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Authors: Christina Lee

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asleep.”

 

My entire body tingled, head to toe. But somehow, after a few minutes, his fingers lulled me into a blissful sleep.
Chapter Four
I opened my eyes as sunlight flooded Bennett’s room, creating slanted lines across his bed. Bennett was

 

no longer next to me, but I heard him tinkering on the other side of the door.

 

Did I really just sleep in this guy’s bed—because I was afraid to sleep alone?

 

Climbing out of the warm sheets, I eased back into my jeans and hoodie. I padded to the bathroom

 

and saw what a wreck I was. My hair was in tangles and my mascara had traveled beneath my eyes. I

 

splashed cold water on my face to wake me up and then used one of Bennett’s blue hand towels that

 

hung neatly near the sink. Peeking at some of the toiletries on his counter, I discovered his expensive

 

coconut shampoo. I snapped the top open and took a quick sniff before placing it back where it

 

belonged.

 

When I emerged from the bathroom, Bennett stood in the living room hold a steaming mug of

 

coffee for me. “This is about all I can offer you this morning. Do you take cream or sugar?”

 

“Black is fine, and you offered me plenty last night.”

 

“Not a problem,” he said, sitting down on the one section of the couch not littered with stuff. He

 

motioned to the chair across the room, one he had cleared for me, and sipped from his mug. He was

 

already showered and dressed. His hair was less unruly when it was wet, and today he wore gray jeans, a

 

black T-shirt, and black motorcycle boots. More like a tattoo artist.

 

“You work today?” I asked.

 

“Yeah, Oliver’s got me scheduled for a full day of tats.” Hearing his boss’s name roll off his tongue made me squirm. Oliver ended up wanting more from me than just one evening. Wanted to take me to

 

dinner the next night, and I’d refused. “You know those frat boys—always want those tats in prominent

 

places to show off their school spirit.”

 

“I better let you get to it, then; don’t want to keep them waiting,” I said. “I’ve got to get ready for

 

work, too.”

 

“Please, stay and finish your coffee, at least.”

 

I hesitated. “Sure, for another minute, so I don’t have to return your cup.”

 

He was watching me, so I looked around like I was taking in the place. Except nothing was

 

unpacked, so I stared at the contents of open boxes. His entire life had been dumped right here in bins in

 

the living room, and somehow it felt too personal, too intimate to be standing in the middle of it all. “So,

 

no roommate, huh?”

 

“I actually do have someone moving in next month.”

 

“A girlfriend?” I didn’t even know why I asked. It was none of my damn business.

 

“No, no girlfriend. Not yet. I’ve seen someone a couple of times this past month, but we’ll see

 

where that leads.” He watched my eyes as if to gauge my reaction. He didn’t have to offer me any of

 

that information, but I got the feeling he wanted to. Maybe to give a hint that he wasn’t interested. Or

 

that he wasn’t attached yet. I wasn’t sure which.

 

“Anyway, my friend will be moving in here next month.” He tilted his head. “You know—the one

 

you met at the party?”

 

I fiddled with the hem of my shirt. “Oh yeah . . . Nate, right?”

 

Bennett nodded, and then his voice took on a serious tone. “Can I ask you a question, Avery?”

 

“Sure.” I finally sat down across from him on the upholstered chair he’d cleared for me.

 

“How come . . .” He looked down, breaking eye contact with me. “How come you didn’t go for my

 

friend? I mean, besides the fact that he was so blatant. But girls usually fall for that.”

 

Was he asking because he was curious, or because he was interested? Should I go for unabashed honesty here? All at once I stood up and started pacing.

 

“I don’t know.” So as to not look so obviously rattled, I strode over to the window to stare at his

 

lackluster view of the parking lot. “Normally, I’d be all for that. I’m a no-strings-attached kind of girl.”

 

As I turned back to look at him, his face showed a flicker of disappointment before he recovered.

 

Now I was the one trying to gauge his reaction.

 

I decidedto continue with my honesty. “But I wasn’t interested in
him
that night.”

 

His voice was low and soft. “You weren’t?”

