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I love you,

Aiden

December 1

Roxy,

I saw you dancing with yet another guy at a party. I felt jealous at first, but then I looked at you. You looked completely bored. And I couldn't help but smile. I decided that maybe you do still love me. Maybe there is hope.

I love you,

Aiden

P.S. I like your clothes better than Rachel's. You're NOT that girl Roxy. You're better than that.

I cried as I read each of them. Each one special in their own way. I decided at that moment that I had forgiven Aiden. I only wished that I would have read the letters sooner.

I pulled out my cell phone and decided to send Aiden a text.

I forgive you. I'm sorry that I couldn't say it sooner.

I sat there, waiting for a response. After 5 minutes, I felt my heart drop. I was too late. I walked out to the beach, and laid there. I let the tears run down my face freely.

AIDEN

I walked out the back door, and sure enough, Roxy was laying in the sand, just like her parent's said. I felt nervous and as I got closer to her, I froze. Maybe coming here was a mistake.

I watched Roxy a few more minutes, trying to get my nerve up. She wiped her face, and I walked closer. I could tell that she had been crying, and I felt like shit.

As I walked closer, Roxy heard me, and sat up and wiped her tears away. She still hadn't looked at me, she was looking at the ocean. I quietly sat down in the sand beside her.

“It's beautiful here,” I said.

Finally, Roxy's eyes met mine. “Aiden?” At first she looked completely shocked, but then she jumped up and wrapped her arms around me. It felt so good to have her arms around me. But then, I felt her sobbing against my chest, and I pushed her back.

I took my thumb and gently wiped away her tears. “Please, don't cry.”

“
I'm sorry,” she apologized. “I've been such a jerk to you.”

I was floored.
She
was apologizing to
me
? “You have no reason to be sorry, Roxy. I am the one who should be apologizing. I've been such a douche.”

“
So you don't hate me?” she asked.

I shook my head. “I could
never
hate you, Roxy. I'm so completely, crazy in love with you.”

She looked me in the eyes. I was trying to read her expression, but it kept changing. Shock, desire, sadness, and love all flashed across her face. “I love you, too.”

I started to say something else, but was cut off when Roxy's lips covered mine. I saw a flash of desire right before her lips touched mine. I was shocked for a second, but then I kissed her back. I breathed her in. I forgot how good she tasted.

NINETEEN

ROXY

When Aiden told me he loved me, I couldn't take it any longer. I was so happy. I kissed him with passion and desire, and was surprised when he kissed me back with the same emotion.

Aiden climbed on top of me, and held my hands against the ground. He was kissing me hard. I felt his lips leave mine, and make their way down my neck. I couldn't hold back the moan that escaped my lips. When it did, I felt Aiden melt into me. He began to kiss me harder.

His grip on my hands loosened, and I took the opportunity to pull on his shirt. I was certain by now that he was fully aware that I was going to take him right there on the beach. Suddenly, I was thankful that this spot wasn't visible from the house. A hill blocked this particular spot.

Aiden was obviously thinking the same thing, because he took the hint and quickly threw his shirt off, and then started to tug my shirt up.

His lips crashed into mine once more. His kisses were driving me crazy.

“
Aiden...” I said, breathlessly.

“
Yeah?” he asked between kisses.

“
I want you.” When the words left my mouth, it didn't take long for the rest of our clothes to come off. He began to suck on my breast, and I let out a soft moan. He was teasing me, but I just wanted him inside of me.

“
Aiden?”

Not stopping, he looked up at me.

“Please...” I beg him.

As soon as the words leave my mouth, he was once again kissing my lips. I felt him slide inside of me, and I let out a whimper. He began to push in and out of me, I rocked my hips right along with him. I could feel the pleasure building inside of me, and I knew I was about to explode. As if he knew exactly what I needed, he pushed into me harder, and faster.

I screamed his name, just as I felt a release. He gently fell into my chest. We were both breathing heavy. He put his forehead on mine. “I love you.”

I couldn't help but smile at his words. “I love you too.”

He gently lifted himself off of me, and I was already missing him inside of me.

“
I don't even want to think of the places I'm going to have to wash the sand out of,” he joked.

I laughed. “It'll be worse for me. You were on top.”

He gave me a serious look, and said, “Next time, you will have have to be on top.”

Butterflies filled my stomach. Next time! I was already looking forward to it.

AIDEN

After getting dressed, Roxy and I walked back into her grandparent's house, hand in hand. Her hair was a mess, and she was covered in sand. I felt embarrassed as we walked in.

Emily saw us walk in the door, and laughed. Roxy was blushing beside me. “I see you two made up.”

I stayed quiet beside Roxy.

“
We did,” she sighed happily. “And umm... I kind of want to make up again. In the shower.”

I stood there, stunned. Emily was laughing, and Roxy pulled me behind her up the stairs into a room, and started kissing me again.

“I can't believe you just said that to your mom!”

She pulled back and rolled her eyes. “Please, like she didn't know it already!”

Roxy pulled me into the bathroom and once again began undressing me. She threw my shirt on the floor, and I threw hers next to mine. I was loving this side of Roxy, the one who couldn't keep her hands off of me.

In less than a minute, all our clothes were in the floor, and we got in the shower. Roxy pulled back from our kiss and tilted her head back.

The shower was one of those awesome showers – the ones that rained down on you, and sprayed you from all the sides. I watched as the water flowed down her body. I wondered if she knew how hot she was, how hot she made me.

