Moving On (Dominant Devils Mc Book 1) (25 page)

"You didn't fail shit. It's called life man. You know that, ‘shit happens for a reason’ nonsense. Yeah, maybe if Brookes lived they might have split before it was over with or they could have spent their whole lives together. You never fucking know and unfortunately, you never will. Tell me what was your first impression of me. What’s your take on Carrin and I being together?"

"I'll tell ya as long as you promise me no emotional bullshit. I'm not a hugger fucker," Wall said while he laughed grabbing his shoulder in pain.

"Keep laughing asshole. I'm actually enjoying seeing your cocky ass knocked down to the level of us normal men." "To answer your demand, I promise not to hug you. Besides you stink fucker. When we're done do us all a favor and take a shower," I said laughing at his ass.

He started to grin as he responded to my comments about a shower. "I’ve seen the way you look at my sister man. I’ve known for a while that you and her were going to be something. At first, I figured you would be just the rebound fuck. That was until the day outside Madison's apartment. When my sister took the time to kiss you before leaving to comfort Madison I knew it was different. My sister has always put Madison before anyone she’s dated. Hell, even Brookes’ ass would get jealous of that bitch. Carrin was different with you even then. Plus, I saw both of you looking at each other. Both of you had the look of ‘long hall’ on your faces asshole," Wall said taking a break before saying the next part, "don't make me wrong again fucker."

I was ready to be done with the heavy but I need to know if he was going to step back and let us be or forever be a pain my ass. "So is this your way telling me your cool with Carrin being my old lady? You gonna step the fuck back and let shit happen or are you going to be a pain in our asses for the rest of our lives?"

"Yep, I'll step back and let you two be. I know my little sister can hold her own and apparently from what I hear she’s a pretty damn good shot. No doubt in my mind she can handle your pansy ass. You better be good to her and to Octavia or I will fuck you up asshole."

"Are you two fucks done making up? I mean we do have a meeting that was supposed to start ten minutes ago," Axle said walking into the room commanding attention.

"Yeah Prez, we're good. Now let's get this shit going. Sleeping beauty here missed all the shit that went down today," I said trying to get the attention off our little heart to heart.

"Actually, Doc gave me the run down before he brought my crippled ass in here.  You all look like hell and it was brought to my attention that I stink so let's get this show on the road," Wall told the Prez.

Axle sat in his chair while the rest of the guys did the same. With a slap of the gavel, church was in session. Axle had Wall fill in the blanks wanting to know how he ended up in front of the gate dropping his bike with two bullets in his shoulder. Once that was aired out Axle changed the subject dishing out the intel he picked up from his discussion with Diamond.

"Well from what Diamond told me Yasmin and Jewels were a little full of themselves. While the two cunts kicked and clawed the shit out of her, they were bragging about the diabolical plan that was to be brought to our front door. Apparently the infamous Carmen is the SA for the Grizzlies chapter in Denver. Yasmin is Carmen’s stepdaughter and Jewels her best friend but another of their club brats. I say that loosely because apparently unless you have a dick swinging being a club brat don’t mean shit with them.”

I just looked at my president while he explained what Diamond laid out. Still a little pissed that we had three fucking enemies right under our noses. I zoned back in to listen to the rest of this fucked up story.

“Both girls were brought a deal too good to pass up. Those two nasty bitches were told work their asses into our club whoring their way through the door. When they managed to set up shop sucking dicks and riding our cocks and all they had to do was spy and report back to Carmen until he was ready to make his move on the club. Their reward was not having to come home and whore themselves out. When things weren't moving along as fast as Carmen would have liked, he sent his son Piston, or as we know him as Zeke."

"That's crazy shit Prez. How do you know that Diamond wasn't in on that shit too? What the fuck," Hawk roared from the end of the table.

"Yeah, what the fuck is right. I mean those bitches have been around for over three years and Zeke was a hanger for over a year before we let him prospect. I even vouched for the fucker," Blaze shouted.

