Authors: Juan Pastor
He
had gotten out a very large gun from a locker he
kept under his bed.
"We're going to go for a drive today." He says.
"What is that? I ask.
"It's a gun."
"I can see it's a gun." I say. "What kind of gun is it?"
"It's called a Barrett Sniper Rifle."
"Where did you get it?" I ask.
"From a friend." He says. "When he got back from the
war, he got very sick. I cured his sickness. He said he had no
money to pay me. He offered me the rifle. He said he didn't
plan on using it anymore. He said he was tired of using it."
"So why do you have it? I ask.
"As I said, it's a gift."
"I mean, why do you still have it?" I ask.
"Because it kind of fascinates me." Sin says. "I don't
know why."
"Will it be part of our fun today?" I ask.
"Yes, it will." Sin says.
"Then I'm not interested." I say. "I can think of many
other ways to have fun."
"We're not going to shoot at anyone. We're just going
to target shoot. I want to see you shoot it."
"What do the bullets look like?" I ask.
Sin got out one of the bullets and showed it to me. He
said I needed to learn the proper terminology.
"The bullet," He says, "is the projectile. The projectile is
held in the neck of the case. The case holds the powder
charge. In the bottom of the case is the little cap called the
primer. The primer is activated by the firing pin hitting it. The
spark from the primer activates the burning of the powder.
The entire package of bullet, case, powder and primer is called
a cartridge."
He gets out one of the cartridges and hands it to me. It
is very large, longer than my longest finger, and shiny like
gold. On the base of the case in numbers and letters encircling
the primer is engraved 12.7 HXP99. The bullet has a green and
white tip.
"It's kind of pretty, isn't it? I ask.
"Yes, it is." He says. "Would you like to see the gun?"
"Yes." I say.
He hands me the gun. It is very heavy.
"Have you ever seen one like it before?" He asks. "No.
Of course you haven't."
"Actually, I have." I say. "When we were making our
way through Mexico, Rosaria and me, I saw Mexican Special
Forces soldiers with them."
"Are you sure?" Sin asks.
"Very sure." I say. "It looked just like this one."
"That's a little scary." Sin says. "This is a Barrett M82.
This one was used in Afghanistan. What the hell are Mexicans
doing with them?"
"I don't know." I say. "Probably the same thing you're
doing with one."
"I doubt it." Sin says. "Did it have a scope like this one?"
"Is that the sighting device on top?"
"Yes." He says. "This one has a 6‐24 power, with a 72
millimeter objective lens."
"The sighting device on the Mexican ones wasn't quite
as big." I say. "Although, I remember one of them had a
shorter, but much fatter scope."
"Are you sure?"
"Very sure." I say.
"Good God." Sin says. "That was a day/night optic. I'd
hate to have anyone aiming one of these things at me at
night."
"You'd rather they aimed it at you during the day?"
"Good point."
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We load the gun and the bullets..., the cartridges, two
small boxes of them, into the jeep. I get in. Sin gets in behind
the wheel. We drive for a long time. We drive until the scenery
starts looking very familiar. Then we stop. We are very far
from the wall. I estimate we are just over one and a half
kilometers away.
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Sin lays the folded blanket on the desert floor. He folds
the bipod back and down from the rifle, and spreads the legs.
He sets the rifle on the blanket. The bipod legs and the pistol
grip of the rifle make three dents, in the formation of a narrow
triangle, on the blanket. He lies down behind it, makes an
adjustment to the scope, and looks through the scope toward
the wall. He sits up, extends the legs of the tripod, and sets
the rifle back down on the blanket. He looks through the
scope again. He moves the rifle slightly. He looks through the
scope again. He makes some adjustments to two little knobs
protruding from the scope. He stands up.
"Lay down." He says. "And look through the scope."
I
lie down, and look through the scope. Everything
swims, as if it is underwater.
"It's the mirage." He says. "It's from the heat radiating
off the sand. I've got it cranked to 24. One of those men is
most likely the one that shot at you and Rosaria."
"I thought you said we were going target shooting?" I
ask.
"We are." Sin says. "But I want to watch you watch the
men. We've got time. Try to see if you can determine who the
shooter is."
"How will I determine that?"
"Watch the way they act, the way they look. Try to
figure out what they are saying when they talk. Which one
looks like he could shoot at unarmed girls?"
"And then I'm supposed to shoot at him?"
