Rockstar Daddy (Decoy Series) (39 page)

   I can't believe my luck when the next song starts, Kendal gives me a shy smile. It's Savage Garden-Truly, Madly, Deeply and it's one of Kendal's old favorites. Until I met Kendal I hadn't even heard it but since that night it's a song that holds a lot of good memories of Kendal. I see Kendal's cheeks blush and I know she remembers, I tease her a little anyway.

      "Do you remember Kendal?"

Her blush deepens and shes nods. The first time I heard this song was when I was round Kendal's one night, her parents were out and had only been together for about four months. We had sex before then but this night was different, I think I knew I had fell in love with Kendal. She had a playlist set up in her room and we started kissing as always, we never could keep our hands off each other. Savage Garden's song came on and it changed the mood in the room. I looked down at my beautiful girl below me and I couldn't believe how lucky I was. I took control of the kiss and gave every inch of her body great attention during that song. Certain parts got more kisses than others. The song ended half way through my kissing so I put the song on repeat. I gave Kendal two loud orgasms with my kisses and tongue, by the end of her second my dick was hurting so much I had to sink inside her heaven. Our sex was explosive and every time I became more and more addicted to her.

Now as the lyrics come through the speakers I can't help but sing to her, I do think of this as her song anyway.

"I'll be your dream,

I'll be your wish,

I'll be your fantasy.

I'll be your hope,

I'll be your love,

Be everything that you need."

Kendal looks up at me with a shy smile on her face that makes me want to kiss her but I carry on.

"I'll love you more with every breath

Truly, Madly, Deepy do.

I will be strong

I will be faithful

'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning

A reason for living

A deeper meaning, yeah."

I lean cheek against hers and sing the chorus right into her ear. I know she's effected because she's still shivering.

"I want to stand with you on a mountain,

I want to bathe with you in the sea,

I want to lay like this forever,

Until the sky falls down on me."

I sing the next verse the same and when I look back at her face I can see tears in her eyes. I know what she's feeling because I can feel it too. My body wants her, it
recognizes her. I lean my forehead onto hers, forgetting the attention my dick wants and look into her big blue eyes and sing the rest.

"I'll be your dream,

I 'll be your wish,

I'll be your fantasy.

I'll be your hope,

I'll be your love,

Be everything that you need.

I'll love you more with every breath,

Truly, Madly, Deeply do"

When the song finishes we stop dancing but Kendal doesn't move her arms from around me. She didn't let her tears fall but I can still see them. Kendal licks her lips so I push my hard cock
against her, I hear her give a little sigh. She wants this as much as me and I slowly bring my face down closer to hers. She doesn't move or say no so I lightly brush my lips softly against hers, her plump mouth feels so familiar and I want to claim what is mine. I hear another soft sigh escape her lips, I let my tongue lick along her bottom lip. Kendal opens her mouth more, inviting me in, I don't wait any longer in taking her mouth. The music continues in the background but all I care about is I have my girl back in my arms and I need to show her with this kiss how much I need her. She kisses me back with just as much strength and I feel a groan escape me. Kendal moans a sexy purr against my mouth and then shes gone. I snap my eyes open to see Kendal standing in front of me with her hand over her mouth.  A few tears fall down her cheeks but when I step closer she backs away from me.

      "Kendal."

I take another step towards her and she places her hand on my chest to stop me.

      "I can't Jax. This is too much. I can't, I'm sorry."

She turns around and walks as quick as she can away from me. Tanya and Maisy are right behind her, seeing the girls run past them Sophie and Jessica stop to dancing to see whats going on. As soon as they see Tanya and Maisy running after Kendal they each give me a knowing look and run after her too.

The guys all approach me and Rhys places a hand on my shoulder.

      "What happened?"

I shake my head, I don't actually know. I sang to her and we kissed but she kissed me back. Mark steps in front of me looking angry.

      "What did you say to her?"

   "It's got fuck all to do with you."

      "I think it is, seeing as I will see her fall apart again."

Sam steps between us.

      "Mark enough, come on."

Sam gives me a nod of his head and follows behind Mark in the same direction as the girls.

      "Sooo, Kendal ran away after you kissed. You lost your touch?"

I look at Leo who has a stupid grin on his face.

     "Shut up."

I look around, it's empty. I didn't realize we were only ones here left. I glance at my watch and see its 3am! I've been dancing with Kendal for that long?

      "Come on man."

Rhys leads us towards the house and into his big dining room. He fetches us some beers which I gladly start to drink.

      "Hey Rhys, whats that?"

