The Cruel Twists of Love (18 page)

“
Don’t scream, I not going to hurt you much Helen” Phil’s voice menacingly in his threat to her.

“I have been suspended Helen, so I’m in a very bad mood”
and pulling at her hair and forcing her head back.

“I want to give you your surprise now, are you going to be a good girl?” Phil is scaring her so she nods out of fear.

“I going to take my hand away, shush I not going to hurt you Helen, just trust me” and he slides his hand slowly away from Helen mouth

“
Let me go Phillip you scaring me please” she whispers and she shaking with fear

“If you love me then trust me Helen, do you love me?”

“Yes but you scaring me Phillip” and she starts to cry soft tears, this is not her Phil behind her this is the one from the car this morning and he is going to hurt her and she knows it

“I going to untie you Helen, If you love me you not going to fight me
but I want to be rough with you” the relief she feels when the rope is untied but Phil was still pinning Helen to the wall with his body.

“
The choice is yours Helen, let me have it rough or us over” she doesn’t want to lose him but she needed to have time to think. She played rough with Alan but somehow she knew this would be worse, this would be real pain  

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How rough?”

“
Very Helen trust me you might like it, If not I never make you again”

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Will you stop if I ask you to?” Phil laughs at her and Helen knows the answer before he speaks

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No you will not be able to Helen”

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Then no”

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Then we are over Helen, close the fucking door when you leave” the pain ripping through Helen heart when he lets her go and going into his room. She can’t lose him, he will be his old self again if she can only give in to this then she can talk to the other Phil that’s in there somewhere and Helen follows Phil into his bedroom

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If you promise me that If I don’t like it you never make me do it again?” the tears still falling down Helen face

“
There a good girl Helen, get on your hands and knees and beg me to forgive you” she knows it should be Phil begging her for forgiveness but she kneels before Phil and watches him undressing until he is naked before her.

“
Kiss my feet” Helen bends and kisses his bare feet.

Phil pick
s up the rope and walks around Helen threateningly and grabbing her hair and pushing her down to the floor roughly so she flat on the ground on her stomach. Wrapping the rope around Helen neck and holding it tight with his one hand.

“
Time to get you undress Helen If you struggle it will become very hard to breathe and you don’t like that do you?” he hisses at her and she feels the rope tighten menacingly when she tries to move. Phil wraps the other end of the rope around the leg of his bed and pulls the rope when he kneels over Helen and he tightens the rope until it difficult for her to move her head and ties it to the bed. He gets up and Helen tries desperately to loosen the rope around her neck. She changed her mind she doesn’t want it like this but before she can get the words out he pulls Helen hair back and forces his boxers shorts into her mouth. She struggles desperately to get free from the noose around her neck when the panic sets in.

“
Don’t Helen, I do love you Helen shush baby I will be real gentle with you, sorry baby that a lie” and laughing and forcing her legs apart then kneeling in between her legs. Phil ripping and tearing at Helen dress and pulling the rope tighter when she struggles but she can‘t stop fighting and he stops her breathing until she stops moving.

“Shush baby, calm down baby I never hurt you
for real” he whispers to her when he tearing at her clothes. There nothing left of Helen dress when he finishes ripping only rags. Helen face is soaking wet from her tears. Phil gets off of her and drags his nails painfully down her body. 

“
You like that Helen? Be a very good girl and remove your underwear” she struggles out of her bra but with the rope around her neck she can only pull her briefs down a little

“
That no good Helen, get them fucking off” and she slides her knees up so she can kneel and slips them lower to her knees

“
Don’t move Helen, you got a very nice behind and Helen you still a virgin in there. Just shake your head if you want me to stop” she can hear a condom ripping then she can feel something being rubbed into her anus, she shakes her head no not that.

“
Shush Helen there a good girl, prove to me you love me” and slipping a finger into Helen anus. Helen screams a muffled moan

“I going to untie you Helen and I want you to get on the fucking bed” she knows she could just leave but she gets on the bed and remov
es her panties

“
Good girl, curl up in the foetal position and it will not be so bad. Carol loved me to fuck her arse real bad, so it not as bad as you think it will be” she does as she told because she doesn’t want to lose him and other people did it like this she heard, so it might be fun like the bottle she thinks. Taking the gag out of her mouth and curling up on the bed

“
Can I tie your hands back up?” his voice is less menacing so she allows him to tie her hands to the bed and spooning her from behind and rubbing lubricant into her anus with his finger, then onto his erect penis. Slipping a hand over Helen mouth and gripping Helen hips tightly with his other he pushes himself into her anus. Helen bucks with the pain and moans a silent scream into his hands. Phil laughs when he continues deeper into her

“Shush Helen, I not going to be long then I fuck you properly…just fucking relax Helen” he starts moving inside her and the pain building with every rough thrust of him inside her.
Helen desperately pulls on her ties and tries to buck Phil off her.

“
Stop Helen or I could really hurt you” he whispers and kisses her neck. He pulls Helen hair in warning but the pain is less there than inside of her and she struggles more

“
Alright Helen hold still and I will pull out baby” she in too much pain to stop moving, she just needs him out of her

“F
or fuck sake Helen, fucking stay still or you will really find out what pain is” the cries turning into torrents of shaky tears, but she stops moving and feels him sliding out. She shaking from the pain, how could people do that? Helen pulls on her ties again she just wants to go home and crying hysterically.

