Defiled Forever (4 page)

Thirteen

Nikolai is back propped up in bed when I exit the bathroom. He has his drink in hand and I spot a bottle of water on the table by my side of the bed.

“You’re on your own all weekend? No staff and no company?” He asks.

“No. We are all clear here.
Just the two of us.
And by the way we have a Martha. We don’t have a staff like you do.” I explain and join him in the bed.

“Why do you ask?”

“I fucking hate Lawson.
I fucking
hate that you see him. He’s a fucking tool. I don’t want to share you with anybody, but especially that guy.” He says clenching his jaw and barely in control of his temper.

“Ok.” I whisper. I don’t want to spoil things.

“Talk to me about something.
About Russia or your life.
Tell me a story.” I ask.

“Let me tell you something about me that I have never told anyone before. You take my breath away.
Everything about you.
Your amazing skin, your voice, your soul, your total flawless beauty inside and out
Lyubov
Moya
.
I literally cannot breathe when I look at you sometimes. When I watch you sleep. He says as he begins loving me again already. He is kissing and stroking in between his beautiful words and I am lost in it.

As in the past we make love and sleep a little , wake up and make love some more. At least I am sleeping in between, I doubt Nikolai is. Every time I think Nikolai is pushing me too far and I can’t take anymore, he proves to me that I can. I take it all and I love it all. There is no such thing as too far or too much.

The grey light of dawn is just beginning when I wake up alone in bed.
Slipping an actual little cotton nightgown over my head, I go downstairs to seek him out.
Praying he hasn’t left, when I see him watching the TV that is playing softly, almost muted.

I’m happy he smiles at seeing me.

“You look like you are ten years old in that. Come to Daddy.” He teases me as he curls his finger for me to come to him.

“
Eww
!”
I say walking to him.

He has me straddle his lap and face him with a short kiss.

“I thought I was your Daddy fetish. I was looking forward to the parts where I get to spank you baby.” He teases me back. At least I pray he is teasing.

Our kissing deepens. We never get tired of this. We never get enough. His hand finds me wet with no panties on and he sucks in a sharp breath.

“I think I like this nightgown.” He says between kisses as his fingers swirl around me.

After a minute or two, he stops caressing my folds and puts those same fingers in his mouth to taste me.

“
Mmm
.
My favorite taste in the world.
No one else
like
you sweetheart.”

I can’t hold his stare. It is still too intimate and embarrassing when he says and does things like that.

“Are you up or do you need more rest?” He asks.

“I’m awake. I may need a nap later but I am up for now. Are you hungry? I can cook you breakfast.” I say.

“Yes. But let’s do this together. You should never wait on me or anyone. You are my princess, Lauren.
My gold,
Zolotse
.”

The things this man says. Wow.

We make our way to the kitchen and proceed to cook a huge breakfast amid lots of laughing and kissing. I had no idea things could be like this between us. We make plans to go out for the day Niko says he has some ideas.
Maybe Catalina or just out on the water.
His phone rings a few times and he ignores it. My phone rings just as the final dish is loaded into the dishwasher and I see it is the owner of the gallery. Niko makes the sign of slashing his throat telling me not to answer. But he is my
boss,
I have to take the call.

“Lauren, darling I am so happy to know you got home safe love.” He rushes dramatically like he says everything.

“What is going on Mr. Francis?” I ask.

“Well there was some gang violence outside the gallery last night after you left. A couple guys got beat almost to death. It was awful and bloody. What a mess. I knew the installation we had attracted a lot of the wrong types but I never dreamed it would explode on my doorstep. How bad is this for my business
?” He relays.

“Oh well. I hope they caught whoever did it and that is the end of it.” I offer.

“Oh No Darling!
They have no one yet and are looking at video footage from street cameras in the area. It had to be an entire gang. Those guys are still in the hospital almost dead!”

“Well umm you be sure to stay safe Mr. Francis.” And I rush off the phone to keep from piling on more lies and pretense.

“Very good.
That was your first taste of being my woman. You know nothing. You didn’t hear anything. You didn’t see anything. Good job
Myshka
!” He jokes.

He calls me his woman but I hate everything else he said. This is the antitheses of
who
and what I am. How I have been raised.

“Nikolai, it’s not a joke. It was awful. The police are reviewing the street cameras in the area. This is serious.” I scold.

“First of all, it was awful. You’re right. What THEY did was awful. Those little shits would have raped you or worse if I didn’t take care of them. Secondly, the cops aren’t going to waste time seeking justice for punks like that. The cops are probably disappointed I didn’t finish the job. You need not worry about it and put the whole business behind you before I find out what hospital they are in and pay a visit to finish the job.”He says and is totally in a bad mood.

“What was that you called me?
Myshka
?”
I ask him.

He smiles and the bad mood/temper tantrum is over. “Little Mouse.” “You are my timid little mouse except when you are my brave lioness in bed.” He says and kisses my forehead, tip of my nose, and lips while holding my waist and bending down.

He checks his phone again as it rings and ignores it once he sees who is calling.

“Let’s get out of here and have some fun.” He says.

Fourteen

We have a long beautiful day out on a small yacht. These cruises are for whale watching or other sightseeing tourist trips, but someone who Nikolai just describes as a “friend”, makes it all possible. The boat, including a captain, the picnic, everything is perfect. The day is long since we got such an early start. The weather is perfect and I
am loving
spending time out of bed with Nikolai. Though he tries to get me to into the cabin as soon as we board but I refuse to even go down there other than to use the restroom, telling him it kind of creeps me out since I don’t know who all has laid on that bed. He of course argues that this is no different than a hotel bed and impeccably clean. We
lay
around on deck and nap a little and sunbathe while the boat leisurely makes its way up and then back down the California coast.