"Do you want to shoot at him?"
"I don't know."
"Take all the time you want." Sin says. "We've got til
sunset."
"Why sunset?"
"It's more dramatic killing someone at sunset."
Sin smiles his yellow‐toothed smile.
"After sunset, it gets dark." He says. "And I don't have
a nightscope."
"So we're going to lay here til sunset? I ask.
"We're going to lay here in the sun as long as you
need."
"As long as I need for what?" I ask.
"As long as you need to make some decisions." Sin
says. "Maybe you can confer with Rosaria, or the Virgen
Maria."
"And what if I don't come to a conclusion?" I ask.
"Then I will help you." Sin says.
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So I lay there and watch the men. I have something to
eat. I have something to drink. I have something to drink many
times. Sin eats nothing and drinks nothing. Every once in a
while he puts a little pinch of something that looks like ground
up tobacco in his mouth. I never see him spit. I’d have to spit
once in a while if I had tobacco in my mouth. I watch one of
the men go down the ladder of the tower, and go to his truck.
He retrieves something, I can't tell what. He leaves the door
open. I can see a little bit of the front of the truck. It has a big
chrome grill, and a ram's head.
The sun is getting lower. The color of the desert is
starting to change, and shadows are growing longer. Sin gets
something out of his pocket. He holds it up. It is a mirror. He
moves the mirror around, the mirror side facing away from
him. We hear a crack, and I see a small puff of sand a long long
way away from us. There is a man in the tower holding a rifle,
and it is pointing toward us. The rifle looks nothing like the
one we have. It looks like a fancy hunting rifle.
"Do you see who fired the shot?" Sin asks.
"Yes." I say. "It is the same man who went to the
truck."
"Probably went to get some more ammunition." Sin
says. "So what do you want to do?"
"I don't want to shoot at him, if that's what you are
asking."
"But you would like to hurt him a little bit, wouldn't
you? Sin asks.
Sin lifts the rifle, and inserts a magazine filled with
many of the bullets... cartridges, like the one he showed me. I
can see the green and white tipped bullet of the cartridge on
top. He sets the rifle back down, and looks through the scope.
He adjusts the placement of the rifle. Then he moves away
from the rifle.
"Look through the scope." He says. "What do you
see?"
"I see the truck." I say.
"Do you see the little shiny circle on the side of the
bed?" He asks.
"Yes."
"That is a chrome gas cap." He says. "Just below the
gas cap is the gas tank. I've maxed out the scope, so it will still
shoot a little lower than where you're aiming. There isn't any
wind, so don't worry about it. There is a match trigger I had
installed, an Anzio. It's set for two and a half pounds, so it
won't take much pressure to fire the gun. Aim at the gas cap."
"I can't." I say. "I can't hold the rifle steady."
"You're holding it a lot steadier than you think." He
said. "Your tremors are being magnified twenty‐four times. It
is impossible to hold a rifle perfectly steady. Let me see if they
still want to play."
Sin held up the mirror again. There was another crack
of the rifle at the watchtower.
"Okay." He says. "Keep the crosshairs as near as you
can to the gas cap. Breathe in slowly. Breathe out slowly,
Breathe in a half breath slowly. Relax. Don't
pull
the trigger.
Just slowly apply pressure to the trig..."
Blammmmmm!
There is a large explosion as the incendiary round rips
through the gas tank. The truck bursts into flames. All of the
men are shooting towards us, but none of their shots come
even close.
"Let me take over." Sin says.
"You're not going to kill them..."
"Target practice, remember?" Sin says.
Then he starts to sing to himself.
"Blame it on Mexico if you need a reason."
He fires one shot. I can see a bright burst at one of the
watchtower legs.
"Say too much guitar music, tequila, salt and lime."
A second shot. Another bright burst.
"Blame it on Mexico, but she's the reason."
A third shot. The tower begins to topple over.
"That I fell in love again for the last time."
A fourth shot. The tower collapses.
"You like George Strait?" He asks. He looks at me, and
smiles.
"I forgot to tell you to keep your cheek firmly on the
stock, and your eye as far away from the scope as possible,
without seeing a black ring in the scope."
I can feel my cheek stinging a little. I wipe my hand
across my eye, and there is blood on my hand.
"You're going to have a heck of a shiner tomorrow." He
says. "But congratulations. You're now officially a terrorist,
and you didn't even have to kill anyone."