Max points to the big packages on the other side of the table and goes to grab them. He peaks into the first bag and smiles then he slides a big canvas out. He lays it down on the table so we can all see. It's a picture of the girls on a beach, all huddled up and smiling at the camera.

      "These must be the pictures Sophie told me about. The girls had a photo shoot on the beach in Barcelona."

Rhys gets the rest of the pictures out the other bags and lays them down next to the first one. There great photos, they all look happy and you can see there really good friends. In every picture I can just look at Kendal though, she looks gorgeous in every picture. Max points to a picture of them all on a yauht, big sunglasses on, huge smiles. Fucking bikinis, I hope there were no men on that yacht.

      "I like this one."

Rhys frowns.

      "I hope a guy didn't take that."

   "Oooo yea, he would have been on there with them drinking while there in there bikinis!"

Leo makes fun of Rhys but now I'm frowning too. I don't like the sound of that. Leo points to the picture of them all standing side by side, there all dressed up and looking like there going clubbing. Fucking hell Kendal looks fuckable.

      "Wow, Tanya is looking smoking! I'm taking a picture of that."

He gets his phone out and snaps a close up of Tanya. Rhys shakes his head and carefully puts them back in the red bags.

      "Fuck, this must be what Kendal told us about."

Max grabs a long black box from the corner of the room. Leo and Max are looking at the box with awe. What the fuck?

      "What's that?"

Leo places the box in front of Rhys.

      "A present from the girls to you."

Rhys frowns and turns the box so he can see what it is. Then I see what it is, a fucking stripper pole. Rhys mouth drops open and Max is nodding at him.

      "Kendal told us they had lap dancing and pole dancing lessons in Barcelona. Looks like Sophies gona show you what she learnt."

His eyes go wide and my cock that had gone down now stands back up. The images of Kendal in a thong dancing on my lap and shaking her ass on a pole brings him back to attention. Rhys is having the same problems as I see him adjust his trousers. Leo sits himself in the chair next to me.

      "What happened when you were dancing? You two looked good."

   "That Savage Garden song was sort of our song. I sang it to her and we kissed."

Max and Rhys come and sit down aswell.

      "Shes probably just scared man."

Rhys nods his head.

      "She obviously still loves you. Seeing you today is probably really confusing her."

Rhys gets a text and by the look on his face it's Sophie.

      "Right guys I'm off. Jax, Sophie says you're in your room and show Max and Leo there's. The girls are in the pink room."

He grabs the black box and runs out the room leaving me, Max and Leo laughing.

Chapter 30

~Kendal~

   I hear the girls shouting me as I run to the safety of Sophies house. It's odd that nobody else is about, not even staff who helped at the wedding. It couldn't be that late could it? Once I'm inside the house I run straight up the stairs and into the pink bedroom we all shared last night. As soon as I sit on the bed Tanya is right behind me and grabs me into a tight hug. I can't help but let my tears fall when I'm in her safe arms. All the emotions I have felt throughout the day are coming to the surface. All my girls surround me in a circle, either holding me or soothing me. These are my sisters and my best friends. I don't know what I would do without them and I'm glad I don't have to find out. Eventually my sobbing calms down.

      "I'm sorry for running."

Tanya releases me slightly but one of her arms is still protectively around me and Jessica is stroking my hair.

      "What happened honey?"

I sniffle a few times that's not at all attractive.

      "I don't know. I panicked. I told you about that Savage Garden song right?"

They all nod but of course Sophie doesn't. She hasn't heard my memories of Jax so I fill her in.

   "That song, it holds a lot of strong feelings and memories for me. All of them with Jax, I even thought of it as our song. It came on one night when we were together in my room and I thought it was crazy he had never heard it before. It's one of my old favorites. That night was one of the best nights of my life, oh god the things he did to me that night."

   "Oooooo I love this part. Go on Kendal tell us!"

We giggle and I can feel myself blushing, that night was amazing.

      "Well lets just say he gave me two mind blowing orgasms without putting his dick anywhere near me."

Sophie is wide eyed and we all laugh. That night was special, he kissed me everywhere. I felt so treasured and special to him. I was afraid to fall for him encase he was a typical playboy rocker but that night he changed my mind.  

      "Jax put the song on repeat and we spent the whole night to that song. It was a special night because after that I knew I loved Jax. Every now and then after that Jax would play that song and I knew what would happen. That song was ours."

I see understanding in Sophies eyes now.

   "Tonight he sang every word to me. That dance was amazing, the best I had in a long time. When we kissed it felt right. I know I love Jax but I can't do this. It's not right, he needs to know about Finley and then get to know him first. It will only confuse Finley to have it just us two and then his dad come out of nowhere and even more confusing for his mum and dad to be together straight away."