Waltzing at Midnight

Copyright© 2009 by Robbi McCoy

Bella Books, Inc.

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Tallahassee, FL 32302

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Printed in the United States of America on acid-free paper First Edition

Editor: Cindy Cresap

Cover Designer: Linda Callaghan

ISBN 10: 1-59493-153-4

ISBN 13: 978-1-59493-153-6

Acknowledgments

Perpetual thanks to my diligent reader and life partner, Dot, for her insightful suggestions, gentle criticisms and continuing interest and patience. Many thanks also to Marianne Garver for her thoughtful opinions and for lifting my ego with grace and humor.

To Gladys, for your many gifts of words and the delight that you took in each of my successes.

About the Author

Robbi McCoy is a native Californian who lives in the Central Valley between the mountains and the sea. She is an avid hiker with a particular fondness for the deserts of the American Southwest. Robbi’s previous publications include numerous articles and short stories and two books, a hiking guide,
Geology
Trails of Northern California
(Gem Guides), and
Late Bloomers:
Awakening to Lesbianism After Forty,
a collection of coming-out stories. She also enjoys gardening, culinary adventures and the theater, and is the author of several ancient computer games. An English major with a minor in computer science, she works full-time as a software specialist and web designer for a major West Coast distribution company.
Waltzing at Midnight
is Robbi’s first Bella Books romance.

I wasn’t normally someone prone to panic attacks or even excessive nervousness, but ever since I had started working on Rosie’s campaign, almost from the first day, in fact, I had caught myself more than once feeling that something big was about to fall on my head. A rush of adrenaline, followed by a fierce sensation of immediate danger, caused me to mentally, and a couple of times literally, duck. It was disconcerting. It was hard to ignore. The adrenaline was real and the heart palpitations which followed were notable. There was something about the atmosphere at campaign headquarters that made me unusually wary.When I mentioned this to Faye after the first couple of weeks, she dismissed it as a normal response to the high level of excitement in the office. I wasn’t used to such energy. My life was usually so quiet. I think what she meant was that my life was hopelessly dull. I decided she was right. The feeling of anxiety was uncomfortable and it remained with me, but I tried to turn it into something positive and direct it toward the work we were

doing.

After two months, I was no longer distracted by this sensation, which was, I decided, a natural reaction to being so far removed from my comfort zone. But it was still there, an uneasiness that nipped at the edges of my consciousness almost all the time whether I was at the office or home with my family.

“Thank you so much, and remember to vote on November third,” I said into the phone for about the thirtieth time already today. Getting people to the polls was our main goal. The 2007

election had no big issues, no presidential race, nothing pressing to coax people out. There were a handful of bonds, some city council seats, a couple of propositions which weren’t especially controversial and the mayor’s race. This was probably a good year for cutting my political teeth.

Clark, Rosie’s campaign manager, met the UPS truck outside at the curb and was just coming back in carrying a box. “This is the new batch of buttons,” he said, dropping the box on his desk.Ginny, our regular UPS driver, followed him in with a hand truck and three more boxes.

“Let’s see them,” I said, coming over to Clark’s desk. He was tearing one of the boxes open while Ginny and I waited.

“Yeah, let’s see,” Ginny said, peering expectantly over Clark’s shoulder.

Ginny, a woman in her early thirties, showed up each day with our deliveries in her brown shirt and shorts and then volunteered for Rosie’s campaign on her days off. She wore her long blond hair in a ponytail through the back of a baseball cap. It swished about a lot because she was always on the run, jumping in and out of her truck. Clark produced a handful of buttons and passed them over to us.

Rosie’s image appeared in the center of the button, smiling, waving. Around the outside, in red lettering, were the words

“Vote For Rosie—Knock Kiester on His.”

“I like that,” I said, pinning one on. “He should have changed his name if he wanted to be a politician.”

“It hasn’t hurt him much, though,” Clark pointed out.

“Making people remember your name is half the battle. You couldn’t really forget his, could you? So we’ll use that to our advantage.”

“Give me a bunch of them,” Ginny said. “I’ll pass them out to everybody on my route today.”

Clark gave her a box of buttons, signed her paperwork, and then she was out the door, ponytail swinging.

There were three of us in the office this morning, me, Clark and Tina. Tina was the company receptionist, so she was here full-time, but the rest of us were volunteers for Rosie’s campaign.

As the day wore on, more volunteers came and went as their schedules allowed. We had converted Monroe Advertising into campaign headquarters, pretty much curtailing business as usual.

