All In: Raising the Stakes (12 page)

"Hey," Joe says when he climbs on the bed and hovers over top of me.

"Hey," I reply with a smile. "So he can't touch me?"

Joe frowns. "That's up to you. Do you want him to?"

"He said you told him he couldn’t," I respond. I like that Joe’s being all protective and doesn't want to share me.

"I didn't know if you'd want that, and I admit, I want you all to myself. But if you'd prefer anything goes, then I can suck up my jealousy. Shit, now I know how Will feels."

"Will?" I ask.

"Lacy's boyfriend. He deals with her and me and sometimes Chad, but now I see how hard it must be for him. I've never been jealous of him or Chad with Lacy because she's not mine."

"And I am?" I ask, giddy with the idea of being his.

"I want you to be mine. Give me some time to get used to the idea of sharing you, and maybe we can try it some other time?"

"Okay," I say, then pull his mouth down to mine. His hands go to work untying my robe and parting it. After caressing my breasts for a while, his mouth moves down to cover one, then goes lower. His hands spread my thighs, then his head dips down. I feel his tongue probe me right as Chad comes out of the bathroom, naked as the day he was born. Holy moly.

I gasp from Joe's mouth on me while watching Chad climb up beside us on the bed. His hand goes to his hard cock, stroking it while looking at my breasts and then down to where Joe is licking me. Knowing he's watching and is turned on is really hot. My fastest orgasm ever slams through me in violent waves.

While I recover, Joe moves up to the head of the bed between me and Chad. He reaches for the other man's head and kisses him fiercely before forcefully pushing him down on his cock. Not that Chad seems to mind. Fisting him, his mouth eagerly sucks Joe's hard length, causing Joe to close his eyes and throw his head back on the pillow with his mumbled curses. When Joe looks up again he reaches for me, threading his fingers in the back of my hair to bring my mouth to his, kissing me at the same time a man pleasures him.

There's definitely no jealousy. I'm not sure I've ever seen anything more erotic. Joe pulls away first, gasping in harsh breaths while raising his hips, making Chad take him faster, deeper before pulling his mouth off of him. "Condoms," he says and Chad gets off the bed, his dick protruding proudly from his body. Digging through the clothes in the floor, he comes back with a roll of foil packages. Tearing one off, he opens it with his teeth and then climbs on the bed and rolls it down Joe's cock for him. Next thing I know, I'm straddling Joe's hips and he's pushing me down, impaling me on his thick shaft. A tremor runs through my entire body at the incredible sensation.

"Ride me harder, Katie Kat," Joe says. He reaches up and fills both hands with my breasts, circling my nipples with his thumbs.

"God, she's gorgeous," Chad says from where he's propped up on an elbow watching us while jerking off. “Now I know why you don’t want to share, but I’m hurtin’ over here.”

"She feels so fucking good," Joe replies. "Make her come, rub her clit," he tells the other man.

Chad moves closer until he can reach me. As soon as his thumb presses against my sensitive flesh, I jump so high I almost come up off Joe.

“After I make you come, will you please let him fuck me?” Chad asks me with pleading gray eyes.

“That’s-that’s up to him.” I gasp as Joe thrusts his cock deeper inside of me.

“Chad,” Joe says in a warning tone. His eyes shut.

“He won’t anymore unless you let him, and only if you’re sure it won’t ruin what you two have going.”

I freeze on top of Joe when it becomes obvious that Joe and Chad are more than they seem.

“No, don’t stop,” Joe grumbles, his hands rub up and down the outside of my thighs. “It’s fine.”

“Joe?” I ask, leaning down to comb my fingers through his hair. “Do you still want to be with him?”

“Not as much as I want to be with you,” he replies softly, his blue eyes honest.

“But you do?”

“Yes.”

“Then let’s try this and see what happens, okay?”

“Are you sure?” he asks. “I don’t want to do anything to push you away or make you think that I’m going anywhere, because I swear I’m not. No matter what.”

