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Tracey snuggled up to Lee's warm body as she pretended to be asleep. Emotions flew through her at a bazillion miles an hour, and she needed space to try and sort through them.

She'd long since given up any hope of living the fantasies that had gotten her through college, and now suddenly she found herself living them. Not so many years ago she'd been the mousy bookworm that nobody noticed, but in her fantasies she'd been someone quite different. To be able to touch Lee, to learn her shape and watch her face as she came hard against her hand, had been so close to some of her wilder imaginings from another lifetime that she'd almost forgotten that Gavin had been in the room.

She turned onto her side, wondering if she was being a coward by pretending to sleep. Her thought was answered a moment later when Lee nudged her gently.

"I know you're awake, Trace. What's going on?"

Sighing softly, Tracey opened her eyes to look at the one woman who knew her better than she knew herself. Well, almost.

"I'm just working it out in my head," she said honestly.

Lee nodded and pulled her tighter against her.

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"I understand that," she said quietly. "I'm not sure I can help though. Only you can decide where we go from here."

"I know," she said a little glumly. "I love you, and I love Gavin, and I want you both in my life. It's the only thing I do know for certain. What happened here," she said looking around her room as if seeing it for the first time, "was more than a dream come true for me, but was it enough for you? Enough for Gavin? Are you happy to share or am I going to lose you both because I want too much?"

"Trace," Lee said "you won't lose me, not ever. Even if we go back to being friends and pretend this never happened, I'll always be in your life."

Tears blurred Tracey's vision as she absorbed the words. What did she ever do to deserve such love, such devotion? She decided then and there to spend the rest of her life making sure that she deserved the happiness both Lee and Gavin were offering. She hugged Lee's athletic frame closer as she considered their unknown future.

Lee reached up to catch the tear that fell silently down Tracey's cheek.

"It's okay, baby. We'll find a way to make it work."

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Eighteen months later...

"I'm home," he called as he walked in the door. Gavin toed off his shoes and gratefully stepped out of them. It had been a really, really long day. It had started with the printer refusing to spit out his presentation charts and gone downhill from there.

He could smell the delicious aroma of something cooking for dinner and he followed his nose into the kitchen, a little surprised to find it empty.

As he wandered toward his bedroom, he was about to call out to Tracey when he heard noises coming from Lee's room. It didn't take a Ebook piracy is stealing. It is a federal offense.

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genius to figure out what they were up to, and he was on the verge of turning around and going back into the kitchen when he caught a flash of what was happening through the slightly open door.

Instantly hard, Gavin watched as his wife held Lee's legs open, tormenting her with her tongue. Lee writhed against the bonds holding her arms together and fastened to the top of the bed as Tracey bought her to the edge of a powerful climax and then pulled away.

She sat back and watched as Lee swore and begged Tracey to touch her, finish her, let her orgasm.

Tracey lifted herself off the bed and stood back to watch her lover squirm.

"Roll over, baby," she said with a smile in her voice, "I want to see that beautiful ass in the air." Gavin watched in fascination as Lee quickly did as she was told, her ass pointing right at him where he stood spying through the door. Tracey slapped her lightly as she teased her with a-vibrator. "That's it, baby," she crooned softly. "You behave yourself, and I'll give you what you need."

Gavin rubbed his rigid cock, trying to relieve some of his own tension, trying to forget how much he wanted to be that vibrator, how much he wanted to ram his hard cock straight into that quivering pink pussy. Tracey pushed the vibrator in further as Lee pushed back, whimpering in protest when Tracey pulled it away from her. "I told you to be still, or I'll leave you tied to the bed and come back when you learn to behave."

"No," Lee whimpered. "Please." Gavin thought he saw her smile as she returned to her original position.

"Much better," Tracey said as she pushed the vibrator back into her dripping hole. "Now you can come."

Tracey leaned forward, draping her naked body over Lee's still form and pushed the vibrator roughly into her pussy at the same time that her other hand wrapped under Lee and found the swollen bundle of nerves. Lee screamed as her orgasm hit her and Gavin could see both of their bodies writhing as he watched them from the door.

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His excitement shouted at him to join them on the bed, to fuck them both hard and fast. His cock nearly burst as he swayed forward to do just that, but he caught himself just in time.

God, how did this get so fucked up? They'd spent the last eighteen months living two separate lives. Tracey and Lee lived in one bedroom and he and Tracey lived in the other. The three of them hadn't been in the same bed together since that very first time, and a big part of him wished that would change. He hadn't even touched Lee, but lately his fantasies had taken on a life of their own, the sensations so vivid that they were almost like memory.

He moved away from the door, heading into the bathroom off his own room, in need of a very cold shower. Stripping quickly he stepped into the icy spray.

Okay, so their arrangement meant that she wasn't always beside him at night, but he knew she slept in the next room and that she'd be back. At the beginning, it had seemed so freeing, to be able to work later if he needed, knowing that she wasn't alone and waiting for him.

It had helped to get him his recent promotion. The agreement they'd made had seemed so perfect back then but now...Well, now he wanted more, wanted something different, something he wasn't really ready to understand or explain. Something had changed, something indefinable had shifted, and his world was no longer the way he wanted it, and he had no idea how to ask for what he sought.

