Sexual Desires of a Woman (2 page)

"Brooke, we can try but I want to make sure that if this doesn't work out that we can remain friends. Your friendship is much more important to me than a sexual relationship with you." He told me.

"Jake, I would at least like to try. I have wanted this for so long and I just want to try. You have always been very open and honest with me so I think it will work. I know you trust me." I exclaimed.

"Okay Brooke. What about dinner tonight here, and a movie? Let’s just keep it casual." He offered.

"Sounds great be over here at 7pm."

I was so excited. I had been waiting for this since I met him. We had an instant attraction from the moment I saw him at Sarah's house and I know that we will be good together. I was nervous though it was our first date and wanted to make sure everything went perfect. I hopped in the shower to groom myself to perfection just in case we ended up sleeping together. When I got out, I couldn't decide what to wear. I wanted to look casual but I wanted to make sure I looked hot. I wanted him to want me because god knows I want him.

I heard a knock on the door and it was Sarah. I had texted her last night to let her know that we were having a date tonight.

"Brooke, I am so excited for you. I know you have liked Jake well since forever. It’s finally happening. You need to get on that horse. You need to get laid! It’s been way to long girl. You’re probably dried up by now." she said.

Sex seemed easy for Sarah. She pretty much had the body of a porn star and the sex drive of a teenage boy. The boys flock to her. I only wish men would do that to me. I was definitely jealous. She had her choice of what man she wanted and she had a lot to choose from before Preston came along. She didn’t really date before Preston. She just slept around and wanted to have a good time.

"I am sorry that I haven't had sex as much as you have. I wanted it to mean something." I told her.

I wasn’t a virgin but I had only slept with two men in my lifetime. I was very careful when it came to sex. I didn’t really want to sleep with a boyfriend right away. I wanted to make them work for it. I wanted them to earn it. I am a prize, I think, so I feel like they should have to work for it. Is that stupid?

"You just need to find the right guy to get your sex drive going. One that came makes you turn off your judgmental, hyperactive brain and think with your lower body instead." Sarah said to me.

"I am getting so nervous and I have no idea what to wear!" I exclaimed.

I wanted something comfortable since we would be on the couch watching a movie but I wanted something that would be easy to see my cleavage and my legs without looking slutty. Sarah picked out a short denim skirt and a lower cut red lacy tank from the back of my closet. They still had the tags on them and I realized that she had bought these for me. So of course she would pick these out.

“What a perfect time to try this outfit out I got you.” She said.

I put it on and braided my hair. I put on a little bit of makeup but not too much. I didn’t want to look like I went all out for him or anything.

Finally, after Sarah helped me with my makeup she left. Jake should be here any minute and I am getting so nervous right now. I heard a knock at the door. I got butterflies in my stomach as I was walking to the door.

"Hey Jake." I said as I opened the door to let him in.

"Hey, are you nervous?" He asked while looking me.

"I am very nervous actually. Are you? “I asked him.

“I am not sure. I am not sure how I feel right now. But you look nice.” He said while looking at me up and down.

I invited him in and told him we could just order in pizza and watch movies. He seemed fine with that.  As he sat down next to me on the couch, I noticed his broad shoulders and the way his muscles moved beneath the fabric of his shirt.

"So, what do you want to watch?" I asked him.

"I will watch anything as long as it is not The Notebook." Jake started laughing.

I have no idea what we can watch. So I start going thru my DVD collection.

"I want something that isn't scary but isn't all about romance either.”

"I just recently bought Best of Me. You want to watch that?" I asked.

"Why not! Let's do it." He exclaimed.

I put the DVD in and sat down on the couch back next to him. I could feel his warmth next to mine and I could tell he was nervous. His hand was shaking subtly. I reached for his hand.

"Jake, you don't need to be that nervous. I am not going to try and seduce you or anything." I told him laughing hysterically.

After all, he is still my best friend and I don't feel awkward speaking my mind around him.

"And here I was hoping you would." Jake said with a wink.

"I am not saying that I would be against it. I am just simply stating that I didn't have it in mind at this moment." I replied.

I would be totally fine with having him all to myself tonight. I would love to feel his warmth closer to me and be able to lie in his arms. I would be fine lying in his arms and just talking.

The movie finally started and I got a little closer and put my head on his shoulder. I wasn't finally getting close to the guy I had been in awe of for years. I just hope I don't do anything to mess this up for myself. I took my head off his shoulder and put my hand against his cheek and moved him closer to me and kissed him.

This kiss was slow and meant to explore each other. His hand curled around my neck and the other hand pressed against my lower back. The skirt I had on was up around my thighs, and I tilted my hips and moaned. He pressed his lips against my stomach and all my thoughts disappeared. His hands hit a spot that had me arching my back up towards him. Then he started nibbling on my neck. This set me off.

He worked his way to my breasts, pushing the straps of my camisole off my shoulders so he could expose them.

I heard a knock at the door.

“Who would be knocking on the door?” I said.

“We order pizza remember.” Jake said laughing.

He got up and answered the door and then returned to the couch with a smile on his face.