 

“Nope.” I looked down, figuring he had gotten my message loud and clear. “Can I ask
you
a

 

question now?”

 

He propped his foot on the edge of his coffee table. “Go for it.”

 

“How come you told him to back off? I mean, I didn’t see you talking to any girls, and it’s not like

 

you were talking to
me
.” I cleared my throat, which had suddenly gone dry. “Would Nate really have

 

gotten out of hand? Because I’m pretty sure I could have handled him all by myself.”

 

“Number one, Nate talked to you first,” he said, taking a quick sip of coffee from his mug. “I mean,

 

it makes sense—who would spot a beautiful girl across the room and not want to talk to her?”

 

I’d heard that same kind of line dozens of times from guys, but somehow coming from him it felt

 

more real. More direct. More sincere.

 

I felt a slow burn smoldering in my stomach, so I decided to deflect how affected I was by his

 

words. “Is there a number
two
?”

 

“Huh?” He moved his gaze away from my lips and back up to my eyes.

 

Something stirred inside my chest—most likely his chromosomal superiority revving me up. “You

 

said that was number
one
.”

 

“Oh . . . yeah,” he said, tucking a smirk in the side of his cheek. “And number
two
, I figured you

 

were the kind of girl who ate guys up and spit them out for sport. But even still, I thought it was best to

 

say something. Nate can be a dick sometimes.” Was that his way of admitting that he was intimidated by me?

 

In an ideal world, I wouldn’t be such a player, because I wanted him. All to myself. Right this very

 

moment.

 

I leaned against the window ledge. “What gave you that impression of me?”

 

“The way you carry yourself.” He shrugged. “Confident. Self-assured.”

 

“Is that a bad thing?”

 

“No way.” His fingers fumbled through his hair. “It’s sexy as hell.”

 

Right now our pheromones were breathing the same air. Nuzzling up against each other. Swapping

 

saliva.

 

“I figured, I . . . I mean,
Nate
, would be no match for you, anyway,” he practically mumbled. “You

 

know
, some
guys like to take things a bit slower.”

 

Was this guy for real? Suddenly I felt like a bona fide man-eater. A Slutasaurus rex.

 

“Huh, guess I didn’t take
Nate
as the relationship type of guy,” I said. A deep shade of plum tinged

 

his cheeks. We were speaking in code here, but we both knew the real deal. “And just by association, as

 

Nate’s
friend
, I figured
you
must be the same way.”

 

“Not true. I’m a commitment kind of guy.” His voice was low and smooth. Like he was very sure

 

of himself on that one point. “If the right girl comes along.”

 

Suddenly the walls of his apartment closed in on me. I’d never be that kind of woman for him, so I

 

needed to move the hell along right
now
. Mr. Tattoo Artist was proving to be a very intriguing and

 

mysterious guy. There was a story under there somewhere. Maybe he’d been badly burned and no longer

 

wanted to sleep around. Or maybe dedication to one person was part of his religion or something.

 

No matter—I couldn’t stick around long enough to find out.

 

Bennett was holding my gaze solid as steel, but I finally managed to break away.

 

“Well,” I said.

 

“Well.” That one word said nothing and everything all at once.

 

I placed his coffee mug in the sink and headed toward the door. “Thanks again, for everything.

 

Your bed is really comfortable.”

 

“Anytime.”

 

I snorted. “Is that an open invitation, Mr. Reynolds?”

 

The trace of a corrupt smile stretched across his lips, telling me that maybe he’d actually consider it

 

despite everything he’d just told me. That maybe I’d be the Kryptonite to his very values and ideals.

 

And that’s when I knew I needed to make my exit.
Fast.

 

Yet, he’d decided to keep on talking. “Sometimes it’s nice sleeping next to someone. I forget what

 

that’s like.”

 

I stopped and spun around. “Has it been a while? For someone who looks like you?”

 

He looked down, his eyelashes combing his cheeks. “Yeah.”

 

“Been hurt that bad by someone?”

 

His head snapped up, and he arched an accusing eyebrow. “Have you?”

