Sexual Desires of a Woman (6 page)

3 months later...

Jake's phone was ringing. I turned on the light on the bedside table and shook him awake. "Hello?" he answered.

"What happened?" he asked.

Jake hung up and jumped out of bed. "Baby, what's wrong?" I asked worried.

"It's my mom. She is in the hospital. I have to go." he exclaimed. "I'll go with you." I told him.

We both got dressed and rushed to the hospital. We asked the receptionist where she was and she walked us to her room. She looked so pale and fragile laying there on the hospital bed.

"Mom, what happened?" he asked her.

"Honey, I am getting worse the doctor says I could pass any day." she said with a tear in her eye.

Jake started crying and sat down by his mom and took her hand, “Mom, I will stay with you and keep you company."

I could tell Jake was very worried and upset. I pulled up a chair and sat next him. "Is there anything you need me to do?" I asked her.

"Yes, you can take care of my son when I pass. I want to know that someone will take care of him." she stated. I started crying and told her she didn't have to worry about that.

Jake stayed up all night watching his mom. He kept checking on her to make sure she was okay. I dozed off a couple of times during the night.

When she woke up and saw him there she smiled. “I would love some pancakes for breakfast." she hinted. 

Jake and I walked over to McDonalds across the street to get some breakfast.

As we were walking down the hall we saw nurses rushing into her room. She was dying. She had flat lined.

"Do CPR!" Jake yelled at the nurses. "I'm sorry we can't. She is a DNR." 

Jake dropped to his knees and started balling. Tears came over me. I knelt down and put my hand on his shoulder.

"We just went to get breakfast. We were only gone for 10 minutes." he said as the doctor walked in.

"Son, I believe she sent you away so you wouldn't have to watch her pass." The doctor had a point.

Jake stood up as they took her body away. "Goodbye Mom." he said.

3 weeks later

We woke up this morning tired. We didn't sleep at all. I got up and made coffee and popped some cinnamon rolls in the oven. Jake hasn't spent much time out of bed since his mom passed. I heard a knock at the door and it was Sarah and her husband.

"Hey, Brooke. We wanted to come over and check on Jake."

I told them he was in bed. They decided to stay until he got up. We sat around talking about good ole days when we all first met each other and ate breakfast. Jake finally got up and Sarah and her husband were still here. Sarah's boyfriend went in the living room with Jake to watch the game and Sarah and I started talking about her life.

"How has married life been?" I asked Sarah.

“It’s been amazing. It was the best decision I ever made. He spoils me and the sex is still amazing. We still have sex at least 4 times a week." she said with a huge smile on her face.

I can't seem to remember the last time me and Jake had sex. Me and Jake usually had sex at least every other day. I miss his touch. She said they were still in their honeymoon phase and she hoped it would always be like that. Unfortunately, it does fade at some point. Sarah's boyfriend and Jake weren't talking about the game.

They were talking about Jake's mom. He was trying to let him vent. Jake got upset and went to bed. I told them he was having a tough time still and they went home.

"Honey, are you okay? Can I do anything for you?" I asked Jake.

"I would love if everyone would stop asking me that!" he yelled.

I was in shock. He has yelled at me before but this time was different. I slept on the couch for the next couple of nights and Jake didn't even come out of the room. Finally a couple days later, he finally came out and made breakfast for himself. He looked like hell.

"Baby, I am starting to really worry about you. You are not yourself. Your mom would not want you to live this way." I told him. I think he agreed because he got up and took a shower. When he got out then he cooked lunch. He smelt so good as I stood behind him while he cooked.

"Baby, I am so sorry for the way I have been acting the last couple of weeks." He said to me.

"You had me worried that history was going to repeat itself and you were going to leave me again." I told him.

He pulled me close and kissed me. I hadn't kissed him in weeks.

I missed him so much. I needed him now. I knelt down and unzipped his pants and put him in my mouth. He deserved it. I used my mouth and hand in sync with each other. I could tell he was getting close when he pulled me up and said "let me take care of you now," as he smiled.

He put me up on the counter and spread my legs and started kissing my inner thighs softly. I moaned and then he started licking my spot. As I was about to climax, he stopped and slammed inside me. “I want us to cum together." he said. He went faster and faster until we climaxed together.

Every since that night with Jake, he has been back to normal. He wants to go have dinner underneath the stars tonight. I'm wearing my white cotton dress and cowboy boots. We pull up to our spot and the stars look beautiful. We sat and ate under the stars. Once we finished he said he wanted to head home. We hopped in the truck and headed back to the house. I was getting kind of tired so I headed straight to take a shower.

When I came out, he was sitting on the bed with a tie in one hand and an ice cube in the other.

As he smiled, he said "I thought we would have some fun before we go to bed."

I was tired but it looked like fun.  I was naked still so I sat on the bed. He instructed me to move to the top of bed. He took my hands and put them together and tied them to the top of the headboard. Then he pulled out a blindfold and put it over my eyes. I couldn't move or see so my senses were heightened. He started kissing me and then put the ice on my neck and slowly moved it down my body to my breasts.

