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Bitter Farewell

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Karolyn James is the author of several chart topping books and series

 

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PRAISE FOR KAROLYN JAMES AND THE
BROTHERS OF ROCK
SERIES:

 

“...this is not just a story about a guy and a girl, it's a story about a band who is as close as a family...”

 

“...the camraderie between the members of the band really gives a sense of depth to the story...”

 

“Good and enjoyable read from beginning to end. Another top notch book from this author. Worth the read. Thumbs up.”

 

“It sweet and sexy has all you need to hear read this book you can't put the book down. Love it...”

 

“I bought this because I have heard good things about Karolyn James, but I was hesitant because I have been very disappointed in the other "popular" rockstar romances.”

 

“This did NOT disappoint! Karolyn James knows music! The story was wonderful and it was filled with actual musical knowledge, which tied the whole thing together for me.”

BITTER FAREWELL (Brothers of Rock #3)

 

When Danny boards the private jet for his father's funeral, he knows he isn't just going back home to settle the estate.

 

He is going to back to find her... the girl who loved him, the girl who understood his family problems, and the girl he left behind to chase his dream of becoming a rockstar.

 

Liv Cryers is stuck in Bakersville. Literally. She came back hoping to find peace inside her empty heart, but now she's forced to care for her ailing father who doesn't remember her most days.  She's tired of being forgotten.  The sounds of her past seem so far away...

 

When rockstars come to town, crazy things can happen...

(1)

 

“Hey, Dad, check out this chord...”

The strap was too long, the cloth frayed and ragged and Danny was too afraid to move it for fear of the strap completely breaking. The strings were like pieces of barbed wire; there wasn’t enough money to buy new strings... not for a ‘damn guitar’ as his father put it all the time. There wasn’t enough electricity either. Danny could plug the guitar into his amp, but he could never plug the amp in. Unless his father was working. But he’d have to get up killer early to play then...

“Dad... did you hear?”

Danny looked up from the guitar... he had to look up to from the guitar because he couldn’t play the chords without looking. Not like Johnnie. Johnnie learned how to play chords without looking. It was seriously cool.

Danny saw that his father wasn’t standing in the doorway anymore.

He had been there a second ago.

Danny put the guitar down and walked to the doorway. He heard the shower running.

‘Dad must have had a long day...’

That’s it, Danny told himself.

His father walked away a lot.

But he worked hard.

That mattered, right?

Danny looked back to the bed and knew he had about two minutes to plug the amp in and turn it on. There really wasn’t anything quite like the sound of his guitar turned on... and it certainly helped with the sting of loneliness.

“Dude, you ready?”

Danny took his eyes off the pearl diamond inlay neck on his guitar and looked up at Rick standing, twirling drumsticks.

“Yeah,” Danny whispered.

“Are you sure? You look like hell.”

“I’m good, how about you?”

Rick threw both sticks in the air and caught them without looking. He stuck them - tip down - into his front pocket. He outstretched his arms and smiled.

“I feel alive, my friend, alive.”

“Good. How’s the arm feeling?”

“Perfect.”

Rick held up his cast and tapped it. He was still weeks away from getting the cast removed at which point he could start practicing drums. Of course Rick insisted the second the cast came off he’d start playing shows. Doctors tried to explain to Rick the time it may take to get used to playing, not to mention the risk of aggravating anything in his arm, but he insisted. Johnnie had already promised Rick that once the time came to play again, he would. He’d start slow, two songs a night and add more each time.

“I still can’t believe you’re doing the show,” Rick said. “It’s... you don’t have to...”

“I do,” Danny said. He looked back to the guitar. He fingered a ‘C’ chord but didn’t strum it. He thought about being a kid, sitting on his bed, struggling to finger the chord. It was so natural now, something he could do in his sleep, without thinking.

“How are we feeling tonight?” another voice chimed in.

It was Peter’s voice.

“Ready to rock,” Danny said, knowing he sounded monotone.

“How’s the arm feeling?” Peter asked, gripping Rick’s shoulder.

“Good to go.”

“Yeah, right,” Peter said. “Dr. Beretti is pissed you told him you planned on opening the next leg of the tour playing a full set... he said if you overdo it, you’ll end up needing surgery...”

“I don’t care,” Rick said. “I’m playing.”

Peter looked at Danny.  Danny just blinked. Hiding emotion was pointless at the moment.

“Danny... why don’t I get Johnnie?”

“That’s cool,” Danny said.

Peter tugged on Rick’s shirt and they both left.

