Moving On (Dominant Devils Mc Book 1) (18 page)

Before I could black out completely I spoke to my president kneeled to my right. "Tell Madison I'm sorry for being a dick," and then the darkness took me under.

Carrin

I gave Wall a few moments to vacate the hallway before I decided to leave the room. Opening the door, I hurried down the hallway into the great room in search of Athena and Madison. I’ve had all the excitement and drama I could take for one day. It was time for a long hot soak in the tub. Walking into the great room I noticed the clock on the wall telling me it wasn't even ten o'clock yet. Fuck me this day felt like it would never end.

Not sure how long I stood in a trance looking at the clock before Athena pulled me from my thoughts. "Hey, chick. How bout we get you home before anything else decides to bust loose."

"That's the best idea I've heard all day," Madison said butting in the conversation. "Everyone has pretty much gone about their way tonight anyway. I'm ready to get the fuck out of here."

"Well, girls let's get to it. Hopefully, the side by side is here, if not it's gonna be a little of a hike walking over to the house," stating the obvious to my two friends.

The three of us walked out the clubhouse not even saying goodbye to the few stragglers left at the bar. Luckily enough when we stepped out into the gravel driveway the ATV was parked to the right of the building. The three of us piled in and made the trek through the woods.

Pulling right up to the back door of the house I killed the engine before I walked my tired ass up the back steps with Athena and Madison hot on my heels. I stopped, turning to them before I opened the door. "Did one of you guys let someone know we were leaving to come home. I for one have had all the over protective testosterone I can stand for one day."

"Yeah I let the prospect Zeke know while he was chatting up Yasmin at the bar. Apparently I'm not the only one who got their feelings thrown aside when Wall decided to sink his dick into Jewels tonight instead of her skanky ass," Madison informed me.

"Serves the bitch right. I've never cared for her. She has no respect for the women that belong in this family. She thinks we should be treated the same way the rest of the club whores get treated."

"Yeah I see that too Care Bear. I haven't been here much over a year but I can see what you’re saying. Hell, the bitch came up to me the first time I was in the clubhouse sprouting off about the rules and my place on the totem pole. She thought I was there to join her, Jewels and Diamond," Athena said with a look of disgust.

"Fuck her! The only thing that has saved her from wearing a pounding from me the last few years is the fact that if I kick her skanky ass Wall would swear it was because I was jealous or some shit. He doesn't understand that she's just a nasty human being. She and fucking Jewels can pack sand for all I care. The only one that I even talk with is Diamond. She might lay on her back with the brothers’ dicks in every hole of her body, but at least, she knows where her place is," Madison added as we all made our way into the kitchen.

"You’re right. I've never even seen Diamond service any of the attached brother's. She goes out of her way to stay clear of the men who have an old lady at home. I have to say, though, she seems to be infatuated with Axle," I chimed in.

"I'm sorry ladies. I'm new to this and you guys were born into it, but I still can't fathom being a slut to all those men. Being there for the sole reason of cleaning up after them and fucking them into oblivion just makes my skin crawl," Athena said in disgust.

"You forgot to suck their dicks in a moment’s notice to Athena," Madison said sarcastically trying to make a joke.

With her comment, I couldn't contain my laughter. "I'll see you guys in the morning. I'm headed up to take a bubble bath and get some sleep."

"Night girl. If you need anything give me a yell," Madison said as I made my way through the kitchen. I went straight upstairs to my room to grab my pajamas. Coming through the door I let out a horrible scream as I noticed a figure sitting in the rocker in the corner of my room.

"Sssshhh baby it's just me," Zeus said while switching on the lamp next to the chair.

"You scared the hell out of me. What takes you sitting in my room in the dark?"

"I wanted to be here when you got back. I left when your brother and Doc were exchanging words at the bar earlier. I figured you'd be coming home and I wanted to be here to take care of you. I can leave if you want me too but I really just want to curl up in bed and hold you."