He rubbed it across my nipples and they got hard instantly then he moved down to my belly button and that shot a tingling sensation throughout my entire body. He let it sit on my belly button and spread my legs and went to down. He moved the ice from my belly button to my clit and this made me shake. It felt so good but it was very cold. He then flipped me over and slipped in his erection from behind. He had the ice cube in his mouth and kept putting it against my back as he would thrust making everything so much more intense. Every time I was close to climax he would slow down and tease me on purpose. This made me even more sensitive and I just wanted to climax so bad. Finally, after an hour, he didn't tease me anymore, I got close again as did he and we climaxed together.

Once we were done, he said he wanted to talk about some things before we go to sleep.

"I was wondering if you would like to move in with me?" he asked.

I was stumped. This was a big step and wasn't sure if I was ready to move in with him.

"If you do, I will cook for you and make sure you know you are beautiful every day." he said.

I had to take the time to thoroughly think this thru and make sure this is what I want to do.

"Jake, Let me think about it. It's a big step and I want to make sure I have no doubts about it. Let me sleep on it." I told him.

He looked a little upset but he understood. After everything we have been through and the heartache we went through the first time. I lie down and fell fast asleep.

When I woke up the next morning, I had decided that I loved Jake. I didn't want to waste anymore time. We practically live together anyway since we are together all the time. So I told him that I would move in with him. The next few days were spent moving all my belongings over to Jake's house and I could tell he was very happy of my choice.

I heard the bathroom door open and was excited that Jake was home. He got in the shower and started washing my body. I am not sure what it is about sex in the shower but it seems so sensual. Maybe, it's the hot water dripping over you. He went to wash my legs and of course stopped and started kissing my thighs. This is one thing I could never get enough of. I loved when he went down on me. It was magical and he did it just right every time. He was on his knees and my foot was on his shoulder giving him easier access and the angle helped me climax even faster. Once I climaxed, he stood up and said this time is all about you. I don't want you to have to do a thing but feel good.  He bent me over and told me to grab my ankles. He thrusted his erection inside me and went very slow.

"Baby, I don't want to fuck you today. I want to make love you. I want to make you feel beautiful and sexy. I am going to go nice and slow in a lot of different positions and places and hopefully you will cum multiple times is my goal.” he said with a smile as he smacked my ass.

He wasn't kidding he went slow even when I asked him to go faster or harder he didn't. He said I deserved to be savored and treasured. After about an hour, of slow thrusting and him massaging me, I climaxed. He then picked me up and put me on the bathroom counter in front of the mirror. He just stood there and stared at me. This was one of my desires.

He kissed my neck and as I leaned back and he spread my legs again, and I laid there with my legs spread, he just looked at me. The way he looked at me made me feel so sexy like he couldn't get enough of me.

He then slipped it in and put my leg up on his shoulder holding my ankles with one of his hands.

"This angle will make you climax a lot faster even with me going slow. Would you like it like this or do you want to gradually build?" he asked.

"I want it now!" I exclaimed.

I was already so aroused and ready. He went nice and slows as he thrusted inside me. He was right because within 5 minutes, I was already about to climax and this time was so powerful my toes curled and I just let go!

I started shaking and trembling as I climaxed over and over again.

He didn't stop while I was climaxing he kept going slowly and it just made me climax like no other time. After I climaxed 6 times, he finally stopped. I had no energy left. I didn't want to move. I just wanted to enjoy this moment. He picked me up and carried me to bed.

"Now, I expect you need some rest. Take a nap and I will make us some pancakes." he said and kissed my forehand.

I fell asleep instantly. Whoever knew, you could get so wore out from not doing anything?

I woke up to the smell of chocolate chip pancakes on the nightstand and I was starving.

As I ate them, I thought to myself how I got so lucky to have a man that would take the time to do all this just for me. I was a very lucky woman. As I finished my last bite, Jake walked into the room and smiled at me. My hair was up in a pony tail with the bed sheet wrapped around me.

"You look beautiful." he said.

I put down my plate and crawled toward the edge of the bed where Jake was. I got on my knees and told him I wanted to make him feel good now.

I told him to get undressed and lay down on the bed and he did just as I said with no hesitation. If he could take the time to do all this for me and not expect to climax himself that was very selfless but that is not the kind of lover I am. I wanted him to feel good too.

I straddled him since he was already erect and came down on him slowly so I could see his face tremble. I could tell I felt good around him. I started to move on him and his mouth made an O shape which told me he was definitely enjoying himself. I started going faster and faster and I went bent down and started kissing and nibbling on his chest. As I did, he put his arms around me holding me in place and started thrusting inside me fast and hard.

"I love you and I want you now." He thrusted harder and faster until he climaxed. 

We both fell asleep shortly after, wore completely out.