“Then let me see you two together. I can handle it. Seeing him go down on you was…oh, God,” I moan as my pussy clenches around Joe’s cock. I’m tired of talking. When I start to move my hips again, Chad keeps his thumb over my clit while leaning over and covering Joe’s nipple with his mouth, pulling on it with his teeth. Joe groans, arching his back off the mattress and threading his fingers through the other man’s hair, pushing him lower. Chad licks a line down Joe’s abs and swirls his tongue around his belly button before his mouth goes down to the place where Joe and I are connected. As soon as his tongue touches my clit, another burst of pleasure erupts from inside me, making me cry out.

While I'm still recovering, Joe pats my bottom, and says, "Hop up, Katie Kat, so I can fuck him for you. You don't happen to have some lube do you?"

"Uh-huh. Top drawer," I tell him, nodding to the tall dresser out of Drew's reach while I scramble off of him as fast as my weak limbs can take me. Stretching out on the bed, I have a front row seat to what I bet is going to be incredible. It's obvious based on Joe's erection when he stands up that he didn't finish in me. He was saving it up.

"Well, what do we have here?" Joe says, holding up my pink vibrator, causing my face to flame.

"I'm a single girl," I reply with a shrug.

"It's okay, baby. Don't be embarrassed. We've got one, too, only ours is purple," Chad says from the other side of the bed, making me giggle like a silly teenage girl. But then Joe squirts the oil on his hand and works it over his cock while Chad rolls to his stomach in preparation ending my humor. Holy shit.

"Come here," Joe commands in a deep authoritative tone, pointing to the edge of the bed in front of him. The other man follows the order, crawling over to get into position, facing me on his hands and knees while Joe moves in behind him. After pouring more lube onto his right hand, Joe tosses the tube on the bed and molds the front of his body to Chad’s back, so he can reach around and stroke Chad's cock. Greasing him up causes the man's head to fall forward on a gasp. Joe grabs Chad’s hair with his free hand, yanking his head back and exposing his neck. Eyes holding mine, Joe opens his mouth and sucks deeply on the other man’s skin. He licks his way up to his ear, and swirls his tongue around it. My skin tingles as I watch, like he’s physically touching me instead of Chad.

“Fuck, Joe,” Chad mutters.

Joe pulls him back until Chad’s kneeling, one of his hands covering Joe’s on his cock, the other holding Joe’s head to his neck. Joe pumps his cock a little longer, now completely exposed to me before reaching down and squeezing his sack. Letting him go, Joe slides his hand around to the other man’s ass while still sucking on his neck.

“Oh fuck. That’s enough prep. Just give me your cock,” Chad groans.

Joe pushes Chad’s upper body back down on the bed. Gripping his shoulder, Joe's eyes are still on mine when he shoves into Chad, based on both of their muttered curses that follow. Joe reaches around and strokes Chad’s cock as fast as he pounds into him. The two men together are...wow. Insanely hot. My nipples tingle with arousal at the same time the urgent pulsing begins between my legs.

"Touch yourself for us," Joe orders. I'd rather he do the touching, but I follow through, sliding my hand down my stomach until my fingertips reach my clit. My eyes momentarily close at the contact, but I force them to open and watch them. Chad's lips are parted as he pants loudly, occasionally groaning while his white-knuckled fists clench handfuls of sheets like he's desperate for something to hold on to.

I slip two fingers in and out of my pussy as I get closer to a release while pleasuring myself. Glancing over, both men are staring, captivated by my hand between my legs. That's all it takes to push me over the edge as I thrash with the full body spasms that rock through me.

"Oh fuck," Chad grumbles, cum spraying from his cock while Joe keeps pumping it for him. Joe thrust forward once more, so hard Chad curses again before Joe's face goes slack in relief.

"Goddamn that was good," Joe mumbles as he withdraws. “I like having you watch us, and I
really
like seeing you finger your pussy, Katie Kat.”  He gives me a wink before going to the bathroom.

