Fight For My Heart (3 page)

“Well hell I had to try cuz mami you are just too damn fine to walk away from. No harm done; hope Vin comes around, because I’m definitely looking.” With that, he turned around and walked off. Hmm.. Guess I should too. One last look at Vin and Carmen, who seem to be arguing now, and I was gone.

Two hours later it was finally Vincent’s turn to fight. I caught up with Cadence, Ant, Tony, and Dom after I had my little run in with Carmen in the hallway.

Vincent got into the ring looking around, until his eyes caught mine. Ant bumped me with his shoulder and whispered “he’s not the guy for you”.

Vincent looked at Ant narrowing his eyes before he saw Carmen approach the same side of the ring. She walked by me saying “he’s mine bitch.” Why the girl felt the nerve to say that astounded me. Because I already saw her ring. Vincent looked at me giving me a shit eating grin. It looked like a revenge grin or something, but I didn’t understand. He walked over to the same side I was standing behind her and kissed the hell out of her.

I sat back staring until I felt an arm go around my neck; I looked over and saw Dom trying yet again to mark his territory. Then, I understood where the revenge was coming from. But why? It’s not like I was his girl or some shit. My mind couldn’t stay in that for long because even if thinking of Vin controlled my thoughts for a minute, I still felt the weight if Dom’s arm around me. Ugh. Why doesn’t he just give up; I will never know? This seemed to piss Vin off even more as he looked at me while face fucking his fiancé. I didn’t want to give Dom the wrong idea because come on, he cheated on me!!! So I politely moved out from under him and went to stand on the other side on Cadence.

Why? Oh, why; did I have to deal with this? I mean it’s one thing to see someone who just kissed you, kissing another girl, but all of this drama has left me drained. All I want to do is sit back and have some vodka. Yep! That would really help right now.

Vin, oh my I thought I might hyperventilate when I felt those luscious lips. But, he just awakened something inside of me that I don’t think I can let go. I was dead after what my brother and Dom did to me. I was lost in my own world with no way to come out again. I wanted to feel that love they had given me, but instead all I felt was that bone crush against my chest until I could feel my heart no more.

Watching Vin and Carmen like that made me feel lower than them. I was lost before; I never believed in love at first kiss, but this gave me that and I didn’t think I could ever let it go. I wanted him, and I wasn’t going to take no for an answer, that feeling he gave me felt too, Fuck! Too much to just give up how I felt when his lips were on mine.. I’d been deprived of this feeling my whole life. Watching my father cheat on my mother and then watching my boyfriend cheat on me. NO!! I was going to take what I had been handed and not let go.

“Whatever your thinking in that beautiful head of yours is going to get you hurt Te. Don’t do anything stupid just because of your past. I may not understand what you are going through, but trust me when I tell you stealing another woman’s man isn’t it.” Cadence said to me, putting head arm around my shoulders and bring our heads together.

“All I know is he made me feel special for that moment when he kissed me. I want what you have and for a second there it felt like he was going to be the one to give it to me. I don’t understand how I feel right now, but I won’t be falling in love with him if that’s what you’re worried about.” I told her rubbing the arm around me.
She gave me a wry smile like she knew I was talking out of my ass. Vin wasn’t someone you fell in love with; he was someone who you felt passion for, who awakened your body and brought a light into your soul. I wasn’t lying when I said I wasn’t going to fall in love with him. I just needed him. For what exactly? That was something I just didn’t know.

I wasn’t looking to break anyone up; especially someone engaged to another. But, something about the way Carmen laid claim to Vin, and then him not responding, at first. Caught my attention. It wasn’t until he felt threatened by Dom that he made his relationship known. Something I felt I needed to think about. I just, most likely, wasn’t in the perfect state of mind to do so.

Cadence and I made it back to the dorms that night trying not to think of all that went down. She knew I was in lust with the infamous underground fighter named Vincent. What she didn’t know was what I was concocting in my head at that very moment, how to get him. I didn’t know yet how I was going to do that, but I would figure it out how I would get him.

The next few weeks went on as if nothing happened. I began to think I dreamed that we even went to that gym. But, three weeks went by and then BAM!!

I walked into my dorm room, and there was Vincent sitting on my bed.

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“What are you doing here?” I said.

“I haven’t seen you at any of my fights,” Vin said. He looked at me like he knew something I didn’t. My body vibrated; I tried not to let it show.

