Ascending Darkness (Shattering the Darkness) (9 page)

He removes his hand completely. I begin to protest, but in a flash Breccan has both of our clothes off and his mouth is on me. Flicking and circling my clit. My hips jerk with surprise and Breccan moves his arm over my lower stomach to hold me in place.

His fingers plunge back in while his magnificent tongue goes to work on me. My neck arches back
… I’m so close. I feel his fingers pull out and move back in. He circles his finger, pulls out and enters with two. My hips try to buck but Breccan has me locked in place.

“Mmmm….” I moan and grind down onto his hand and mouth.

My hands fist in the sheets under my body. Breccan slowly pulls his fingers in and out of me while hungrily eating me. My whole body is in hyper drive. He pushes his fingers deeper into me and applies pressure forward as he simultaneously nibbles on my clit. My orgasm hits me like a steam roller and I know my scream of pleasure is shrill, but I can’t stop it.

Breccan moves up my recovering body as I pant and mumble, “Oh my God. That was… ah…
maz…ing.”

His face goes into my neck where he mutters, “
Mmm. Yes it was. I can’t wait to get my cock in there.” My body lights back up; always ready for more Breccan.

Breccan reaches behind me and unhooks my bra and immediately takes a nipple into his mouth. My back arches up
and my hands dive into his hair.

His hand travels down and reaches my clit; building me back up. Before long I’m panting and Breccan is hovering over me.

“Look at me, dove,” he growls out. My eyes flash to his and I see the hunger that makes my body alight with fire, burning deep in his eyes. “You could never be disgusting.” He plunges his massive cock into me and I cry out with the instant pleasure and pain that accompanies it with every penetration. “This is what you do to me” he growls while pounding into me harder and faster. “Every inch of you is magnificent and perfect.” My eyes begin to roll back with my impending orgasm. “Look at me,” he growls out again. My eyes flash open and lock on his.

“Brecc…”

“You. Are. Not. Disgusting” he says in between each thrust. “Do you understand me?”

“Y-yes, Brecc
,” I pant out. “Fuck me, baby. Please don’t make me wait,” I beg.

Breccan lets out a low moan from his throat and then I’m flipped over onto my stomach.

“Knees, dove.”

I quickly pull myself up onto my hands and knees and Breccan plunges back inside of me. He grasps my hips and repeatedly slams into me. His hands come around and one goes up and pinches my nipple hard, not letting go. The other hand goes to my clit and flicks and pinches.

“Come for me, dove. Let me feel you,” he orders, his mouth against my neck.

His words trigger me and I explode; followed almost immediately by Breccan.

My body slumps into the mattress and Breccan falls on top of me.

After we catch our breath, Breccan rolls onto his back taking me with him and twisting me so that I’m lying face down on top of him. I cuddle closer to him as he wraps his arms around me and I burrow my face into his neck. We lay like that for a long time before Breccan breaks the silence. “All right, dove. Let’s get you home and figure out where we go from here. Okay?” I nod, lift my head, smile at him and press my lips to his.

He hugs me tighter… I’ve never felt more loved.

After we shower, get dressed and get everything packed up, Breccan leads the way out to his silver Aston Martin and opens the door for me. As I slide onto the smooth leather I’m reminded of the very first time I got in this car and let out a little laugh to myself after Breccan closes the door for me. Things were so different back then. It’s hard to believe it has only been a few weeks.

Breccan gets in, fires up the engine and pulls away from the curb. I can feel the smile spread across my face as the roar of the engine vibrates my body. Breccan lets out a small chuckle.

“What?” I ask him, still smiling.

“It’s good to see you smile like that. I’ve really missed it, dove.” He reaches out, grabs my left hand and brings it to his lips. Sparks come alive inside my body as I watch his mouth.

“Are you ever going to tell me why you call me dove?” I’m pretty sure it is his way of saying he loves me, but that’s just crazy. He has been saying it practically since we met.

“Someday.” I let out a groan. “Dove,” he says to get my attention. I look at him. “I have a feeling that day is getting closer.” I’m not sure what he means, but for some reason it excites me.

We pull into the garage under my building and I open my door as Breccan gets out. He rushes over and opens my door the rest of the way and helps me out of the car.

“I really wish you wouldn’t do that,” he tells me.

“What?”

“You should let me get the door for you.”

My brows furrow and I look up at him. “Why?”

“Because.” He doesn’t continue so I raise my eyebrows in question and he just shakes his head and leads me to the trunk so he can get my bag.

I shake off the whole exchange as we make our way to the private elevator that leads directly to my apartment. I punch in the code and the elevator doors slide open. We step on and Breccan wraps his arm around my waist, pulling me closer to him and in front of him.

“I really wish we didn’t have to do the presents right now”
he whispers into my ear from behind me.

As
I am about to ask him why, he pushes his hips into me and a mewl escapes my throat at the feel of his erection.

I jump forward and push the emergency stop on the elevator. I turn around and look up at my Adonis with half closed eyes. He looks as sexy as ever in faded pale blue jeans and a plain white shirt. His hair is loose and falling around his face. His eyes are wide for a fraction of a second before he jumps into action.

He grabs me behind my neck and slams me into his body; his mouth mashing onto mine. Just from him grinding into me, I am soaked and I can hardly wait for the relief he is about to give me.

In the blink of an eye he has my back up against the elevator wall. His hand travels down to my core as his fingers move my panties aside under my skirt to find my clit immediately. My head falls back as I let out a moan.