Athena and Madison rushed into the room guns in hand while Zeus was explaining his actions. Throwing his hands in the air he quickly went from talking to me to addressing my bodyguards. "Easy girls it's just me."

"You dumb son of a bitch. Things are a little high strung at the moment and you want to scare the shit out of someone. Not cool dude. Not cool," Athena scolded her brother.

"I wasn't trying to scare anyone. I just wanted to be here to take care of my woman when she got home. Having to leave her with you two while Doc checked her out killed me."

"She was perfectly fine with us macho man," Madison threw her two cents in.

"I have no doubt about that, but as her old man it's my job to take care of her; to keep her safe. After this afternoon, she won't be getting far out of my sight. I fucked up once relying on someone else to protect her, that won't be happening again," my man said with determination.

All three of us girls were standing just inside my bedroom with our mouths hung wide open. Neither of us knew what to say to his statements. After what seemed like a Mexican standoff, I spoke up dismissing my girls for the night. "I'm fine girls. Thank you for rushing to my rescue ladies. I'll take it from here."

"Yeah okay, see you in the morning girl," Athena said ushering Madison out the door along with her.

I moved to the dresser along the wall, grabbing a kami and pair of my sleep shorts. Zeus came up behind me casing my body with his. Moving my hair to one side exposing my neckline he began placing soft kisses along my collarbone before moving up my neck. "You’re driving me crazy, woman. Tonight I'm going to take you nice and slow because I know you’re not up to me taking you fast and hard. One day soon though, I will take you as hard as I want and you’re going to love it."

Just at his words, I could feel my arousal coming to the front. My nipples began to harden and goose bumps spread across my flesh. "What if I don't want you to take me hard and fast," I said in the most seductive voice I could muster.

"Oh baby you'll want it and you'll be begging for it but not tonight. Not until you get yourself feeling better," Zeus whispered almost with a cocky tone against my skin.

Planting one final kiss right behind my ear Zeus moved back as he spun me around to face him. Taking my face in his hands he carefully pulled me closer. Zeus placed gentle kisses on both cheeks before taking my lips. The kiss started out nice and easy. I opened my lips allowing his tongue to gain entry to my mouth. The pain in my jaw was bearable from the ibuprofen I had taken before. Slowly our tongues rolled in sync with one another. With each roll of the tongue, the kiss deepened even further. With passion overtaking my common sense, I grabbed my man around the waist trying to get him as close as possible.

His arousal was evident as it was poking me in the stomach. He took his hands from my face, moving them down my arms then up my stomach stopping just under my soft breasts. Palming my chest, he began strumming my hardened nipples. His rough calloused hands were driving me wild and before I knew it I began digging my nails in the cheeks of his round ass.

I moaned like a wanton slut as we stood in my bedroom groping one another; not being able to get enough of one another. My pussy was dripping with the need for this god of man even though I knew he would change his mind once he got me naked. I'm sure my battle scars from having a baby would repulse him. My body sure isn't the same as it was prior to Tivie, even though I exercise daily. No matter how many sit ups I do I will always have the little C-section pouch.

Noticing my distraction Zeus broke the kiss and leaned back to search my face. "Where did you just go to, baby? What is running through that pretty little head of yours beautiful?”

I stood silent not knowing what to say to him. How do I explain my insecurities to the man standing in front of me? How do I tell the man who looks like the god, Zeus, that I feel like the ugly duckling?

"Come on beautiful you can tell me," he said as he placed a gentle kiss on my lips. Who would have thought my foul mouth hardcore biker could be so gentle with me? I hope I'm the only one who gets to see this side of him for now on. I guess the only way to keep him to myself, is to be honest with him. If I was going to go through with being an old lady I couldn’t have secrets from my man.