 

“Touché, Mr. Reynolds.” I could tell neither one of us was going to budge. “Have a good one.”

 

***

 

Bennett’s words stuck with me throughout the day.

 

I kept spacing out, and Mrs. Jackson called me on it. “You must be thinking about that man again,”

 

she said, her hand hovering over the remote control. She loved watching her soap operas during the day.

 

All smut and disappointment and make-up sex.

 

I grinned. “You are insufferable, woman.”

 

Her husband had just left for the day, and I filled her vase with fresh water for the white daisies

 

he’d brought. Sometimes he stayed to watch TV with her, gently holding her hand. You could feel the

 

affection rolling off of them when they were together, and I imagined their sex life had been blazing hot when they were young and agile.

 

“You know I’m right. C’mon, talk to me about it.” Mrs. Jackson tapped the side of her bed.

 

Sometimes we’d have heart-to-hearts while I was feeding her. She’d tell me about her life and I’d tell

 

her about mine. Most of it, anyway. She grew sad whenever I mentioned my mother. Told me my

 

mother’s priorities were misplaced. And I could tell she was concerned about my brother. Said he should

 

live with me after graduation.

 

“I’m not going anywhere; I’ve got all day,” she said.

 

“And I have rounds to do.” I adjusted the Velcro on the blood pressure cuff. “Besides, your son and

 

grandchildren should be here soon.”

 

“Excuses, excuses. You better take a chance on that boy,” she said, patting my hand. “He must be

 

something special. You never come in here looking like that.”

 

“Looking like what?” That was the hazard of seeing someone every single day. They got to know

 

your moods almost
too
well.

 

“Like there’s fire in your eyes,” she said, wistfully.

 

I shook my head, not wanting to admit to anything out loud.

 

“Let me guess,” she said. “He’s a confusing young man. He makes you feel things. Giddy and

 

frustrated and wound up all at the same time. Am I right?”

 

“I don’t know. Maybe.” I wanted to tell her that I had no intention of having anything more to do

 

with Bennett. That he was looking for something else. Someone else. That the most we’d be was friends.

 

That I couldn’t even think of him as a one-night stand anymore. That somehow he’d gotten under my

 

skin and I needed to let him go, clear my mind of him, and move on.

 

But I knew saying any of that would disappoint her. She was a true romantic and had a husband

 

who proved true love existed. At least for them.

 

”Honey child, that’s roots taking shape.”

 

“Roots?” I slanted my head sideways. Mrs. Jackson was always quoting something. “‘Two seeds destined to grow in concert, planted together in the field of love.’” She took in a

 

lungful of air and continued. “‘The sky cast wet buckets of dreams and desires, the roots took shape, and

 

the leaves tangled as one.’”

 

“‘Roots took shape . . .’” I repeated to myself. “Wow. That rocked. What was that?”

 

“It’s from a poem called ‘The Roots of Love.’”

 

“Your photographic memory amazes me.”

 

“When you find love, you’ll start quoting poetry, too.” I turned away so she couldn’t see me roll my eyes.
Chapter Five
“So what’s up, girlie?” Ella asked, sitting across from me at the campus coffee shop. “Still freaked about

 

the break-in?”

 

“A little,” I admitted. “My gorgeous new neighbor helped me out, though.”

 

“I bet he did.” She grinned, leaning back in her chair, like she was settling in for a good story.

 

“No, nothing like that,” I said, watching the students out the window strolling by on their way to

 

class. “Unfortunately.”

 

She arched an eyebrow. “Oh come on, you didn’t jump his bones?”

 

“I swear,” I said. It did sound unbelievable rolling off of my tongue. “We just slept in the same bed.

 

He rubbed my back and I feel asleep. It was sweet.”

 

“No way, dickhead,” she said, sipping her cappuccino.

 

“Way, dill weed,” I retorted.

 

“And how do you feel about that?” She leaned forward. Her blue eyes, which were two shades

 

bolder than mine, sparkled in the sunlight. My eyes were more gray blue, like murky ocean water.
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