Women of Courage (95 page)

‘No. It is my first visit. Thank you.’ Andrew smiled and nodded, but within him the tension was wound tight. He recognized the symptoms of excitement: slightly brighter colours, heightened sensitivity to small sounds, a great awareness of everything relevant to his survival, and a distancing, almost obliteration, of everything else. Time had not begun to slow down yet, but he knew that would come, when the moment for action came closer.

As they left the centre and trundled along Leeson Street and Morehampton Road towards Donnybrook, Daly fell silent. Andrew scanned the streets anxiously for signs of the police or army. A Tin Lizzie snorted past, its armoured turret and machine gun looking menacing and out of place in the city streets, but it was going in the opposite direction, and there were no others.

‘We get off here,’ Daly said.

Andrew followed him down the winding stairs at the back of the tram, and stood in the street expectantly. Daly looked up and down, considering each passer-by in turn. Apparently satisfied, he crossed the road and turned to his right, with Andrew following.

Brendan Road itself would be the hardest, Andrew knew. Radford or one of his officers had to be somewhere here, watching. It turned out to be a quiet, residential street, perhaps a little over a hundred yards long, the hardest kind to loiter casually in. The houses were two-storey red-brick semidetached villas with gardens front and rear, and coloured glass in the doorways. There was a window-cleaner halfway down, he noticed, some children playing football with a bundle of rags, a young woman pushing a perambulator. No one else at all.

Thank God for that.

Daly relaxed slightly, and quickened his pace.

‘A nice quiet place, you see, Mr Hessel,’ he said. ‘You’ll not be having anyone bother you in your negotiations here.’

‘I am glad to hear it.’

Just before they reached the young woman with the perambulator, Daly opened a small garden gate, walked down the path, and knocked on the front door. It was the first house in the street, Andrew noticed, but quite a way down because of the unusually large back garden of the house on the corner of Morehampton Road. He glanced up and down the street again. About thirty-five yards further on a small road came in from the left, and fifty yards beyond that, Brendan Road itself turned left too. In the other direction, the way they had come, a cyclist had just turned into the road, wobbling unsteadily with a large load of groceries in the basket over his front wheel. But he couldn’t be a policeman, surely? For one thing, he was far too young.

Wherever he was, Radford had managed to show far more discretion than Andrew had expected.

The door opened, and they stepped into a narrow hall, cluttered with two bicycles. Daly led him through to a room with a table, six chairs, a sideboard, a large wooden chest in the corner and a spinning wheel. The table was covered with papers and a typewriter. Two young men looked up from it as he came in.

‘This is the German officer, come to see Mick,’ said Daly. ‘Two of my men, Mr Hessel.’

Andrew clicked his heels and bowed.

‘Mr Collins’s office is upstairs, Mr Hessel,’ Daly explained. ‘I’ll take you there in a moment. But first, Seamus and Frank here would like to see the pistols you’ve brought.’

Andrew thought furiously. Yesterday, the two pistols had been empty; today, they were fully loaded. He didn’t want Daly to see that. Nor did he want to lose the man’s trust by seeming awkward. Or by hesitating.

‘A pleasure,’ he said. He put the leather bag on the table, opened it, and lifted out the long Parabellum. As he did so, a telephone began to ring in another room. Daly looked flustered.

‘Is anyone in the office?’ he asked.

One of the young men shook his head. ‘I’ll go, then,’ Daly said. ‘I’ve had the demonstration already.’ He went out and closed the door behind him. So he can’t suspect anything, Andrew thought.

The two men looked at the gun in his hands, impressed. ‘That’s a big weapon,’ Frank murmured. ‘What does it fire?’

‘Nine-millimetre cartridges, like the smaller Parabellum,’ Andrew said. He showed them how the helical snail magazine worked, and where the safety catch was. Then he put the gun back in his bag. He took out the Mauser and unwrapped that in turn. ‘This uses 9-mm too.’ Keep talking, he thought; then perhaps they won’t ask to touch this one either. ‘Both guns were very effective at the front,’ he continued. ‘It was possible to hit targets twenty or thirty metres away, even for ordinary young officers. You could do the same in the streets here.’ He began to put the second gun back in his bag. ‘I hope very much Mr Collins will like them. I want to show him all the details first. Where is he, please?’