I was a bit taken aback by his forwardness, seeing as his ass has a fiancé!!! “What, the fiancé isn’t giving you what you need?” I asked him, putting my bags away and then turning around to face the sexiness that was his ass.

“Fiancé?” he looked at me like I lost my damn mind, like I could have missed seeing that big ring on her finger only three weeks ago.

“Yes, you know, the woman who had a ring with diamonds on?” Why the hell did that come out as a question? Even I doubted my eyes for a minute.

“HA!, no not my fiancé, she wants to be, HELL even our families have planned the big day since we were born, but again as I said N-O, no fiancé, she wears that ring to warn girls off” he explained.

I looked at him for a minute trying to see if he was serious and OMG he was. He didn’t crack a smile or flinch. “But, I heard through the grapevine that a certain best friend of mine was interested in you and tried to get at you when you walked away from me and I didn’t like that at all.” Ohh.. I like a man who can take some control.

“Well like I told Rico, no thank you I’m not interested.” I smiled at him.

“And why is that?” he asked.

“Because a pair of hazel eyes and lips that kissed me not once but twice that night just happened to ruin my night, know anyone I may be talking about?” I tried to go for an innocent look. He stood from the bed, and we had to have looked lost in our own world as the tension crackled between us. I could feel every nerve on end, but I wouldn’t back down.

He came at me like a predator stalking his prey. Determined, but yet slow. No need to rush the feeling he was trying to evoke in me with those freaking eyes. No longer Hazel, but a deep jade color. I lost myself for a moment. Ohh Shhhiiittt….
All of a sudden I was on my bed and ripping clothes off. Wow! He’s good is all I thought about.

Maybe I should have told him I was damn near a virgin, I know I know; you cannot be a damn near virgin, but I only had sex twice, and girls like me shouldn’t go around kissing boys they don’t know, and I was with Dom for damn near two years, but oh man he was too irresistible to say no to most of the time.

He was kissing and licking my neck, and I couldn’t formulate the words to admit that I was not expecting this visit to go down like this, but all I now know is that I needed him.

I reached for his shirt and when he took it off I finally had a full view of all that God made beautiful! Oh Lord in Heaven, please let him be real.

“Yeah, close your mouth baby, I’m real alright” he told me chuckling. Oh, did I say that out loud? Oh well who cares at this point?!!! All I know is I saw all kinds of tattoos running down his arms, chest, and I’m assuming his back. On his collarbone was lips, whose? It looked new.

“Those are yours baby,” he told me when I ran my finger over them, my head snapped up to his in confusion when he said that to me. “It sounds crazy, but when I kissed you, you left lip gloss on my lips and I kissed a napkin to save it, then a couple of days ago I took it to my boy and had him ink it on me, but I didn’t want anyone to see it because you were special to me,” he looked away sheepishly, but I brought his face back to me and kissed him, then kissed my own lips tattooed on his skin.

I know most people don’t believe in love at first sight, and I thought it was only lust, but what I found myself experiencing with him was something so deep I had tears in my eyes. I mean who does this? Who falls for the fighter they don’t know? Who is unexperienced and about 2 seconds from dropping her panties for a man?

“Vin?” I asked looking in his eyes. He brought his lips to mine silencing me. I ran my hands down his chest and into his shorts and felt my first feel of him….is that…NO!...Yes! It is! He has his dick pierced! And not just pierced, BUT OMG he has many piercings!

I looked at him in awe, then terrified, he just laughed at me then nodded his head yes. “Yeah, baby that’s real”.

I don’t think we were talking about the same thing, then, I felt him harden and really got scared. That thing he had was a monster of a beast and I felt my body get to the point of trembling. The strength and lust I felt coming from this man was almost too much to bare.

He lifted my shirt up and over my head; my back was pressed into the mattress and my shorts, bra, and panties then followed. It was a whirlwind of garments through the air, and I never stopped to try to slow this down. What was happening was remarkable and fucking sexy as hell. I loved that he couldn’t wait to get me naked. I wanted my flesh on his. Who gives a fuck about slowing down? Not me. This fine specimen was about to rock my fucking world, and I didn’t have any objections.

Shit! I had to take a pause and push him from my neck for a second. “Vin…wait, hold on a sec.” I gasped between breaths.

