New Love (23 page)

“Tell me what i
t feels like baby,” kissed her harder.

She couldn’t
talk; she closed her eyes and breathed deeply.

“Like, oh
Lucas” she tried to explain and couldn’t.

He smiled, “My turn,” he moved fast and h
ard and finally he stopped and groaned, “Baby I love you.”

Lucas
pulled her on top of him and pulled out and she moaned. He reached over to toss the condom in the garbage.

He looked at the sheets now stained red and jumped up, he walked in the bathroom and grabbed some tissues and came out.

“Are you okay?”

“I’m okay,” she
sat up and felt pain below “Ouch,” she whimpered.

“God Tessa I’
m sorry, this should have never happened, I hurt you.”

“If
it didn’t hurt it would be happening again right now,” she blushed.

“I love you.”

“You better,” she laughed and looked at him, he looked hurt. “I love you Lucas I need a shower.”

He got up and started the shower, he helped her up. She looked down and saw the blood on the bed, she was shocked and embarrassed.

“I’m sorry,” she blushed and started to wipe the sheets with a tissue.

“I
got this, go get in the shower. I’ll meet you in a minute,” he kissed her quickly and smiled.

“You’re goin
g to shower with me?”

“Oh, if it’s alright with you?”

She smiled, “Yes, I would love that I just don’t think I can, well. It hurts.” Tessa stuck out her bottom lip.

“Okay we won’t but I can shower with
you still, right?” he kissed her again.

She
looked down and shook her head yes.

Lucas
stripped the bed and then got in the shower. He washed her hair, and she washed her new friend very well. They kissed, and he washed her breasts and bit them. She asked him to sit, and he did. She tried to sit on him and realized rather quickly that it wasn’t a good idea. He smiled at her.

“You’
re relentless, Tessa.” As he was seated she knelt before him, and wrapped her hand around his throbbing erection. She slowly stroked him up and down. She bowed her head and ran her tongue across his head.

“Fuck…” he hissed, taking her head in his hand, guiding her down again. She opened her mouth,
taking him as far as she could.

“That’s it, baby,” he said, as he guided her head on his thick, throbbing cock. Basking in his praise
, Tessa moved up and down faster, and Lucas fisted her hair even tighter.

“Damn baby, suck me harder.” Moved by his need for her, she continued bobbing faster and faster along his thick length
. She felt him twitch in her mouth, Lucas pulled her head away, and grabbed a washcloth, as she continued stroking him, feeling his strong release, as he captured it.

“I’
ve wanted to do that to you for a very long time,” she grinned.

“Oh yeah?” He kissed her as he played with her nipple.

“Orally fixated, since childhood. My father had to take away my pacifiers and…Oh no, what time is it?” she asked jumping out of the shower. “My Dad Lucas! I’m going to be in so much trouble.”

“I think we should just tell him the truth,”
Lucas dried off. “You’ll probably be grounded for awhile, but I can sneak in every night.”

She smiled “Not funny, and put some cloth
es on,” she turned around and mumbled, “You are so freaking hot.”

“What was that?”
Lucas grabbed her and turned her around.

“Nothing,” Tessa l
ooked down and then realized he was still naked.

“O
h no, tell me,” he laughed.

“You already heard me,
” she grinned.

“Nope say it,” he smiled.

“You are so freaking HOT” she yelled and kissed him.

“And you Tessa are absolutely stunning, I love you bab
y,” he took her towel. He pulled her closer and kissed her, “Round two?”

“Yes please,” he went in the bathroom and grabbed a condom and KY.

He pushed her on the bed and slowly touched and kissed every part of her body, she couldn’t believe it could feel like this all the time. He put on the condom and used the jelly on her. He slowly moved into her.

“You alright?”

“Oh yes Lucas,” and she pushed into him. “A little sore but the pleasure completely voids the pain.”

His hands were always somewhere pleasurable, and she yelled out his name with each thrust. Finally she finished, and he followed a few minutes later.

They lay there breathless and looking at each other. Tessa’s phone rang, and she jumped. She answered it

“T
essa where are you?”

“I got pretty messed up with the cast at camp last night,
Lucas found me. Alex, I’ll be home soon,” she said, and Lucas watched the pain in her eyes while she lied.

“I’
ll cover for you, get home, you going to make church?” Alex asked.

“I don’t think so Alex,” she said quietly.

“Alright your butt better be home and sick in bed when we get back. By the way is he alive, which one of you struck first,” Alex laughed.

“I did of course, and we
are both fine,” Tessa laughed as she looked at Lucas and smiled.

She got up and started to get dressed. She looked at her underwear from the day before in disgust.

“Why the face?”

“I’
ve never worn dirty underwear.”

“Don’t wear
any; I want it that way from now on,” he smiled and grabbed her butt, “Please.”

“Well what about when I wear skirts?” she asked confused.

He smiled widely, “Especially then,” he kissed her head and threw her one of his Tee shirts and helped her put her bra on.

“That is neve
r going to get old,” he walked away.

“Oh
Lucas… is your Mom here?” she asked nervously.

“No Tessa, she isn’t.”

“Well where is she?” she asked looking through his closet for some sweat pants.

“She’
s away,” he said in a quiet voice.

She looked at him her eyes saddened.

“Tessa I have to tell you, I really get upset when you look at me like that.”