“I want to go home Phil, please let me go
let me go” she screams and Phil strokes her hair softly and trying to calm her down

“I can’t let you go Helen
you see I love you and now you are mine completely” and kissing her tears and moving his hand over her neck.

“
Let me go I hate you, how could you carry on when I was in so much pain, that’s not love let me go Phil” she angered with herself, why did she let him do that?

“I’m crazy for you Helen, that why I need you
sorry Helen but you agreed to let me. I didn’t force you, remember you let me. I stopped when you struggled didn’t I?” No not straight away, he didn’t stop she thinks the confusion she feels clouding her thoughts

“
Let me go home Phil” she pleads

“
You can’t you got nothing to wear, I get something from the shops in the morning then I take you home. Let me make love to you Helen, I will never make you do that again. You tried and didn’t like it. You don’t have to anything you don‘t like but I love you for trying Helen” Helen pulling on her ties again. He trying to convince her it her fault but it not she screams in her head. She just wants to go home.

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Shush, shush a lot of people like anal sex Helen it was worth a try wasn’t it?” Phil softly stroking Helen hair

“
But it hurt so much Phil I want to go home please let me go” and desperately struggling on her ties

“
Let me give you oral sex Helen, then I drive you home” and turning Helen onto her back. Helen just wanted to go home so she stopped fighting her restraints. Phil slips the condom off and puts it on the bed side cabinet

“
Close your eyes Helen it be just like before I promise, me and you slowly making love” she feels his body sliding down hers, stopping his descent and he starts to kiss her between her legs. She tenses from his lips she doesn’t want him doing oral sex on her but he said he take her home after. Phil parts her legs and starts licking and softy sucking her and repeating over and over. And she lays there silent feeling used and dirty.

“
Just relax Helen or you never go home” it no good, she too upset to enjoy this. She could try to fake it and she gives a little moan. Phil stops suddenly he knew she faked it she thinks fearfully

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Don’t you dare fucking fake it Helen, do you fucking hear me. I got all week to make you cum so take your fucking time Helen”

“
Let me go please and I will relax Phillip” and speaking as sweetly as she can

“
You going to leave me Helen, all I’m asking for is a chance to make it up to you. I do love you and this is the only way I can think of to make you stay please baby it be good like before” and kissing her thigh and rubbing her clitoris up and down with his finger, she feels betrayed by her body when she feels herself responding to his touch. Fighting with all her strength to stay mad, she hated him for what he did to her.

“
You taste so good Helen, are you still my Helen?” he whispers so softly then sucking at her pleasure tip. Helen bites her lip to stop herself saying yes, she can’t let him treat her like this.

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Do you love me Helen?” the same soft whisper then sucking firmer onto her aroused clitoris. Helen moans and can taste the blood from her lip when she bites harder. She hates him she scolds herself. Helen feels his fingers sliding into her and her body betraying her with her wetness. This is wrong, how can she want him after what he did to her.

“
Are you still my Helen? Say yes Helen” the same soft whisper and flicking his tongue over her pleasure tip as he sucks and stroking Helen’s insides with his finger

“
Yes” she whispers breathlessly and she gives into her body’s betrayal. She can feel her body move towards his mouth when he licks and kisses her. She feels herself build towards her climax, but he stops before she can reach it.

“
Do you love me Helen?” Phil whispers and she feels herself calming

“
Yes oh yes, don’t stop please” she pleads, why can’t she resist him? And he builds her pleasure again and stopping again just before the climax and asking her a question. So many questions and the answer were always yes.

“Helen”

“Yes, Phil it’s yes”

“
Will you”

“Yes
, oh YES Phil don’t stop please” she begs him

“Marry me?”

“Yes” and she climaxes finally with the question ringing in Helen’s head that she just said yes to. Did she hear Phil right? Phil kisses Helen’s mouth passionately and reaches into his bedside cabinet and slipping a ring onto her finger before she can complain about being tricked, Phil pulls her down the bed and enters her and slowly makes love to her. She lost to his touch, to this man she loved enough to allow him to use her they way he wanted. Helen knows he is dangerous but she has no power to fight him. She was completely his and he knew it.

              Helen is still tied to the bed and Phillip is slumped over Helen fast asleep. Her arms ached and she needed the bathroom urgently.

“Phil wake up, please wake up” wriggling her body to try to wake him. The stale drink from last night on his breath and he stirs but refusing to wake fully.

“PHILLIP
Wake up” she says desperately and his eyes open suddenly and flaring dangerously at her, the other Phil is in control she thinks horrified. But his eyes soften when he looks at Helen and she breathes a sigh of relief.

“I need the bathroom Phil”

“Oh god Helen, I’m sorry” and quickly untying her. Helen notices that Phil has gone white.

“
What did I do? Did I hurt you Helen?” Helen shakily gets up from the bed. She feels too weak to walk. He made love to her most of the night. Even when she begged him to stop, the torture from the sex continued on from him. Helen’s muscles were sore inside and out and every movement she made hurt.

“
God Helen, what the hell did I do?” and Phil rushing to carry Helen to the bathroom

“
Don’t Phil I can manage, I’m a bit stiff that all” and Helen struggles to the door. The pain inside was making walking difficult. Phil wasn’t rough with her but he just didn’t stop. 

“Helen, god what
the hell did I do?” and wrapping his arm around her waist and making Helen cry out from the pain. She felt like she had been punched when his hand made contact with her side. Phil lifts Helen gently and carries her to the bathroom.