I looked to my clock to make sure Cadence wouldn’t be back anytime soon and that my brother and Dom wouldn’t interrupt us.

“What’s wrong?” He looked scared. “”I was just checking the time,” I felt him relax. “Oh. OHHH you thought I was rethinking this?”

“Yeah, I mean we don’t know each other well, but from the time I saw those whisky eyes I knew I had to make you my girl,” he whispered as he licked down my body.

I felt myself stirring into excitement; I had never felt like this before; Dom had tried to talk me into it after those two times he had gotten to me have sex with him, but after that, the rumors about him always had me saying no because I couldn’t do it when I thought he wasn’t faithful. I shook my head trying to rid those thoughts and focused on the man now kissing my thighs.

He kissed up one thigh and then the other until he hit my soft spot, and I released a sigh. “Vin” I couldn’t hold it if I wanted to. He lightly chuckled as he massaged my clit with his tongue.

“Damn you’re soft as hell baby, I could get used to this,” he made love to my sex as if it was his last meal, and I felt myself building until I exploded, and he then crawled up my body. “I gotta get in there baby, It’s too sweet; I cannot help it”.

“Yes” I heard myself moan as he ripped a foil package and got in-between my legs.

“Ready?” he asked positioning himself between my thighs. All I did was nod my agreement I didn’t give a shit anymore; I just needed that connection to him.

He slid into me slowly at first, letting me adjust to the size of him, then pulled back and slammed into me. “Aww” I cried, tears forming in my eyes, I didn’t look at him just closed my eyes and felt him stiffen. The pain from his size and width increased what I had felt before by tenfold. God this man was massive.

“What tha fuck? Baby, you ok?” He hissed but didn’t move. I opened my eyes to see him looking at me in awe, but with an undertone of anger. He just sat there a minute like he was afraid, but proud at the same time. I nodded my head and adjusted my hips for more of what he was offering.

He pulled back then slammed into me again and again and again. He didn’t let up; he was punishing me and claiming me at the same time. I didn’t feel the hurt anymore, just took his dick for all it was worth and didn’t hold back the moans and me saying his name for a minute.

“This” slam “Is” rotate “Mine” slam. I took all his words and felt tension start to build up then all of a sudden I heard a loud ass pop! He didn’t care or didn’t seem to hear it. He just kept mumbling and telling me shit like I was his and wouldn’t ever let me go. I loved it and couldn’t for a second think of anywhere else I wanted to be.

All of a sudden it was too much and I screamed “Yes, Vin yes… Harder,” I screamed.

“Yeah, baby take it all, I own this. Don’t ever give it away,” he moaned still digging onto me.

I felt the big O coming and suddenly exploded on him; he just kept driving into me until he climaxed.

Then the door opened.

“Carmen he’s not here,” Cadence and Ant were arguing with the girl outside the door; still not looking into the room. “I told you. I haven’t heard from him.”

“He’s been acting weird ever since he met her and I want to know why!” Carmen screeched at the top of her lungs.

I looked at Vincent and smiled, whispering “you’ve been acting weird?”

“Yeah, I told you I got your lips tattooed on me baby,” he whispered back before kissing me lovingly. I had to be the dumbest girl on the planet to think he actually had my lips on him, they could be anybody else’s lips; it couldn’t have been real, right?

The door closed, and Vin got up. I winced a bit, his girth still surprised the shit out of me. I mean don’t boxers take steroids or something? But, he looked at me before kissing me again. “Don’t forget. That’s mine baby,” he said before going into the bathroom.

I felt something running down my leg and lifted the covers to look down, I was sore, but what caught my attention was the white stuff. I looked closer and suddenly was embarrassed. I know he made me come twice seeing as he ate the hell outta me first and then fucked me senseless.

“SHIT!!!!” came booming from the bathroom, I was so scared about the way that sounded that I jumped and hit my head on my headboard.

“Baby?!” He yelled through the door then walked out.

“Yeah?” I asked timidly curling into a fetal position too scared to say anything else.
“”Baby, the condom busted. I think I went too hard. I’m sorry baby, but it was so good, and I couldn’t help it.” He looked lost, and it made me relax and start laughing. “It’s okay, I’m on the shot, I don’t need to get another for another two weeks.” He looked at me like I was stupid before he grinned and climbed back into the bed.