Autum's Lost (A letting go series) (14 page)

“So wet my girl is, always ready for me. You like the way I finger your clit Addy? Your little nub is so hard so close to
cumming on my fingers, right naughty girl?”

I breathlessly respond, “
Yesssss Michael. The only thing better would be your cock inside of me.” I grab his shirt again and start grinding into his fingers.

“Fuck your naughty mouth needs filled with my cock. You want that baby? Your mouth makes my cock leak, I want to cum in it so fucking bad.”

“Faster Michael, make me cum right now!” Michael rubs harder and faster and right before I explode on his fingers he pulls my head to his lips and I moan into his mouth. My clit is pulsating and my heartbeat is flying out of my chest. I hear the car door unlock and Michael takes my hand and opens the car door. He sits down in the car’s passenger seat and unzips his jeans. His rock hard cock is straining against his boxer shorts. I smirk at him and in my moment of boldness I shed my jeans right there in the driveway. Michael grabs my hand and I fall into the car. I crawl in and he shuts the door. Michael leans the car seat back and I am hovering over him. I grab his cock and spring it free from his boxers. As I position myself to straddle him. He takes his hand and rips the crotch of my lace underwear. Before I start pitching a bitch his fingers have slid up me and he is working them in and out.

“I will buy you
new knickers beautiful. I needed to make sure you are still wet. Oh, yes, my girl is deliciously wet. ”Michael takes the fingers that were inside of me and sucks on them like he was sucking on a Popsicle making a groaning noise. “FUCK, perfect! Just like I knew you were.” I take Michaels fingers in my mouth and suck and as I do I position myself just above his hard cock, and before he can say anything I slam myself down onto him. Michael holds me still with his big hands on my hips. I can feel his nine inches in me and I start grinding. “FUCK ADDY! Jesus, yes, just like that. God your pussy feels so amazing, so wet and tight.” I lean down and kiss his mouth swirling my tongue around the tip of his moaning and biting his lower lip as I grind into him.

“You like that baby?” I grind harder and moan louder then start moving up and down.

“Yeah baby, just like that… ride my cock.” I can feel myself getting closer again so I grind harder and mover up and down faster. “You’re close baby I can feel that pussy of yours getting tighter. FUCK! Make me cum baby!” I slam down once…twice… three times and I am coming hard and fast as I grind into Michaels cock I can feel him spill into me but I keep grinding, until every last drop is out. Michael pulls me down into a searing kiss and I can feel him twitching inside me. We finally break the kiss and each one of us is breathless. “I love you Addison. You amaze me with everything you do. Fucking me, in my car, in your driveway, well that’s what my wet dreams were made of.”

I start laughing. “Well let’s just say that I will be riding you a lot. You, Mr. Crestmoore, are one very talented man.” I can feel him twitch inside of me. “Now I can feel you twitching inside of me so, let’s get out of this car go in wash up
again
, and get out of here. Deal?”

Michael smiles and kis
ses me again. “Deal beautiful.”

After we clean up, Michael does a walkthrough of the house to make sure everything is secure.

“Everything nice and tight.” I say with a wink.

“Well yes as a matter of fact, it is. Just like I like it!” I roll my eyes.

“We better get a move on Britty, or Clarissa will think we are lost. You did call her right?”

“Yep and she will be home late. She has to close the pool at nine and then is going over to Ashton’s to watch a movie.” We walk to the car and Michael takes my hand. I look down at our joined fingers and warmth spreads through me. I lean into Michael as we stop at the car.

“Kiss for good luck?”
I ask as Michael tilts his head and leans forward.

“Kiss for luck.” He kisses my neck. “Kiss for love.” He kisses my earlobe. “Kiss for us, and for always.” He kisses my lips slowly and runs his tongue across my bottom lip and then nips it. I throw my arms around his neck and hug tightly.

“Get food in me Britty, or there will be no time for dessert!” A chuckling Michael hands the car keys to me and kisses me once more.

