Sexy Love (8 page)

Once I’m done
and pull my hands away, she unexpectedly wrestles me to the carpet
and kisses my neck. I let out a low groan. It feels amazing to
finally have a girl do that to me. I’m used to being the one who
does it. It feels even better because she’s pinning me down and on
top of me. I love feeling her body close to mine as she does
it.

“
You are so
sexy,” I whisper in her ear. “You’re gettin’ me way too
excited.”

She quickly
gets off me and I feel disappointed.

“
I’m sorry. I
don’t mean to tease you,” she apologises.

“
It’s okay, I
kinda like it,” I reply, loving our make out session but still
frustrated that it’s going nowhere.

We cool things
down and just kiss and cuddle on the sofa for a while until she
leaves. Then I have to go straight to my bedroom to do myself to
the photos of her on my mobile, fantasying about all the stuff I’d
like to do to her right now.

Chapter
15

When we both
have a free night two days later, I take Starlet out for a meal,
making a reservation at one of the poshest restaurants in the city.
Starlet dresses up for the occasion, wearing make-up, a white denim
mini shirt and a fancy purple top.

She looks
gorgeous and I can’t keep my eyes off how hot her legs are. The
skirt is short enough to show a lot of them off but not so short
that it’s looks slutty or inappropriate for the place we’re going.
She’s too self-conscious to risk going on my motorbike with a
skirt, so we take a taxi instead.

“
You look so
sexy,” I say quietly in her ear as we sit closely together at the
back seat. “I love that you’re wearing a skirt. I haven’t seen you
in one before.”

“
Sarah
recommended I bought it on our shopping trip,” she explains. “I
thought you might like it.”

“
I definitely
want you to wear mini shirts more often,” I say and brush my hand
over her right leg.

She blushes and
I have to stop myself before I go too far. I’m already fighting the
urge to passionately make out with her at the back of the taxi, so
I need to keep my hands under control, no matter how incredibly
attractive she is.

We have a
starter, since this restaurant does three course meals. I really
want to have cheesy garlic bread, but that’s a pretty bad idea for
a date, so I have spicy chicken pieces with dips instead. Starlet
considers the spicy chicken too, but decides on ordering the fruit
salad instead, so she can have chicken for her main.

We happily tuck
into our starter, talking and laughing. It feels good to spend some
time with her away from work and I love how great our dates always
feel. I get along with Starlet really well, so much better than any
of my previous girlfriends, and we can talk for hours without
getting bored.

Our main
courses arrive and Starlet hungrily starts to eat her plate of
battered chicken and chips. I can’t wait to get stuck into my steak
and chips and it tastes delicious. However, I only eat half of it
before my mobile ringtone goes off.

Starlet looks
over at my mobile a little worried, knowing exactly what it’s going
to be. I dread answering it too because I really don’t want to be
pulled away from her when we’re having a good night together. I
already have the mobile sat beside me on the table, in case I get
called in for something, and see from the screen that it’s a call
from Bryan.

“
Sorry,” I
quickly apologise to Starlet before answering the phone call. “Hey
Bry, what’s up?”

“
Hi Rickie, you
don’t mind coming down to the office and helping me out with
something, do you?” he asks and I feel deflated.

“
Yeah, sure,” I
answer. “I’m not at the base right now but I can make it over in
about twenty minutes.”

“
Okay, I’ll see
you soon.”

“
Laters,” I say
and hang up.

Starlet’s
already looking at me, waiting for me to tell her the bad news that
she already knows is coming.

“
I’m really
sorry, I need to go,” I say sadly.

She looks upset
too, although she’s trying to hide it, “At least we made it to main
course. I really wish we could have got to desert though,” she
jokes.

“
Star, you know
I really want to stay,” I tell her regrettably, “but it’s going to
take time to wait for a taxi and get back, and Bryan wouldn’t have
rung on my night off if it wasn’t important. I’ll have to go right
now.”

“
It’s okay, I
understand,” she says but her eyes fill with disappointment and
sadness and I feel so bad. I can’t stand that I’ve had to ruin our
date by cutting it short and leaving her.

I throw on my
leather jacket and get out my wallet, “don’t worry about the cost,
I’ll pay for everything.”

She takes the
money I offer her and looks dejected.

“
It’s going to
be so embarrassing sitting here eating on my own,” she
says.

“
I know. I’m
really sorry,” I say guiltily. I know it will look bad to everyone
in the restaurant, leaving my girlfriend stranded on her own when
we’re obviously on a date.

“
You should
ring Sarah or Kat to come over,” I suggest. “They can even have my
desert or meet you for drinks at the bar?”

She looks a
little relieved at the idea, “yeah, that sounds like a plan.
Besides, it would be awful to waste your chocolate fudge
cake.”

We share a
smile and I wish more than anything I could stay with her. We were
both looking forward to the desert.

“
I’ll make it
up to you,” I promise. “Bye Star, I’ll call you later.”

I feel bad as I
call for a taxi and wait for it to arrive. This situation has
happened a few times in the past and it makes me a little nervous.
I don’t want it to cause trouble like it has before. I don’t want
my job to get in the way of Starlet because she’s too important to
lose. I want our relationship to work so much. It stings my heart
just to think if one day she might ask me to choose between us and
my job, just like Nicola had…

I see the taxi
arrive and get inside, giving him an address for a pub near to our
base instead, since the location has to be kept a secret at all
times. I try not to feel too sad as I stare out of the window
thinking. Starlet wouldn’t really do the same, would she? She has
the same job as me too, so she understands what it means to both of
us. I really don’t want to give it up and I’d do anything to keep
Starlet as my girlfriend.