He started cupping my breasts and kissing them softly. Then he removed my skirt by the hem bringing it over my head then my underwear with his mouth and I was very aroused watching him do it. It was sexy as hell. He slipped inside me and pounded into me hard. I screeched because it hurt but felt great at the same time. It had been so long since I had been able to feel another man inside me. Why had I waited so long? He flipped me over on my stomach and I arched my back as he entered me from behind. The angle must do wonders on the body because I was already starting to climax after the first couple strokes inside me.

Every time I would get close he would stop and kiss me on the back and wait a couple seconds before entering me again. After about 5 minutes of this, I begged him to keep going and not to stop. He honored my request and slammed into me and gets going hard and fast until we both climaxed. We fell on the bed wore out and relaxed at the same time.

About an hour later, he was ready for round two so we raced to the bedroom. He brushed his fingers across my hard nipples and began to suck on them softly.

"Are you worn out?" He asked me.

"I will never be too worn out to experience more of you!" I exclaimed.

He lifted me up on the dresser and I opened my legs to give him access.  He slides two fingers inside me. He began kissing my neck and teased my nipples some more.  He, then, grabbed me with both hands and glided my wet spot onto his hard erection. I thrusted my hips back and forth and met his rhythm. I didn't want it to end yet. I wanted to take control so I could control the pace. I wanted to enjoy this for as long as I can.

"Let me take control." I said.

I stopped and pushed him away from me. I hopped off the dresser and started towards him and pushed him onto the bed. I looked at him like a piece of meat but I wanted more. I wanted so much more. I didn't want this to end. He made me feel so amazing and I wanted it to keep going for as long as I could. I had never climaxed so much in a one night. I met have finally met someone who urges my sex drive. It’s about damn time.

I got on the bed and started straddling him using my hand to guide his erection inside my wet spot. Once I had him inside me, I moved back and forth in motion. I put my hands on breasts and ran my fingers thru my hair. This was like an out of the body experience. I had never felt this amazing while with a man. I don't think I have ever had an orgasm until Jake. If I did it definitely didn’t feel like this. This is why I like sex when there are actual feelings involved it makes the sex more intense.

I continued in my rhythm until we were both clearly close to climaxing when Jake put his hand on my back and switched positions. He had on all fours. I was ready.

I think I am going to declare this my favorite position. I arched my back in ready for him to enter me but instead he started messing with from behind then laid underneath and startling licking my wet spot. From this angle, it felt even better than being on my back. I think it's because I can’t technically move as much since my legs are spread out which makes it more intense. When I was just about to orgasm, he stopped and laughed.

"I am not ready for that yet." He laughed.

He started kissing my back and then came up to my neck and bit me. This set me off.

"Please, I can't stand it anymore. Don't tease me. I need relief  NOW!" I screamed.

He immediately got behind me and enters me with his rock hard erection. He went slowly though.

"Go faster. Please. I can't handle slow right now. I need you to FUCK me NOW!"

He launched inside me like a fucking rocket ship. He didn't waste any time. Faster and harder with every stroke and I was ready to climax already again. I held on until I could tell he was close to because I wanted us to finish together. Finally, he was close and we both let go and moaned.

We laid back on the bed out of breath and feeling the intensity of the sexual encounter we had both just experienced. Well at least our date went pretty well. I got what I wanted multiple times. I’m definitely satisfied.

"Fuck, you are amazing. I don't think I have ever been that turned on before." he said.

Wow, really? He has never been this turned on before. I turned him on that much. I guess that is a compliment for me. This made me smile and helped boost my self confidence considering I wasn't the smallest girl in the world. He always did that with the way he looked at me. He also looked at me like I was beautiful. It made me feel good inside.

"Isn't this crazy? We just had sex on our first date and I am pretty sure there is a rule against that in the Girl Code handbook somewhere." he said to me with a smile.

"It is crazy but we have known each other for so long and sexual tension has definitely been there between us for years. It was nice to finally experience it and let it out. I could do it a couple more times if you are up for it." I told him.

"Honestly, I am wore the fuck out. I don't think I could handle any more rounds tonight. But, I might be interested tomorrow, if you are?" he asked.

He got up and got dressed and said that he can't sleep over but he has a surprise for me tomorrow and told me we would hangout tomorrow. After he left, I received a text that night from Sarah:

Sarah: Hey how did it go? I want the details now!

Me: Well hello to you too. The date went amazing. He just left.

Sarah: So what did you guys do? He just left? It’s late.

Me: We had sex a couple of times. You got your wish. I got laid! So be happy. No more teasing me. I officially have a sex life again.

Sarah: What?? You guys had sex already? Well I guess I can believe that. You guys have been into each other since that first night you met. It was bound to happen eventually. I can't believe it took this long to be honest. I’m shocked though I definitely didn’t expect you to give it up on the first date but if Jake is anything like Preston then you can’t say no and you won’t want too.

Me: You’re right and I didn’t expect it to happen tonight either but I am glad it did. I definitely needed it. But, I'm exhausted. I'll talk to you tomorrow