Chad lowers to his stomach and still breathing heavy, says, "Oh fuck. Now I'm gonna pass out."

After bringing him a wet cloth to clean up with, Joe returns to the bathroom and I hear the shower turn on. Once he wipes himself off, Chad moves up the bed and stretches out on the pillow next to me. "In case you haven't noticed, he's crazy about you."

"Oh really?" I ask with an uncontrollable grin.

"Uh-huh. Has been for a long time, crushing on you from afar," he says with a big smile.

"I find that hard to believe."

"It's true. That's why we've been...well, you know, because he doesn't want to date any other women."

"Except for Lacy?" I ask, my blissful high quickly deflating because of jealousy.

"You probably don’t' know this, but Joe doesn't have any family," he says softly.

"What do you mean? He lost both of his parents?" I ask, with my hand going to my chest that feels like it’s being crushed.

"He's never had parents. He grew up in the state orphanage, left when he was sixteen, finished high school while juggling a second shift factory job to support himself. After working his ass off, he went to Appalachian on a full scholarship. Graduated summa cum laude, got accepted to Davidson Law, and…there you have it."

"Oh God." I'm trying to process all of that information, but it just doesn't seem to fit the man I thought I knew. Why hasn't he ever said anything? I can't imagine how tough that must’ve been on him growing up without a family, so lonely and scary.

"Other than a few friends from college he still talks to on occasion, Lacy, Will and I are all he has. Joe doesn't know the first thing about relationships. He's never seen healthy ones or had them. The only way he knows to show how he feels is with sex. It's the only way he's ever been close to someone else. He uses it as a stress reliever, and needs it when he's upset because it's his only coping mechanism."

"I don't know what to say."

"So yes, he loves Lacy because being with her is easy for him, but he knows her and Will are about to start a family in a few weeks. After that, if the baby's not his, he thinks he's going to lose them. Maybe not at first, but things will eventually change and they'll slip away from him."

"That's why he wants to be the baby's father?" I ask in understanding.

"Yeah." Chad laughs. "And more power to him because I'm praying that I'm not."

“So, I’m still trying to figure out…you and Joe…”

“I am, too,” he says with a smile. “He gives me something I can’t get anywhere else, and I guess I’m the same for him, if that makes sense? He likes calling the shots, being in control, and I get off on letting him do whatever he wants to me. I know it’s what he needs, and I feel like he’s what I need, too.”

“Is that what he wants from me?” I ask. “How are things with him and Lacy?”

“She lets him have his way with her, you know, tying her up, gagging her.”

“I don’t think I can do that,” I say, worried and wondering if that matters to Joe.

“You don’t have to. He’ll take anything he can get from you and be the happiest man alive,” Chad assures me, rubbing his palm comfortingly up and down my arm.

"You love him, don't you?" I ask.

"Yeah, I do. I guess he's my Katie," he says with a sad smile.

"Well, just because he's finally won over Katie, doesn't mean you can't still win him over," I tell him.

"He's terrified of doing something that could make him lose you."

"Based on tonight, seeing you two together doesn’t bother me. I wasn't the least bit jealous of you."

"I'm jealous of you," he says honestly. "But only because of how easily he admits caring about you when I've been trying for months to just get him to admit to himself that he wants me."     

The next night, Joe and Chad bring over dinner, and we all sit down at the table and eat like a real family. Seeing Joe at the head of our kitchen table, it's like he's always been here. When it comes to Drew, whenever he needs his sippy filled up or his face cleaned, Joe takes the initiative all on his own. He and Chad both seem to be naturally good with kids. They sat down in the floor and played cars or built Lego towers with Drew. I think they had just as much fun as the three-year-old. Joe's also spoiling me, catering to me in a way no one else has ever done. He cooks breakfast for us in the morning, helps with dinner, and then holds me at night. It's like he's the missing puzzle piece in our life.