"I don't think Diamond had anything to do with it. She's been here going on ten years. She was pretty fucked up and my guess is the cunts thought she'd croak. Those bitches beat the living shit out of her and left her outside in the cold. Nobody would have thought the old head would be out taking a stroll," I spoke to the group.

"Diamond came to us running from an abusive home. She showed up offering any services we wanted in return for a safe place to lay her head. Hell if she wasn't so good at sucking cock I'd say she was a saint," Happy said vouching for the woman in his own way.

"Be that as it may I'm not taking any chances. Until we can find out the ‘why’ behind those dicks fucking with us I'm cutting off outsiders. There will be no newcomers welcome around this club. That means the clubhouse, the bar, and even the house. No new employees, club pussy, hangers or prospects until we put this shit to bed. Diamond and the remaining prospects are good for now, but we will be keeping tabs."

"Well if Diamond is going to be the only pussy to play with around here, I'm sure she'll have eyes on her every second of the day," Throttle joked.

"Something's bothering me with this whole story, though," I said bringing all attention to me. I couldn’t understand how we had beef with a club all the way from Denver. Fuck, wasn’t Denver all like snow and ice? Do they even know what a fucking motorcycle is out there, let alone an MC?

"And that would be...." Tank said waiting for my response.

"Why Denver? I mean there's chapters a hell of a lot closer to us than that. I never realized until now that every cut today we saw on those cock suckers, says Denver."

"Point taken. I guess we'll have to ask our visitor tomorrow won't we? I'm with you, though. It seems like all this shit has to deal with someone or something that happened in Denver. I'll put the word out and see if the local Grizzlie fucks know anything. For all we know they don't even know their playing in their own backyard. I mean Athens and Kingstree are only a couple hours from here. Close enough they should have let them know but far enough they would go unnoticed. Anybody got anything else before I shut this shit down."

"Yeah, Prez I got something. Where the fuck is Madison? What aren’t you fuckers telling me," Wall asked and the room fell silent.

Without answering Wall's question Axle told everyone to get some sleep but to be back at the clubhouse by noon tomorrow to get back to digging into shit. With a slap of the gavel, the meeting was over. With the exception of those two, the rest of us rushed out of the meeting room in search of a good day/night sleep. We all knew that Prez was breaking the news of Madison's disappearing act to Wall. None of us wanted to be witness to that shit.  No doubt Wall would flip his lid about Madison being so far away with what was going on around the club. Fighting the urge to wait around and be supportive to my brother, I ran to my bike and took off towards the house.

In no time, I was in the door kicking my boots off. Athena was still sound asleep on the couch. Even though I wasn't sure whether Hap or Hawk would be coming back to sleep, I locked the doors up tight and set the alarm. I wasn't taking any chances again. I lifted Athena from where she lay careful not to wake her as I lugged her ass up three flights of stairs.

With my sister safe in her bed, I made my way back downstairs to collect Carrin.  I was fucking exhausted and sex wasn't in the cards til I got a few hours of sleep but that wasn't going to stop me from holding my woman through the night. I opened the door to the spare bedroom being as quiet as I could be. I scooped her up in my arms and made my way up to her bedroom.

Luckily the bed was unmade from all the fucking we did earlier, so I didn't have much to put much effort in getting her in bed under the covers. Once I had my girl situated I wasted no time stripping down to climb in bed. That big ole bed with my girl curled up in it was calling my name like a fucking siren. Pulling my phone from my pocket and setting the alarm even turned into a task but, it had to be done. I plan on having my way with my woman before having to meet back up with the fellas later in the day. So the alarm had to be set only to make sure I had a little stolen time with her and I wanted to see Tivie before the craziness took over later.

With my denim cut folded and put in the dresser for safe keeping, I stripped the rest of the way, leaving only my boxers on. I pulled the covers back and climbed in bed with my girl. As if on instinct she rolled over laying her head on my chest so my arms swallowed her up pulling her close to me as she intertwined her legs with mine. For the first time in a long time I feel into a deep peaceful sleep.