The young men looked disappointed, but the guns were safely back in the bag. Andrew kept his hand inside it on the butt of the Mauser. This is the crucial moment, he thought. Either they protest, and take the guns away from me, or they show me through into Collins’ room with two loaded automatics in my bag. Either way, someone’s going to die in the next few minutes.

One young man picked up a piece of paper, and the other turned back to his typewriter. ‘Paddy’ll show you,’ he said, indifferently, as Daly came back into the room.

Daly smiled, and held the door open to the corridor. ‘Certainly I will. Follow me, Mr Hessel, and I’ll show you where you can meet the Minister of Finance.’

Andrew followed him upstairs. Time was moving very slowly now. In a few moments, he thought, I’ll be sitting right in front of the man. After a few minutes’ talk I’ll show him the photograph of the Maxim gun, and then, when he’s absorbed in that, I’ll take a pistol out of the bag and shoot him. If Daly stays I’ll shoot him too. Easy.

And then?

At the top of the stairs they turned and went back along a little landing to a bedroom at the front of the house. Andrew thought: That makes it easier. Radford’s bound to hear the shots from there, and if he doesn’t, I’ll smash the window and jump out.

Daly opened the door and showed him inside. The room was light and spacious, overlooking the road. There was a double bed in a corner, and a table and two chairs near the wall. There were some shelves and a couple of boxes of papers. There was no carpet on the floorboards. And there was no one in the room at all.

Shocked, Andrew spun round and stared at Daly.

‘But - where is he?’ he asked.

There was a wicked grin on the Irishman’s face. ‘Sure and he’ll be along in a moment or two, Mr Hessel. You can never tell with our Michael from one minute to the next. Just sit down there and wait a while, would you now.’

He closed the door, and Andrew heard his footsteps clattering away down the stairs.

The woman with the perambulator continued slowly along Brendan Road towards Morehampton Road. She had, in fact, walked her baby all the way down Brendan Road already once this morning, and had been preparing to buy a few vegetables in the shops on Morehampton Road and then walk back again, if necessary. But this time, when she turned left into Morehampton Road, she speeded up her pace quite noticeably. After about twenty yards she turned left again, into Auburn Avenue. A few yards along this street two men sat in a parked car, reading newspapers.

As she passed them she said: ‘Number one. He’s in there now.’

Then she walked on, her pace gradually slowing. The baby began to grizzle, and she bent down and gave it a rattle.

‘It’s all right, sweetie,’ she said. ‘We’ll soon be in the park now. Mummy’s done her work for this morning.’

In the car, Radford folded his newspaper and nodded to his driver. The car turned left into Morehampton Road, and very quickly right, into Belmont Avenue. This road formed part of a crescent, the other end of which came out almost opposite Brendan Road. At the bottom of the crescent was Kee, waiting with eight detectives in two cars. Four of them were in the first car with Kee, three in another with Davis. Radford had kept them down here, so that there was no chance of the woman being seen talking to a large group of men who later turned out to be police. His driver pulled up beside Kee’s car. Radford got out.

‘Right, gentlemen,’ he said. ‘This is a raid on number 1 Brendan Road. I want you all to get up there immediately I tell you. Davis, you drive straight down the road and block it off at the first junction. Kee, park your car at the top and walk down. Wait in the street, out of sight of the house, until you get orders from me. If someone leaves the premises, arrest them. When we go in, I don’t want a single person to get away. Understood?’

Kee said: ‘Yes, sir.’

Davis said: ‘Who is it we’re after, Mr Radford, sir?’

‘Michael Collins, I hope!’ said Radford briskly. As he turned to get back into his own car, he thought Davis looked curiously shocked. Surely he wasn’t going to start being nervous, too? Radford had had enough of that in this force. He got back into the car. ‘Press your damned throttle, man,’ he said to the driver.