“You are smoking a lot of cigarettes today Nikolai.”

“I smoke a lot more when I am not partaking of my other many vices.”

“You are still drinking alcohol.”

“Get out of my fucking head Lauren. You know who I am.” He says and that was not our only little tension of the day. He picks me up and carries me to the little bench seat and kisses me intensely and I realize this is a way he has learned to center and calm himself when he is about to blow up and lose his temper. I am more than a willing participant. It isn’t long before I am reconsidering the stance I took against the beds here. Sensing my need, Nikolai stands and grabs a terry blanket and lays it down on the deck of the boat. I look towards the entrance to where the captain sits and steers us to make sure we have total privacy. There are several boats on the water today, but no one is close to us.

Nikolai returns to me and unties my bikini top to remove it along with my bottoms. I am standing completely naked in the bright sunshine. Who am I?

Nikolai goes to his bag and grabs a few condoms and as he is rifling through things I see a few of the little white packets and realize he was abstaining for me not because he didn’t have any drugs with him.

He returns to take me by the hand and leads me to the blanket.

“This may be painful on your back, but that only makes me like it more.” He says.
So kinky.

“I want to eat your pussy in the sun
Malysh
.”

And he proceeds to do so. His warm wet mouth is devouring me. And he is
right,
the hard almost painful surface beneath me feels good to me as well. I am so twisted.

I am humming and moaning and oblivious to our captain or anyone other than Nikolai and his amazing mouth on me. I come hard in what seems like only a minute and instead of stopping and moving away from me, Nikolai lays his tongue flat on the most sensitive nub and stops moving until I come back down to earth and catch my breath. Then he starts his assault again and this time I know it takes only a stroke or two and I am crying out again. I feel my heart pounding in my ears and he repeats the pattern over and over a few times before sliding on the condom and entering me. He lifts one of my legs into the bend of his elbow so he can go even deeper. He pounds into me with no concern for my body being on the hard surface of the boat deck. He angles his thrusts until he finds that spot he always seeks and I know I am on the verge of coming.

“Give it to me Baby. Come for me. Grab my cock with your sweet pussy baby. Fuck me back.” He groans into my neck and his words affect me as always. I come with an actual scream right along with him.

We stay on the blanket for a few hours. Changing positions so I am on top and he gets the hard floor. We sunbathe in between and rest. Nikolai is up and down, getting more drinks and disposing condoms. While I am lazy, and other than taking a few sips of water, I don’t even lift my head.

When it is getting late, I still feel like I can’t move to even cover myself. Nikolai throws a glass of cold icy water right between my legs and I squeal. The water feels like ice because I have been
laying
in the hot sun. I am on my feet and ready to attack him when he scoops me up laughing, and walks me to the edge of the boat! I am really afraid he is going to throw my naked body in the water. He finds this so amusing.

“Nikolai!
Stop! Put me down!” I am screaming in earnest when his demeanor suddenly changes and he slides me down and maneuvers me behind his body to shield me from what I now see is a boat in close proximity.

“Go inside the cabin and cover yourself.” He says with his back still to me staring out at the passing boat with his arms crossed in front of his naked body. Not trying to hide
himself
at all.

I dress in the little sundress I wore over my bikini.
Nothing underneath this time.
I use the bathroom and wash quickly before returning topside to find Nikolai in his shorts smoking a cigarette. No other boats in sight.

He checks me out as soon as I appear. “We are heading back in now. It will be after six by time we dock.”

“Are you angry?” I ask him.

“No. It was my fault. I put you in that position. I hate the thought of guys seeing your beautiful body. I want to be the only one. I respect you and hate to make you seem like a party girl out fucking on a boat all day. You are much better than that.” He explains.

“I think I really was out fucking on a boat all day.” I return and he visibly winces at my crude words.

“You know what I mean. We are lovers. You’re not a whore.”

“Lovers?”

“Shut up.” He says with a small smile at his own use of such a corny term.

“Don’t let it spoil our day Niko. This has been the best day of my life.” I tell him honestly and he says

“Me too” to my surprise.

The ride home was quiet with Nikolai keeping his right hand up high on my thigh under my dress while driving with his left and never taking his eyes off the road. He has a nice soft classical station on the radio and we don’t need to make conversation. It is getting dark now and we are still half an hour away from home.

As we enter the house, Nikolai asks “Let’s go out for dinner somewhere nice and if you like we can hit up a club or two.”

“It’s Saturday night Nikolai. We won’t get a reservation anywhere in this town.”

“You leave that to me Baby.” He says confidently.

I shower first and do my hair and makeup while he takes his shower. I try to look my best for him and the look on his face when I am ready to go lets me know I got it right.

He approaches me and reaching for my hips he says “You look amazing. You are my goddess. You are so lucky our car is here or else we would never make it out the door.” He bends to kiss me a long liquor tasting kiss that is so Nikolai.
The taste, the smell, the beauty of it all.
It’s more than I can take.

I am completely charmed by Nikolai. This is the urbane, calm, smart, Nikolai that sweeps a girl off her feet. He of course hired a car so he didn’t have to drive while drinking, he of course got us a table at a place in LA that is impossible to get a table at, and he of course is entertaining and delicious looking. I refuse to let my mind go to that other Nikolai. I am out with this Nikolai. I am in love with this Nikolai.

I decline the club and he smiles with delight that I do. We make out in the car all the way home, and continue to do so in the driveway. The driver repeatedly clearing his throat gets our attention and Nikolai walks me inside before returning to I guess tip the driver. When he comes in I am still in the foyer and I ask “No Vlad tonight? I thought you had your own little team of drivers and cars.”

“I am incognito these days while I am here. Vlad knows of course, but I don’t want too much light shining on me this weekend.” He explains.

“Because of me?”

“Yes.” He answers honestly.