Authors: Sara Craven
She stared back down into the valley,
straining her eyes for the distant glint of
water to show where the river crawled
far beneath. She would get a better view,
she realised, if she climbed up on one of
the boulders. Vitas was a little distance
away, his back turned, attending to the
horses. She was about to call out to him
and tell him what she intended, but she
stopped herself just in time.
For
heaven's
sake,
she
muttered
inwardly, I don't need his approval—
and there were certainly no difficulties
about climbing the rock itself. There
were plenty of hand and footholds, and
the summit seemed to provide a ledge
for her to stand on. She wedged her foot
in a crevice, tried it experimentally to
see that it would bear her weight and not
crumble away, then began to climb.
She was almost at the top, her hand
reaching up to grasp the ledge and haul
herself up on to the summit, when she
heard Vitas shout something behind her.
Instinctively she froze, turning her head,
to see him racing across the grass
towards her. He was carrying a machete
in his hand, the sun glinting on its long
blade, and for one terrified moment she
thought he had gone mad. And then she
heard something else, just above her
head—a slither, and a low sibilant hiss.
'Don't move, you little fool!' His voice
was hoarse as it reached her. 'There
could be a snake on that ledge. They
choose such places ...'
'There is,' she said dry-mouthed. 'Oh,
God, there is.'
The machete went spinning out of his
hand to fall a safe distance away. He
said, 'Jump. Jump, and I'll catch you.'
She said very slowly, 'I—I don't think I
can move.'
'Yes, you can,
querida.'
His voice was
harsh and authoritive. 'Just let yourself
go. Trust me.'
Rachel wanted to laugh hysterically at
the very idea, but no sound came from
her throat except a little moan and,
without thinking any more, she did as he
said and dropped off her insecure perch
into his arms. She felt them close around
her as he staggered backwards, knocked
off balance by the sudden impact. The
next thing she knew she was lying on top
of him in the grass, and his arms were
still holding her.
'Did I hurt you?' she asked awkwardly.
She made an abortive attempt to
scramble to her feet.
'Winded me a little, perhaps. There is
more to you than I thought,
chica.'
She flushed and made another attempt to
struggle free of his restraining arms. 'I'm
sorry.'
'But I am not,' he murmured wickedly.
'What were you doing climbing that
rock?'
'I wanted to see the view properly.'
'It was nearly the last thing you ever did,'
he said grimly. 'You are not strolling in
your English Lake District now, Raquel.
And your quiet approach would have
startled the snake. That is when they are
most
dangerous—when
they
are
frightened.'
It embarrassed and unnerved her to be
lying almost completely on top of him,
her face just inches from his. She
lowered her gaze and stared almost
mesmerically at the silver medallion he
wore at his throat. She had thought it
was one of the cheap religious medals
she had seen for sale in Asuncion, but
now as she looked closer she saw that it
seemed to be some kind of animal
instead, almost heraldic in conception,
and she found herself wondering where
it had come from. It looked older and
considerably more valuable than she had
at first assumed too.
'Well,' she said after a pause, with inane
brightness, 'I have to thank you once
more for coming to my rescue.'
'Graciously spoken,' he murmured, a
thread of laughter underlying the words.
'But I was hoping you would express
your gratitude in a more tangible way.'
'Oh.' She hoped it was the fact that she
was lying full-length which was making
it so difficult to breathe suddenly.
'Kiss me,
querida
,' he whispered
huskily.
She said with a little gasp, 'No—you
can't ask that.'
'Oh, but I can—and I do.' One hand came
up and tangled in her hair, propelling her
head forward. When their lips were the
merest breath apart, he paused.
'Well?' he prompted softly.
Rachel was silent, her eyes searching the
harsh planes and angles of his face,
noticing how the black eye-patch made a
sombre slash against the bronze of his
skin. His mouth was firm, its essential
hardness somewhat alleviated by the
slightly sensual curve of his lower lip,
and she could remember—oh, how well
she remembered—how it had felt against
her own—its warmth, its demand. A
long, betraying shiver ran through her,
and she felt his other hand slide a long
sensuous trail down her back to the base
of her spine.
If she wanted to be free of him, all she
had to do was jerk her body sideways
and roll away from him on to the grass.
If she wanted to be free.
'Vitas,' she whispered pleadingly.
'I like to hear my name on your lips,' he
said softly. 'Now let me feel my mouth
there also.'
With a little inarticulate sound, she bent
her head the necessary hairsbreadth, her
lips shyly caressing the firm contours of
his. She would have drawn back again
almost at once, but the imprisoning hand
in her hair held her close. His mouth
was parting, inviting her to a deeper,
more intimate exploration, and she was
powerless to resist him. Sky and grass
were beginning to swing in a dizzying
arc as she fought for her last remnants of
self-control.
