Rock Me Slowly (17 page)

I feel fucking sick.

I stare at my laptop at the email I have just received from Tony, the band’s manager. Apparently for the second leg of the tour they have decided to change the whole order of songs to be played. He also wants a radical change image wise for the boys on stage, hence why he was emailing me. I really have no clue what I am going to come up with. The boys have already gone through the goth stage when they were first starting out. Their recent style has a more rock edge, so what in the hell am I going to do with them?

You have just got to love the cock suckers that sit behind a desk.

What Tony doesn’t realise is, that it can take weeks to come up with a successful style that works for the guys. So thanks a lot for increasing my work tenfold, dick! At least I have a good week to get it all done, but I just know I will be pulling some late nights.

Sometime later I’m interrupted by a knock to my office door. I don’t know how much time has passed, or whether I had actually fallen asleep at my desk, but I feel weary and drained. I have been working hard to get some designs worked out but it’s going to be a drawn out process over the next few days.

I pull myself out of my chair and answer the door to find Josh leaning against the door jamb. He must be fresh out the shower as he is standing there in only his ripped jeans, with fresh water droplets falling from his hair onto that well sculpted chest. It takes my breath away. He is literally heart stopping, but as well as being in awe of him I’m secretly worried about the disintegrating relationship between Josh and Mickey.

I heard their little altercation earlier but wasn’t brave enough to step outside of my office to find out exactly what was going on. Every argument between those two has either been about me and my budding attraction to Josh, or about that little night of passion that Josh had a year ago with some groupie that Mickey was lusting after. I have absolutely no idea what that is all about, but I’m going to make it my mission to find out.

“Hey beautiful, are you going to let me in or are you going to have me standing out here all night?”

“Sure come on in.” It seems I have lost all capacity for speech and I utter those words breathlessly. Even after spending lots of time with the man it seems he can still affect my emotions greatly.

Josh walks into my office sexily and closes the door and locks it behind him. It seems that for whatever reason he has come in here he doesn’t want to be interrupted. As if I couldn’t guess?

If Josh thinks he is going to come in here and take charge of me sexually he has another thing coming. I absolutely love having control over him in that department; after all its the only part of this crazy situation I can have any measure of control over.

I shut down my computer for now and clear my desk of all my various cuttings and sketches of possible outfits the guys could sport during the New York leg of the tour. Whilst I’m doing all that I can almost feel the back of my neck burning as Josh never takes his eyes away from my body. Its seriously hot that someone as normal as me could turn Josh’s head. I know exactly what will get his engine revving.

Thankfully Josh locked the door to my office, so I have no hesitation on performing this little act for him. I’m wearing a navy shift dress and my favourite pair of wedge sandals; well, I have been working after all. I bring my arms back behind me and pull down the zip of my dress and let it fall around my ankles. I seductively step out of it and kick it aside while never taking my eyes off of Josh. I’m now standing in my bright pink bra and panties set. I know I’m arousing him and it’s an empowering feeling.

I turn around and in one swift movement I rid my desk of all of its contents letting them all scatter to the floor. I need all the room I can get for what I’m about to do. Josh seems to be frozen to the spot and I’m pretty sure that he hasn’t blinked in a really long time.

I stand directly in front of the desk and slowly ease down my panties and watch Josh’s reaction. He is stunned speechless and if I’m not mistaken his breathing has started to get harsh and irregular. I kick my panties away and all that’s left is to take my bra off, I throw it at Josh and it lands right in his face. He holds it in his hand and sniffs the garment, it’s the sexiest thing I have ever seen.

I hoist myself onto the desk and spread my legs wide giving Josh a perfect view of the show that is about to unfold. Josh rubs his hands up and down his thighs. Hmmm so he is obviously feeling the heat in here.

I put my index finger and my middle finger into my mouth and give them a good coating. I slowly pull my fingers out of my mouth and bring them down to my breasts so that I can play with my nipples; the action has me moaning in gentle appreciation of the touch. When both my breasts have had equal pleasure from my fingers I lead them down the path to my pussy via my navel, another erogenous zone of mine.

