Manage Me (Toven's Circus #1) (22 page)

I truly feel marked, I feel like I am his. Maybe I always have been.

Chapter 30

Jaden

Looking down at Nell, I feel a little like a dick for covering her in cum, but I like seeing myself on her soft skin, and as she laps it off of my fingers, she doesn't seem to care. Her eager acceptance of my claiming of her makes my cock stir to life again. I take her lips, slide my body down hers and adjust us to a spooning position, except I have no intentions of just cuddling as my reawakening cock nestles comfortably between her ass cheeks.

Nell makes softs mewing sounds as I plunder her mouth, I slip my hand down her neck, across her chest, and starting a slow massage of her right tit. My other hand travels past her apex to her knee pulling it over my hip, splaying her pussy open wide. I swipe across her clit, down to her opening and she is still juicy wet for me.

“You ready to have my cock deep inside you?” I whisper into her ear, as I nip and nibble along her neck.

“Mmm please.” She moans.

“I’m going to fill you to the brim and keep going until I pass out” I slide my harden shaft between her soft wet pussy lips, slide back and forth allowing her essence to lube my dick and tease her tightened bean.

“Mmm…Is that another challenge I hear?” she lets out a purr and swivels her hips.

Instead of a response, I slap her ass cheek, which causes her to suck in air. I grab my cock and shift so the tip is at her entrance, rubbing it softly in her wetness, then against her sensitive swollen skin. Inserting just the enflamed head and using my hand to swivel it around before pulling it out and rubbing her cream around.

“You think you can out fuck me, Beauty?”

No response. So I continue to play with her pussy, when teeth imbed into my arm that’s wrapped around her chest. The inch of my dick that is inside of her is being squeezed and I feel pulses raging through her as she pants and moans out her orgasm. Fuck I was barely touching her, but I have to fight with everything in me, not to follow her. I shove all the way into her before the pulsing stops and start assaulting her clit with a couple fingers, causing another orgasm to rip through her. I am just barely able to hang on once again, I start going through the set list for the next show to distract myself. 

“Jesus fuck!” Nell cries gasping for breath. “I think I saw the light or met Buddha or something.” She pants then pauses looking confused. “What the fuck? How are you still hard? You didn’t cum?” She starts to pull away so she can turn and look at me but I gently push her over on her face and pulling out I jump up to my knees and get behind her, before landing a heavy smack of her upturned ass.

“You didn’t think I was done with you yet?” I smirk and add another slap to the other cheek, admiring the red handprints forming. 

“Jaden, you better not be done yet. I’m just getting started.” She says, while wiggling her ass at me.  I slap her pussy once before pile driving back inside of her, taking her hard and deep.

We continue this marathon sex for most of the night. I lose track of how many times we make each other come, but if we aren’t both walking funny the next day, I’ll be a bit more than disappointed. As for who won? I’m willing to call this one a tie. Fuck, where has this girl been all my life.

Chapter 31

Nell

Many might say coffee is the best thing to wake up to in the morning but after today, I’m a firm believer that waking up mid-orgasm with the man of my dreams buried firmly between my thighs, is the very best way. The man is a machine, and frankly I am shocked my vagina hasn’t just fallen off from the fuck-a-thon it’s endured in the last 12 hours. Not only is my muff still firmly attached but she’s wide awake and yowling for more cock, okay I admit it, she’s not the only one. After another round and a half in the bed (the half being me sucking his cock) and another in the shower, we finally make it out of the bedroom.

“Fuck, close the door, you’re making the whole bus smell like sex!” Finn grumbles from the stove in the kitchen, a pair grey sweatpants hanging low on his hips. Just as my eyes meet the not so hidden cock print, a hand clamps over my eyes.

“Jesus fuck man, can’t you house that monster when Nell’s around?”

“Worried she’s going to upgrade to a larger package?” He says with a snort that ends in an ooph, since Jaden just smacked him.

I can only shake my head at a loss for words at their childish ways when my phone starts to vibrate in my pocket. I pluck it out and pull away from Jaden, heading for the door.

“Hello”

“Nell, Darling! How are things going?” My father’s voice happily rings through the speaker

“Hi Daddy. Everything is great. We reached Seattle this morning and have the day to kill. The show in Portland went off without a hitch all the way around. I’m fitting in well with the band and handling everything with the tour as needed. I have pitched a couple ideas to them that we are trying out. As you know, we brought Gemma in to the Portland show and she shot some great footage. You will need to talk to Jaden to find out if they are really happy with me but it seems to be going well.”

“That’s great to hear, Doll.” He sounds happy. Awesome! “However,” His voice drops. Shit. “I would like to know a bit more about Jaden’s relationship with Emily Snow. The gossip rags are all a buzz about their meeting yesterday. I wish I would have had some pre-warning about this, Nell.”