Zeus

Oh my God! Carrin's mouth felt like heaven even in my dreams. She had her hand gripping at the base my shaft pumping up and down while she sucked the rest of my cock into her mouth. Every time my girl would come up she'd swirl her velvet tongue around the head of my dick before going down again. It didn't take long for my body to go into a frenzy. I could feel my muscles begin to tense waiting for the gusher I knew my climax would bring. Thank god I was dreaming or I'd have to stop her. I needed to wake up. Grown ass men don't have wet fucking dreams. Just as I started to pull myself from my dream state I began to realize it wasn't a dream at all. My girl was going to town on my dick determined to pull me from my sleep. I grabbed two handfuls of her black silky hair causing a deep moan to escape. That was my undoing. My dick shot off like a bottle rocket while my little vixen drank every last drop of my seed. Fuck! I could get used to this.

"Well good morning to you too baby," I said with my eyes still half hooded. "I could get used to waking up with my cock in your mouth."

"You would like that wouldn't you sweetheart," my girl said in a half sarcastic voice.

"You bet your ass I would! I think we should make it a daily ritual of ours babe.”

"Oh really? Then what else would we have to make a daily ritual? I'm thinking it’s only fair that I get a mind shattering orgasm as well."

That's it. I was going to show my woman what I planned on doing every day for as long as she'd have me. Before she would have a chance to distract me I flipped her tight little body covering it with mine in the process. In no time at all, I had one of her perfect tits in my mouth while my hand traveled down south. Running my hand down her stomach straight to the hood of her clit. I pressed my thumb to her clit applying constant pressure then began exploring with my finger; Rolling it through the lips of her pussy. I began a steady rhythm pushing her towards her own climax. Care Bear began to moan and thrash in the sheets as I switched my mouth from one to the other of her perfect breast all the while using my finger to fuck her sopping wet pussy.

"Oh my god baby! I'm gonna cum. Don't stop; please baby please!"

I had my woman right where I wanted her. If she thought for one second, I would leave her hanging she was fucking nuts. Hell, I could feel my cock growing again just at the sound of her pleading with me. Once I got my girl off with my fingers I plan on using my dick to get her off again and again.

"I have no intention of stopping woman, not until you cum all over my fingers. Then I'm gonna make you cum a few more times while I slam my dick in the pretty pink pussy of yours." At my words, she let out a seductive moan that went straight to my dick. My cock was hard as fucking granite. I took my mouth from her delectable tits as I spoke to her with a feral determination never letting up the onslaught on her pussy with my fingers. "Cum for me baby. Let me hear you, god dammit. I need to sink balls deep into you. I need you to feel me. All of me, baby. I want you coming around my dick begging for more."

As if on command I felt her soft walls clamped down on my fingers while I pushed my thumb harder on her clit. I watched as her eyes rolled to the back of her head and her back arched off the bed. Her body began to convulse as her orgasm ripped through her. My woman in the heat of passion letting herself go was the sexiest fucking thing I've ever seen in my entire god damn life (as if my cock couldn't get any fucking harder).

Before she could even come down from the euphoric high of her climax I withdrew my fingers to situated the head of my pre-cum glistened cock at her entrance. Without another thought, I slammed into her wet cunt only to withdraw and slam my dick into her again sending her straight into another orgasm. Part of me wanted to stop and give her a minute to right herself but I couldn't. The animal in me came to play. Hers must have too being it didn't take but a few moments before she was clawing and sinking her nails in my ass cheeks. My need for her took over as I sank my cock to the hilt in her tight little pussy over and over again. The sound of my balls slapping her ass mixed with he cries of passion was music to my ears. I couldn't take her slowly, I was too wound up for that shit.

"Fuck baby you feel so fucking good. This tight little pussy feels like a glove that was made just for me and only me," I croaked out while fucking her as hard as I could.

"It's yours Hart. Yours alone baby, just don't stop fucking me," she screamed loud enough for the brothers to hear all the way over at the clubhouse. With a loud growl, I let her know I agreed with her. This pussy is mine and will always be mine.