His caressing hand freed her shirt from
the waistband of her jeans and slid
beneath to rest against the warm skin of
her back. She made a little sound deep in
her throat as his hand began to move,
stroking, teasing, discovering every
sensitive spot along her spine until she
moved, pressing herself convulsively
against him. His own response was
immediate and unequivocal, giving her
potent evidence of the desire she had
aroused in him in her turn. With one
swift, lithe twist of his body, he moved
so that she was lying beneath him, their
mouths still pressed together as if they
would drink each other dry.
His other hand disentangled itself from
her hair to stroke her cheek and the
curve of her jaw, and then move slowly
but inexorably down her throat to the
neckline of that primly buttoned shirt.
Without haste, he began to unfasten the
buttons.
A voice she hardly recognised as her
own said, 'No!' And her hands came up
to thrust against his chest and push him
away from her.
'What's the matter,
querida?'
His voice
was husky with that hint of laughter in its
depths, but his uneven breathing
betrayed him. 'Does nudity in the
afternoon also disturb you?'
If he undid one more button then she
would be bare to the waist, and he
would touch her breasts and kiss them,
and she would be totally, utterly lost.
'It's your technique that disturbs me,
senor'
she said bitingly. 'Don't you think
it's getting a little shop-soiled by now?'
She felt the blaze of anger in him and
tensed, but his only reaction was to roll
away from her, his hands releasing her
as if they had been touching something
unclean.
'An interesting theory,
senorita
.' His
voice was quiet, but there was a note in
it which seemed to sear its way along
her nerve-endings. 'You'll be given
every opportunity to test it out
completely when we get to Diablo.'
He got to his feet, brushing dust and
blades of grass from his clothes, and
walked away to where the horses were
waiting, leaving her, crushed and
desolate, to stumble to her feet alone.
CHAPTER SIX
Rachel could hardly believe her eyes
when she saw the thin trail of smoke
rising out of the trees in front of them.
Civilisation, she realised incredulously.
Or at least civilisation of a type. Her
spirits rose, but there was little else they
could do, she thought wryly. Certainly
they couldn't sink any further than they
had done already after this hideous,
silent day in the saddle.
The silence between them as they rode
had been an almost physical thing,
brooding and full of hostility. More than
once she had begun to wish she had
never said what she did, but at the time it
had been an urgent necessity to stop
Vitas making love to her for all kinds of
good and sound reasons, which still
applied, she reminded herself.
Well, she'd succeeded in part at least.
He'd stopped making love to her, but she
hadn't managed to deter him from his
ultimate aim of possessing her, and that
was going to be the really damaging
consequence.
He had frightened her, she thought.
Frightened her by the way he could make
her feel, by his controlled strength when
he touched her and that strange
gentleness which had seemed to restrain
his passion as if he sensed he was
leading her down paths which she had
never trodden before.
Well, she had killed all that stone dead,
she thought drearily. And what could she
expect in its place? A soulless taking,
she supposed. To be used until his anger
and the desire that drove him were
satiated. And if his love-making had
frightened her, then the thought of being
the toy of his sexual expertise drove her
to the edge of panic.
She found herself wondering what
would have happened if she had yielded
to each clamouring instinct back there on
the mountainside and surrendered to him.
They would probably still have been
there together, she thought, or if they had
decided to continue with their journey,
then the silence between them would
have been a very different thing. And
maybe they would not have been
planning to spend the night at the
finca
they were approaching—she had already
caught a glimpse of its roof among the
clustering greenery—but would have
pitched the tent somewhere and slept in
each other's arms in its cramped interior.
Her throat tightened ominously and she
found she-was blinking back tears. Oh
God, she thought, this can't be happening
to me. I don't want it to happen. I came
here to establish that I was my own
person, that I was in control. That I'm
more than just a face and a body and a
mass of jangled emotions. I wanted to
prove to Grandfather that I could cope as
well as a man if that was what he
wanted. And I can't even pretend he
didn't warn me, although he can't ever
have imagined my landing in a situation
like this.
Not that she'd ever imagined it herself.
In a way Leigh's Ice Maiden taunt had
been a defence behind which she had
been content to hide and lick her
wounds, and tell herself she didn't have
to be ashamed because she was not
promiscuous. What nice safe illusions
she had harboured about herself! she
thought bitterly. Until temptation existed,
how much did anyone know about their
own weaknesses?
One thing she knew now. If Leigh's
lovemaking had ever kindled within her
one spark of the flame which consumed
her at Vitas' lightest touch, then she
would have been his mistress long ago.
As it was, she'd let her own indifference
fool her into accepting the image he had