“First of all, we’
re not going to fight already are we?” she asked “And second, Lucas that’s not pity that’s concern, and it’s because I love you and you’re going to have to get used to it, I’ll always get upset when I know something hurts you. Are we good?”

He smiled, “Yes baby, we are so good.”

“Okay so tell me what happened, please,” she put on a pair of his pants and they fell as she walked.

He grinned, “I don’t think they fit.”

She grabbed a hair tie out of her bag and cinched them, “See perfect.”

“I saw and yes you a
re,” he hugged her.

“Are you going to tell me?” she asked “Or am I going to have to start withhol
ding sex already?” she threw her clothes in her bag.

“After the calling hours, I came home, and she was loaded.” He said. “Your opening night,” he whispered. “So I took her to Tully Hill again.”

“Lucas, I’m sorry,” she hugged him.

“Thanks Tessa,” he
kissed her head.

“It would be a lot of fun having you across the hall now,” she smiled.

“Yeah, but Jade will be there.”

“Yep, and you will be there every night until bedtime, I mean i
f you want to be,” she looked at the ground.

“Tessa as messed up as everything was I loved being there every day, and every night, I have some interesting memories that I will have to tell you about,”
Lucas said raising his eyebrow.

“Will you come stay with us? I’
m sure my Dad wouldn’t mind,” Tessa smiled.

“Tessa think about that. Do you wa
nt your Dad to know my mom isn’t here?” he grinned.

“Oh, mayb
e not,” she frowned

They walked out and got in the SUV.

“Tessa I’m fine,” he reached across her and grabbed her buckle. “And now, I have you back and I’m very good,” he said and grabbed her hand.

“
Lucas, I love you so much. I don’t want to think that you’re alone here every night.”

He laughed, “Would you prefer otherwise?”

She smacked him, “Yes, I’m moving in.”

“Oh,” he said, “Okay, how do you think your parents will handle that?”

“I don’t know,” she said laughed.

“Tessa would you really
move in with me?” he sounded serious.

She looked at him and laughed. “I was trying to freak you out.”

“I think you did at first, but now--I want you to Tessa,” he laughed. “I want to live together.”

“What’s so funny?” she asked smiling.

“Well, I have no doubt that I love you because I have never felt that way, all those feelings,  killing myself staying away from you and trying to make you hate me, all that crazy stuff. Now I just picture it, and I want you with me Tessa every day. I want to wake up with you and go to bed with you and look at the way you react to --I don’t know, everything, including dirty underwear,” his lips curled up slightly and he shook his head in disbelief. 

“When I can make that decision we w
ill, is that a deal?”

“Yes, it is,” he kissed her hand.

“Lucas can I ask you a question?”

“Of course.”

“Are you okay, I mean are you really okay?” he shook his head yes and smiled. “Can we talk about everything sometime soon?”

“Yes
, Tessa of course,” he said.” I have a question.”

“Shoot,” she said.

“How far did things go with Ben?”

Her eyes widened,
“How mad are you going to get at me?”

“I won’t as long
as you tell the truth.”

“Do you promise?” she asked and swallowed hard.

“Tessa you’re freaking me out,” he said. “I saw the show, very cute by the way.”

“Okay well did you hear what I said to him at the end about what I was going to do to him on the way home?” she asked. "Oh wait you had that chick pinned against the wall with your tongue lodged down her throat and hand
s all over her boobs.”

“I heard everything you sa
id Tessa, so did you?”

“Well, did she before that when you walk
ed outside with her?”

He took a deep breath “Yes.”

“And did you return the favor?”

He laughed, “No, I don’t do that, it’s normally all about me, until this morning.”

“Seriously?”

“And I was right, I knew you would be delicious.” he grinned.

“Well why haven’t you before?” she asked curiously.

“I told you, all about me, plus I certainly don’t want
to catch anything,” he smiled.

“Well what about me?” she asked, he laughed. “Oh, so does that mean that won’t happen again?”

“Oh no, I’ve found a new hobby, S’mores baby.” He squeezed her hand.

That’s good,
she thought and grinned.

“So how many othe
r people since Sadi?”

“None Tessa” he
looked at her, “None. Okay spill it.”

She told him about it and about the cop. He laughed, “Ha see, and that wasn’t supposed to happen… he was into you.”

“But, I love you.”

“You better,” he said and grinned. “Anything else?”

“Well he touched my breasts.”

“I know.”

“You heard us?”

“Yep, another not so nice moment,” he said. “I also heard you stick up for me that night.”

“Well why did you ask me?”

“Just wanted to be sure you’
re still the same girl.”

“I love you,” she said and took a deep breath.

“Tessa, do you care about him?”

“Yes, I do. But no
t like you, it’s different; he’ll be my friend probably forever. Are you okay with that?”

“Do I need to worry?”

“Not at all. With both Ben and Toby I just wanted to feel the way I felt with you. And I felt deeply for Toby. Safe, loved, and with Ben he was fun, and I felt like he adored me. But with you, from the first time I saw you look at me I felt …naked…. I know that’s the wrong way to explain it, but I knew you saw something I didn’t know was there. I had a dream about you. I knew…know I love you and that I always will. It scares me but I feel drawn to you.”

“I can tell when you walk in a room Tessa without even seeing you,”
Lucas whispered.