William Styron: The Collected Novels: Lie Down in Darkness, Set This House on Fire, The Confessions of Nat Turner, and Sophie's Choice (84 page)

“That’s a remarkable sight, isn’t it?” he said, gesturing toward the sea as I came toward him. Far down upon the gulf a fleet of fishing boats lay spread out upon the black surface of the night; invisible itself, each boat bore a dazzling light to summon the fish, so that now lying suspended between the dark water and the moonless and darker sky the whole collection of lights, twinkling there so serenely, had the appearance of a constellation of fat and vivacious stars. There was an immense silence and peace about these lovely hovering lights, and a hypnotic charm. Without taking his eyes from them, Cripps offered me a cigarette. “I never cease to be fascinated by those lights,” he said, “whenever you’re lucky enough to get a black night like this, so that the boats really
do
look like stars. Wonderful! I remember seeing them when I first came here during the war. The Army had a rest camp up here for a while, you know. I remember that I told myself that I would come back here, if only to see these lights again. They have an amazing floating unearthly quality, don’t they?”

“They’re marvelous,” I agreed.

“Pretty dreary scene back there,” he said without altering the tone of his voice, which was wistful and rather fatigued and stopped just short, it seemed to me, of actual melancholy. “I hope it wasn’t too dreary. I’m sorry, what did you say your name was again?”

When I told him, he said: “You were the oddest sort of apparition, you know. Pale as a ghost, dressed like a mortician in the midst of this raunchy crowd. I thought for a while you must have been an acolyte of that old humbug, Bell, until it occurred to me that you were this friend of Mason’s. And then I was really astonished. Have you known Mason long?”

“All my life, practically,” I said. “Well, not really all my life,” I added. “I was at prep school with him near my home in Virginia. Then for a while after the war I saw him in New York. But there’s something about Mason that makes you feel you’ve known him forever, even when you don’t see much of him.”

“I know just what you mean,” he said.
“God,
I know just what you mean. Where in the world—” But he broke off suddenly, wagging his head. There had been more than a trace of sarcasm in his voice. I was puzzled a little, and I could not figure out why he had fallen into this silence, leaving me stranded upon the edge of a small mystery, unless it had been because he had suddenly realized the discourtesy involved in running down Mason, who, after all, was his host. Even so, he was unable to resist hinting at
something
about Mason—whatever it was—that was bothering him. “I mean,” he resumed slowly, “I mean—well, he’s a weird boy. He’s altogether different from the kid I remember down in Virginia.”

“How do you mean?” I said.

He seemed not to have heard the question or, if he had, chose to ignore it. “Did you ever go to the Flagg place on the river there?” he said. “What a beautiful place it was. I used to go down every now and then before the war, before old Justin died. What a hard cookie he was. But a good man, really, and I guess I should be forever grateful to him. Actually, in spite of that grim little soldierboy act he had quite decent instincts. Did you know him?”

“Well, I used to sort of see him,” I said.

“He suffered, you know. I mean, really suffered, not the imitation sort of anguish you usually get in this business. He was ruthless in his way but there was an odd side of him that was really quite highly principled. Almost puritanical when you come right down to it. I guess that’s the reason he never got a divorce. He really suffered over that. Mason ever tell you what became of his mother? Wendy?”

“I haven’t seen him enough to talk to him since I’ve been here,” I said. “The last I heard she was still lushing it up down on the farm.”

“Pathetic woman,” he sighed. “Christ, what misery liquor can cause! I should know. Even though it’s really the symptom, you know, not the disease. I suppose it’s simply that our disease is more—pandemic now, which is why you see such a fantastic going to pot. Especially among Americans, I mean. The disease being .. . what? You tell me. A general wasting away of quality, a kind of sleazy common prostration of the human spirit. Like Burnsey there—a really sensitive decent guy beneath it all, and very close to a great actor. Yet what does he do? In his mid-thirties, just when an artist should be hitting his stride, achieving maturity, he sinks into this idiotic infantilism. He becomes a hipster. A juvenile delinquent. A dirty-mouth little boy.” He paused, then said: “Ah God,
I
don’t know how we’re going to finish this—I was about to say film.” Then he fell silent.