The very fact that he'd been lusting after Lee's gorgeous body as well as his wife's was a very big part of the problem. Even under the cold water, his cock pulsed with need. Somehow he'd started thinking of her as his woman as well, and fantasies of fucking her slowly while Tracey watched were really messing with his head.

Giving up on the cold shower idea, Gavin twisted the taps until he stood under a warm cascade of water, his cock held tightly in his fist.

He closed his eyes and replayed the scene he'd witnessed moments ago. He was on the verge of exploding when the shower door opened and Tracey stepped in.

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"Hmmm....Thinking about me?"

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"Yes," he growled as he grabbed her and kissed her like he would die if he didn't. She squeaked as he lifted her against the cold tiles and slid his stiff cock straight into her wet heat. Just knowing why she was so wet had his balls tightening even more as he pounded into her again and again. She laughed happily as he squeezed the globes of her ass harder and adjusted his angle so that every slide in grazed her swollen clit. She trembled in his arms as he pounded into her over and over until she screamed her release.

His balls impossibly tight, Gavin held his breath as he exploded deep in her body, his orgasm seeming to go on and on. He squashed her against him, her legs wrapped around his hips, her back against the cold tiles, his cock still deeply buried.

"I love you," he said quietly, trying to shove aside the guilt he felt for wanting to do this with Lee as well as with his wife.

"I love you, too," she said happily, as she unlocked her legs and slid slowly down his body. "Dinner will be ready in about fifteen minutes."

She turned her face into the spray, slicking back her hair as the water ran into her eyes. She smiled happily, her beautiful replacement teeth still surprising him by how closely they resembled her original smile. Other than several small pale scars around her mouth and under her bottom lip, she had no other signs that she'd been close to dying less than two years ago.

He reached for her again, pulled her into his embrace and rocked slightly as he held her. She hugged him back for a moment and then leaned away so that she could see his face.

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"Are you okay?" she asked, concern creasing her face. He never could keep anything from her. She knew something was wrong, but he wasn't ready to share.

"Long day," he said, avoiding her eyes. He wasn't sure what his feelings were so he had no way to explain, and besides, he really did not want to have this conversation now. He reached out to cup her cheek with his hand. He kissed her gently and maneuvered her toward the door.

"Out," he said smiling, "or I'll have you up against the wall again, and dinner will burn."

She smiled at his teasing but wasn't fooled.

"You know you can tell me anything," she said quietly.

"Yes," he said nodding carefully, "and I will as soon as I understand it."

She frowned at his cryptic words but leaned up to kiss him again before she stepped from the shower.

Man, he was so fucking this up!

He loved her. He wanted her. He needed her but...he wanted Lee, too.

Fuck
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He wandered into the kitchen as the delicious smell of roasted chicken filled the air. Tracey was serving it onto three plates, so he rummaged through the fridge until he found a chilled bottle of wine.

He grabbed three glasses and headed into the dining room where he found Lee setting the table. The woman was fully clothed, but it didn't help. All he could see was her gorgeous naked body splayed out on the bed like it was just minutes ago.

Lee's skin still glowed from her orgasm and her mouth curved in a contented smile.
Well, at least one of us is happy
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were really happy together, and he had never seriously regretted inviting Lee into their lives. She'd even improved his marriage in an indirect way. Tracey was much more confident in all aspects of her life now, and that had flowed into their bed and their sex life, and he'd found intense enjoyment knowing that she was no longer frightened or embarrassed to ask for what she wanted from him.

She'd become far more adventurous, and they'd tried a few things that he hadn't even considered only a few years ago. He loved everything about their arrangement.

"Long day?" Lee asked as she looked at him speculatively.

That was the other thing. Somewhere along the way, he and Lee had formed a deep friendship, one where they were both comfortable discussing personal issues and supporting each other through difficult days. It had been really challenging for them both at the beginning of this unusual relationship, and they'd been lucky that they'd been able to help each other through.

"Yes," he said quietly, trying to hide the creeping feelings of dissatisfaction with his life. Lee looked at him closely. They'd been friends long enough now for her to know when he wasn't telling the whole truth and, unlike Tracey, she wasn't willing to wait for him to sort himself out first.

"Problems?" she asked point blank. He knew she was being deliberately non-specific. She wasn't asking about work, or Tracey, or his day in particular, she was asking why he was moping around like a selfish bastard. Maybe that's what he was after all, just a selfish bastard who couldn't be happy with the perfect life he already had.

"Nothing specific," he hedged, "nothing I can easily define, just tired."

"Not good enough," she said steadily.

He watched her eyes narrow, her body language suggesting there was no way he would get out of this without spilling his guts. She stood with her arms crossed and waited.

Tracey breezed into the room.

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"Come on you two, sit. I've got some exciting news," she said happily, as she placed their meals on the table.

Grateful for the reprieve, no matter how temporary, Gavin sat down and smiled at his wife. She sat grinning at them both, nearly bursting with the need to tell them her news. Lee laughed at her obvious excitement, the air fairly jumping with it.

"I got a promotion," Tracey finally said.

They both talked at once, excited for her.

"That's great, baby."

"Oh, honey, that's excellent news."

"So spill, come on, details please," Lee said, rolling her hand in a hurry up motion.

"I've been promoted to Regional Sales Manager."

A little stunned, they both sat there with their mouths open. They knew she was an excellent sales rep but this promotion had essentially blindsided them.