V.S.O.P.: A Very Special Love Story (5 page)

Diesel

We ended up grabbing some Coney Island and heading back to my room. It was like pulling teeth getting her here. I could tell that baby girl had major trust issues. Whatever dummy messed over her surely did a number on her.

I was actually digging her, I’m not even going to lie. It was the way that we vibed. I can’t quite describe the feeling that I was getting, though.

She was gorgeous! It was natural beauty too. She didn’t have any weave, no fake nails, no fake eyelashes. Her body was amazing, and the way our conversation flowed was a plus. After everything I’ve been through dealing with Tanya’s death, it was refreshing to finally find a woman that gave me those same butterflies that Tanya used to give me. I had given up on that and it felt so good that I wanted to ride the wave until I couldn’t ride it no more.

Maybe I was coming off too strong. But, oh well. I’m a real man that knows what he wants. I don’t have time to play games anymore.

I pulled my shirt over my head and hung it in the closet, then I sat on the bed and watched her as she tried to eat all cute. I smiled as we caught eyes.

“Why do you keep staring at me like that?” She asked, with a smirk. “You’re giving me that look like you want to eat me or something.”

Now why did she say that? My mind went straight to the gutter. She just didn’t know, I’d kiss on her little coochie so good that she’d be cumming every time she thought about the way my lips felt pressing against her clit. My soldier stood at attention by just the thought.

I started to say something slick, but I stopped myself. I promised her that I would be on my best behavior and I was going to
try
to keep my word. “Nah, I don’t want to eat you unless you want me to.” I winked. “I’m just admiring your beauty. I don’t know the next time you’re going to bless me with it.” I added, propping my hands behind my head and laying back.

“You sure know how to charm a woman. I bet you have a lot of them too.” She assumed, stuffing a fry into her mouth.

“Nah, I’m too grown for that. I used to be the man but I been through a lot. I’m ready to settle down and be somebody’s husband.”

“Yea, I’ve been through it too.” She retorted. Her eyes limped with sadness. They told a story of pain and I wanted to know it.

“I’m listening.”

She shook her head no. Her eyes began to glisten. I immediately stood up and made my way to her. I bent down on one knee so that I could look her in the face. “You know you can talk to me about anything, right? I’m not gone lie, I know it may be too soon to be coming at you like this, but I got a feeling about you. And my gut feeling has never been wrong.”

Here we were staring into each other eyes again. It was like one of those scenes straight out of a romance movie. All that needed to happen was for us to begin kissing passionately.

“It’s really hard for me to talk about it. I’d rather not.” She told me looking away.

“I understand. My situation hard to talk about too.” I told her, thinking back to the day that Tonya died. “But, I don’t mind sharing it. If I keep holding it in, it’s gone keep dictating my life,”

“I was on some young and dumb stuff back in the day, thinking I was the man. I had that one waiting for me at home, but I still used to be wildin’ fucking all type of hoes.” Baby girl’s face scrunched up, but I continued. “But, because of that foolishness, I lost my family, my unborn all of that. So when I say I’m done playing games, I truly mean that shit. It’s not worth it. You may think I’m coming at you a little strong too soon, but, I know what I want.”

She looked a little taken aback. “Wow. Well why didn’t you just go get your family back?” She asked, and I wished it was that simple.

“Because there’s no getting it back. The night she caught me cheating she ran into a light pole and she died on impact. Her and my unborn seed. I’ve been fucked up every since and it’s been nine years.”

“Wow, I’m so sorry to hear that.” She began to patter with her fingers for a second.

“It’s cool. It used to fuck me up. But, I’m learning to deal with it.”

  Renee

Wow. Here I am thinking I had it bad, but he had it ten times worse. My heart went out to him. Tonight was almost too deep for me.

My body began to tremble, as the day of the rape began to resurface. I could still feel the pain of him tearing into my virgin walls as if it had only happened yesterday. I still smelled the scent of his cologne that I now hated. Damn. Tears began to well up in my eyes.

I had never been open enough to speak on my situation with any man. Yet, I was about to pour my heart out to a complete stranger that I felt like I’ve known my entire life. 

I told him everything. Every little detail from the rape and I told him about me losing both of my parents. Once I got to talking, everything just came out and before I knew it my face was drenched with tears. My whole body was flaming with anger and sorrow.

Then it happened. He gripped my body up and wrapped his arms around me so tight and it made me feel so secure. My body melted into his, and I felt as if no one could ever hurt me again in life as long as I was in his arms.

He whispered into my ear. “It’s gone be okay ma’. That wack ass nigga won’t hurt you again as long as I’m in the picture. Sorry you had to go through that.”

I looked at him and smiled a painful smile. I didn’t know what else to say. Well, I actually didn’t get a chance to say anything because before I knew it, our lips had met and he began to kiss me so passionately and delicately. My panties became soaking wet, and my body was dying for him to make love to it.

He scooped my body up and carried me to the bed. I wrapped my legs around him as we fell onto it, him on top of me.

“I haven’t felt this feeling in a long time, baby.” He broke our kiss and said. “I want you so bad right now, but, I’m going to chill. I know you been through a lot so I want to take my time with you.” He began to pull away, but I clenched my legs around him tighter.

Forget what he was talking about. My body was on fire and I needed him to make love to me. I needed to feel wanted, and cared for. If only for tonight.

“Don’t stop. I need this.” I told him, lifting a bit so that our lips could connect. I wrapped my arms around his neck, as we kissed passionately, and he began to caress my body.

Seconds later, we were completely naked, with him on top of me. He lifted just a bit to roll a condom over his shaft, then he guided his way inside of me so gently. A moan of pure delight escaped my lips.

