Ryan's Love (23 page)

“
Well
I don
’
t care what you want,
”
she says reaching over and snatching
the phone from his hands and tries to search for the
video.

Patrick quickly launches himself at
her. She jerks back onto the couch to get away from him, falling
flat on her back with a soft plop; her arms falling open. Causing
her to drop the phone on the floor and Patrick to land on top of
her. Killian grabs the phone off of the floor.

“
I
won
’
t let you watch the whole video, but you can see the
end were she was talking. If you want,
”
Patrick says to Charlie
while still being sprawled on top of her.

She squirmed around a bit under him
and leaned up and said something in his ear, that only he could
hear. He quickly jumped up off of her; shaking his head and smiling
as he sat up on the couch and helped her up too.

Killian handed her the phone and she
pressed play. Her face showed the disgust as she listen to all the
words Rachel was saying.

“
Did
Ryan see this part,
”
she asked me?

“
No.
It was stopped at a part right before that.
”

“
Maybe she wouldn
’
t want to leave if
she saw this,
”
Charlie said holding the phone up her hands
shaking.

She started to shake all over at
some point.

“
I
think that might be the only thing that will help get her to come
back to me,
”
I say grabbing the phone from her hands.

“
Patrick, why don
’
t you go set her up
in that room back by mom and dad
’
s,
”
I say.

He swiftly grabs her up and helps
her back to the back of the house. As I sat back onto the couch and
breathed a sigh of relief, Killian brought something up that had so
easily slipped my mind.

“
Hey,
she never told us where Sunshine was at.
”

Shit.
She didn
’
t tell us. I was up on my feet, walking to the
back of the house to ask her when Patrick walked out of the
room.

“
Hey.
Did she tell you where Sunshine was at,
”
I ask, praying to
myself that she had.

He
grins and says,
“
Yeah. She says that Sunshine is at the Westin. But
that she is leaving in the morning and she doesn
’
t know
where she is going.
”

“
Good, good. I
’
m going to make my
way over there to see if I can get her to at least stay and let mom
help her. Even if she doesn
’
t want to be with
me,
”
I
say as the both of us walk back into the living
room.

“
Patrick, what did she say to you that made you jump from on
top of her so quickly.
”

He
gave me another grin and said,
“
She told me that if she
wasn
’
t a virgin waiting on her prince charming; and that if
I wasn
’
t such a dirty boy, that she
’
d let me be the
one to taste her tight wet pussy first.
”

“
Well
damn. I
’
d say go get her if things were different right
now.
”

“
I
know man. I know. When I helped her back to the room, she was
shivering like a jackhammer in her wet clothes. So I helped her out
of the wet clothes and she stood there in front of me naked and
shivering, wrapping her arms around her body the best she could. I
tell you brother the sweet look she had on her face melted me. I
swear I could live in them forever,
”
my brother says sighing as he heavily
dropped into the kitchen counter.

“
Why
don
’
t you go back in there and hold her; you know comfort
her, be there for her.
”

“
You
think,
”
he asked hopefully.

“
Yeah,
”
I reply.

He jumped up and scurried back to
the room where she was.

“
Ok,
guys I
’
m off to get my woman,
”
I say to Killian and
James.

Who were both slouched over on the
couch, starting to fall asleep.

“
Did
you want me to go with you,
”
James asks?

“
No I
have to do this on my own,
”
I reply and leave out the house,
hoping my plan to get her back works.

Chapter 13
(Sunshine)

“
Man,
was today a long hard day or what,
”
I say to myself as I fall back onto
the soft hotel room bed.

Wishing that I fall asleep fast and
wake up with Ryan in my arms; and this whole day would be a dream.
That he and I would be happily married, and there would be none of
this Rachel nonsense going on. I let myself slowly be pulled into
that perfect little fantasy dream world of mine; and closed my eyes
as I moved over to my side and snuggle into the thick soft
covers.

~
~
~

Ring Ring Ring

What the heck is that? I think as I
am jolted out of my sleep by what sounds like a loud ringing
cellphone. I open my eyes to look for were the sound was coming
from but it stopped. So closed my eyes again, hoping I could get
some more sleep.

Soon
as I did that I hear a beeping noise right by my head. I realize
that it was my phone, so I grabbed it and swiped the screen to see
what it was. What in the Sam Hain? It was another video, and
Rachel
’
s face was up on the screen with a satisfied grin on
her face.

