Sexual Desires of a Woman (8 page)

So he does want to go back? This makes me sad but hearing him talk about his experience was moving. He knows that he can change children's future with his care and that is amazing. I want him to continue doing that if it makes him that happy. He hasn't stopped smiling the entire time he has been talking about the trip. He went on and on for hours and I just drank my wine and listening and smiled.

I couldn't help think how long he would be gone the next time he decides to go.

What country would he be going too?  I can't keep thinking like this. It is going to make me crazy. I don't know when he wants to go back. I am sure we will talk about this sooner or later.

About three hours later and 6 glasses of wine, Sarah and Preston finally decided it was time for them to leave. I know they wanted to give us some alone time judging on the wink Sarah gave me as she walked out of the door. She knew me well. I wasn't waiting the entire time.

"So now that I have you to myself, what do you want to do?" I said to Jake.

"Well I would love to take a shower. I have been flying for 2 days straight and haven't showered." he responded.

I liked that idea. I was fine with him taking a shower as long as I could join him.  He went into the bedroom and got some clothes and then headed into the bathroom and I waited a couple minutes to follow until I heard the water come on and him get in then I walked in and took off my clothes and stepped into the shower.

"Babe, what are you doing?" he asked me.

"I can't handle it anymore. I need to touch you and feel you next to me." I said breathily.

He pulled me close and kissed me. He looked at me with that award winning smile and held me close. I love being here with him, his arm around me.

Finally I pulled away and took the bar of soap and starting washing his body for him while he stood there. I wanted to clean him so I could take him afterwards or he could take me depending on how tired he is from all that flying.  I ran the soap around his back and then towards the front of his body across his chest and down to his erection. I could tell he wanted me. I took the shower head off the holder and wash him off with it. 

Once all the soap was off, I put the shower head back up and got my knees. I took his erection and slide it into my wanting mouth. I put my hands behind my back and took all of him into my mouth. I sucked hard and fast until I was ready to stop while he was moaning and groaning in pleasure He took my hair and wrapped his finger in it and yanked me up and then bent me over. I thought he was going to fuck me but he didn't. He took the shower head off the holder and put it on my sweet spot.  I had never tried it before but now I knew what I was missing. It was warm and felt like it was penetrating me at the same time.

It moved it back and forth and I was squirming all over the place. He put the shower head back and asked me if I was ready. Of course I was ready. I have been ready for weeks for this.

He bent me over a little more and guided his erection inside me. He put his hands on both of my hips and starting thrusting into me. He made me complete. It was almost like our bodies were a perfect match.  I melted at his touch and sent myself into a spiraling orgasm. I moaned and jerked but he wasn't done.

He slide out of me and wrapped himself up in a total to dry him off and ushered me to the dresser and then took his towel off again. His dresser was pretty high up so he picked me up and sat me on there and spread my legs for a show. I was the perfect height now where he didn't have to lean over or bend over to eat me. He kissed my thighs and bit into them sending chills up my body and then he went to work. He kissed, sucked, touched and rubbed me until I had gotten off six times. He really wanted to please me tonight. Maybe, this was his way to make up for being gone for so long. I got off the shower and ushered him to bed.

It was my turn. I straddled him doing the reverse cowgirl so he could have good show while I did my thing. I guided him inside me and moved to the rhythm. I was in heaven and felt like I was day dreaming. This couldn't be real. I have never been so turned on in my life as I am right now and I can't stop. I am addicted to him. I didn't need sleep. I didn't need to eat. I just needed him, that's all.

He slapped my ass and told him that he loved the view he has and that he wants to move to a different position and I was definitely okay with that.

He laid me on my back and put both my legs on his shoulders and thrusted inside me. HEAVEN! That's all I could think of in that moment. I felt like I was on a cloud. I thought that sex couldn't get any better until right now. The angle we were in made it so much more pleasurable. He could do deeper and hit more spots inside me.  We both climaxed.

I woke up to the smell of bacon and freshly brewed coffee which is an amazing way to wake up by the way. If you hadn't done it then you need to. Make your man cook for you after a night like we had. You shouldn't have to ask he should just do it. I got up and didn't even put clothes on.

"Good morning handsome."

"Good morning beautiful. I made bacon and made you a cup of coffee. I figured you would need something strong after last night."Jake said with a wink and a smile.

He was right. It seemed like a dream. It seemed too good to be true. Well, I am glad my life is like a dream. I laughed to myself.

"I have a question for you, sweetheart." Jake stated.

"Yes?" I replied.

"What do you think about getting married this weekend?" he asked.

He wants to get married this weekend. I am not sure what to say that is such short notice. I don't know if we will be able to find a location to be married at.

"If we can find a location then I say yes. I will marry you whenever you are ready." I told him.