I hadn’t had a man touch my insides in well over 2 years. I was more than over due for it. He started off giving me slow soft strokes that had me dizzy with pleasure. Then, he began to hit it hard, and back soft again.

I was in heaven! He was so passionate with it. All my problems were erased with his touch. He fucked me like he would never get another piece of pussy again, and I loved every second of it.

“Shit! Damn, I’m about to cum, baby!” He cried out speeding up his pace.

I felt him stiffen harder inside of me as if that was even possible. A tingling sensation began to erupt from deep inside my core and it spread throughout my whole body. An intense moan escaped me as we both climaxed in unison. Then, he collapsed on top of me.

Neither of us said anything, nor did we move. We both laid astonished at the magic that we created. At least I know I was. Personally, I wanted to stay in his arms forever. I was fully sober and fully aware of my emotions, and they were screaming at me. I just hoped that I didn’t send him the wrong message by meeting him at the club and hooking up with him in the same night.

Diesel

Two whole months had gone by. At this point, me and Renee are basically inseparable. I’m smiling right now as I think about baby girl. I didn’t come here looking for love, or even expecting to find it. But, at the same time I wasn’t running from it either.

Both of us had been through the ringer and I think that was what bonded us, our pain. I know she had to be something special, I couldn’t keep my hands off of her.

I try not to overwhelm her because I know that she has issues. But, sometimes I just can’t help it. I put it on everything I love, if I ever come across the man that raped her, I’m sending him six feet below. The way that she broke down, tugged at the strings to my heart. I wanted to erase all of her pain and make sure that she had a smile on her face every day.

“So do you like this property Mr. Jones?” My realtor, who was also like my personal assistant, asked staring at me with a smile.

She was showing me a nice little three bedroom brick Bungalow out in Farmington Hills. I had zoned out for a second. “Yea, it’s cool. What’s the asking price?” I asked, taking a second to walk through the house again.

The master bedroom had a spacious walk in closet, with a bathroom attached. Not to mention it was huge as hell. I made my way to the kitchen, and into the living room.

“They want two hundred thousand for it, but I’m sure that we can talk them down to one seventy five.” She answered, following behind me. “It’s been on the market for more than three months.”

“Alright, well put the bid in for me, Melissa. I’m ready to have my own shit again.” I told her, pulling out my cell phone as it began to ring. It was Tiana. I know that I had promised her that she could come up here and spend a little time with me, but, I didn’t have any interest in spending time with her anymore.

I sent her to voicemail and decided to call her back after I finished up my meeting for the house. She’d been a little persistent with calling and texting and I needed to tell her to chill a bit.

“Ok, I’ll get on it as soon as we leave.” Melisa perked, putting some papers into her briefcase.

I watched her for a second. She was dressed casual but stylish in a pair of stone washed skinny jeans that hugged her curves perfectly, a white tank, with a blazer over it, and a pair of six inch heels. Her hair was bone straight with a part down the middle, with her black and Italian features giving her an exotic appeal.

I’ve been knowing Melissa for years. We messed around a time or two, but it was now strictly business between us. That didn’t stop me from talking a little shit though. “I’m still mad you didn’t offer for me to stay with you. I thought we was better than that.” I joked with a smile, and she smiled too.

“Whatever Davon.” She called me by my government name.

“What, I can’t come stay with you?”

“Hell no!” She chuckled, shaking her head.

“I was just messing with you anyway. I got about 5 or 6 hot ones, I been juggling anyways!” I lied, as my phone began to ring again. It was Renee this time. “See watch this.” I joked answering the phone.

“What’s up baby? You miss me already.” I teased, sticking my tongue out at Melissa.

“Something like that. I was getting dinner together so I just wanted to know if you was joining me tonight.” Renee responded.

“And you cooking? I’ll be there as soon as I get finished taking care of my business.” I told her ending our conversation, and focusing back on Melissa. “See I don’t even need to come stay with you, my boo got me.” I teased, as we headed for the door.

“Yea, that’s why I stopped messing with you years ago… because you got too many boos!”

“Ayyee you didn’t quit me. I don’t get quit. And if I wanted you right now I bet I could have you.” I continued to tease her, fiddling with her hair.

“Gone Davon. You’re so full of shit.” She chuckled, playfully pushing me away.

I let out a small laugh too. “You know I’m just fucking with you Mel. I got to mess with yo’ mean ass. But, hit me up when you hear something back. I’m ready to move asap. And let them know that I don’t need a loan and I’m ready to close asap!” I told her getting back to business as we reached her black on black 2014 Cadillac CTS.

“Ok, I will be in contact. And for the record, if you wasn’t such a whore, I wouldn’t mind making you fall in love with me.” She winked, closing her door and pulling off.

I watched as her car disappeared. I wondered if me and Mel could have ever had something… nah. She was beautiful, but, she didn’t give me that feeling. Only two people ever gave me that feeling, Tanya and now my baby, Renee.

Tiana

I went out on a limb by booking a flight and flying to Detroit to meet up with Diesel. I had been calling him, but, he wasn’t answering my calls like he usually would, and when he did, he was so short with it. Too much time had gone by and I was feeling some kind of way about the way he had pushed away from me.

I spent two whole years seducing him and there was no way in hell that I was going to let my plans go to waste right when I almost had him. I took a week of vacation time at the label and got on the first plane to Detroit. I was still unsure on how he was going to react but if he didn’t accept me like I planned, I had a friend here in Detroit that I could spend some time with, even though I was hoping that would be unnecessary.

After grabbing my bags from baggage claim, I headed over to an empty seat to call Diesel again. This time he answered, thank goodness!

“What’s up T.”

“Hey babe. Guess what?” I smiled, a bit nervous.

I heard him breath into the phone. “I don’t know, what?” He asked unenthused.