Manage Me (Toven's Circus #1) (9 page)

He nips, licks, tastes, and devours his way down my neck. His teeth clamping onto my ear causing a sharp sting that he soothes quickly by sucking it into his mouth. As he moves around, I discover my collar bone is particularly sensitive and I grab on to his dark hair to hold him there. I find tugging causes his grip to increase and his soft caresses become despite grabs.

A persistent knocking registers in my brain and I fight Jaden off. Stomping out of the kitchen and flipping open the door, I am startled to find another Gross Barbie, mid-knock.

"Can I help you?” I snap. Her eyes widen while she takes me in and a nasty sneer flashes across her thin hardened face.

"Run along and fetch Jaden for me." She pushes past me and I want to grab her by the hair extensions to yank her jelly filled ass back out the door.

"Sorry but he's not fit to see anyone right now." I grind out.

"Awe, so sweet. He’s always fit to see me." She says giving me a wink.

"Nell who is...Nat what are you doing here? I think my actions earlier were pretty clear." Jaden wonders out of the bedroom, jeans slung low on his hips, still no shirt. Nat, completely fitting name by the way, slaps on a seductive, pathetic, face as she slinks up to Jaden putting her hands on his chest.

"Mmm, I figured I'd give you another chance, knowing how much fun we always have together." She purrs, making me gage a little. Obviously the two of them have slept together and she must be from the club because we didn't go anywhere else tonight.

"Well Jaden, you definitely have a type, huh? I’ll talk to you in the morning.” I turn making my way to the door but Jaden’s bare feet slapping against the floor make me pause seconds before his arms wind around me.

I turn to look up at him, he's biting at his bottom lip, a worried look on his handsome face. Reaching out I grab his chin, pulling it up, and popping his lip from between his teeth, just like he did to me a few days ago. I smile up at him and he grins.

"You should really take better care of this lip." I say trying to be serious and sexy like he did but I can't help laughing, as heat floods his eyes again. He leans forward to catch my lips again, but I dodge and side step his advancement.

"Look, we really shouldn't do this. You clearly have a thing for an easy lay. I thought I might be, but I am not that, Jaden. We also have to live with each other for this tour, so sleeping together just seems like a bad idea." Turing away I head out the door and am pulling out my own key card putting into the slot of the door across from his, knowing sleep was going to be impossible with him so close.

Chapter 13

Jaden

Pressing my hands into her shirt, to find and need at her heavy breast, causing her to moan out my name. I rock my hips against her, feeling her heat burning my skin. I need to touch more of her and can't seem to move fast enough. Her bare skin just brushes mine when a ringing starts and I'm jerked awake. Laying on my back the first thing I see is the sheet popped up in a tent. Leaning over, I smack the alarm, I groan and pull a pillow over my head.

The bedroom doors fly open, "Why are you not up yet. Sound check is in half an hour, you smell like death, and really should shower. Again." And in whirls the star focus of my dream and cause of my popped tent. Before I can move, Nell yanks the sheet off me and I peek out from under the pillow to get a look at her shocked face when she shrieks, and turns her back to me.

"Uh, I'll, uh, be in the living room." She marches out, closing the door behind her. Chuckling at her, I get up, and stretch. Yep, I sleep naked and yes, Nell just saw it all. I should be embarrassed but I know I look fucking hot. I spend hours working out to look this way, so there is no sense feeling ashamed. Plus, maybe I am hoping it will make Nell ache for me, as much as I do for her.

I jump into the shower and decide to rub one out while thinking about her. When I am done re-washing the night off, I grab a towel, and decide I need Nell’s help picking out my clothes, and hopefully we fall into my bed. I secure the towel around my hips and make my way out into the suite. But I wasn't prepared to find Nell looking so pretty and sexy in a pair of short grey tweed shorts, show casing her long tan legs in a pair of neon green heels. She wears a black satin blazer covering most of her tattoos. She stands with her back towards me, looking out the window at the Willamette River. She must feel my eyes soaking her in because despite not making a sound, her shoulders tense, and she turns around.