“Take good care of her.” Michael teases.

“Don’t worry baby, I take good care of things I like.” I slide into the driver’s side and open the sunroof.

“Beautiful, there is no sun, why do you have that open?” I lay my head back on the headrest.

“It’s a warm night out tonight. One of my favorite things to do is ride at night. Taking the bike out and riding under the moon, there isn’t anything to compare it to really. So I will compromise and use your moon roof.” Michael leans in and kisses me.

“Do you want to go ride tonight? We can go get the bike, and then get something to eat.” I cock my head.

“No, not tonight. I do want to eat though, but we will ride some other time.”

“Ok Love, we can do that. Let’s get moving.” I watch as Michael gets into my new 2013 Toyota Camry XLE. My other car was totaled in the wreck and I didn’t want a new car but I found it increasingly hard to drive Autum’s car. I look at the steering wheel and fight back the tears that are coming. I must have sat still for too long because Michael knocks on the window startling me.

“You okay love?” I nod my head yes and stare at the garage door. Michael opens the driver side door and kneels besides me. “What are you thinking my beautiful girl?” I look over at him and give him a tight smile.

“I’m fine, really, just had a moment that’s all.” Michael wipes away the tears on my cheek.

“These tears you have, are they joyful memory tears?” I shake my head no as the tears continue to flow.

“My car is new, and I never wanted it. I was driving Autum’s until recently. I wanted to drive her car and be ok
ay, but I’m not. It just hit me hard, that’s all.”

“It’s going to hurt and it’s going to come in waves. It might be a sandwich that you just made; it might be the smell of a flower she enjoyed and just like this memory of the car. Your life, and the one you gave her will never be apart they are one in the same.” I look over at Michael.

“I am so sorry for this. I ruined a perfectly good almost date with my crying.”

“You, my love, have ruined nothing. You are allowed to have moments of sorr
ow and grief and pain whenever you want. I only have one request.”

I wipe at my tears. “What’s that?”

“That you share them with me. I can’t stand the thought of you crying and hurting by yourself. I am here for you love. I want to be here for you in your time of sorrow. I will hold you and listen to your fears. I will be here when you are at your worst. Can you do that for me?” I lean my forehead against Michael’s.

“Yes, I can do that. But be warned, I have them daily. I am a hot mess and broken in a thousand pieces. I love you Michael. Thank you for being here and being mine.”
I kiss his lips and he wipes my tears away with his gentle fingers.

“Like I said Addy, I am going nowhere. You are my forever and always, no matter how broken you feel I will be here for you and us.” I give him one more hug before he hops back into my car. I give him a thumbs up and follow him as he pulls out of the driveway. I follow behind Michael and his
iPod is sitting in the console. I turn it on to find Adele’s version of ‘Love Song’ starting. I listen to the song and the words resonate into my soul.
Yes Michael I will always love
you
. I smile at the thought that he thinks of me while listening to it.

As we pull into Michael’s drive, I see Rissa’s car there. It’s just past nine thirty and I know Michael said she would be out for the evening. Michael hops out of the car and punches in his garage door code. The door lifts and he signals me to drive into the garage. The garage is massive inside, there is room for at least six cars; the back
wall is lined with all his tool boxes and a wood bench. There is an office off to the right and a window that looks out into the garage. The lighting runs the length of the massive space and the walls are painted all white including the floor which has some sort of non-slip coating.

“Nice garage, it’s a lot bigger than I remember.”

“I had it redone about three years ago. I can do basic work on the fleet and if the boys need to fix something they can come over and have a beer while fixing them.” I see the fridge over by the office door.

“If this is a perk of the job then sign me up!” I smirk at him. “Where is your bike?” Michel walks over to a set of double doors and opens them. Inside is his black Harley 2012
Softail Slim.

“You have a closet for your bike?” I ask laughing. Michael saunters over to me.

“She deserves her own place, somewhere she can feel safe. Don’t you agree beautiful?” I close my eyes and place my forehead on his chest.