“That’s it, dove. Let me hear you,” he murmurs against my neck. Breccan lifts my t-shirt up and my bra cup down then his mouth descends onto my erect nipple.

“Oh… God. Brecc. I want…” I trail off as his fingers plunge into my heat and his thumb continues to work my clit.

“Say it, baby. What do you want?”

“Your cock. In me. Now.”

“Anything for you, dove.”

I hear a zipper. I am slammed up higher against the wall and my legs wrap around Breccan’s waist of their own accord. He moves my underwear aside again and his massive erection surges into me
, pushing me onto the edge.

“Fuck,” he groans, “this is going to be quick
.”

“Breccan…” I moan loudly. His hips are pumping his length harder and faster into me.

“C’mon, dove. I’m almost there,” he growls into my neck.

I whimper, looking for that extra something to push me over. Ever in my head, Breccan drops his head and latches onto my nipple, slightly biting it; and I am flying high.

“Yes!” I scream out as my orgasm rips through my body.

“Oh, fuck. Harper!” Breccan groans against my breast as he releases into me.

We both slump into each other; Breccan holding me up. Our breathing ragged.

“Fuck, but I love you woman
,” Breccan says against my skin and my whole body freezes.

Breccan stiffens in response.

******

Fuck. I’m such an idiot
. Breccan thinks to himself. As he raises his head and looks at his dove he sees the panic flash in Harper’s eyes and he worries that he just ruined everything.

He, of course, does love her. But he didn’t mean to say it yet.

And then something miraculous happens… a flash in her eyes and the panic just… dissipates.

Holy fuck. She knows that she loves me, too
.

A massive smile spreads across Breccan’s face as he beams at his dove. Her face breaks into a small, almost shy smile and he can hardly believe the sweet relief that pours through his body. He can feel the blood in his veins singing.

They really have made headway. He thinks back to the night when they had exchanged their declarations. She was clearly asleep and he has dreamed about her saying it ever since.

His cock, still deep inside Harper, begins to stiffen again. She feels it and a moan comes from her throat.

Fuck, but he does love her. From the moment she came into his life, everything changed. His life has a purpose now… sex means something. Now, he feels that connection with Harper, the one that all those other women kept saying that they had with him. He never felt it with them, but he sure as fuck feels it with this crazy woman.

She is everything he needs to keep him on his toes. She fills a void in his life that he never knew was missing.

Harper leans forward and lightly presses her lips to his. He curls his tongue inside her mouth, tasting her.

Wanting more
…

Never having enough
…

Breccan pulls back slightly and looks at her. Hoping she will say the words he sees shine brightly in her eyes. He can see her struggle to get the words out.

“I… I… can’t,” she whispers.

Breccan tries to keep his composure, but he can’t help the disappointment he feels. Harper’s hands come up and she grabs onto his head, holding it in place.

“It doesn’t mean that I don’t.” Hope soars through his body. “I just can’t say it… Yet.”

She does love him…

So what if she can’t say it?

That is fine with him…

He has known for a while that she has and now… she finally knows it, too. He will wait for her to say it. He knows in her own time she will… and he’s not going to push her.

Not on this.

He smiles and pushes his hips further into her.

“That’s fine, dove. I can wait.”

Breccan pulls his cock slowly out of Harper’s core and plunges back in. Her head falls back and she moans. Fuck, he could watch her all day. The way she has absolutely no inhibition makes his cock throb.

A small part of his brain couldn’t help but wonder if she has ever had this with anyone else. All those people she was with… did she ever enjoy it like she does with him?

He shuts the thought out… knowing there is no faking what is between them. She was forced into that life... it is not something she ever wanted.

He can tell that just by the way she refuses to talk about it. She had been terrified most of her life; the self-loathing she had for herself has never truly gone away. He will spend the rest of his life showing her just how fucking precious she really is.

Fuck... Her pussy feels so good, squeezing his cock. He plunges in and out slowly, making her want more. He can tell when her impatience gets the better of her, she digs her nails into his back and squeezes his cock tighter with her hot fucking pussy.

“Brecc… faster,” she pleads.

It is always his undoing when she begs. She is so stubborn, that he knows what a gift it is for her to ask for something. And he, of course, is always willing to give her everything she wants.

Breccan pushes his cock into her harder and faster and feels the tingling at his spine and balls as they tighten closer to his groin. His hand reaches up and pinches Harper’s pert nipple, his head descends on the other one as he bites gently. He feels her inner core convulse around his throbbing cock and she shudders as her quiet curse lets him know that she is falling into her orgasm without abandon.

Breccan allows himself to push harder and falls off the edge with her, groaning loudly as he fills her with his load.

A thought comes unbidden into his mind: Harper swollen and glowing. Her hands wrapped around her large stomach. Their child in her womb. Happiness radiating off of her in waves.

He shakes the hopeful thought off and helps his dove come down from her release. His mouth goes to hers and he kisses her gently and pushes her harder into the wall as they fight to control their breathing.

After a few minutes of still fighting for breath he slowly lowers her legs onto the floor, while holding her weight, making sure that she is steady on her shaky legs. She always comes hard for him and it leaves her weak.

A surge of pride flows through him that he is able to please her like this. It is all very barbaric, pure animalistic lust, but he can’t help it. She is so small in his arms that he needs to keep her safe… and he always will.

Breccan helps Harper straighten her underwear and slowly runs his fingers over her quivering folds and watches as she trembles.

Fuck… what he wouldn’t do for this woman.

At first it scared the shit out of him… but now
, he embraces it and knows he wouldn’t want it any other way.