Shattered by Love (18 page)

“So fucking wet and hot.” His hips roll and the crown of his cock slips into me easily. My hips rise, aching for more of him inside me. “You love when I fuck your little pussy don’t you?” I nod so fast I feel dizzy and without warning, he plunges all nine inches into me. His cock is thick and hard, like hot steel sliding into me.

“Yes…” My voice cracks and trails off. Wrapping my legs around him, pulling him in deeper and when his lips crash down on mine, I can taste myself on him.

he kiss is hungry and filled with lust and desire. His tongue licks into my mouth, tasting, licking, and devouring me.

He pulls almost all the way out, and slams back into me. Deeper than before, knocking the breath from me.

Again, and again.

Another orgasm tightens deep inside me. Pulling pure unadulterated pleasure straight from my core. From the depths of my heart and soul, this man completes me.

Fills me. Mends me. Shatters me.

“Fuck, your pussy is so tight squeezing my cock.” The dark glint in his eyes, and that devilish smirk have my body responding. “That’s it, Firefly, take me inside you. I am yours. Every. Fucking. Inch.”

His words send me reeling over the precipice into oblivion. He rams into me relentlessly, dragging my release from my soul and shattering every part of me.

My body shudders, and trembles below him, writhing and moaning as I find peace in the way he’s claimed me.

“Fuck.” He growls the word as his body locks, and I watch the man I love come apart above me, and I hold onto him.

Our lips mold together in a heated kiss as I pour all my emotion into it. There is no doubt where I need to be, in his arms.

O
nce we board the plane
, I settle into the aisle seat with Ivy next to me. Ben wanted the window seat which we let him have.

Bryce was heading back to Chicago for work, and we were on our way to Los Angeles. I was nervous. This was the first time Ivy would see the life I built without her.

It’s not much, but I am proud of my accomplishments. There is something about her walking into my future and making it ours because when your past collides with your present, it’s overwhelming.

Nothing in my life since Ivy left has been as perfect as this moment with her next to me, wearing my ring and with her hand in mine, I give it a reassuring squeeze.

When our eyes meet and she smiles, I know that love is mine to grasp. The life I longed for all these years is within reach, and it’s up to me to make it work.

I know for a fact I will spend my life with her. I knew it from the moment I first saw her, and until my dying day, that surety will carry me through life.

Love isn’t something you can easily give up, when you’ve found the right one, it will forever linger in your heart, like a flame burning bright.

We were both broken while we were apart, but together, we’re one whole. I glance over at my son and I realize how full my life will be. This is my family and I will be the best goddamn father and husband I can be. Better than my father and its clear Ivy is the most incredible mother because her love Ben is evident in the way she looks at him.

“I love you.” Her whisper bathes me in a calm. She saw past the rundown home, the tattered clothes, and absent family I grew up with and saw the man inside, the one I could be and it’s who I have become.

“I hope so, you’ve agreed to marry me.” Planting a soft kiss on her cheek, its chaste, sweet, and loving.

After reconnecting, she needs to realize this isn’t about sex, even though I spent most of the evening before inside her, hoping to put another baby in her. The idea makes me grin. It’s a primal urge, but I would love to have another child with her. A daughter would be amazing, a little version of Ivy.

“I suppose I have to since I said yes.” She giggles at my expression.

“Don’t be cheeky. Remember, comments like that bring about consequences.” Keeping my voice low, I murmur in her ear. Letting the heat of my breath fan over her neck and the tremble that moves over her body is the perfect reaction.

I sit backward and close my eyes.

Getting back to L.A. means returning to real life. It also means that Ivy will be introduced to Luke and Cassie. They will be parents soon, and I am excited for them to meet Ben.

Thinking about me and Lucien as fathers’ is a strange concept, since we’ve never spoken about having kids, or even getting married, but there is no doubt I want this.

“Baby,” a soft voice in my ear pulls me from my thoughts. When I glance to my left, big blue eyes peer at me. “Do you always smile when you sleep?”

“Ivy, from now, until my last sleep, I will smile because you’re beside me.”

“Aren’t you the sweet talker? You vying for something?” Her tone is raspy, and I wonder if I can get her into the restrooms for some fun, but I don’t want to leave Ben alone.