Her eyes widen as she takes in my nakedness. With a cocked eyebrow she say, "Need something, Beast?" she asks with a smirk and I cringe. I remember last night, and I’ll never live that shit down. With hands on hips, she slowly saunters her way over to me, drawing my eyes to her erect nipples under her silk shirt. Telling me that she isn't wearing a bra. A string curses floats through my mind and I mentally start kicking myself trying to gain some control. I'm starting to think this chick isn't as innocent as I first thought. As she strides towards me, her hardened nipples sway with her movement, rubbing against the silk of her shirt, mesmerizing me and making me ache.

"J?" She's comes to a stop before me and reaches a single finger out to catch a drop of water running down the middle of my stomach. At her touch, my nostrils flare and I suck in a breath. My whole body starts to buzz, coming alive as her nail lightly drags across my skin. Without any warning she claps her hands twice in my face, snapping me back to the percent.

"Chop chop, we have to go!" She directs at me. I spin back around stomping into the bedroom to go get dressed, alone. 

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Rehearsal went well but I want to get away to clear my head before the show tonight. I need to clear my head of all this Nell crap. She fills up my head night and day, I just need to escape. I grab my leather jacket from my bunk, my sunglasses from the counter, and my wallet from a cup holder, I head towards the door noticing Nell's blonde head starting up. Before my brain can catch up and stop me I blurt,

"Wanna take a ride with me?"
Fuck that went well
.

Her eyes widen and she grins. "How many times have you used that line?" She laughs, making me frown.

"Never actually. I don't need lines, but if you don't want to go, I'll see you later." I start to walk around her but she grabs my arm.

"I didn't say I didn't want to go." She is so close, I can smell her fresh fruity scent.

"Grab a jacket," I'm about to continue my exit when I remember to look at her feet, "and put some boots on." Shaking my head at her strappy wedges, I notice she’s painted her toes a hot neon pink. Damn it, even her toes are sexy. I wasn't a foot guy but I want to suck on her toes, lick along her instep, and nip at her ankles. I've been staring at her feet for an awkward minute, her giggle shakes me out of my thoughts, and she walks away. "Tie your hair up, too." I choke out and head out to my bike. So much for taking a ride to get her out of my head.

I round up a second helmet, and some leather gloves in case her hands get cold. As I swing my leg over the seat, Nell exits the bus.

"Fuck me," I grumble to myself standing stupidly by my bike just ogling her. Her dark washed jeans are as tight as a second skin. She wears a black and white Bilt leather motorcycle jacket, black boots that reach her knees, and her hair is pulled back in a long ponytail.

"Ride before?" I ask eyeing her jacket. She shrugs her shoulder in response, grabs the helmet from my hand, and shoves it over her head. Puzzled by the lack of response; I climb on, start the bike, and I'm about to offer her a hand, when her hands hit my shoulders, she pulls herself on, and snuggles into my back making herself comfortable. My body tenses as her hand slide into my jacket pockets and I feel her warm center radiating into me from behind.

This was a horrible fucking idea.

Damn it, why did I ask her to come with me? The point of taking a ride was to allow my body to relax, and my mind to clear out. I also wanted to see my city that I’d been gone from for far too long.

"Ready!?" I yell and instead of yelling back she squeezes my waist. Letting off the break, I twist back the throttle and release the clutch at the same time. We race out of the lot heading towards one of my favorite places in Oregon that I am excited to share with Nell.

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Nell

It’s a warm sunny day, Jaden is a good driver, he weaves through the busy Portland streets, then out onto the highway. The wind causes Jaden's spicy sent to wrap around me, and I snuggle tighter into him. The vibrations of the bike is making it impossible not to focus on the buzz between my thighs and being so close to him, smelling him, having my arms wrapped tight around him, is making me want to burst. I've accepted that something is happening between us but refuse for it to interfere with my position as tour manager. Good or bad, our business relationship will stay separate.

We spend the day driving along the old scenic highway. Making several stops to explore the water falls, parks, and trails. The views are beautiful and I’m taken by surprise when we are stowing our jackets, Jaden pulls out a professional looking camera and starts taking pictures. He meanders about taking shots, forcing me to pose, and asking others to take shots of us together. Occasionally he is recognized by a fan and he is always beyond nice and grateful to them.

We have lunch at this stunning little historic place called The Viewpoint Inn. It’s perched on a cliff, high above The Columbia Gorge and the Columbia River. We wonder through the gardens in a quiet pace, making our way toward the railing at the top of the cliff.

Breaking the silence Jaden says, "So, how long have you been into music? And I don’t mean forced to play."