I called Sarah and let her know that I needed her help finding a location for the wedding this weekend. She came right over.  We found a nice little venue at a resort to have the wedding and at a fair price too. Since I got the venue so cheap that means I can pick any wedding dress I want. I have never been much for fashion but I have always dreamed of a beautiful wedding dress for when I get married. Even though, it's only one day. It's my special day. I want to feel special.

Sarah and I went to a local wedding dress shop near my house and looked around and I saw a beautiful white lace sequined ball gown. It was so stunning. I knew that was the dress immediately but I wanted to try it on. Sarah said outside while I put the dress on and I began to tear up. I looked like a princess. I stepped out of the dressing room and Sarah was in tears too.

"You look absolutely stunning." she told me.

This is the dress. It was only $1600 which was a very decent price I thought for the dress considering I was planning on spending at least $2000.

The week went by so fast between getting everything ready and picked out: flowers, food, and the minister. Tomorrow was the wedding way and we decided not to spend the night before our wedding together. Jake stayed with Preston and Sarah stayed with me. I tossed and turned all night with excitement. I didn't have any pre wedding jitters at all. I was madly in love with Jake and knew he was the man for me since the moment I first met him.

Today was the day. I am getting married today. I woke up with only a couple hours of sleep because I couldn't fall asleep last night. I got up and Sarah and I headed to the salon. I got my hair and makeup done and headed to the venue. When we got there, it was beautiful. There were flowers everywhere and a white arch that we would be standing under during the ceremony. I got my dress on and I knew it was getting close to the time for the ceremony to start. I hadn't seen Jake and Preston yet.  I hope they aren't late.

I was getting nervous. Was he getting cold feet? I knew he has always had commitment issues but I was for sure that he had finally gotten over them this time. He seemed so happy with me.

About 20 minutes later, I heard Jake and Preston laughing walking down the hallway and a knock on the door. I didn't open the door because I didn't want him to see me yet.

"Yes?" I said at the other side of the door.

"Too late to back out now. Ceremony is about to start. Just wanted to tell you I love you." he said and walked away.

I heard the music start playing and it was time to walk down the aisle. I walked out the door and headed down the aisle. Jake stared at me with a smile on his face and I couldn't help but smile real big. He looked at me like I was a princess. I loved it. I hope he looks at me like this all the time. It made me feel so special and loved.

I made my way down the aisle to the arch and stood in front of Jake. I looked into his eyes and didn't see any nervousness. He was ready. He was ready to give up all the issues and be married to me.

"Brooke Lynn Davis, Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband to have and to hold until death do you part?" The minister asked me.

"I do!" I replied.

"Jake Aaron Green, Do you take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife to have and to hold until death do you part?" The minister asked Jake.

"I do!" He said.

"By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride." he said.

Jake pulled me close and kissed me hard. I was so ecstatic to have him as my husband.

He is such an amazing man. I now get to call my husband. Jake and I have been known each other for 10 years. We knew there was a connection the first time we met. 

10 years later, we are now married and happily in love. We decided to book our honeymoon for Cancun, Mexico. I had never been and he always said I could pick where we went on our honeymoon.

I came out of the bathroom. I told him it was play time. He just grinned at me.

I knew he loved this role play since it was all his idea. I walk up to him and tell him to sit down on the bed. He did. I told him to undress himself slowly. I love watching him undress. He has an amazing body. It makes me wet watching. As he finishes undressing himself, I tell him to undress me. He stands up and unbuttons my blouse fast, and I tell him to do my buttons one by one. This is intriguing. It makes it more intense for both of us. Then he takes off my skirt. I am left in only a bra and a lace thong. He spins me around and bends me over. He then starts to spank me softly. I moan. He has never done this before. I love it.

 He then takes off my underwear, bends me over, and starts to push his hard erection into me. It feels amazing. I put my hands around my ankles so he can get in deeper. I moan again. He is going so fast and deep, I begin to orgasm. But then he stops and pulls out.

“Not so fast. I guess I will have to tease you a little.” He said to me.

What why would he tease me? He starts to play with my clit while keeping me in my position bent over with my hands around my ankles and it feels amazing.

I start to moan and he puts it back in. He goes soft and steady. I have never had this much pleasure. I start to orgasm again but this time he just goes fast and hard. We both get off.

 It was a very hot day and we were lying out on the beach. It was probably about 100 degrees outside. But it was still gorgeous weather for being at the beach. I decided to sun tan without my top on. Then, I noticed some lady staring at Jake.

This makes me very angry. I am very jealous girl. I don’t like other women looking at him or even in his direction really.

“I am going to show her who you belong to!” I said.

I get up and jump up on Jake and starts straddling him and kissing him all over his neck and chest. The woman just stares at me with a smile. This makes me even more furious. So then I get up and walk over to her.

“Why are you staring at us? Are you stalking us or something?”