I tease myself a little by massaging my thighs just to build up the anticipation of getting near my clit. Josh edges closer to me and finds my office chair in the middle of the room so he brings it over and places it in front of me. He takes a seat and leans his elbows on his knees and links his hands together. He is ready and willing for the show that only he is privy to.

Josh sitting there in front of me sends a jolt of electricity searing through me. I’m strangely not embarrassed or even the slightest bit nervous. I’m just excited to try this new experience and even more excited to see Josh’s reaction.

I start massaging my clit very slowly building up the pleasure gradually. I’m already soaking wet not only from the feel of my fingers over my body but also at the fact that I have an audience. I flick my clit slowly then build up the pace to the point where my insides are throbbing in the need to have my release. I pull back and let my impending orgasm settle back down again. I don’t want to come too early, I really want to let this last a lot longer than my traitorous body wants it to.

I pinch my clit again and rub the hood up and down creating a very intense feeling deep within my stomach. I take my fingers and I gradually position them over the entrance to my pussy and I hover momentarily letting Josh think about what I’m about to do. I don’t want it to be too easy for him. When I think that both Josh and I can’t take anymore I plunge both my fingers into the depths of my pussy. I almost explode at the exquisite feeling.

I pump my two fingers in and out of the moist hole that is giving me so much pleasure, even without a cock. I now ease in a third finger and up the pace of the thrusts creating a burning friction that gives me both pleasure and pain. I love it!

I can feel my impending orgasm building and it won’t be long before I’m coming apart at the seams. Two more hard thrusts and my insides explode with the pleasure. I can feel my pussy clamp down on my fingers and coat them with my juices. God, that was one of the most sexiest things I have ever done, but now I just feel spent.

Josh gets up out of his seat and walks slowly over to where I’m sitting on the desk. He puts his hands on either side of my thighs as I finally pull my three fingers out of my pussy. I bring them up to my mouth and I start licking my juices letting Josh know that nothing is too taboo to me. The two of us together could really open up some doors sexually.

Before I go to lick the last drop off my fingers, Josh grabs my wrist gently and brings my hand up to his mouth he starts licking my fingers with his tongue. It feels amazing but sensual both at the same time. Josh then puts all three fingers into his mouth and sucks every last drop from them before finally letting them go.

“You taste fucking amazing Sophie. That was by far the sexiest thing I have ever had a woman do for me. Having you do it though just set the bar way up there. ” Josh motions his hand way above his head so that I can get an idea of just how far I took it. “I would love to fuck you on that desk right now but I think I’m going to have to take another shower because I seriously just came in my pants.”

Yes, he couldn’t control himself and has just wasted his load straight into his jeans. I will take that as a compliment.

“Josh, performing for you right now is reward enough. Believe me though; I will be coming for my prize very soon, have no doubt about it. I want you ready any time, any place, anywhere. I might just attack you when you least expect it.” I lick my lips to get rid of the dryness but it comes across sexily which results in Josh having to adjust himself in his pants once more.

“I’m ready anytime for you baby, you only have to say the words.” I think I’m a bit of a surprise to Josh. He isn’t used to women taking the lead in bed, but I know hes loving it all the same. Josh stands by me and gives me a lingering kiss to show his appreciation of the show. I love being able to stir him up beyond anything that he has had before.

“Go and get cleaned up Josh, you have the show in a couple of hours. I’ll do the same when you are finished.” I’m dismissing him and he gets the point. Josh winks at me as he exits my office. I fall back on the desk and breathe a huge sigh wondering where this dominant side of me has come from. All I know is that Josh loves it and it boosts my confidence tenfold.

Okay no more slacking. It’s time to get cleaned up and back to work before tonight’s final show in San Diego.