Below us now the guests were converging on the pool. Some were clad in Bikinis; some were more conventionally decked out, including that fastidious snoop, Morton Baer, who wore no bathing suit at all but shuffled about in his flannel suit at the edge of the pool and puffed on a cigar. There was laughter, a constant chatter rose in English and Italian, and no one went into the pool; beneath a spangled cluster of beach umbrellas they had all disposed themselves at tables, attended by the solitary harried waiter. Crazed by the strange blue light, half a dozen moths the size of small bats swooped and flickered, casting their freakish shadows over all. I kept my eyes on Mangiamele, who was practically naked and had commenced to lacquer her toenails.

At this moment a huge explosion rent the air behind us in the
salone.
It was not an explosion, but it sounded like one: as Cripps and I jumped, then wheeled quickly about—both I think expecting to see fallen plaster and a cloud of smoke—we saw only that the huge front doors had been slammed violently open against the walls. Both doors were still vibrating. In front of them stood Cass Kinsolving. He was drunk. Drunk is hardly the word. He was about as drunk as one could get and still stand up—beside him Burns would have appeared a teetotaler—and as he came toward us, his hand clawing at the chairs for support, he wore an expression of such desuetude and abandonment of thought that it was like no expression, and I could have sworn that he had only the dimmest notion of where he was, and what he was doing, and where he was headed. A ripped and dirty T-shirt—it was Marine Corps issue, a faded green—exposed his powerful shoulders, but there was something sluggishly decrepit about his progress across the room that made him appear sick, depleted, as if he had left the last ounce of his strength in the courtyard below. At one point I thought he was going to pitch forward across a sofa. And I was surprised when, finally lurching over to the balcony where we were standing, he said thickly but with more clarity than ever I thought such a drunken man could muster: “Hello, Leverett. How’s the guy you hit today making out?”

“Hiya,” I said. I will have to be honest about my feelings toward Cass at this point: I thought he was a disagreeable lush and an all-around pain in the neck.

He turned to Cripps before I had a chance to reply. “Good evening, Signor Regista,
come va?
How’s everything in the flicker business? Making pots and pots and pots?”

“Va bene,
Cass,” said Cripps.
“Come state? Un po’ troppo vino stassera?”
He regarded Cass with a smile, but the smile seemed sad, and a trifle worried.

Cass fell against the balcony railing, making it sing and tremble. He gazed at us with drowned hot eyes and a wet lippy grin, panting and heaving while a tic worked nervously at his brow. “Tell me this, Signor Regista,” he said, still grinning. “What said the chorus when old Oedipus was at Colonus"—he seemed fearfully close to pitching backward over the rail—“and old Theseus dragged his poor old bones off—”

“Watch it there, Cass,” said Cripps, reaching out.

“ ’For the long days lay up full many things nearer unto grief than joy,’ ” he cried, and picked up my glass and downed it in a gulp. “Stand back there, old Buster Brown, old dollbaby!” With one hand he sliced the air in front of him, as if with an invisible cutlass, threateningly, causing Cripps to halt. “Stand back there, old great gray cinematic magician, whilst I keen my song! ’For the long days lay up full many things nearer unto greet’—’scuse me—’grief than joy, but as for thy delights, their place shall know them no more, when a man’s life has lapsed beyond a fitting term’ …
whoo!”
His arm slid off the railing, recovered itself; drawing himself erect he thrust his wrist into the neck of his T-shirt and stood, weaving slightly, in the hot-eyed declamatory pose of an old-time ham tragedian. “Stand back there, I say! The Deliverer—the Deliverer,’ to continue, ’comes at last to all alike, when the doom of Hades is suddenly revealed without marriage-song or lyre or dance, even Death at last!’” He paused, took a breath. “Now for the bleeding beautiful antistrophe. ’Not to be born is, past all prizing, best, but when a man hath seen the light this is the next best by far, that with all speed he should go thither, whence he hath come. For when he hath seen—’ ”

“Hold it there, Cass,” said Cripps, going up to him. “Hold it there, boy. You’re going to land in the garden.”