I smile thinking about my long term love affair with music, "Since forever. I am told by Nanny that I used to lay under my father’s grand piano as he would tinker out melodies. I would drag blankets and pillows underneath and usually fall sleep. Things kind of changed when I started learning myself. My love for music never changed though, just my ability to enjoy it with my parents. What about you, did you always dream of being a rock god?" Only mocking him a little.

His eyes lock intensely on to mine and a zing of excitement flows through me.  I start to slightly regret my snarkiness when he steps forward into my personal space. The wind kicks up from behind him lacing the cooling air with his spicy scent and a chill races across my skin.

“Cold? I can go get your jacket.” He whispers but I shake my head no, as the chill in the air has nothing to do with the tingle bunnies exploding along my body. With his eyes boring into mine, he leans forward, and his tongue darting out to wet his lips. My breathe catches, my mind goes blank in anticipation as my body erupts in a chaotic buzz.

"So you think I'm a rock god, huh?" His breath is tickling my cheek, my eyes flutter closed, and I lean a bit closer. When my chin is grasped and my lip yanked from my teeth, my eyes snap open. Jaden is laughing right in my face, "No, I wanted to be a WWE wrestler." and I go from buzzing to pissed to amused but this game of his was starting to wear on my nerves.

I step forward into his space locking my eyes on his, relishing when his body goes taught, and his eyes darken with lust. I run the nail of my index finger down the side of his neck, just below his ear, slowly down to his chest. Smiling my best seductive grin, I lift onto my tippy toes, which aligns our lips perfectly.

Jaden sucks in a breath just as my soft bottom lip brushes his, "Hmm spandex, guess you wouldn't look bad in something so tight." Stepping back, I turn to I make my way back to the bike. I’m reaching for my helmet when a hand grabs my arm, spins me around, and lips crash into mine. Heat floods my body and I barely notice I’m being lifted onto the bike. His hands are everywhere at once; in my hair, to my neck, down my bare arms, touching as much of me as he can. While my own have taken it upon themselves to slip under the hem of his shirt to explore the deep ridges of his stomach and chest. His taste is tangy and sweet from the fruit he ate at lunch. I nip at his bottom lip and he uses my hair to yank back my head exposing my neck for him to claim as his. Using everything from the scruff on his jaw, his lips, his tongue, and his teeth to make me wiggle beneath him.

I lean back along the gas tank, bringing my legs up to wrap around him, digging my boots into his ass, tugging him closer. He grinds his hips into my center making me moan. His hot wet mouth makes its way to my clavicle then into the V-neck of my cleavage, his hands now grasping and rubbing at my straining nipples. When he bites down on the soft mound, my breathe gasps out. His hands leave, making their way up my shirt to slip under my bra, when the sound of someone clearing there throat makes him pause. He turns his head, without moving his hands from my shirt, and looks up with a grin at the female waitress from the restaurant.

"Um... sorry to interrupt but, uh...some patrons are complaining about being able to...” She blushes deeply, "uh...see the show." She gestures to us with her hand.

"Whoops, sorry about that. Must have forgotten where we were." He tugs his hands from my shirt as he stands up. The bulge in his pants on full display while he blasts the offended patrons with a megawatt smile and a wave before grabbing my helmet and putting it on my head. He grabs his own, as the waitress disappears with a chuckle, and helps me turn around to my seat before climbing into his own. He starts the bike and we race out of the parking lot. I am only a little embarrassed but extremely grateful that she stopped us when she did. The second his lips hit mine all thought had fled my brain. Nothing else matters but him and we were a long ways from done.

We make our way back towards town. Holding on tight, my hands are crossed and resting just above his belt buckle. Rolling up to a stop light, Jaden drops his feet to the ground and wraps a big hand around my upper thigh. A move that feels both intimate and sends butterflies raging through my stomach. I slide my hand down, hooking my thumb on his belt buckle so I can stretch a pinky finger out, lightly dragging my nail along the inseam of his jeans. This small movement causes Jaden's upper body to jerk backward with a grunt and he squeezes my leg.

"Really!?" He growls turning his head, and shakes it when I laugh. He pulls my hands from his buckle and lays them on his chest, pulling my upper body closer, just as the light turns green. My nipples are hard and I know Jaden can feel them through our thin t-shirts. I slid both hands along his pecks and down to those washboard abs. I shift my breasts against his back shamelessly. I can feel a rumbling in his chest, and grin knowing that meant he was growling that sexy noise again. I squirm on the seat as the vibrations are pushing me closer to release.