But after Drew goes to sleep at night, good guy Joe becomes sinfully delicious Joe. Tonight we’re starting pretty much the way we did before, me lying naked with Joe's mouth teasing me between my legs when Chad gets naked and climbs on the bed.

"Touch her," Joe tells him, then his tornado tongue is back to work again.

"Hell yes," Chad responds, and he doesn't waste any time. His big warm palm weighs heavy on my stomach before it moves up, cupping my breasts. Then his mouth is covering my nipple while Joe's covers my clit.

I weave the fingers of one hand through Joe's hair and the other through Chad's, holding them both in place while my body begins convulsing with an intense orgasm.

My limbs are still Jell-O when Joe flips me over to my stomach. He lifts the hair from the back of my neck and replaces it with his lips before moving over to my ear. "I want to watch you suck his cock while I fuck you from behind. Will you do that for me? Fill your mouth with him while I fill your pussy?" he asks, sending chills down my arms.

"Yes," I say right away.

Lifting my hips, Joe sinks in deep as I push my upper body up from the mattress. Chad slides over, kneeling in front of me with one hand on his thickness to guide it eagerly to my lips. After a few teasing licks, I hold the base of his cock while covering him with my mouth.

"Oh yeah, baby, just...like...that," Chad says encouragingly. Every shove forward of Joe’s has me taking his cock farther down my throat. Chad holds my hair back and away from my face, so that he can watch me suck him. Knowing he’s guiding my movements on Chad, Joe slows down. He thrusts forward and doesn’t immediately retreat, keeping my mouth near the base of Chad’s cock. Finally Joe pulls back before pushing forward again, so that I have to take long, deep pulls on the hard length until he retreats again.

“Faster,” Chad says, so Joe speeds up, leaving no choice but for my mouth to bob faster and faster up and down his shaft. 

"Mmm...mmm...mmm…mmmmm." When my slick walls start to clench Joe's shaft, I groan around Chad's length with every hard thrust of Joe’s into my pussy. I have to pull my mouth off of Chad when I come so hard it almost hurts.     

"Please let me fuck her, while you fuck me," Chad says as I float back down. 

Joe rolls me over to my back and hovers over me with a smile stretched across his gorgeous face. I still can’t believe he actually wants me, and knowing what I do about him, I can handle him wanting a man, too. “You’re incredibly sexy. But now Chad and I are so worked up you may never get any sleep tonight.”

I pull his mouth down to mine, kissing him fervently. He’s owed a lifetime of kisses and hugs, and everything else I can do to show him I care about him, and that the other people in his life do, too.

“I’ll never get enough of you,” Joe says when he pulls back, both of us breathless. “The fact that you…accept me as-is, God, I want you even more.”

“I really like being with you,” I admit. “Chad, too. It’s…different, but easy, effortless.”

“That’s how we feel about you, Katie Kat. This is not us using you or your body. I just…I want to be as close to you as possible. To make you feel good. The fact that it feels fucking incredible to us too is just an added benefit.”

“And you two like being together, but prefer to have a woman?” I ask.

“Yes,” they both say. “Men don’t turn me on. Only women,” Joe explains. “Chad is the exception.”

“Same for me, mostly,” Chad says. “There have been some men that I’ve gotten hard for, but not nearly as often as women. I like for Joe to fuck me, but I want to fuck women, if that makes sense? I get turned on sucking his cock and eating a woman out, too. With Joe, I enjoy being able to make him, this dominant, alpha male, come undone, pun intended. It’s one thing to do it with my mouth, but then when he gets so worked up, so turned on that it breaks his restraint and he has to fuck me? God, I love it. It’s a rush I don’t get with women.”

“What about you, Joe?” I ask.

He sighs and shoves his fingers through his hair. “The flip side to what he said, I guess. Being able to bring a man to his knees makes me hard. The fact that he’ll let me do any fucking thing I want to him gets me hot. It’s a power trip and I crave it.”