Oh no.
I don
’
t think I could stomach another one of her sickening
videos. I
’
ve seen enough of her and my Ryan together. My
Ryan. Huh, what a joke. I was so stupid to believe his lies once
again. I knew he would hurt me but it hurt too much to stay away
from him. Look at me now though. I
’
m very pregnant,
alone, and hurt more than I ever thought was
possible.

I
tried to lay down and go back to sleep, but I
couldn
’
t. All I could think about was how
I
’
m going to be living and dying without the love of my
life; and it hurts.

Since I
can
’
t seem to get comfortable and sleep. I get up from the
bed and take off the full set of clothes I still had on. From my
shoes to my underwear. I can
’
t believe I fell
asleep fully dressed. Grabbing a nice soft flowing dress from my
overnight bag that I brought with me to my hotel room, I carefully
put it on by stepping into it and pulling it up over my thighs,
belly, then breast. I step into the bathroom to have a look at
myself, and I am sad at what I see. I see a woman who is so sad and
broken; and I don
’
t like it. I wash my
face with a wet hot washrag, brush my teeth, then trudge back to
the bed and stretch out on it. Just as I close my eyes, my stupid
phone beeps again.

Beep Beep
Beep

Oh my
goodness. I knew I should have turned this phone off. Matter of
fact I think I
’
m just going to get a
brand new phone tomorrow when I leave. That way I can call Charlie
when I get to where ever I
’
m going, like I
promised her; and not have to be bothered by anyone else bothering
me.

When I pick up my phone and go to
turn it off, I see a message from Ryan on the screen.

“
Please watch the video, Honey. It will explain why
everything happened that why that it did. I love you.
Ryan.
”

He
must really think that I
’
m stupid enough to
fall for any of his lies again. I
’
m not falling for it
again.

“
Please talk to me. I know where you are. Can I come up to
your room to talk to you? Ryan
”

Oh no.
He knows where I
’
m at. I have to get
out of here. I hop up off of the bed and grab my bag, phone, and
purse. Then I fly out of the room and to the front
desk.

“
I
want to check out,
”
I tell the night desk man.

“
Are
you sure? Is everything ok with your room,
”
he asks with a
smile?

“
Oh
of course it is. I just had a change of plans, and I have to leave
sooner than I was planning too,
”
I say trying not to sound
nervous.

He eyes me for a few seconds, making
me somewhat uncomfortable then he takes the key card that I already
placed on the counter.

When
he was thru checking me out, he said that if I every needed a room
don
’
t hesitate to call.

“
Thank
you,
”
I say as I quickly made my way out of that stupid hotel and
to my car.

I am about two steps from it when I
notice a familiar looking car parked right next to it.

“
Sunshine, can we please talk,
”
Ryan calls out to me as
he steps from the car.

Oh no. Ryan.

“
I
bet you think your pretty smart sending me that
message,
”
I say as I stepped closer to my car.

He moved close to my car door, so I
would have to have to go around him to get into my car.

“
No,
no, no. Please leave me alone. I have to go,
”
I say trying to step
around him.

He moved so he was still in my
way.

“
Please Ryan. Please, just let me go. I
can
’
t be around you right now,
”
I cry.

He raises his hands up as if to
comfort me. I smack his hands away.

“
Don
’
t ever touch me. You lost the right to touch me
when you put your filthy hands on her,
”
I screamed at
him.

Now I
was within an inch of his face and I was trembling and panting. I
so want to smack him right across the face. But I
couldn
’
t as mad as I was at him right now, I still loved
him.

“
Please,
”
I whisper.

“
Sunshine, please come to the house and talk. I need to know
that you are safe. Mom was so worried about you and the baby that
she damn near passed out on the living room floor; and Dad had to
carry her to bed.
”

“
Mom.
Oh no. I never wanted to hurt her like that,
”
I cried into my
hands.

“
I
’
m just so hurt right now, that I had to get
away.
”

“
I
know. I
’
m so sorry that I was apart of your pain. Please
come to the house so we can talk. If your decide you still want to
leave in the morning I won
’
t try and stop
you,
”
he said.

I
glance up into his eyes to see if he was being truthful with me. I
saw sadness, pain, and truth in his eyes and on his face. I knew he
was being honest right now with me. I guess it
wouldn
’
t hurt to go talk before I left. I
’
m leaving
in the morning still no matter what.

“
Ok,
”
I
say.

“
Good. I
’
ll ride with
you,
”
he says going around my car and readying himself to get
in.

“
No
you
’
re not. I don
’
t want to be in the
same car with you right now.
”