Fight For My Heart (7 page)

“Hey, ok over there? I know it’s been a long day, but everything is fine now, and I promise Tony, Ant, and hell even Dom, when he stops being a pussy, and I all have your back. You don’t need Vincent in order to do this; you know we will be there every step of the way.” Cadence tells me after we turn down for the night. I don’t say anything because honestly, what can I? Life is what you make of it and I’m not going to spoil the one shot I have at it.

The next morning we all head over to the townhouse and get started on unpacking. I just want to settle into my new life before classes start again on Monday. It’s Sunday now so that doesn’t leave me much time to get things done. I start with the dream closet and set everything up just how I want it; trying hard to focus on the colors that I hate when they get mixed up, I know a bit OCD, but I hate not being able to find anything. I then go over the monstrosity of a bed my father ordered. It’s California King with a canopy, very girly, and it’s a dark black wood finish, bought some light gray sheets and blankets and then some silk pillow covers. There’s a white see through material training from the canopy tops making the bedroom look like one of those old English movies where the Queen would sleep. Very elegant if I may say so myself. After stocking the bathroom with all my necessities and towels on the holder I stop in front of the nursery. I don’t want to go in there because these fucking hormones are killing me. I just touch the handle to the door and then walk away.

Going downstairs I find Tony, Ant, and Dom sitting on the leather sectional sofa watching the 55 inch T.V. that’s mounted on the wall. They act like they actually had to do something the way they are looking exhausted. Cadence is in the kitchen and something smells amazing coming from there, so my lil nugget (as Tony calls it) leads me that way. I’m just lifting the lid to the sauce when I get a smack to the butt. I yelp out and spin around, coming face to face with Cadence, wooden spoon in her hand.

“Ah Ah, don’t touch!” I scowl at her then walk away back into the living room, when suddenly Tony jumps up fitting with the remote to change the channel, I stop dead in my tracks when I see who’s on T.V. Vincent Santiago, shirtless holding gloves up with his opponent he’s training to fight come next weekend.

“Wait, don’t I want to hear, might as well get to know my baby’s daddy, right?” Everyone looks at me like I’m crazy, but whatever, I need to see this.

“Vincent Santiago is set to fight the Undefeated Champion this Saturday, who is called the Beast of the underground league. Seeing as young Santiago is about to sign a multimillion dollar contract, he really needs to be on his game. This young man has been moving quickly up the ranks and has many sponsors hoping to catch him as he finally steps into the professional world of boxing. His competitor Luis Montenegro has been a hard one to get a punch off of, he has never taken a hit to the face and with his swift one two punch attacks this is bound to be a show no one will want to miss out on.” The commentators then go back and forth with gibberish on who is bound to win, statistics, polls, and finally something that catches me off guard. “We hear wedding bells are in the air for our young Vincent, he’s been engaged to long-time girlfriend, Carmen Sanchez, who is the daughter of the family that has sponsored Vincent from the very beginning, Rumor has it that there’s a baby on the way but not by the so-called fiancé, but another woman. Seems like young Santiago is in a bit of a pickle now, doesn’t it?” They laugh then and joke about said “other woman” meaning me, about how I’m a home wrecker and such.
I finally lose my shit and storm out the house, run to my car, and head towards the one place Vin will most likely be.

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I pull into the gym we went to when I first met Vincent almost two (whole) months ago. I cannot believe how fucked up this whole situation has become. I am no one’s whore and I refuse to be treated or referred to as such.

I’m so fired up that I storm through the glass doors and walk straight up to the ring where Vin is shadow boxing with Rico. It’s eerily quiet in here. I stand there and look at them.

“Hey there sweet thang, here to see me boo?” Rico asks, pretending to clean himself up. Vin tries to hit, but Rico laughs and moves out of the way. I smile at him and shake my head no, my eyes never falling away from Vin. “I don’t know why.. I can do things that will make you scream girl. You’re not playing fair when you show up here looking like that.” I turn my eyes to Rico just then to see him look me up and down and lick his lips. This man is just too much sometimes. I laugh at him and look back at Vin again. Then all of a sudden I’m back in my dorm room, moaning out in ecstasy sliding my fingers through his hair and kissing that lip tattoo. I can feel myself getting wet and I know I just fucked up.