The closer we got to election day, the less likely any advertising business would be happening here. Rosie had sent her other regular employee, her graphic artist, home to telework for the remainder of the campaign so he wouldn’t be stumbling over us.

Rosie charged in about ten o’clock, looking invigorated.

Despite the brutal pace of her schedule, she seemed to have limitless energy. “Good morning, all,” she called, her presence filling the room. Then, taking Clark firmly by the shoulders, she said, “Clark, everything’s coming up Rosie!”

“I know,” he said exuberantly.

“Why don’t we have a button that says that?” I asked.

“Good question, Jean,” Rosie said, spinning around to look at me. “Clark, see what you can do. Let’s try to keep line two free today, okay? I’ve got to return some calls. I’ve got a business that’s going down the drain in the midst of all this campaign folderol.”

Rosie shut herself in her office, leaving us to the task of selling her to the voters. The momentum was building, along with the exhilaration we all felt knowing we were going to win.

The volunteers were in a high-energy state. The candidate was soaring.

Through the window between Rosie’s office and the reception

area, I could see her at her desk, talking animatedly into the phone.

She was an attractive woman, made even more so by the jubilant personality that radiated off her. Her light ash brown hair was graying around the edges, cut short, lying naturally with no part.

She didn’t wear much makeup, but she didn’t need to. She had clear skin and round, expressive brown eyes. The usual creases in the forehead and on either side of the mouth, and the usual softness of features that come with age gave her an experienced, intelligent look, the look of a woman who deserved respect. You saw a lot of her front teeth because she was always either smiling or talking expressively. She was open, natural and genuine. I had never known such a charismatic woman, and she made me feel extraordinarily dull by comparison.

Rosie had been pushed into running for mayor of Weberstown, shamed into it by her friends and colleagues who insisted that the only place she could really do the work she wanted to do for the city was at the helm. That’s what I’d been told, anyway, since I hadn’t known Rosie before I walked through this door to volunteer. Now it seemed impossible to me that I hadn’t at least known about her. She was involved in practically everything that happened in this town, in every arena, especially the arts, to which she seemed particularly devoted. She was a woman at the top of her game, by anyone’s standard.

It hadn’t even occurred to me, living out my self-centered life among my small circle of acquaintances, that elsewhere the town was bustling with all of this activity. I had learned more about my town in two months than I had in forty years. And I felt ashamed that I hadn’t previously given a thought to people like Rosie who worked tirelessly without my gratitude to improve and preserve my way of life. There were just a handful like her, but together they exerted enormous influence over how our community grew and prospered while the bulk of the citizenry did nothing or, worse, just complained. I hadn’t been doing my part all these years, that was apparent, which was doubly embarrassing considering that I was a native and Rosie was an out-of-state transplant.

Rosie had a rare gift, the power to motivate people. If she 10

could motivate me, who wouldn’t she be able to motivate? The more involved I got with this campaign, the more compelled I felt to be active myself, the more desperate I felt to accomplish something, as though I was in a foot race at the back of the pack, falling further and further behind. The momentum here was so unforgivably fast. With my limited skills and even more limited experience, there wasn’t much I could do of importance, but, certainly, helping to get Rosie elected would be something that would have important consequences.

After spending Monday at headquarters working the phones, I went door-to-door Tuesday, peddling Rosie to stay-at-home moms, retired people and the unemployed who were home watching truck driving school ads on TV. If no one answered the door, I left a flyer.

“I hope we can count on your vote,” I said to a young woman with a wide-eyed toddler peering around her legs. Then I was back into the street.

It was a hot October day just over a month away from the election. This wasn’t my neighborhood, but was similar with its rows of California tract houses with painted cedar siding, three-car garages and no side yards, a respectable middle-class residential area. City-planted ash trees lined the street on either side. A dog barked at me from behind a six-foot redwood fence.

I’d never have thought I’d be out knocking on strangers’ doors, but I was enjoying it. It was easy enough to hand out leaflets and talk up your candidate, especially if you really believed she was the woman for the job. When I started, I didn’t have much of an opinion, but a couple of weeks later, I was thoroughly convinced that Rosie was that woman.

And what would I be doing otherwise right now at one o’

clock on a Tuesday afternoon? Groceries? Dry cleaners? Things that needed doing, I supposed. It was beginning to get on Jerry’s nerves, my volunteer work. He wanted me home when he came in, and, as I’d only recently realized, he wanted me receptive to his mood, to a discussion of his day, not preoccupied with my own day’s events. He definitely didn’t want me to talk about them, 11