“Yes, she definitely deserves that.” Michael kisses the top of my head.

“Let’s go inside and see what Clarissa is up to.”

“Yeah, I am wondering what she is doing as well.”
I yawn.

Michael
’s eye brows shoot up. “Crap! I have a present for you.”

I smile. “Ok
ay, but it better not be a bike, you already spent way too much on the spa.”

“No, it’s not a bike. Wait here.” Michael winks at me a
nd heads towards the office. One minute later he returns with a pink box with a red bow. “I saw this a few weeks ago and thought it would be perfect.” It’s a big deep box and slightly heavy.

I pull on the ribbon and bow and take the lid off. Inside is a black motorcycle helmet. It has a light pink flower on the back, the same one that is a tattoo on Michael’s arm. I have tears in my eyes.

“It’s awesome! This flower is the same one as the one on your arm.” Michael nods his head yes.

“These flowers remind me of you. They are surrounded by thorns and the bud takes forever to bloom but when it does, the flower is unique and absolutely beautiful, just like you Addy. You are my Nigella, I got the tattoo a while back and never thought you would ever see it but I had to get it.”
Tears are streaming down my face.

“I love it, so very much. No one has ever thought of me in such a way. You, Michael, have the biggest heart and I will be proud to wear this helmet.” I wrap my arms around his waist and squeeze. Michael laughs lightly and hugs me back.

“Right! Well if you think the helmet is awesome then your next present I am getting you will knock your socks off.” I giggle into his chest.

“Slow down macho. I need time to adjust to the ones you got me.” I look up at his beautiful face where his dimples are just starting to show.

“Don’t worry beautiful, I will let you adjust and take things slowly.” I sigh into his chest.

“I don’t need slow Michael, I need you and your beautiful heart.”

“Aww my girl, you already have that. You have had that for many years, you just didn’t know it.” I smile contently.

“Ok
ay, let’s go inside so I can see my Rissa.” Michael gives me a peck on the lips and shuts the door to the garage. “Oh! I forgot to ask you, what is the name of your bike?” Michael smiles wide and looks at me.

“You really want to know?’”
Oh shit Addy, better prepare yourself. Shutty inner voice.

“Yes
, I really do.” Michael takes his hand and rubs the back of his head.

“Her name is Mac.”
Michael smiles shyly.

“HUH?? What kind of name is that? That’s not a girl’s name.”

“Well to me it is, it took me a while to get the name but when I figured it out, I had it placed on her.”

“You had the name painted on the bike?”

“Yes love I did, and if you are a good lass, I will show you tomorrow.”

“Maybe I don’t want to see it.” I look away trying not to laugh. Michael grabs my waist and pulls me towards him sliding his hands over my ass and lightly spanking it.

“You don’t want to see Mac? Ohhhh love.” SMACK! On my ass. I laugh.

“I don’t know, maybe.
Are you going to make it worth my time?” Michael grabs my ass hard and grinds me into his hard cock. My core melts instantly.

“You feel that my girl?”
He leans into my neck “You say yes to Mac and I will make it so you won’t be able to walk tomorrow.” I throw my head back and a quiet moan escapes my throat.

“Yes, I will see Mac. Show it to me Britty.” Michael growls and grinds my ass harder.

“Fuck Addy, you know what that does to me when you call me that.” I smile deviously.

“Yes, Britty I do. Now, be a good boy and kiss me.”
Michael let’s go of my ass and places his hands in my hair and ravenously kisses my lips. Our tongues start to intertwine like a well-rehearsed dance. When we start to break, I nibble on his bottom lip. “We need to go inside before Rissa comes out here and catches us.”

“Meh, I have an office that I need to break in…like now!” I laugh and start to walk towards the door that leads into the house. Michael grabs me from behind. I yelp and laugh.
“Oh, I don’t think we are going inside right yet. You have been a very bad girl and I need your naked bum over my knees.”