“This has been…very educational,” I say as I let myself absorb their explanations. If I had to guess, I’d say Joe likes the control in sex, that maybe he feels he didn’t have for most of his life. “I don’t think I could, um, ever let you restrain me,” I admit.

Joe stretches back out over me, his fingertips stroking my jaw. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, Katie Kat. I didn’t expect that you would want to, not after what happened to your sister, so that’s why I’ve never brought it up. I just love being with you, period, okay?”

“Okay,” I agree, relieved that he understands. “But if you and Chad want to do…that sort of thing without me around, that’s fine with me. I won’t mind if you two are alone together.”

“Thank you,” he says with a quick kiss. “For being so understanding and willing to try this to make me happy.” His palm strokes my thigh and lifts it so that he can grind his hardness against me. His lips come down on mine before he asks, “So do you want us to let you get some sleep, or…can we make you come a few more times?”

“I’ve had a serious orgasm deficiency over the last few years. See what you can do to catch me up,” I tell him.

“Hell yes. Can Chad fuck you while I fuck him? If you don’t want him inside you, just say so. This is your call.”

“Are you okay with that?” I ask.

“Yes. I wasn’t sure how I’d feel about him fucking you, but seeing your mouth on him…yeah, I think I can handle it.”

“Okay.”

“Okay,” he agrees with a grin.

A second later, I hear a wrapper tear and then Chad takes Joe’s place above me. His palm cups my face and then drifts gently down my neck to my breast, lower following the curve of my waist and to my hip, his eyes following the trail. “Beautiful,” he says. Leaning down he kisses my top lip while his palm slides up my inner thigh. His tongue lightly strokes mine at the same time as his fingertips glide along my pussy lips. From then on his tongue maintains the exact movement of his talented fingers, so that it feels like his tongue is between my legs. I lift my hips, urging him deeper, but he works me up slowly until my body trembles underneath him.

I’m still recovering when he eases his cock inside my now dripping wet entrance.

"
Fuckkk
," Chad groans into the silence and Joe shushes him.

The reminder helps me keep quiet when he fills me and then retreats over and over again. When he suddenly stops moving I open my eyes and see that Joe is behind him, thrusting forward, rocking Chad deeper inside me.

"Goddamn," Chad exclaims and Joe and I both shush him that time. "Shit, sorry," he says. Then his eyes close and he bites his bottom lip because he can't hold back all his low groans. When he opens them again, he looks down at me and smiles. "He's fucking us both…at the same time."

Joe’s looking down at me, too, raw desire evident on his face. He pounds his hips into Chad and the other man loses it.

"
Ohhh
! God! Too good," Chad says as he thrusts deep inside me and shudders with his release while Joe's shoves keep rocking him forward, throwing me into another round of insane pleasure. "Ah, fuck yes! She is squeezing the shit out of my cock, Joe."

Joe groans and his motions became frantic until he finally finds his release. Chad collapses on top of me while Joe lies down next to us while we recover.

"You have really great tits," Chad says, then his mouth covers one. His other hand eases down low between my legs again, rubbing through all the wetness before he unexpectedly prods a fingertip into my tight backdoor, making me jump in surprise. He gives me a devilish smile and asks, "You ever had anal?"

Joe reaches over and grasps my free breast while his mouth moves up my neck.

"No," I say, and they both groan.

"You want to take us both at the same time?" Joe asks. It’s hard to think with all the hands and mouths on me, but I give an affirmative response. "Chad's dick is smaller, so I'll let him have you there first."

"Hey!" the other man exclaims indignantly.

Joe rolls to his back and fists his thick length of cock.

"Touché," Chad concedes, making me giggle. That's right, I giggled like a girl while two big, sexy guys had their way with me.

My giggles turn to moans when Chad inserts his finger deeper into my tight opening. He nips my breast at the same time, making me arch my back. He keeps stretching me until it goes from slightly painful to pleasurable.

"Mm. She's fun," Chad tells Joe. "And hot as fuck." I hear another condom wrapper tear. "Probably better if she rides you first."

