bottle opening and then placed in my hands. I took a long drink and went to place the bottle on my nightstand, but it was taken away from me instead.

“Ugh, my head is hurting. How much did I drink, Samantha?”

“I’m sure she would tell you if she were here, but I’m here instead.” I jumped up and opened my eyes.

“Nicholas.” I grabbed him and hugged him tight. “I thought you were gone.”

“I was, but Jason decided to stay for me so I could come back to you. Apparently, I was not pleasant company,” he said. I kissed him; I didn’t want to let him go. “I hear that you turned into a lunchtime lush.” I rolled my eyes at the story he must’ve heard from Samantha’s mouth to Jason’s ears.

“Was that you who called Samantha at lunch?”

“No, that was Jason. We got on the plane and I started yelling at the stewardess who asked me what I would like to drink. I was so upset that I didn’t think about what I was going to say to you before calling you. I know your heart is still fragile and I wasn’t trying to make you seem like a weekend fling.” He stroked my face as he spoke.

“I didn’t feel like that. I was taken by surprise and was going to miss you,” I told him.

Down inside, I did feel cheap, but my girls talked me down, plus a few drinks. He got up and started taking off his clothes.

“What are you doing?” I asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Going to get in the shower, wanna join me?”

“You staying over?” I asked, still in a hangover fog.

“Yes, I will sleep with you tonight. We will wake up in the morning, go to work, and go back to my place and have makeup dinner and do the night all over again. Now I’m going to go start the shower and you meet me in there.” He was completely naked. I was staring at his V and the package where his trail led. He wasn’t hard and it was still big.

“Maya, did you hear me?” His smile said that he knew what I was looking at. I stood, forgetting that all I had on was my bra and panties. Thank God, they matched.

“Fuck, baby,” he said with excitement. “Damn!” His cock was growing as he stared at me.

“You look…. I’m used to seeing you naked, but you are fucking breathtaking.” I blushed at his compliment. I felt self-conscious because of my size, though I knew how he felt about me. Nicholas winked at me as he walked to the bathroom and started the water.

He walked back into the room, picked me up, hoisted me over his shoulders, and carried me into the bathroom and we got into the shower. I was still in my undies. I screamed at the temperature of the water that was now falling on us because it was still cold.

“That should help sober you up,” he said, laughing. He then turned the temperature up and the water got warmer. The glass enclosure began to get steamy with the heat from the water. I wrote on the window,
Hi, Nicholas
.

“Call me, Nick.” I turned to him and said his name with a real slow, drawn out, sensual tone. He suddenly pressed me against the wall of the shower with the weight of his body. He held my hands above my head with one hand. With the other hand, he traced the outline of my body, slowly and seductively. I breathed deeply with anticipation of his kiss as I looked into his eyes. The water was dripping off his face and onto me as he leaned in closer. Instead of kissing me, he leaned into my neck and began licking me up the side of my neck.

“I want to take you right here, right now,” he whispered in my ear as he grabbed my breast. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath as he played with my nipple under the fabric of my now wet bra.

“Then why don’t you,” I whispered back. He paused and took a long look at me, his eyes deepening with desire and want. He kissed me hard and passionately, biting my lip as he pulled away. He then turned me toward the glass and pressed me against it, pulled my hair to the side, and bit me on my neck. I groaned in extreme pleasure as he placed one hand along my jawline and inserted his fingers into my sex. He began to move his fingers slowly in and out of me as I turned my head and began to suck on his fingers pressed into my jawline. I could feel his cock throbbing against my backside and began to press back against him, hoping that he would catch the hint that I wanted him inside me. He spread my legs and rammed into me hard.

“Is that what you wanted?” he asked as he rammed into me again. He pulled my head back by my hair and began to suck on my neck as he continued to thrust deep and hard inside me.

He groaned with deep pleasure with every move.

“Maya, I fucking love you,” he said in my ear as he held my head back and against his face. I started meeting his thrusts as I felt my orgasm coming to its peak. I moaned his name and commanded him to thrust harder. He followed through with my command and fucked me harder and harder as my nails dug into his thigh. He stuck his fingers into my mouth and I began to suck on them feverishly.

“Christ, Maya!” Nicholas exclaimed, and I pulled off him, dropped to my knees, and finished him off by sucking out his undoing. He grabbed my hair and pulled me off his cock with my mouth open and his cum running down my lips. He lifted me up, pressed me back against the glass, and fucked me until I came. He lifted me up into his arms and used his tongue to lap up all my juices. I grabbed the top of his head and held on for support, as it was a mixture of pleasure and pain. When he was done, he slid me back down until we were face to face and kissed me. He grabbed the soap and began washing me while locked in our embrace. The water was turning cooler now, but we had each other to stay warm. I started washing him, slowly tracing the outline of his gorgeous body.

“Maya, I feel like I am in a trance around you,” he said as he was looking into my eyes. I massaged his shoulders as I continued to wash him. We rinsed off, wrapped ourselves in our towels, lay in the bed, and went to sleep.

****

The alarm went off and I wanted to throw the clock across the room. I am not a morning person. I reached up, silenced the alarm, and turned over to my side. I opened my eyes expecting to see him lying there peaceful in his slumber, but he was not there. I sat up, looked around, but he was not there. I threw my head back in frustration, thinking that I had been betrayed again, or at least trying to convince myself that I was. However, I knew that was not the case.

“Oh, you’re up.” He walked back into the room, naked, might I add. “I put on your coffee and cut you up fruit.”

“Oh, um, thanks.” I was caught off guard because I couldn’t help but stare at him.

“I thought you had left.”