“No, I was just admiring your bathing suit top it’s gorgeous. My name is Sasha by the way.” she said.

Why is this woman staring at me half naked? Is she a lesbian and checking me out? Wow, I have never had a woman look at me like that?

“My name is Brooke and that’s my husband Jake. We are on our honeymoon.”I said.

“Oh, I am so sorry I didn’t mean to interrupt your honeymoon. Maybe we can get together and have drinks later? Here is my room number let me know.” Sasha said.

 Wow, she just invited me to drinks. Just I, my husband wasn’t invited. Is it weird I kind of like the attention from her? She is 5’6, long brown hair, with red highlights down to middle of her back, and a great body. I bet she works out every day. Why am I even having these thoughts? This is isn’t me? What is happening to me? Her attention has had a huge impact on me. Should I go have drinks with her?

“Hey baby, are you ready to go to dinner? I am starving!” Jake said.

“Yes, let’s go get changed into clothes and go. Then I am going to go out to drinks with Sasha. The lady I just met. Is that alright?” I ask Jake.

“Of course that’s fine. I know that you are attracted to her. You did have threesome on your list. We have always been open about our desires to one another.” He says.

Wow I can’t believe he said it was fine. He took to me to a candle light dinner on the beach. It’s so beautiful. I love the sound of the waves. It is so soothing. It makes my whole body numb and relaxed. It feels amazing. After dinner, I walk with Jake back to the room so I can go meet up with Sasha for drinks.

“You have a great time baby, and please be safe coming home.” Jake says to me.

I am so glad he can’t tell how she makes me feel on the inside. I feel so warm inside. I have to go with my gut and do what will make me feel good.

I mean after all, Jake wouldn’t get mad he would probably enjoy the stories. He has always tried to get me to do a threesome with him. I have never actually thought about being with another woman until Sasha. She makes me tingle in places I don’t usually. I love that. As I am walking up to her door, I suddenly get very nervous. I start getting sweaty palms. What if she wasn’t checking me out? What if this is just all in my head? I knocked on her door.

“Who is it?” Sasha says from behind the door.

“Its Brooke the woman you met on the beach today. Do you still want to go out for drinks?” I asked.

Then she opens the door. She is in nothing but a bra and a thong.

“Sure come in, let me get dressed.” She said.

So I go in and look around and look her. I hope she doesn’t catch me staring at her. But she looks absolutely amazing. I start daydreaming about her kissing me passionately and undressing me.

Then, she caresses my breasts, and sucks on them softly with a little bite. It feels so good.

“Earth to Brooke, Are you okay?” Sasha asks me.

“I am so sorry, I was day dreaming. Are you ready?” I said.

She shakes her head. She is now wearing a low cut red dress. It is also very short. So you can see her long lean legs glistening. Why am I suddenly having these thoughts and feelings? Why didn’t I have these before I got married? We arrive at the bar and we order a couple shots of Jack.

She must already know me because that is my favorite drink. She proceeds to look at me. She is looking at me up and down just like I am her. I keep going back to flash backs of my daydream. I wish it was real. I wish I could feel the intensity that I felt in that daydream. But who I am kidding, I am married to an amazing guy. I can’t do that to him. Is it still considering cheating if it’s with a woman?

“I need to go Sasha. I am getting tired. Plus, I need to get back to my husband.”I told her.

“Okay that’s fine. Thanks for coming out with me. Stop by anytime, I come get drinks every night.” Sasha tells me.

I just sit and stare at her, and then I finally get up and leave. The whole walk back to my hotel room, I daydreamed about her touching me, caressing me, and licking me. I knew I had to get these thoughts out of my head before I got back to Jake because he can read me and he will know something is going on. So I decide to go to the beach for a little while to cool off.

As I walked in the door, I was hoping Jake would be asleep. So he wouldn’t see me. I can’t stop thinking about her.

“Hi honey, how was drinks?” Jake asked me.

Shit. I don’t know what to say.

“It was fine. She is a really nice woman. We might go out again sometime.” I tell him.

I walk straight to the bathroom. I have to get some of this tension out. So I get completely undressed and walk out to Jake. He lays in awe. We haven’t slept together in a couple days which was weird for us. We usually have sex every night.

He comes toward me and slams me down on the bed. He starts caressing my nipples; pinching them. I am already worked up from the night looking at Sasha. He starts to kiss me all over. Suddenly I have a daydream about Sasha. He is now down at my clit. I open my eyes and picture Sasha. I am suddenly consumed by ecstasy. The best I have ever had. Jake loves this. He is moaning and groaning himself. He loves to please me.  It’s over. My tension is released. Jake kisses me and lies down and passes out. Did I really just picture Sasha while my husband was pleasing me?

Isn’t that against some kind of rule of marriage? I suddenly feel bad. But, I can’t help myself. Then I drift off to sleep.