I’m then hefted like a ragdoll onto Joe, straddling his hips. "Giddy up, darlin'," Chad says, then Joe's cock is pushing up into me. I sink down, taking him deeper until he’s all the way in. I barely have time to catch my breath before Chad’s behind me, nudging my opening with his cock. "Relax," he says, and then he thrusts inside, making me moan partially in pain, and partially pleasure.

"You okay?" Joe asks. I nod, unable to respond other than that small motion.

"I've got to move," Chad says then he’s holding my hips and fucking me. "Fuck. Fuck. Fuck," he groans with each fast thrust and I gasp from the overwhelming fullness. "This is going to be quick. She's so damn tight. Ah, God!"

He bounces me so hard on Joe’s cock that I come without any effort from him. One of them covers my mouth as I cry out. After Chad withdraws Joe flips me around, my back to his chest. He eases into my ass and starts fucking me while Chad moves in between my thighs. Chad’s mouth comes down on mine, frantic and needy while his cock pushes into my soaking wet pussy.

"How do you like taking both our cocks?" Chad asks.

"Good…so…
oh
…good!"

“God, you’re incredible,” Joe says against my ear between thrusts. His arms are wrapped around me as I get fucked by them both at the same time. I’m sitting on Joe’s lap with my back to his chest, his legs holding mine wide open for Chad. “Thank you for doing this…letting us both have you tonight. You’re still mine…only mine, even if I let him fuck you.”

I nod against his chest, holding on to Chad’s shoulders as he takes me higher and higher. Just when I think I can’t take anymore, my legs stiffen and I’m right on the crest.

“Yes! God yes! Don't stop!
Ohhh
!" My orgasm slams into me, pulling me under, drowning me in wave after wave of pleasure. Chad covers my mouth with his while I ride it out and they finish fucking me ever harder.

Eventually they both finish, leaving me sandwiched between their hard, sweaty bodies.

"Damn," I say into the silence. "You two are both very…energetic, and…wow.”

"You are gorgeous and so damn willing and eager,” Joe says. “We can’t keep our hands off of you.”

“Hell, I’m not jealous of you anymore, I’m jealous of Joe because he’s found the perfect woman," Chad says. He leans down and kisses me sweetly, and then Joe the same way before moving off of me and stepping into the bathroom.  

Joe eases out of me and then pulls me against his chest. "Tell me the truth, are you really okay with...this, us?"

"Honestly, if you’d told me a few weeks ago that I’d end up here in bed with both of you, I wouldn’t have believed it. Not me, the all work and no play mother and lawyer. But, God, if this is wrong then I don’t want to be right, because I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I love the way you are with Drew, and how you fit into our lives. And at night, I like how Chad seems to do the same with me and you. So yeah, I’m okay.”

"And I already know that I'm done with Lacy and Will. I’ve come between them for too long and I can’t keep doing that to Will, or to myself, or to you. If I was to be with Lacy now…it would feel like I was cheating on you. I don’t even want to be with her. I know I still love her, and she’s still my best friend, but there won’t be any more sex. She and I started sleeping together because I couldn’t have you. I thought it would be hard to let her go, to let her and Will start their own family without me, but you make it easy."

"Good, I’m glad," I say in an exhale. Still smiling, I snuggle farther against Joe’s chest and then fall sound to sleep.

…

Joe

I'm practically walking on fucking sunshine Thursday morning, thinking about the night before with Katie and Chad. It had been so fucking perfect. Or I was in a good mood, until I felt hundreds of eyes on me in the courtroom while doing calendar call for felony probation violations. Figuring I'm just being paranoid, I glance around and as soon as I do, I realize everyone
is
actually looking at me. All their eyes dart away instead of meeting mine. Then my phone vibrates in my pocket. Since the judge hasn't taken the bench yet, I pull it out to quickly look at the screen. It's a text from Chad that says, "
Meet me at your house ASAP! No joke, not fucking with you. We need to talk
NOW!
"