Authors: Sara Craven
foisted on her, and believing that she
was immune from passion's arbitrary
demands. Now she knew differently, and
much good might it do her, she thought
bleakly.
They were emerging on to a track which
actually looked as if it was used. It was
dusty and pitted with stones, and there
were the marks where wheels had
passed. At the sound of their horses'
hooves, a scrawny chicken flew across
the road in front of them and vanished
into the undergrowth with an indignant
squawk, and somewhere up ahead of
them a dog began to bark.
A few yards more and they would be in
sight of the house, she realised
thankfully, as it registered with her just
how tired and generally grimy she felt.
From what she could see as they passed
it did not look as if the
finca
was part of
a large plantation. She could see no
signs of large-scale banana or coffee
cultivation anywhere. She hoped that the
owners would not be too poor, or find
offering them hospitality too much of a
burden, because she felt as if she might
drop out of the saddle with weariness.
Even as the thought came to her, the
bushes parted and a man carrying a hoe
on his shoulder stepped out on to the
road. For a moment he stared at Vitas as
if he did not believe his eyes, then leapt
forward, his teeth gleaming in a broad
grin, uttering a shout that could only have
been of welcome.
She watched as Vitas swung himself out
of the saddle to return the greeting. The
conversation which followed was in
Spanish and too rapid for her to catch
more than a word here and there, but she
guessed that Vitas was being asked to
explain why he was there and why he
was leading an extra horse laden with
baggage. Rachel gathered that he must
often use this
finca
as a stopping-off
place. The two men walked ahead
leading the horses, and she followed on
behind, resentment boiling up inside her.
Apart from one brief glance, the
newcomer had paid her no attention
whatsoever, and Vitas had made no
move to introduce her or bring her into
the conversation. Whatever they were
discussing, their heads so close together,
their voices low and serious, had to be
man's talk, she thought impatiently.
She caught her breath as the house itself
came in sight. It was little more than a
shack, with a corrugated iron roof, and a
broad rather shaky verandah running its
full-length. There was some kind of
stove on the verandah and a plump
woman was bending over it absorbed in
cooking. She wore the cotton dress and
all-encompassing overall that Rachel
had noticed the women wearing back in
Asuncion, and her hair was plaited and
wound round the top of her head. At the
sound of approaching voices she looked
up and gave a little crow of delight,
throwing down the spoon she was using
and jumping down from the verandah
with a fair turn of speed to throw herself
into Vitas' arms.
From the doorway Rachel saw two
dark-eyed
children
watching
the
approaching cavalcade intently. She
swallowed. The house barely looked big
enough to house the little family. There
certainly couldn't be room for them as
well.
She reined in her horse and sat staring at
the tumbledown building. Vitas came
and stood looking up at her.
'These are my good friends Ramon and
Maria,' he said. 'They speak no English,
so you will have to take my word for it
that they welcome you to their house.'
She said in a low voice, 'But we can't...'
'We cannot what?' He was frowning, his
face, his whole stance grim and
unyielding.
'They have so little,' she whispered. 'We
can't intrude— take from them.'
'Por Dios!
' he breathed furiously. 'You
are an expert at the insult,
chica,
but you
will sharpen your claws on me alone.
You will not hurt Maria by implying that
her house is not good enough for a
haughty
Inglesa.
Now get down from
your horse before I drag you from it and
administer the beating you so richly
deserve!'
Rachel descended hastily, sending him a
fulminating glance. So he thought her
hesitation had been prompted by disdain
instead of concern, she raged inwardly.
Well, damn him to hell and back and let
him think what he wanted! She walked
past with her nose in the air to greet her
host and hostess and spoiled the effect
by tripping over a stone in the road and
nearly falling flat on her face. Vitas
stood watching her performance acidly,
but Ramon and Maria rushed to her side
chirruping with distress, and tugging her
towards the verandah and the ancient
cane rocking chair which stood there.
And there she was ensconced like
visiting
royalty
while
Vitas
accompanied Ramon and Maria into the
house. If he had private things to say to
them, he might as well have discussed
them in front of her, she thought crossly.
But she had to admit that it was a relief
to be able to sit still on something that
only moved if she really wanted it to.
There was even a fan of sorts on a
rickety table just within reach, and she
waved it gently to and fro, enjoying the
faint draught on her face.
She had lost track of the route they were
taking. Its twists and turns and ups and
downs combined with her own tortuous
thoughts had finally defeated her, but the
heat humidity told her they were back at
a lower level again. She had closed her
eyes, but she opened them again with a
start when she felt a light tap on her arm.
One of the children was standing beside
her, holding a glass containing fruit juice
of some kind.
'
Muchas gracias.''