I open my eyes and Vin is looking straight at me. Rico coughs then says, “Well I’m just going to go then.” He jumps out of the ring and takes off to wherever he’s going. I don’t care though, because damn Vin is sexy.

He moves so slowly towards me that I cannot even think if I’m imagining the fire in his eyes or if I’m just stuck in a trance where this should be happening. He climbs through the ropes and stops right in front of me. I take a minute to just breathe him in, smell that sweaty manly smell that just radiates off him in hot waves. I move my eyes along his tribal tattoos down his abs of steel to that happy trail that goes straight to what got me in this situation in the first place. I slowly make my ways back up taking in those arms that once not too long ago strained bulging with those tight muscles as he pushed into me over and over again, and finally I reach his eyes. Oh lord those beautiful eyes. “I hope he has your eyes.” I whisper, than back up a step because, I did it again, fucking speaking out loud before I can contain my thoughts. He looks deep into my eyes then down to my stomach. He reaches out and touches it lightly with his finger-tips.

“What are you doing here?” he asks in a gentle tone. “I could have sworn after yesterday you would stay far away from me.” He looks sad, but I don’t understand. As if sensing my thoughts he speaks again. “I spent all last night thinking about us when we were kids, then up until yesterday when I thought I could just move on from you after what we did, then you showing up telling me you’re pregnant. You have to know I didn’t mean for this to happen, but I am happy it happened with you. You were once a friend to me and I missed you when we never came back to visit you, if I had remembered who you were that day I showed up to your dorm, I would have done everything differently, but I’m not mad about this at all.” He’s still tracing my stomach, but now it’s with his whole hand.

I don’t know what to say, but seeing him so open to me right now, feeling him touching our baby, maybe it’s even the fucking crazy hormones, I don’t care. His eyes tell me a different story of what he wants, and it’s then I make a decision that I may regret.

I lean into him and he reaches for me at the same time, We must both be on the same page because when we connect it’s like a bomb has just unleashed fury on our tongues, Suddenly I’m swept up into his arms, my hands go into his hair, and legs go around his waist. His hands grab my ass and pull me tighter to him and we’re walking. I don’t give a shit where he takes me I just need to get him inside of me. He turns down a hallway and pushes open a door, a lock clicks behind us and he never breaks the kiss as water turns on and we’re tearing each other’s clothes off. My shirt goes flying over my head and we break apart just to enough to get it all the way off, my bra comes next, he sets me down to remove the yoga pants I still had on from moving all day, no panties, thank goodness I keep my area waxed.

He drops his shorts and I swear somewhere angels just sang because there in front of me is the most beautiful sight I have ever seen I felt those piercings last time, but this time, oh my they are quite the sight to see, and I want to feel all of them inside of me. I look up at him expecting to see him smirking because I was basically just staring at his dick like it was no tomorrow and it was my only source of life. But, no he’s looking at my tits, I have noticed they seem to be swelling I mean they were already freaking huge and I’m a small girl so I know he’s probably in tit heaven right now, ha yea I know they nice.

Finally he comes closer to me and we back up into the spray, he leans down and starts kissing my neck around my collar bone and back up to my jaw line. I can’t even begin to think of why I was mad at him in the first place with the things he’s doing to my body. He trails his tongue down and take my right nipple and laves it until it’s a pointy peak then sucks it into his mouth and bites down, hard. I moan out in pleasure at the feel of the pain when he then moves and does the same to the next one, I can’t keep my whimpers to myself and soon I’m panting. He licks both one more time before venturing south running his tongue around my belly button then spreading kisses all over my stomach, I’m running my finger lightly through his hair and looking at him loving the baby we both know is cocooned there. He looks at me and smiles then his grin turns into something more intense as he lifts my leg unto his shoulder. Two of his fingers run lightly through my folds and spreads them far apart. I’m just waiting for him to take his fill and get to the fun part.

He lightly runs the tip of his tongue around my clit before sucking it into his mouth, I’m squirming because the build-up is coming way too quickly. Right when I think it’s about to come one finger starts pumping into me and I scream out as I feel the liquid start rushing though my core. He has his tongue to my opening lapping at the sweetness coming out while using his thumb to circle my clit; I can’t take anymore and try to move away but he inserts his tongue into me and starts fucking me with it like there’s not anything more he would like to do. I start screaming as another round of thrumming starts in my belly and runs up and down my body I’m literally making a Mariah Carey soundtrack with the screams coming from me now.