“Now why would I do that?” he asked as he leaned in to kiss me. “Come on, sleepy. Let’s eat and get ready for work.” I got up and put on my robe. Nicholas grabbed a pair of boxer briefs from his bag and a pair of basketball shorts and dressed. I felt myself getting wet and I closed my eyes to deter my thoughts.

We ate the fresh fruit and drank the coffee that he prepared for us. I usually make iced coffee, but the way he makes his coffee taste is great. I asked him what he did to make it taste that way, and he would not answer me. I may have to seduce him into telling me his secret. We finished and I helped tidy up my kitchen before we were dressed and headed to the parking garage. I remembered that my car was still at the office since Tia brought me home yesterday, or at least I thought.

“How did my car get here?” I said aloud. Nicholas turned and smiled at me.

“I drove it here last night,” he said.

“And how are you getting to work?” I was totally baffled by how this happened since Samantha had my car keys at the office.

“The phone call,” I said aloud.

“What about it?” he replied.

“Jason asked Samantha to pick you up and take you to your truck and follow you here.”

“Almost. Samantha did pick me up. She had your soup and ginger ale already. I took her to my truck and asked her to park it at your job that way she could get her car and go home. I couldn’t wait to get here to see you, to ease the hurt that I inadvertently caused.” Nicholas had a look in his eyes that was new to me. It was soft, sensual, caring, and making me tingle. I smiled because I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. The affirmation of my feelings for him coming through his words and straight to my heart. He tried to hand me my keys and I pushed his hand away.

“No, you drive, Mr. Hansen. I’ll ride.”

“Yes, you will, Ms. Davis,” he said with a devilish grin on his face.

****

We arrived at my job and he escorted me upstairs to my office. As we walked in, we received looks from every corner. Samantha looked up and had an ear-to-ear smile.

“Good morning, Ms. Davis,” she said.

“Good morning, Ms. Adams.”

“There is urgent mail on your desk that needs your attention right away. I thought that you were staying home.”

“I was until my car was brought to me.” I allowed the sarcasm to roll off my tongue, letting her know that I knew what she did. She smiled and looked over at Nicholas for direction.

“I explained everything to her, Samantha,” he said to her.

“Oh. Okay. Good. I’m not good at keeping secrets, especially from Maya. Here is your key, Mr. Hansen,” Samantha said as she pulled Nicholas’s keys from her purse.

“Thank you, Ms. Adams. Now if you don’t mind, I need to have a private meeting with Ms. Davis in her office. Hold all calls for her and spot her meetings unless it’s urgent then come knock on the door before entering.”

“Yes, sir, Mr. Hansen,” she playfully replied, laughing at what she thought was a fake implication of office sex, but he was dead serious. Nicholas escorted me to my office, closed the door, and locked it. As I sat at my desk reviewing the mail, he walked around to my chair and persuaded me to get up switching places with me sitting me on my desk in front of him.

“Maya, let’s go away for a week. Anywhere you want to go.”

“Nick, I can’t just leave not with all that’s going on.”

“Take your laptop with you in case of an emergency. I want to be alone with you for as long as I possibly can. I want to learn who you are, your likes and dislikes. Everything that you can remember from birth to now.”

“Why? We talk now and we’ve talked before. You know things about me already.”

“Okay, let’s flip the table and how about I teach you about me. I’ll answer all of your questions.”

“I don’t know Nick. With the NHL breaking ground soon and local contracts…”

“Okay, how about you think about it?” He looked up at me with those beautiful eyes and I couldn’t say no to that proposition.

“Okay, I’ll think about it,” I replied.

“Good. Let me know and be packed and ready to go when you say yes.” He stood, wrapped my legs around his waist, and leaned me back atop my desk to a point where he was on top of me. He reached under my skirt and felt me up along the side of my leg to the top of my garter belt.

“Ooh, Ms. Davis, I didn’t see you put this on this morning. I want you in nothing but this tonight, okay?”

“Okay,” I agreed with a heavy breath. His fingers then found their way into my pussy. I moaned at the entrance in both pleasure and pain since our last encounter was rough and hard.

“Ahh.” I exhaled as he slowly slid his fingers in and out of my entrance. He removed his fingers and began sucking on them while staring me deep into my eyes.

“God, I want you right now.” He kissed me to express his desire and I welcomed it.

“Amaya,” a voice from outside my door spoke, “are you okay?”

“Fuck, Mr. Anderson.” We jumped up and fixed ourselves Nicholas sat hiding his enormous erection. I gathered composure and opened the door.

“Mr. Anderson. I’m sorry about that. I must’ve opened the door instead of unlocking it with my key. We were going over thoughts on where the NFL committee was going with this build since it’s been quiet.”

“I see. Nicholas, how are you doing young man?” Nicholas stood, slouched a little so his bulge wouldn’t show as much.

“I’m good, sir. How are you?” They exchanged handshakes.

“Good, good, Nicholas. Nice to hear.”

“Mr. Anderson, what brings you by?” I asked, trying to hurry his presence and maybe get back to where we were before the interruption.

“Yes, I came to see if you were okay and ask how those contracts were coming for the Little League team Association.”

“Little league?” Nicholas asked.

“Why yes. Our little junior VP here managed to get sponsors together to support the local little league baseball teams throughout the city, including the cities economically deprived areas. She will form a marketing team and their job is to get the teams out there and get parks updated, training facilities for the kids, and fields for the games.” Nicholas looked over at me with a look of surprise as the bulge he was trying to hide was growing again.

“Wow, impressive,” Nick said.

“Yes, that is impressive,” Mr. Anderson, replied.