Forced Out of the Darkness (14 page)

This night was more
about Monti than about Cameron. Monti needed to be wanted. He needed to be with
Cameron. He knew he would do whatever it would take to keep this man in his bed
even if it meant for him to worship Cameron while he was in bed. Monti worked
Cameron up to the edge and then let him come back down multiple times until
Cameron could not take it. He was getting sore but his body wanted more.

“You gonna give me that
nutt?” Monti asked.

“Yes, where do you want
it?”

“All over your stomach
and chest.”

With the go-ahead,
Monti took Cameron in deep. He was sucking Cameron at the same time he was
jacking him. It was not too much longer when Cameron’s testicles drew up in his
scrotum sack and his hips retracted. Monti knew what was coming next as he took
Cameron’s sex out of his mouth. He worked the head of Cameron’s sensitive sex
bringing Cameron to a climax. Cameron had a deep orgasm that shook him to the
core of his being while his cum shot up and hit him on his chin. Cameron came
so hard that he had a trail of cum from his chin down to his navel. Monti
smiled as he watched Cameron’s body lie there completely yielding to the
pleasure of release. Cameron had beads of sweat on his forehead as he was
trying to catch his breath but his orgasm continued.

Monti then took his
hand and wiped the cum off of Cameron’s stomach and chest.

“Where do you want my
nutt?” He asked.

“On my stomach and
chest.” Cameron replied.

He got up and straddled
Cameron at his hip as he continued to stroke his swollen manhood. Monti began
to stroke his stiff dick using Cameron’s cum as lube. Cameron watched him as he
jacked himself. Monti used long strokes up and down his entire shaft. You could
see his sex glistening from Cameron’s cum. Monti was hot and turned on as he
increased the speed of his hand. He was breathing hard as his body began to
twitch. Cameron knew that Monti’s release was imminent so he reached up and
squeezed Monti’s nipple. The added sensation of his nipple played with was all
Monti needed. He let out a sound as if he had just gotten punched in the
stomach and his body contorted with spastic rhythms as his sex spilled its load
on Cameron’s stomach and chest. Monti stayed straddled across Cameron’s hips as
he had a few orgasmic aftershocks. Once he regained his composure, he bent down
and kissed Cameron again.

            Monti rolled over on his back after they finished. Cameron
laid his head on Monti’s chest. The cum between them was still hot as they
allowed themselves to be vulnerable. Within a few moments, they were both sound
asleep as Gladys Knight said “
It's sad to think, we're not gonna make it.
” She sang
Neither One of us
as if it was the last time she would sing it the two slept like they were the last
couple in the world.

Chapter Nineteen

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A couple
days later Cameron was on his layover. Monti called Cameron so they could continue
their discussion about the state of the relationship.
“We’ve been together
for two months.” Monti stated.

“Yeah, it’s been a nice
time.” Cameron replied.

“So, where do you want
this to go?”

“I am just enjoying the
ride. You are a cool guy but I feel that there is something you are keeping
from me. I have not met any of your family or friends.”

“You are enjoying the
ride huh?”

“Yes I am so far but I
have something that is not letting me go full steam ahead.”

“What is blocking you
from moving forward?”

“I just feel that there
is something that is not yet complete with you. Something that just makes me
cautious. It is hard to put my finger on it but when I do, I will know what it
is.”

“Prayerfully that will
change soon.”

“Oh, really…how so?”

“Just be ready for it
when it happens.”

“I am ready when you
are.” Cameron said. “Let me get going, I have to get to work for my flight
today.”

After a month of
dating, Monti was spending more and more time at Cameron’s townhouse. Cameron
even gave Monti a key to the townhouse. Their relationship seemed to be taking
off, despite Cameron’s reservations. Though they never had a definitive
conversation about the status of their relationship, they both allowed it to
morph into what they were seeing before their eyes. After day two of Cameron’s trip,
Monti called Cameron.

“How was your flight?”

“It was ok. I am glad
the day is over.”

“I understand. I have a
question for you. When are we going to get rid of our A4A accounts?” Monti
inquired.

“I am ok with that. Have
you deleted your account already?”

“Yeah, I did it
already.”

“Alright, I’ll do it,
too.” Cameron replied. “How was your day?”

“My day was ok. I am
just finishing up these classes.”

“I understand what you
are talking about. I remember when I was finishing up my undergrad. Just keep
going and you will be alright. I can’t wait to see you graduate. You worked
hard and it is an accomplishment.”

“Thanks man. I can’t
wait to be done. I have to get my Ph.D.”

“You are already
thinking about your Ph.D.? You have not gotten your undergrad yet. Take it one
degree at a time.”

“I know what you are
saying; I just want to get this degree so I can put Dr. Monti Burroughs on my
business cards.”

“You had better hit
those books so that you can get done. I am going to turn in because I have an
early flight in the morning to I make my way back to Detroit.”

“Ok. Good night.”

“Night.”

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Cameron laid down in
the layover hotel bed; however his mind was not allowing him to get any rest. He
tossed and turned all night. He had a long day ahead of him with four flights
the next day. He needed something to help him find some form of sleep so he
turned on the radio and found an R&B station that would help him slow his
mind down. Even the music didn’t help this time. This was going to be a long
night for him. Something in his mind was not letting the conversation with
Monti go but Cameron could not figure out what it was he was supposed to get
from this uneasiness.