Danny let out a sigh.

He hated this, right now. The moment when everyone looked at him and felt pity.  Their eyes showed it, their kind voices proved it, and no matter what Danny did or said, the truth was present.

His father was dead.

Maybe it shouldn’t have hit him so hard, considering the seemingly always off relationship he had with ‘Big John’ as everyone called him. But it mattered, right? It was his father. Somewhere in Danny’s mind he believed that someday things would matter. That after this tour, he’d head home and maybe have that moment with his father. The one where his father would pull out a shoebox and show Danny he’d been collecting pictures and articles of Chasing Cross all these years...

“Little bro, what’s going on?”

Danny looked at Johnnie and swallowed. “I’m just waiting for the call... to take the stage...”

“You know, you don’t have to do this. It’s just a benefit show. It’s more about the name of the band being online and associated with the cause... and the donation we made.”

“No, I have to play this one,” Danny said. He gripped the neck of his guitar and squeezed tight.

The guitar was his life. His heart, his mind, his soul. His purpose, always and forever. From the second he heard Johnnie drum a horrible sounding ‘G’ chord, Danny knew he wanted to play guitar. It was that simple. A dream found, a dream chased, and a dream lived.

Johnnie walked into the room and shut the door. He crouched down in front of Danny, much like he did when they were kids and the house got too loud... or too violent. He took Danny’s face in his strong, brotherly hands and smiled.

“Don’t be a stubborn ass about this.”

“I’m not, Johnnie, I swear.”

As he looked into his only brother’s eyes, Danny felt his own eyes fill with tears. He swore he wouldn’t cry, not now at least, but looking at Johnnie brought it all back. And there wasn’t a single regret. Because the path they walked, as brothers on stage and brothers in life, was the best damn journey any man could have ever had.

“You know, when Peter called me last night about this show...”

“I know,” Danny said. “You told him I would hate you if you said no.”

“That’s right. I know you, brother, I know how it all works.”

“We’re flying out in the morning,” Danny said. “This is our last show for a little while.”

“I know,” Johnnie said. “Let’s give them a hell of a show...”  Johnnie pointed up.  “Him too.”

Danny half smiled. The relationship with their father and Johnnie was so much different than with Danny. Johnnie took everything on the chin and in stride, perhaps trying to become the real man of the house. And how could that not happen? Johnnie took care of everything and everyone. He was there to raise Danny. He was there to console their mother, Barbara, who passed away of cancer a year after Chasing Cross broke out and became huge. He changed light bulbs. He killed spiders. He did math homework, even when Danny tapped his pencil on the table, pretending he was playing drums, not giving a damn about math.

“I’m sorry about this,” Johnnie said.

Danny closed his eyes and felt tears trickle down his cheeks. “Me too. I don’t know why I’m even crying right now.”

“Danny, he was our father. Our blood. He created us... it’s okay to cry.”

“I know,” Danny whispered. “Can I... can I have a minute?”

“Sure thing.”

Johnnie leaned forward and kissed Danny’s forehead. Danny smiled as another tear fell down his cheek. He knew that life would settle and be okay, as long as he had Johnnie.

And Chasing Cross.

(2)

 

Rick played guitar but had his drumsticks in his pocket. Halfway through the opening song, he stood and put the guitar down. He took the drumsticks out of his pocket and Danny looked at Chris, both their eyes wide and confused. The band’s backup drummer, Eddie, was in the middle of a fill when Rick held up both sticks, much to the small crowd’s enjoyment. He then started to takeover with cymbal hits and continued until the end of the song.

The band played the last note over and over, the guitars screaming, the bass rumbling, and the bass drum kicking while Rick hit cymbal after cymbal. Danny stepped back towards Rick and kicked him.

“What are you doing?” he yelled.

“Playing!” Rick yelled back. He had a wild look in his eyes.

Danny walked next to Johnnie and said, “Kill the song. Rick is trying to play...”

Johnnie stopped and put his hands out, killing the song.

The venue was much smaller than the normal Chasing Cross concert, but again, it was a benefit. A cancer benefit, which obviously struck a note with Johnnie and Danny, something they could never turn down. Even in their partying days, they always supported as many of these benefits as possible. They even played a senior prom once because a young woman at the age of seventeen had to undergo chemotherapy and they wanted to boost her spirits.

Johnnie took to the mic and Danny went back to the drums.

“Thank you all,” Johnnie said. “You know... this is kind of a special night... I mean, we’re supposed to be on a break, right?”

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