“‘—youth go by …’” He halted. Neck bent back now at right angles he was trying to drain the glass of its last drop; it was a wide-mouthed glass and the ice cubes perched bizarrely on his eyeglasses and water trickled down around his ears.
“Io mi sazio presto di vino,”
he said with a gasp finally. “This here Scotch of Mason’s just dandy. Make tears come to your eyes.” He took a step back toward the
salone,
clutching the glass with two hands before him, like a chalice. “I think I’ll just get me—”

“Hold on, Cass,” Cripps said. “Don’t you think you’ve had about enough?” As he said this a dry laugh, almost as if in spite of himself, escaped his lips and I heard him whisper the words
nursemaid to drunks.
“Why don’t you—”

“How ’bout that?” Cass said, suddenly whirling around. “How ’bout that, old sweet gray wizard of the cinematic art? Did you catch the faultless phrasing, the accent, the intonation, I mean the simple pure ordinary bleeding
poignancy
of it all? Each syllable like a shiny round little nugget blooped out from the divine lips of Garrick hisself! Put me on! Put me on, by God! With my talent and this here profile and your noodle we won’t have no trouble at all. The girls’ll cram the flicker palaces from sea to shining sea. There won’t be a dry pair of pants in the house. How ’bout that, old Regista?” He placed a thick arm on Cripps’ shoulder. “Take my advice, get rid of these here second-raters, these hand-me-downs from vaudeville, these jugglers and chuckleheads and such trash. Hire you a
man,
a man like me that could bring forth sobs from a cast-iron jockey—”

“Cass,” Cripps said, “let me take you—”

“Hold on! Let me tell you what we’ll do. Together you and me we’ll pull a Prometheus on ’em. We’ll bring back tragedy to the land of the Pepsi-Cola and the peanut brittle and the Modess Because. That’s what we’ll do, by God! And we’ll make the ignorant little buggers like it. No more popcorn, no more dreamboats, no more Donald Ducks, no more wet dreams in the mezzanine.
Tragedy,
by God, that’s what we’ll give ’em! Something to stiffen their spines and firm up their joints and clean out their tiny little souls. What’ll you have?
Ajax? Alcestis? Electra? Iphigenia? Hoo-
boy!” Once more his hand plunged into the neck of his T-shirt. “ ’I would not be the murderer of my mother, and of thee too. Sufficient is her blood. No, I will share thy fortune, live with thee, or with thee die: to Argos I will lead thee …’”

“Cass,” said Cripps, “what you need I think is a nice long snooze. Now if I were you—”

“Hold on!” said Cass again. But then he abruptly fell silent. He scratched his brow. “Plumb forgot what it was I came for.” For a moment he wore a puzzled look; then suddenly breaking out into a smile, he clapped his thigh and said: “Now, by God, we’ll work a bit of subtle thievery!
Ssst!”
he whispered, bending forward toward Cripps’ ear. “You won’t tell a soul, will you? You won’t breathe a loving word?”

“I don’t read you,” said Cripps, with his melancholy grin.

“Is the illustrious proprietor away? Old Mason, has he gone away?” He giggled a little, ceased, his face becoming mysterious and grave. “When the rat is away, Regista,” he said in a hoarse stage whisper, “old tomcat will play. Now to go fetch the bleeding cure!” At this he pulled loose from Cripps, turned about, and staggered off away from the balcony. Cripps and I both made quick involuntary motions to stop him, but seconds too late: like a blind and incapacitated bull he blundered straight into the piano bench, pitched forward with the crumpled knees and supplicating arms of a man shot in the back, and came down flush upon the keyboard in a thunderous uproar of flats and sharps; for a split instant he lay outspread there like some disheveled virtuoso gone raving mad and then slid to the floor with a groan, one arm trailing a flashy glissando along the keys.

“Sweet heaven!” Cripps gasped as we went to his aid. But even before we reached his side he was on his feet, listlessly probing for broken bones. “No harm done, Regista,” he said. He gazed dazedly at the piano. “I think I might have sprung that—”

“Come on, Cass,” Cripps said. “Downstairs with you now.” Together, with Cripps on one side and me on the other, we maneuvered him back toward the open door. His breath came in short gasps, and he reeked of wine and sweat.

“Take my advice,” Cripps said. “Hit the sack.”

Cass, still prodding himself, halted at the edge of the steps. “Yeah,” he said in a distant voice. “Yeah. O.K.” Then with great care, hugging the marble banister, he descended to the courtyard, and Cripps and I were alone.

“That boy is slowly killing himself,” Cripps said, shaking his head. “I’ve never seen anyone put away so much sauce in all my life, and that includes my old pal Burnsey.”

“What’s wrong with him?”

We moved back toward the balcony, “I’d never laid eyes on him before we came up here the other day. I don’t know who the hell he is but he’s quite a character. Mason’s got him on some sort of hook.” His face turned bitter and grim. “I saw something so
low
and
contemptible”
he blurted, “so
disgusting,
really, that you wouldn’t believe me if—” His voice trailed off.