“Vin..ahh..ok..ok…yes yes yes!!!” I can’t help it anymore; just kill me already; I didn’t know it could be this good.

He finally lets my leg go and stands still holding my hips, I feel like I’m floating and don’t want to come down from the high he just set out in my body. “I’m not done baby, hold on to me.” He rasps as he picks me up by the ass and leans me back into the wall. I grab his shoulders for support and feel him slide his hand down and stroke himself. I can’t take my eyes off the sight because, fuck that’s hot.

“”Open up baby.” He teases my entrance, and I know this probably is going to hurt seeing as we’ve only done this one other time, and you see how that turned out. But, nevertheless I comply and watch him as he eases into me, without the condom I feel every inch, piercing, and vein throbbing into me. I watch and watch and watch until every last inch is rooted deep, and he just stills. I glance at him and he is face is contorted, looks like pain. “Hey, you ok?” I ask him. Worried I’m doing something wrong. I feel a throb and my inner muscles clench around him.

“Oh, gods please don’t do that!” He growls looking up at me, so I do it again. “Fuuuucccckk!” He then reels back and slams into me. I scream out because shit it feels good, I feel everything and he just keeps moving faster and harder. I don't care if we’re fucking; it’s like we were meant for just this, if we have no relationship, if we never work out, if this is the last time, I know we were supposed to be here right now doing exactly what our bodies were made for. He lifts my legs up with his elbows underneath my thighs and keeps at it, he’s not stopping, and if there’s a God out there I’m praying he never does. “Oh baby, your pussy is so fucking tight, I want to live in it all day, fuck you feel so fucking good..fuck…so..tight.” He’s panting and if it weren’t for the water I’m pretty sure he would be sweating too.

“Yes Vin! Give it to me baby, don’t fucking stop, you feel soooooooo gooooodddd.” Then he rotates his hips and the top of his piercing hits my gspot. I have heard of this feeling and I’m positive I climaxed last time we did this, but this is unlike anything I have ever felt before. I’m blacking out, screaming, and then light shines down, birds are singing, and my ears start ringing. I come so fucking hard I start speaking in tongues.
“Oh…my…don’t…stop…right…there…yes…Vin…I…love…you!!” Then he slams into one more time, grunts, and holds my legs back around his waist as he slides us down the wall.

We dress not saying anything. I think what I didn’t mean to say has freaked both of us out, I don’t love him, I barely even remember him from our childhood, but my mouth was in the land of the O and she was taking prisoners. She grabbed his dick and rode that shit like a bull and splat shit out she shouldn’t have said. When we walk out the shower room, we come face to face with Carmen and Rico. Carmen looks pissed while Rico is smirking and trying not to laugh right now. Fuck my life already. Now I’m pissed all over again, because I just did the unthinkable and was caught doing it, again.

“WHAT.THE.FUCK?!” She screams at the top of her lungs. “After everything we talked about yesterday you have the audacity to fuck her again? Did you hear nothing? Learn nothing? Or should I make myself clearer? When we discussed this tramp ass bitch we both agreed she was a nuisance that would be compensated and dealt with in court. But, you go and stick it in her again, and not only did you do that, but I heard everything! You didn’t even hear me pounding on the fucking door, did you?!!! Too busy getting your shit wet to realize I was right outside. You knew I’d be here and you did it anyways.” She’s definitely on a role. But she just confessed they would “deal” with me in court and if that’s not a slap to the face I don’t know what is.

Rico looks at me with an apology in his eyes and mouths to Vin, “I tried to stop her.” Shaking his head he turns to leave.

“You should go, and don’t stop by here without letting me know again. This was a mistake, and it won’t happen again. I’ll be in touch for doctor’s appointments. Oh, and Carmen will be attending them as well so don’t make a scene when she shows up with me please.” Vin says all this never looking at me nor at her. His eyes are on the floor. His voice isn’t commanding, it’s soft, but I just can’t deal with this anymore.