“Not now, sugar. Wait till I get you home.”

“Dad, does your house have a swimming pool?” I look at my boy and shake my head.

“Nope, but we will buy a new house with a pool soon. In the meantime, we can visit your Uncle Luke, since he has a huge pool, and he has a game room.” Winking mischievously, I lean forward and ruffle his hair. The smile he gives me still leaves me in awe.

“That’s awesome. Can we live with Uncle Luke?” Chuckling at his excitement, I shake my head again. I can’t imagine living with Luke and Cass. My apartment is perfect for the time being, and since we’re moving to Chicago, I am not looking for a new home just yet.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea, buddy. I promise, you will love our new house, once we buy it.” He seems happy with my answer and sits back, turning his gaze and focusing on the clouds outside.

“Do you think Luke will be happy to see me again? What about his wife? Is she… I mean, is she nice?”

“My best friend will be happy because I am. He cares about you and he knows that it was me who pushed you away. As for Cassandra, she’s amazing.”

“Did you…?” Ivy gestures with her hand and I know what she wants to know, but I don’t give her the answer, instead I stare at her and shrug.

“What?”

“Jayce, did you and her…?”

“Yes, Ivy, I did. We did. She wasn’t with him then and it wasn’t my best moment, but it happened. Two consenting adults had fun. Nothing more.” Her lips purse in a tight line and I know she’s frustrated, angry, or jealous. Whatever her reaction, she does not need to worry. I know it doesn’t help me saying it, but my ring is on her finger. She needs to know I love her.

“Okay.” Her pout is adorable, but it also has me thinking of all the filthy things I am dying to do to her mouth. How I want to slide my dick inside and feel her lips around the base as she swallows me.

I lean in, my lips brush against her ear. “I want you to get up, walk to the restroom and wait for me in the left-hand side one. I don’t care what you have to say right now. Just do it.” The harsh command is strained. Her gaze flits to me and her eyes are wide with shock. “Go.”

She obeys, sliding out from our row; she walks to the back of the plane. I take two deep inhales and glance at Ben. I know I can’t leave him, so I call the flight attendant over and offer her a smile. “Would you mind keeping an eye on him? Just for a few minutes.” She smiles and nods.

“Of course, sir.” I slip out and into the passageway, heading to Ivy. Knocking once on the door, I hear the lock click and I push inside. As soon as I have closed it and us locked inside, I grip her hair at her nape and tug back so she’s looking at me.

“Do you know how much I love you?”

“Yes.” She whispers.

“Do you trust me?”

Again, she whispers her assent. My fingers tug at her shorts, unbuttoning them. My lips hover over hers, teasing, waiting.

When I flick my tongue out, wetting my lips, I watch her pretty blue eyes darken and her pupils dilate. My fingers dip into the waistband of her panties. Her slick smooth pussy scorches my index finger. “You’re so wet little Firefly. You like when I take you and fuck you. When I make you mine?”

“Jayce, yes.” Her voice cracks and her eyes flutter closed. My fingers stroke her, teasing. I know she wants a release, but she knows I like hearing her beg. So I wait. Patiently. I flick her clit, circling it with my finger and her body goes rigid.

“Open those pretty blues, I want to see your reaction when I make you come.” Her body jerks against my palm. “You’re my beautiful fiancée.” I plunge two digits deep inside her. She’s so tight as her pussy cinches. She’s lost in her pleasure, her eyes are so dark, and they’re a stunning midnight blue.

“Flash, please.” My sweet gorgeous woman is so obedient.

“Fuck my fingers, baby. Take your pleasure and come for me.” The words are a low hiss, and her hips roll against my arm. Her pussy riding my hand like a seasoned pro.

Faster. Harder. Deeper.

Her fingers grip my shoulders and her nails dig into me as her body locks as an orgasm shatters through her. Her expression is more beautiful than watching shooting stars in a midnight sky. And I watch in awe as this incredibly beautiful angel that’s given me a life worth living comes apart in my arms.

I want to spend my life giving her pleasure like this, and in many more ways.

“My god.” Her voice is hoarse and her eyes are teary.

“You’re gorgeous when you lose yourself in the pleasure, baby. So fucking perfect.” I lean in and kiss her soft lips. As I pull my hand from her panties, the scent of her arousal has me straining behind my zipper. I bring my fingers to my mouth and lick her sweet essence, savoring the taste.