Without another word I pulled out and flipped her over so she was on her hands and knees. I slammed my cock back in its favorite place in the world while grabbing a fist full of hair causing her back to arch. I leaned over her shoulder to speak to her ear.

"Touch the pussy that belongs to me. Touch yourself while I ram my cock in that pussy. Your gonna cum again. Your gonna cum with my baby. We're going together, woman." At my words, my little vixen used her own hand to rub her clit while I fucked her from behind. She used her thumb to tortured her little numb while leaving her palm and her finger flat to caress my balls each time they swung forward as my dick bottom out in her tight hole.

After only a few moments I felt her walls tightening once again around my shaft. "That's it, baby. Milk my dick. Let that pussy draw every bit of cum from my balls." Her cunt clamped downed on my cock like a fucking vice taking me with her. I felt the first squirt of my cum spit out into her womb while she let out a string of passion filled curses as we went over together. I sank my dick in one last time as her pussy quivered and clenched milking every last drop coming from my dick. Overcome with lustful exhaustion we both collapsed on the bed. I laid on top over her pushing her body into the bed while I tried to work up the energy to merely roll off on her.

Not sure how long it took but eventually I rolled off of her landing on my back. I lay next to her in bed while trying to catch my breath. I waited for our breathing to somewhat level out before I spoke. "Now that is the way I want to wake up every morning with you." Care Bear just began to laugh. "Do you find that funny my little vixen?"

"Not at all lover," she said in between giggles.

"You wound me, woman. Here I am thinking that was the best wake-up call I've ever had and your laughing at me. Way to stroke my ego their woman. "

"Awe, did I hurt my big bad biker's feelings? How could little ole me be able to do that Zeus?"

That struck a nerve. I might as well put an end to that right here and now. I love this woman. She is my life now but it's time to get a few things straight. She has no clue how much I care for her already. I fell hard for her months ago. I knew months ago she would be the only one for me. I’ll spend a lifetime waking up to her. She’s the only one I want beside me, on the back of my bike, wearing my ring and having my babies. She needs to get on board and fast before I turn into an emotional fuck and start to begging. The thought of her walking away and treating this like some fling, is enough to bring me to my knees.

Carrin

I lay there giggling at the man who just worked my body over thoroughly when I saw something change in him at my words. We went from what I thought was a playful conversation to serious in two seconds flat. Not understanding the change in the atmosphere I sat silently as I waited for him to speak. I went on high alert not knowing what he was about to tell me. Was he getting ready to tell me that this was a mistake? That I wasn't worth the trouble of my asshole brother or having to be committed to just one pussy for a lifetime? I looked at him quietly willing him to explain his self.

"There are some things we need to make clear sweetheart," he told me in a serious tone. "Well we've already agreed on a few things a few minutes ago at least," he added with a little bit of a grin. This put my feelings at ease a tad bit. I continued to lay quietly next to him while he continued.

"You belong to me as well as I belong to you. You and the kids are my world. I will live and die to make you guys happy until the end of my days. Yes, I am a patched member of the Dominant Devils. They are my family and will always be but you and the kids are my home."

Trying to understand what he was getting at was really hard while I was trying to get the word "kids" out my head. Tivie was the only child I know of that is involved, what is he not telling me. Did I miss something? My look of confusion must be all over my face because it didn't take but a second for him to call me on it.

"Where did you just go? I’m trying to lay my heart on the line to you and you look like you’re scared to death. What is it, woman?"

Not sure how to broach the subject I stayed quiet. Zeus wasn't having any part of that... "Answer the question Care Bear." By now he had rolled on his side with his head propped up in his hand looking down on me. I bit the inside of my cheek while trying to find the words to say without coming off like a bitch. I never knew he had a kid or kids. He's never said anything and where they were. He's been here for over a year and hasn't said a word nor has Athena for that matter. If he's hiding kids what the fuck else is he hiding. That's it! Fuck this! If this is where he wants to lay out all of his secrets and lies so be it. I'll listen and decide if it's something we can get through or not.  I can deal with a lot of things but someone lying to me is definitely not one of them.