Rachel accepted the
glass, and tried to remember her phrase
book Spanish for 'What is your name?'
and 'How old are you?' But the little girl
giggled shyly, putting her hands over her
mouth and backed away.
Rachel sipped her juice. It was
amazingly cool, and probably chock-full
of germs, she thought pessimistically.
But at least a sharp bout of dysentery
would be one way of preserving her
from Vitas' embraces.
She heard a footfall beside her and all
her senses jangled.
He said coolly, 'Maria is going to cook
us some
empanadas,
but she wants me to
ask you if you would like to have a bath.'
He saw her give a startled look around
her and went on sardonically, 'You are
quite right, of course. There is no
bathroom, but there is a tub, and Maria
has also offered to wash our clothes.'
'But we can't let her do all this for us,'
she protested.
His brows slanted together. 'Why not?'
'I should have thought it would have
been obvious,' she said hotly. 'It may be
part of your system to exploit people, but
it isn't mine.'
'Maria does not consider herself to be
exploited,' he said. 'And as for you,
Raquel, I warn you now you will pay in
full
for
any
further
unpleasant
insinuations that you make about me.'
She decided to ignore the last part of his
remarks. 'I wonder what Maria feels
about that,' she said. 'Of course, as she
conveniently doesn't speak English, I
can't ask her. But do you really think she
enjoys living here in the back of beyond
in a house that looks as if it would blow
down in the next stiff breeze and—and
no proper sanitation?'
'Thus speaks the spoiled child of the
affluent
West.'
He
gave
her
a
contemptuous look. 'And yes, she does
enjoy it, you cold, selfish little bitch.
And do you know why? Because Ramon
is her man and her heart belongs to him.
Wherever he went, she would follow.
Whatever life he led, she would choose
to lead also. In your countries of quick
divorces, you seem to have forgotten that
marriage is a sacrament that lasts until
death.'
'It seems odd to hear you preaching
about
marital
fidelity,'
she
said
sarcastically. 'From what I was told in
Asuncion, you specialised in married
ladies.'
'Then you should not believe all you
hear,
querida
,'
he
returned,
too
pleasantly. 'You have a tongue like a
scorpion's sting. I think I shall be forced
to commence your taming with a sound
thrashing.'
She got to her feet in one swift, angry
movement, oblivious of the fruit juice
which splashed on to her dusty jeans.
'You'll never tame me, Vitas de
Mendoza, no matter how many ways you
think of to degrade me.' She was
surprised to hear how steady her voice
sounded. 'Because I'm my own person,
and I belong to no one else. I can close
my mind against you, and nothing that
you say or do can reach me.'
He shrugged. 'If the behaviour I have
seen recently comes from this "own
person" then I am not sure that I want to
reach you,' he said icily. 'Do you wish
me to tell Maria that you don't want to
bathe?'
She bent her head, staring down at the
rough planking beneath her feet, fighting
a desire to cry. 'No—I'd love a bath,' she
said in a low voice. 'Shall—shall I come
now?'
'No, she will call you presently.' He
turned and went back into the dark
interior of the house.
Rachel sank back again on to her chair,
her legs shaking under her. What
madness had prompted her to say the
things she had? she wondered in
desolation. She had wanted to hurt him,
but all her barbs had rebounded on
herself. She sighed. It seemed that no
matter what she said or did, in the end
she would be the one who was
wounded.
She might still be able to evade his
embraces, but even so there was no use
in pretending that she would travel back
to England heartwhole. Even if she was
not forced to share his bed, she knew she
would not be able to forget him. In a
matter of days, her life, her ideals had
been turned upside down, and she would
have to live with the reality of that long
after she had left Colombia behind.
She had no idea how long she remained
on the verandah, staring into space and
seeing nothing, but at length she roused
herself. She stood up, glancing down
with distaste at her sticky jeans. Perhaps
she would take up Maria's offer of
laundry after all. And she would
certainly take up that offer of a bath.
Surely it would be ready by now?
Perhaps Maria had been calling her
while she sat on the verandah dreaming
impossible dreams.
She went into the house and found
herself in a large square room. No
matter how primitive the conditions, the
cleanliness was almost fierce, she
realised as she looked around her. The
furniture was sparse, and much of it
looked home-made, and the rough walls
were covered in gaudy pictures, some
obviously cut from magazines, and
others of a religious nature. On adjacent
walls, hectically coloured prints of the
Sacred Heart and Our Lady of Sorrows
glowered at each other. .
The room was empty, and she called
tentatively. Almost at once a door at the
back of the room opened and Maria
appeared
smiling
broadly,
and
beckoning.
Rachel went towards her.
'Donde esta el
bano
?' she began doubtfully, but she
must have made her meaning clear