It had hurt me
pretty bad when Nicola and I broke up and I had missed her so much.
However, there’s no way I could ever get over Starlet and find
another girlfriend to replace her. Being madly in love with someone
makes doing that way too difficult.

I still feel
guilty later on and text her to check she’s okay and if someone is
there with her.

She replies
back five minutes later:

Yeah Im fine.
Sarah came straight ovr and had ur desert wen it arrived. She says
thanx it was the best cake shes ever had. Were goin 2 c a movie so
I’ll be bck later xxxxx

I feel relieved
that it worked out okay for her, but I can’t help feeling a little
jealous that I wasn’t the one eating chocolate fudge cake with her.
I feel happy that Starlet is still having a good time though and
that her and Sarah will have fun.

Chapter
16

We’re mostly
swamped with work for the next two weeks, but I make time to take
Starlet out for another meal as promised, and luckily neither of us
gets called in.

We don’t really
see much of each other after that, with things being really busy,
but I eventually get to invite Starlet over to my place.

We watch a new
DVD in my bedroom and end up making out on my bed half way through
and forgetting about it.

“
Your toned
arms are so hot,” she tells me, running her fingers over the top of
my left arm. “Do you work out?”

“
I just hit the
gym with Mick once a week,” I answer, pleased at the
compliment.

She starts to
run her fingers over my chest instead as we start to kiss
passionately. I take off my black t-shirt and let her run her
fingertips against my skin as she continues. It feels so good
having her hands all over me, and when she kisses along my chest it
gets me turned on. She’s only kissing my skin softly but it still
has a big impact and I breathe hard.

I can’t take it
anymore and flip her underneath me, kissing her passionately on the
lips before working down to her neck and chest. She moans a little
when I pull down her t-shirt a little more and kiss just over the
top of her bra.

“
Can I take it
off?” I ask her, wishing I could kiss even more of her.

“
Okay,” she
answers breathless.

I pull off her
t-shirt and continue kissing where I was before while she lays back
and enjoys it. I move down to kiss below her bra too and work along
the sides of her waist. By now she’s moaning even more, really
turned on. I kiss over the top of her jeans teasingly and she
buries her head into my pillow to muffle how loud she’s getting. I
really wish I could rip off the rest of her clothes and make love
to her hard right now, the way we’re both longing to.

“
Star, do you
feel ready?” I dare to ask her.

“
No, not yet,”
she answers, a little anxiety in her voice at the thought of us
going all the way.

“
Okay, I’ll
stop,” I say regrettably.

She snuggles up
to me again as we watch the rest of the movie and I have to try to
calm down, feeling really frustrated. I’ll definitely need to do
myself once she goes back to her flat.

For the rest of
the week I can’t stop wanting to be with her. I’m going crazy with
desire after our intense make out session the last time I saw her.
I’m dying to taste her body on my lips again. I don’t know how I
manage to wait three days until we finally have some alone time
together in her room.

I kiss her
hungrily and we’re soon taking off each other’s clothes as we make
out passionately. I pull off my jeans and French kiss her, loving
the feel of her body so close to mine. She even lets me take off
her jeans too and we make out in our underwear. Our kisses are deep
and our bodies are entwined so close that I can feel every part of
her against me.

I start to kiss
her neck and feel so hard, especially listening to her moan with
pleasure. I’m so excited I’m almost digging into her thong, pressed
against the place where I want to be.

I kiss along
her neck harder as I’m overcome with desire and she moans with how
good it is. Her breath catches and she struggles to breathe, and
that’s when I suddenly feel that her thong is now very wet, more
than before.

She pulls away
from me, looking shocked and still breathless, “Oh my God, was
that…?”

I’m almost as
surprised as her and grin answering, “Yeah it was.”

I can’t believe
that just happened. Did I really make her have an orgasm? Before
we’d even had sex?

She looks away,
feeling shy and her face flushed. She lies back on the bed again to
catch her breath, “wow that was amazing.”

I smile again
feeling really chuffed, and she snuggles into me, hiding her face
into my chest.

I stroke her
hair as she stays quiet.

“
I’m really
pleased that you did, it’s great to be able to do that to you,” I
whisper in her ear and kiss gently along her neck again.

She giggles and
looks up at me.

“
You know you
already turn me on so much,” she says and stares up into my eyes.
“I love you.”

“
I love you
too, Star,” I reply and kiss her romantically.

We carry on
with our passionate make out session where we left off and I can’t
help wanting to make her have another one.

She buries her
head into my chest again, breathing hard.

“
Rickie, we
need to stop,” she whispers.

I hold her
close, the urge to make love to her getting stronger, “I don’t ever
want us to stop.”

I kiss her and
she responds for a while, but then she parts from my lips and our
foreheads touch.

“
I don’t think
I’ll be able to say no if you keep turning me on like this,” she
admits quietly, “and I’m still not ready.”

My heart beats
faster and I sigh, really struggling not to rip off her remaining
underwear. “You can’t tell me there’s a chance I can or I won’t
ever be able to hold myself back,” I whisper to her. It’s so
difficult to fight it when I love her and want her so
much.

We share an
intense gaze, both of us fighting the urge to carry on making out
until we end up doing it in her bed. I hold my breath, knowing that
if she comes a little bit closer or kisses me then there’s no way I
can resist her any longer.

“
I’m sorry,”
she apologises sadly and moves away, putting some distance between
us.