Looking like, he was about to speak again, I blurt it out in a mad rush. "What do you mean kids? What are you hiding from me? Do you have another life you left behind when you came here? How many baby mamas are waiting for you to return to them?" I sucked in a deep breath and held it while I waited for him to answer me. I was prepared for the worst. Prepared for him to tell me about a little boy with his father's chocolate eyes or a little girl with her father's olive complexion and beautiful brown hair. I was even prepared for a story about the woman who he thought he loved but after a while, it became apparent that even though there was a child or even children involved they couldn't be together. Maybe even the love of his life, the mother of his children was taken away from him by death and leaving a gaping hole that he wanted me to fill. I was prepared for anything he was about to tell me but I wasn't prepared for the boisterous laughter he let out at my words. I was stunned. Why in the hell was this fucker laughing at me? Has he lost his goddamn mind?

Fuck this I don't have to lay next to him and feel my heart fucking break while this sick fuck gets off on playing with my feelings. I'm a fucking fool. Without saying anything else I knifed straight up in the bed and swung my legs off the sides.  I was getting out of this bed and away from his ass. Before I could get out of bed though, a strong hand wrapped around my waist and pulled me back down to the bed. When I tried to get up again he proceeded to cover my body with his own.

I turned my head so not to look into those deep chocolate eyes. I could feel him staring at me while he was still chuckling to his self. I felt my body turn rigid as the asshole kept me rooted where he wanted me. I lay in silence as he calmed his self, enough to question me. "I like that your jealous baby but what the hell would make you ask me all of that? I never gave you the slightest inclination that I had any other women or kids waiting for me now have I? Contrary to your belief, I’ve never opened my heart to another like I've let myself do with you. I've never wanted to be a daddy until Tivie came into the picture. The thought of a wife and kids have never crossed my mind until a few months ago."

I turned my head to look at his eyes. Looking for proof that he was lying or telling half-truths. I found none, but that didn't mean he wasn't going to need to explain his words. I needed more of an explanation. "You just did asshole. You’re the one who said you and the ‘KIDS’ are my world. You said kids as in plural, not just Tivie. What am I supposed to think fucker," I seethed?

He sat on top of me casting a stare that was totally unreadable. I waited patiently for him to respond to my accusations. We weren't leaving this god forsaken room until he explained his self. I will not be in a relationship with someone who I have doubts in. I did that once, not saying I had a bad life with Brookes, but I will not redo the past with someone new. Brookes never cheated on me or even gave me the feeling he would but I still had my doubts about him being my forever. The though alone sent a flood of guilt over me. How can I feel this way about someone who isn't alive anymore to prove me wrong? I loved that man and I missed him terribly but I can say he never held all of my heart. If he did there wouldn't be room for anyone else to take his place. The man lying on top of me is proof of that. The man with the deep eyes that look directly into my soul, I know has the power to consume parts of my heart that no one had ever touched. We need to air this shit out before I get into deep. What the fuck am I thinking? I’m already in too deep. I have feelings for him I’ve never thought possible; feelings that started as soon as he became a permanent fixture in my life over a year ago. He definitely has the power over me that no other has before or will ever have. I'm fucked, to say the least. I fell for him long before I let my feelings show.

If I was being honest with myself, I could say I’ve been in love with him for months now. I was just scared of saying it out loud. If I voiced my feelings it would give them the power to destroy me if he wouldn’t return them.  I need to shut my thoughts off at the moment and let him explain. I need to know exactly what he meant by his comment. Then and only then will I know whether we are on the same page or if I’ll be left ruined for anyone else. Can I give him all of me and be happy with just parts of him? Can I be my mother? My mother, who was head over heels in love with my father only to have my father give her what he wanted to give her? My father loved my mother but she was never his one and only. He never did anything in front of her, but that didn’t mean he was faithful to her. She wasn’t his soul mate yet she sat back and took what he was willing to offer her just to keep him. Could I be the one to sit back and make a life with pieces of the man I loved? Hell no I couldn’t! Not happening to me!