Monti knew that he and
Cameron just had a conversation about the online hook-up site. He knew that
Cameron said that he would delete his account. He also knew that he told
Cameron that he had already deleted his account. Monti’s mind wondered how he
would know if Cameron deleted his account, if his was deleted. Monti devised a
plan to make sure that he was not being played. He went to the Yahoo server and
created another email account. With that new account, he went to the A4A site
and created a new account with the handle ‘theblkgod’.

Once the new account
was set up, he logged into his old account and inactivated the account. His
insecurities would not let him rest on the word of Cameron. He had to know what
was going on. He didn’t want anyone to get anything over on him. Monti tried to
sleep but he could not help but think about what or who Cameron was doing. At
about 2:45 am, Monti finally found some rest, but that was short lived when the
nightmare came back again. He got up and turned on the television. He had
watched the local news multiple times earlier in the day so he turned on CNN to
see what was going on in the world.

Cameron’s alarm went
off at 5:15 am. He had an hour to get ready and be downstairs for pick-up with
the crew. He lay there in the bed as he thought about the conversation with
Monti last night. He picked up his laptop from the nightstand and powered it
up. Once it came up, he logged into his A4A account ‘Sex_e_Cam’. He saw the
email indicator light up with a ‘3’ in parenthesis, which indicated that he had
messages waiting for him. Cameron loved the attention that he got from the guys
on the site. Even though he didn’t plan on meeting most of them, the constant
compliments helped Cameron deal with his self-esteem issues.

The last email he got
to was from a new member with the handle ‘theblkgod’. The description sounded
good to Cameron; he could not see the photo because the administrator was still
approving it. He opened up the email.

Hey man, I just checked
you out. You look like the type of guy I could be with. Are you down? Are you
single? I can keep a secret if you need to but I am interested in getting to
know you a whole lot better. Hit me up.

Cameron smiled knowing
that he still had it. He was closing out of the email without responding, the
email indicator light came on again. He went back in it and there was this new
guy again. He clicked on the profile to see where this guy was from.

Are you going to
respond to my email? I think you are fine as hell and I wanna get to know you
better.

Cameron thought this
guy was persistent. He decided to respond to the message.

Hey man, thank you, I
was not going to respond but because you are here now and a little persistent,
I guess I will say hi.

Almost immediately
another email came through.

What is up man? When
are you going to give me some time? Are you single?

Responded the mystery
man.

I could give you some
time but I am not sure that you would be worth it. I am not officially in a
committed relationship but I am not single either.

The game of cat and
mouse was continuing and Cameron got excited because he liked playing hard to
get. He had no intention of meeting this guy but didn’t want to turn him
completely off either. He never knew what was up with Monti and he wanted to
keep his options open, even though he was prepared to delete his account.

So let’s meet sometime
soon. I can keep a secret and won’t tell your guy nuffin. I probably don’t know
him anyway so your secret is safe with me.

This guy was laying it
on thick, but Cameron was not going to bite. He clicked on the account settings
icon and his phone started to ring.

“Hey Cameron. What’s
going on?”

“Nothing Monti.”
Cameron replied. “I am about to get up here and get in the shower and get
dressed for work.”

“How long have you been
up?”

“Not too long, why?”

“When are you just
going to be straight up with me?”

The buzzer that
indicated a new email on the site rang.

“What was that?” Monti
asked.

“My computer making
some sounds.” Cameron replied as he turned down the volume on the laptop. He
clicked on the email icon to read:

You just gonna play me
like that. Why won’t you be honest? I am talking to you on the phone.

“You got busted!” Monti
said.

“Busted? I didn’t get
busted. Monti, why do you play so many mind games? I logged on to delete my
account and I wanted to clear up any outstanding emails.”

“You are not in an
‘official’ relationship? What does that mean?”

“Monti, look I was just
having a conversation with a complete stranger. I didn’t have any intention of
meeting this guy or even continuing the conversation. I was in the process of
deleting my account when you called.”

“You just telling me what
you think I want to hear.”

As Cameron listened to
what Monti was rambling on about…it dawned on him.

“Wait a fucking minute!
You are the one that said you deleted your account. Don’t turn this shit on me.
You are the sneaky one. You deleted one account and then created a completely
new one.”

Monti heard the
irritation in Cameron’s voice. He knew that he had to say something to smooth
over the situation. He knew that he was wrong in the situation. “I just wanted
to know that you did what you said you had done. That’s all.”

“I said I would do it. You
could have just asked me. Sneaking around and being a detective is a bunch of
bullshit. I have to go. I will talk to you later.”

With that, Cameron logged
off the computer and ended the phone call. He was pissed off and didn’t feel
like dealing with any passengers today. He looked at the clock to find out that
it was 5:36am. He knew that he had to take a long shower to relieve some of
this tension. He got up and turned on the shower and disappeared into the
steamy hot water. Cameron never knew a person like Monti before. He loved being
around him but knew that there was a shroud of secrecy and uncertainty around
him. Everything in his head said to leave him alone; however everything in
Cameron’s heart said play this out.

*  
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Monti called Dee
because he needed someone to talk to. Of all the people in Monti’s life, he
felt that he could be the most honest to Dee. “What’s up, Big Man?” Dee said as
he answered Monti’s call.