Josh

I step out of the shower and I contemplate what I have unleashed in Sophie. Has she always been this sexual or do I bring out the best in her? The show she put on for me earlier blew me away. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever expect her to masturbate in front of me. God, I’m not complaining it was out of this world. Sophie laid spread eagled on that desk would have to be up there in my top fantasies, but it seems I’m one lucky son of a bitch to actually see that in reality.

Sophie is a truly beautiful woman but she is at her sexiest when she gets down and dirty with me. Her breasts aren’t huge but they aren’t small either, they are just perfect and her pussy, god her pussy. When my cock is plunged deep inside of her pussy, that is really when Sophie comes alive. The way she writhes and shakes with every punishing thrust of my cock can completely undo me. The way she scratches my back with those long fingernails of hers pushes me onwards to the point of no return. I just love making Sophie come over and over and driving her body over the edge is what I live for.

I can hear the guys in the dressing room getting themselves in order for the last show in San Diego. I brought my gear in here so that I could think and get my head in order and decide exactly what I’m going to do about Mickey. I love the guy deep down but I can’t allow him to get close to Sophie. I have discovered over the last few days that I care for this woman deeply and I will protect her until I take my last breath. I still can’t believe that someone as special and as beautiful as her could ever be interested in someone like me. Flawed and broken.

“Hey cocksucker are you ready to come out here with us men or are you still putting on your make-up?” Mickey shouts from the dressing room. I think his recent interest in Sophie has everything that comes out of Mickey’s mouth irking me beyond belief. I really don’t want to hear anything he has to say, but I have to keep up the pretence for now for the bands sake.

“I’m fucking coming, just give me two seconds to get my cock in my pants will ya?!” Jeez what’s the fucking hurry? we still have an hour until we are due on stage.

I walk into the dressing room to sit with the guys and have a beer until we are called onto stage, when my eyes are assaulted by a picture that I never want to see, ever.

Sophie is sitting on one of the two seater leather sofas and Mickey has planked his ass right beside her barely giving her any room to breathe.

Sophie looks rather uncomfortable at Mickey’s closeness and the other guys seem to be waiting for another bomb to go off between Mickey and I. I’m going to keep quiet for now. I can’t risk anything going fucking wrong with this tour, but god Mickey is pushing my limits and if we were anywhere else but here I would decimate him.

“You okay babe?” I have to ensure that Sophie is okay because if he is making moves on her I will make him pay later.

“Yes Josh I’m great. Are you excited about tonight?” Sophie says with a grim smile that tells me everything I need to know about Mickey’s advances on her. She is so uncomfortable it’s obvious. It would seem that Sophie wants nothing to do with Mickey and it makes me so happy to know that. The guy is a slime ball.

I smile back at Sophie, but not without letting my intentions be known to Mickey. The thing that annoys me is that he just smiles back at me as if he isn’t worried about what I’m going to do to him. Let me tell you, he will be worried when I put him in the hospital. Whether he comes out again is another matter.

I put my hand out to Sophie for her to take so that I can get her out of that situation and into my arms, where she rightfully belongs. Sophie gratefully takes my hand and I take her over to the single bucket seat in the corner and she sits in my lap.

God, she smells divine, she is definitely just out of the shower. Oh, how I wish that I was in there with her again, although I don’t think we would of got out of there in time for the show. I want to tease her a little so I begin to talk dirty to her.

“You know I haven’t been able to concentrate since I saw you with your legs spread wide on that little desk of yours. The way you teased me with your fingers rubbing your breasts and then working your way down to your clit was fucking hot.” Sophie squirms on my lap and I can feel the stirrings of another erection. There is no way I can go on the stage with a fucking boner, that’s Mickey’s expertise.

“Josh are you okay?” I must have a look of pain on my face as Sophie speaks with a worried expression upon her face.

“I won’t be if you keep wiggling your little ass on my crotch woman.” Sophie lets out an adorable little giggle that melts my heart. However, we are met with Mickey raising his eyebrows in annoyance. Well, at last we are getting on his nerves; I like him seeing just how close Sophie and I are becoming. Maybe, just maybe he might lay off my woman. Although, deep down I know I’m kidding myself.