It’s like an 80 pound bag of concrete was just dropped on my chest. Jaden said he had a meeting yesterday but he didn’t say it was with Emily, granted I didn’t ask who it was with either. But he swore nothing was going on with them. Why would he meet up with her and not tell me?

“Nell?” My father calls through the line.

“Um, yeah I’m here. Sorry, I was thinking and trying to recall if I had heard anything.” I recover. “Uh…Jaden did say he had a meeting to go to yesterday but I didn’t ask who with.”

“You’re their manager, you didn’t set up the meeting, so why didn’t you ask?” He bites out.

“We were in his hometown, I assumed it was with friends or family. I didn’t think I needed to track his every move.”

“What if he was meeting with another record label? Jaden’s been bitching for a while about wanting more freedom! Part of being the tour manager is protecting my investment in the band!” He’s full on screaming in the phone now and I have to hold it away from my ear, the tears of failure begin welling up.

“I’m sorry. I will be sure not to let it happen again. He wasn’t gone for very long and if he wasn’t forth coming about telling me he was meeting up with Emily, I don’t think he would have told me if he was going to meet up with another label either.”

“Well figure it the fuck out. And is he dating Snow or not? She is my biggest client and if that fucking prick fucks her up, I will drop the whole fucking band from this label!”

“Jaden said they are not dating and Ryker confirmed this. That is all I know at the moment. I will find out more and get back to you.” I say struggling to sound calm and collected.

“I have millions wrapped up in Emily Snow and Toven’s Circus. This is your only chance Nell. If you fuck up, you will be done in this industry.” He spits down the line causing my heart to drop even more.

“I understand.”

“Call me when you know something useful.” He hangs up without saying good-bye. My father has always been tough on me but this was crushing and not just because of him. Doubt in Jaden flares its ugly head again. I know if I try to talk to him about it he will just suck me back into his pile of shit lies.

I need to see these pictures from their meeting. I need to see what they looked like together. What they did.

Jaden’s bike conveniently sits a few feet away, keys in the ignition as we were going to take it on our day date into Seattle. I jump on, rev the engine, and take off. Not sure where I am going, I just kick off and head towards all the tall buildings.

I pull over at the first convenience store that I come to. I feel like an idiot running in to buy a gossip magazine but I do it anyway, smuggling it out under my shirt like I stole it, I paid for it I swear. Jumping back on the bike, I head for anywhere but here. I follow traffic through town that inevitably leads me to the waterfront. I find a place to park and making my way toward the water looking for a quiet place.

Heading down a pier that once housed several businesses, all now lay vacant with ‘Out of Business’ signs. I make my way to the railing, looking out at the water, and take a deep breath of the salty air. I try to work my mind around everything Jaden has shared with me over the last few days. All the connections that we have shared and memories we have made in such a short time. I do not believe that he is secretly seeing Emily but there is something he is hiding. I want to be upset but I want to give him a chance to explain, too. I pull the magazine from under my shirt. The cover has a crappy blurred photo of Emily leaning forward kissing Jaden. He isn’t touching her at all, in fact his hands and jaw are clinched tight. It looks like he was in the act of stepping back from her. Flipping to the inside shows pictures of them inside the coffee shop, sitting together at a small table. They appear to be talking about something. According to the article, one would think they were dry humping on the table, but Jaden’s body language screams his discomfort.

My father’s threat looms and while I am sure that Jaden is not seeing Emily right now, that doesn’t change the bazaar conversation that I had with her on the bus. Maybe that was why Jaden met with her, maybe he needed to sit her down and explain things to her. I don’t know, I need to talk to Jaden. I start to turn around when two large arms wrap themselves around me, pinning my arms to my side, and freaking me the fuck out, but before I can ever react, his lips reach my ear and I relax, knowing its Jaden.

“Are you all right, Nell?” He asks in a soft caring tone that makes tears prickle in my eyes for questioning him even for a second.

“Yes, how did you know where I was?”

“Kiki,” he starts and I cannot help the snort that escapes. He nips at my ear. “Kiki, has been my number one, and only, until recently. She has the best GPS tracking device money can buy. All I had to do was look on my phone and follow.”

“Oh, I’m sorry I took off on your bike.” I murmur.

“It’s alright, I wish you had told me but it did answer that question from the other day.” He says brushing his warm nose against my chilled ear. “Where did you learn to ride?”

“Ex-boyfriend taught me a thing or two. I kinda have a soft spot for a sexy man on a motorcycle.” I appreciate that he is deferring to a distraction allowing me some time to relax before jumping into the crap storm, so I cuddle back against him, enjoying the view and this man who is so quickly taking me over.

“First, successfully riding a Ducati demands knowing more than just a thing or two. And second, Beauty, you had a soft spot for me before you even saw my bike.” He rumbles into my neck sending chills down my spine.