"I'm worried that once you see me without clothes that you'll be disgusted with me. As it is my face is black and blue and I've got a huge knot on the back of my head. I look like I've been rode hard and hung up wet. That's just what you see now with my clothes on. When I start peeling layers off you’re going to see a set of full but not so perky tits, tiger stripe stretch marks on my stomach and the smiley face scar I have that runs hip bone to hip bone from having a baby come out of my belly," I spit out as quickly as I could.             

"Baby you are beautiful to me. Why are you so hard on yourself? You gave life to another human being. It's going to take a toll on your body. It's normal, love."

"You say that now but I guess we’ll see once you get me naked. I just don't know if I'll be able to take the rejection that will follow," I said honestly.

Zeus stepped even further back from me before speaking. "Let me be the judge of that. Give me a few minutes and then join me in the bathroom." He turned moving out the door heading towards the bathroom on our level of the house. As I watched him disappear out the door panic began to overtake me. Holy shit. This was it. There will be no turning back after tonight I kept repeating to myself as I stripped out of my clothes and covered myself with my silk robe.

Feeling like I had stalled enough, I walked to the bathroom to get the show on the road. As I entered the bathroom I saw Zeus had stripped down to just a pair of mesh shorts and was sitting patiently on the edge of the claw foot tub that was full of bubbles. The smell of lavender began filling my nose as soon as I walked through the door. "You know there isn't enough room for both of us in there right," I said nervously.

"I have no intention of crowding you in that tub darling," he said but put his hand up to me as I started to speak. "It's not that I don't want to baby but like I told you earlier tonight, we’re going to be taking it nice and slow. I'm going to take care of you and then I'm going to fall asleep with you in my arms."

Not knowing how to respond I decided to go for the gusto and slowly undid the sash from my robe. While holding my breath I let the robe fall to the floor and pool at my feet. I kept my head down waiting for his reaction until I felt Zeus take me by the hand and lead me to the tub. His eyes never left my exposed skin as I stepped into the warm bath full of bubbles. I slid my aching body in the warmness the water held. Closing my eyes, I began to relax feeling the tension start to leave my body until I was startled by my leg being lifted from the water. "Easy baby. I told you I was going to be taking care of you tonight. Sit back and relax and let me wash you."

I leaned back again in the tub with my eyes closed as he took the washcloth to roam over my body.  It felt fantastic and I let myself relax more in those few minutes than I had in well over a year. Zeus leaned me forward in the tub in order to reach my back while he spoke again. His words caused my eyes to fly open in search of his. "When I'm finished with your back I'm going to have you stand and spread those long legs for me. If I'm going to eat that pussy tonight I'm going to make sure it's ready for me." Our eyes locked for only a moment but I knew he meant what he said.

With the help of my big bad biker, I stood up from the water and spread my legs for easy access. I watched as he scanned my body from head to toe taking in all my imperfections. I closed my eyes waiting for his response but words never came.

Zeus

Trying to push my need for the goddess standing on display in front of me was a battle I was losing. My cock was standing to attention. Aching to slip into the beautiful cunt opened for the taking.  How in the hell could this woman think for one minute that I wouldn't want her? From the way my dick is reacting, I'd never get enough of her body. True to my word I was going to take care of her tonight. I plan on making sure come morning she has no doubt how beautiful she is.

I leaned in placing luscious kisses down her chest spending time with each breast. Pulling her nipple in my mouth I flattened my tongue as I sucked in as much of it as I could while I massaged the other; switching from one to the other while I listened to her moan and paw through my hair. I let her left nipple go with a little pop. Wasting no time, I began kissing a trail down her stomach trying to place a kiss on each stretch mark trying to show her that they were just part of the beauty of her.

I took the washcloth between her legs spending extra time with her folds. Even over the scent of lavender, I could smell her. That musty intoxicating scent pushed me past the point of waiting. I needed to taste her then sink balls deep in her tight little hole. Dropping the washcloth back in the water I stood in front of my woman. I held out my hand to help her step from the tub. While she was standing on the mat I used the towel to wrap around her before I scooped her up in my arms.