We are driving down a winding back road, while I slowly explore Jaden's upper body. My wandering hands discover that he has not one but both nipples pierced. Something I didn’t notice before but maybe he didn’t have jewelry in. I desperately wanted to tug on them, but I didn't want to cause a wreck, so I playfully avoided them, for now.

We slow down and turn into a park entrance, the sign reading Oxbow Park. We pass an unmanned toll booth and head down a thick tree lined road. Jaden seemed to know exactly where he was going and after making several turns, pulls off into onto a dirt path.  The path leads us out onto a small sandy beach next to a river and Jaden kills the engine. He pulls his leg over and yanks his helmet off then mine, while I still straddle the bike watching him.

"Wow, this place is beau…”

“I’m done playing this game with you.” He cuts me off and attacks my mouth. His kiss is desperate now, my breath stolen. His hands yanking my shirt up, plunging forward into my cleavage, yanking the bra down, and feasting on my tightened nipple. My arms are trapped under my bra straps, so I grab at his hair, tugging and pulling him closer. I just want him closer, I want him everywhere.

My heart is racing and my body is pulsing with every beat. He switches to the other nipple but continues to rub and pinch the first one. I can feel his every touch rocket down into my center, while he brands my body with his kiss.

Jaden is kissing my lips gently now, stealing my panting breath, but I need to feel his skin against mine. Grabbing the hem of his shirt I tug it over his head, separating us for a second before he’s slamming back into me. Rubbing all his gloriously spicy scented skin against my own.

Chapter 14

Jaden

I don't care that we got caught at the restaurant, I don't care if we get caught now, I just need to touch her, I need to be inside her. I unclasp her bra, releasing her heavy tits into my waiting palms. Her skin was so soft and I swear I can smell her arousal.

I kiss my way down her neck, through the valley of her tits, along her flat belly, all while she continues to sit on my bike. Fuck she looks good on the back of my bike, like that spot was made for her. I slowly dip my tongue into her navel, like I would her pussy, and her hips jerk, making me grin. I know just where she really wants my tongue, dirty girl. Pulling her off the bike, I turn her back to me, while kissing her neck. Releasing the button of her jeans, I tug them and her panties down, to find her completely without hair. My grin grows and my cock about bursts through my own jeans, while I bend her over the seat.

"Mmm, I like a naked pussy." I drop my hands to her bare ass, pushing her cheeks apart to get a better look. She's panting and squirming her thighs together, unable to control her excitement. Squatting to my knees, I take my middle finger and gently pull one side of her pussy lips apart, looking at how wet she is for me.

"Fuck Beauty, look how juicy you are, is that all for me?" I ask, dipping my thumb into her wet liquid seeping from her tight hole then swirling my thumb around inside her.

"All of it and more. Come on Jaden, you know you want to taste me." She pants and I have to fight the urge not to just dig in. I love a girl that knows how to talk during sex. I lightly blow around her delicate pink lips. Her tight cunt hole squeezes my thumb as she let out a moan. She is getting close to coming, so I remove my thumb to make her wait for it. Pressing forward, I set the tip of my tongue on her clit and glide it upward to her tightest hole, spreading her cream around.

She's rocking her hips into my face. Swirling, twisting, sucking, and plunging my tongue all over and inside her. Her scent, mixed with her taste, and the sounds she is making have me close to coming but I fight that shit back. I feel like I am an emotion crazed teenager, fucking for the first time. Sucking her clit into my mouth, sucking and flicking my tongue. I driving my thumb back inside, shoots her over the edge, making her scream out my name over and over.

Nell is still crumpled over the bike, breathing hard when I lift her up and turn her around, sinking back into her mouth. She starts fighting her boots to get her jeans off while multitasking with my belt buckle.

"Next time I'm wearing a dress."

"Next time won't be in the middle of the woods at my old high school make-out spot.” I grunt out, making her laugh. I unbutton my own jeans focusing on her laugh, God damn, she has a sexy laugh. Winning the battle against her jeans, she grins up at me just as she leaps forward. I catch her when she crashes against me, grabbing her ass, she wraps her long legs around me. She is still grinning when she plasters her mouth to mine.