“What about you?”

“This wasn’t about me. I wanted to show you, you are my world.”

“I know, Jayce. There would be no chance of my even thinking about marrying you if I didn’t think you loved me.”

“I saw your face, baby, when I told you about Cass.” A small smile plays on her lips and she knows she’s been caught out being jealous.

“Okay, yeah, I was upset, but I know it’s your past.” Her gaze pierces me, penetrating every wall and barrier I put up and as they come crashing down, all I need is to be with her. “You’re my forever, Jayce. You’ve always been and I am yours.” Her words seep into my heart and I can’t help smiling.

“Come on, we better get back.” Another soft peck on her plump mouth and we head to our seats. It won’t be long until we land, so we settle in and relax.

My eyes crack open to my shoulder being nudged. We had already landed, and I didn’t notice. “You sleep like a rock, seriously, Jayce.” Ivy stares at me. Her hair is mussed, but she looks breathtaking.

“Did you sleep as well?” I question in amusement, my eyes roaming blond locks.

“Oh God, do I have bed hair?” Frantically, she flattens the mess which makes me smile. I lean in and plant a kiss on her forehead.

“You look fine. Let’s go.” I slide out of the seat, and wait a few paces ahead, once I feel Ivy’s hand in mine, we find the luggage reclaim. Lucien must be waiting on the other side for us since he wanted to collect us from the airport.

“Are you sure I look okay?” The concern in her eyes is evident, but there is no need for her to worry.

“Yes, baby. You’re perfect. Come on.” Once we reach arrivals, I spot him immediately. Luke is alone, and he has the biggest grin on his face.

“Jay, good to see you man.” We hug, and his gaze falls on Ivy. “Hello darling. It’s been too long.” He leans in to give her a hug, and my jealousy roars to life. When he steps back he glances at Ben, then me. Kneeling, he holds out a hand to my son. “Hey buddy, my name is Luke. How are you?”

“Hi, I am tired. We were on a plane. Dad said you have a pool. Can I swim in your pool?” Lucien nods at the excited rambling and he chuckles as they shake hands.

“Yes, you can swim in my pool. And when we get home, your Aunt Cassandra will make dinner. Do you like beef burgers?” An enthusiastic nod tells me what we’re having for dinner.

“We can’t impose on you man.”

Heading to the car, Lucien shrugs off my comment. “Stay, or my wife will have my balls.” I can’t help laughing at that, because it’s true. He may think he’s a Dom, but Cassie has a lot of control over him, and he wouldn’t have it any other way.

Ivy and Ben are on the back seat, and I’m in the passenger seat while Lucien weaves through the traffic. When I glance at my girl, she’s chewing her lip. “So, Ivy, I hear you’re agreeing to marry this pain in the…” Luke’s eyes cut to Ben, he doesn’t curse, but the smirk on his face tells me what he wanted to say.

“I did. I guess I should put him out of his misery some time.” If only she knew how much she’s put me out of my misery.

“I am sitting right here guys.” I retort glaring at my best friend, and all I get is a chuckle.

“Jayce, come on, you know you’ve been a grumpy… uhm, this is really frustrating, you know what I mean.” It’s my turn to laugh. Lucien has a colorful vocabulary and having a child around is obviously not something he’s used to. I pat him on the shoulder.

“You will get used to it sometime, brother, because you’re in for it soon enough.”

“I know. Cassie has already forbidden me to swear around her belly once the baby can hear.” I can’t help the laugh the escapes my lips.

“It’s not that bad Luke.” He cuts a quick glance at Ivy, then focuses back on the road.

“You don’t know the half of it darling. I have so many rules to follow, I think I may just end up living with you two.” He winks at her in the rear-view mirror.

“Oh no you don’t. You’re staying with your wife.” I retort quickly. When Luke pulls into the driveway, the large automatic gate slides open effortlessly. He bought a new house after the wedding with enough room for at least four kids. I wonder if they’re planning a big family.

“Wow, this house is big.” Ben sounds more excited than his mom. She’s so quiet in the back, I twist around and find her staring out the window in awe. Her big blue eyes are wide and I think she’s even more nervous now.