I looked up, and Roxy was looking at me. Her eyebrows were raised, and she was smiling. At that moment, there was no doubt she knew that I wanted her more than I wanted my next breath. The way she was looking at me, full of desire, I knew that she wanted me just as badly.

I took the shampoo, and I began washing her hair. I massaged her scalp, and worked my way down her hair, making sure to touch her all the way down. Once I was done, she did the same to me. Her fingers felt good, massaging my scalp. She licked her already wet lips, and continued massaging.

I leaned closer, and let my lips graze over hers. The kiss was quick, but it was full of need. When we pulled back, I grabbed the soap and slowly began to lather her up. I was going to touch every inch of her body, and I was going to take my time.

As soon as my fingers touched Roxy's skin, she let's out a sexy little moan, and closed her eyes. I was so turned on that I could hardly keep from taking her again, but I felt that some things were worth waiting for. I wanted to drive her crazy first. I wanted to hear her beg again.

I started at her arm. I never realized how sensual it could be, touching an arm. I worked my way down her arms, to her fingertips. The ends of her fingers felt like there was electricity coming out of them. I proceeded to do her other arm, and then I did the bottoms of her legs, and her feet. I was intentionally leaving the sensitive spots for last.

I began to work my way up her legs, and towards the inside of her thighs. I teased her with my finger, and she sucked in a deep breath. I could feel her shaking against my body. I pulled my hand away, and began lathering her stomach. Her hungry eyes were watching me the whole time.

I worked my way up to her breast, and gently rubbed.

“Oh, Aiden,” she breathed out, and then put her head on my shoulder. She gently bit me, and I pulled my hands away. Once again, I moved my hands down, between her thighs, and gently started massaging. I teased her again with my finger, pulling it in and out of her. After only a few seconds, she screamed out in pleasure, and I smiled a victorious smile.

Once again, Roxy's lips crashed into mine. She pulled back, smiling. “It's my turn.” She had an evil look in her eyes, and I could tell she's going to get me back for all the teasing I did to her.

ROXY

I was shaking from the mind blowing orgasm Aiden just gave me, but I was pretending that I was unaffected. Though, I was pretty sure he could see through my act.

I grabbed the soap from his hand, and began lathering him up. I took my time, making sure to save all the sensitive spots for last, just like he did with me. My hands moved smoothly over his body, and I was about to fall apart right there, but I managed to keep it together somehow.

Finally, there was one spot left on his body that I had yet to wash. He was looking at me. His eyes were desperate. I made sure I hesitated before touching him. I pulled him down to my lips, and kissed him. I teased his lips with my tongue, and he started breathing heavy.

I pulled back, and slowly made my way down. My hand moved over the length of him, and I heard him moan. I couldn't help but smile at the fact that I was the one who pleased him. I set the soap aside, and let the water run over him. I was about to put my hand back on him when he stopped me with a kiss. I felt his hand work it's way between my legs, and I let out a whimper against his lips. I wanted him so bad that I could hardly stand it.

“Aiden, please...”

“
Please what?”

My breaths were coming so fast, it was hard to talk. I could barely think when he was touching me like that. “Please, I want you.”

He kissed me deeper, and worked his way down my neck. “You want me to what?”

I was about to scream. He knew exactly what I wanted. “I want you to fuck me.”

Lifting me off the shower floor, he slid himself inside of me. I instantly moaned at the sensation. He pushed me against the wall of the shower, and began to push in and out of me with force. He was not being gentle this time, and I liked it. I wanted to scream, but at the same time, I was vaguely aware that my parent's were somewhere in the house. The pleasure was building fast, and I waited for the release to come.

Aiden started moving faster. His breaths were coming out fast and heavy, and I knew that he was about to release. He pushed in one last time, and we climaxed together.

He held me against the shower wall for a while without pulling out of me. I didn't want him to. I could still feel the pounding inside of me. I silently wondered if he could feel it too.

When Aiden pulled back, I already missed him being inside me. He put me back down on the ground of the shower.

“You are so fucking hot,” he whispered.

After our shower, I quickly got dressed. Aiden was looking at me like he was about to devour me again if I didn't cover up, and as much as I wanted him again, I knew that I only had a few more days with my family before going back to school. Plus, it was New Years Eve, and pretty soon our house was going to be filled with friends and family.

I put on a strapless, red dress. It was skin tight, and stopped just below the top of my thighs. It was a Rachel approved dress, and I wore it just so I could see the look on Aiden's face. I hid in the bathroom to fix my hair and makeup. It only took me about 30 minutes.

When I stepped out of the bathroom, Aiden was eating me with his eyes as he looked me up and down.

“
Damn it, Roxy. There is no way I'm letting you leave this room in that dress.”

“
You don't like it?” I asked, as I walked closer to him.

He pulled me onto his lap. “Oh I like it. I like it a lot. Problem is, I'm not going to be able to keep my hands or eyes off of you. Neither is every other guy out there.”

“You're the only one allowed to touch,” I promised.

He pulled me to his lips, and kissed me until I was dizzy, and then pulled away. “Don't you forget it either.”

TWENTY

AIDEN

Since coming back from Christmas break, I hadn't spent one night without Roxy. We both took turns staying in each others dorms. Every weekend we either went to see my family, or hers. I loved spending time with my family, but I liked going to see Roxy's family better because we had privacy. At my mom's house, we slept on the pull out sofa bed, and I was not about to have sex with her and have my little brother or sister walk in.