It was only a few minutes since he had got the message, but he was haunted by the thought that Andrew might already have come out, with no one there to see him. But then, the man can’t have it both ways, he thought. He asked me to keep out of sight and that’s what I’ve done. None of these officers had a clue what was happening until I told them just now. This is one operation that hasn’t been betrayed.

So let’s just hope it works.

Sean was overcome by a mixture of depression and rage. I did it, he thought, I broke with her as it was my duty to do. It could never have gone on anyway, it was foolishness from the beginning. Now I’ve put a stop to it. I’m free again to be a soldier for my country and not . . .

… not ever run my fingers down her thighs again
stop that! Don’t even think that ever again, Sean Brennan.
Not ever again - Christ! He braked violently and swerved his bicycle on to the pavement to avoid a man staggering from the back of a dray with a load of tins. The man swore virulently as half the tins dropped out of his arms into the gutter. Sean had been looking at him for the last half minute as he pedalled up the road, but the sight had not registered with his brain as having any meaning. He was still reliving the scene earlier that morning, when they had met by accident in the street as she was on her way to the university. He had said he thought it was best that it was over between them for the time being, and she had said yes she was sure he wanted to get back to playing at little boy revolutionaries, and she was sorry she had distracted him.

As he pushed the bike back into the road, Sean saw the back of a young woman in a blue dress going into a haberdasher’s and for a second he was sure - but no; the shape of the hips and the hands were quite, quite different from Catherine’s. God - how coarse other women seemed in comparison with her! Like a grotesque parody of perfection, a sick joke almost.

Catherine is not perfection either, Sean boy, he told himself. She may look the part all right but she is riddled with lust and vanity and all the things that should never - that I should never …

Want.

He stopped the bike at a crossroads and squeezed the brakes so tight that his hands whitened and he thought the handlebars might snap off altogether. I wanted her and I wanted to do those things and it was wonderful, he thought, but it can’t go on. We’re not right for each other, the way she spoke to me this morning shows it. And it was taking my mind off the things I should be doing; the way I lost that German the other night shows it. And then Paddy Daly shouting at me and all the boys laughing; it made me look such a fool - she should understand that. And the priest was right too in his way, though sod all he knows about how it feels. But if we’re not right for each other and never could be married then it is a sin, for all it feels so wonderful - and it was foul what she did to stop the child.

It was sensible but it was foul and sordid at the same time. Sean didn’t understand his own attitude about this but it outraged him even to think of it. Of course we couldn’t have cared for a child but you can’t do those things, he told himself as he pedalled furiously out towards the south side of the city where he would meet Daly for the lunchtime briefing. When you start doing things like that it all becomes so sordid that it has to be wrong. There’s no beauty or love left in it at all.

The girl has all the wrong emotions surely. She led me on in the first place and now, when we break up, she should have wept and there was nothing like that. Just anger and scorn as though it was me that was to blame. Sean thought if she had wept this morning things might have been different. He would have held her and dried her tears on his shoulder and explained how it was all for the good and he would visit her sometimes; but to show rage as she had done - that had unsettled him deeply. It only goes to show how right I was, he thought; we’re two different species entirely. Two different classes. Whatever her sympathy for the new Ireland, she doesn’t understand the right way to behave at all. She’s grown up thinking the world belongs to people like her and it won’t, soon. It doesn’t already.

She’s just got to learn.

None of these thoughts did anything except fill him with more rage and misery. He felt like whipping his back with thorns as he had read the Muslims did, but all he could do was pedal as hard as he possibly could so that he was out of breath and some of the anger dissipated that way.

He was coming along Morehampton Road when he saw three cars pull out suddenly in front of him, about a hundred yards ahead. Something about them caught his attention. They pulled out urgently, angrily almost.

Fools, he thought. They must have lost their women too. Then two of the cars stopped and six or seven men got out.

An alarm bell started to jangle in Sean’s brain.

The cars had parked very quickly and the men were running towards Brendan Road. The third car drove straight down it.

It looks like a bank robbery, Sean thought. But there are no banks in Brendan Road, no shops even, nothing but quiet residential houses like the one I’m going to. Number 1. Where I’m going to meet Paddy Daly and Michael Collins comes too, most days about lunchtime.