The Ultimate Guide to Sexual Fantasy (26 page)

“She'd left her number on my answering machine by the time I got home.”

I fling him my glove and then perch again, waiting.

“Another time,” he says, “I fucked a girl in a swimming pool.”

“So?”

“At a hotel.”

“And?”

“In the middle of the afternoon…”

“Yes…?”

“While sunbathers baked obliviously around us.”

He wins my other glove for this story, and now that my hands are free, I start to touch myself through my panties while I wait for story number three. Or
snippet
number three, I should say. His memories are tiny flickers of pleasure. I like to hear them as much as he likes to watch me undress. I enjoy reliving his frisky fairy tales, and I picture Hank starring in every scene he describes.

Tonight, his stories tease me out of my negligee, out of my right shoe and stocking. I'm almost naked, and that makes me even more aroused. The waiting is intense—waiting to take everything off.

“There was this one girl who liked to fuck in public,” he says.

“Really?”

“Start on that shoe,” he admonishes me.

I bend my leg and slowly undo the buckle.

“She kept after me to let her come to my office.”

“Yeah?” I have the buckle undone, but I take my time removing the high-heeled Mary Jane.

“When she finally slipped in at the end of a work day, we fucked on my desk all night long. I didn't even get to go home and shower before the workday started again.”

I hand him the shoe, and he breathes in deep, savoring my scent, then motions for the stocking.

“You go first,” I say.

“I had phone sex on an airplane.”

“No kidding?”

“In first class, but all I could do was respond with yesses or nos. The compartment was packed and she tried her best to make me lose control. To make me forget where I was.”

I give him my stocking and then wait, panties the last thing on. He's almost won, I guess. Or have I?

“I made a girl cry once,” he says.

“Heartbreaker.”

“No,” he shakes his head, and I can see a light in his deep brown eyes. “She wanted me to.”

“So spill it.”

“So start pulling down those panties, baby.”

I work my fingertips under the waistband as he says, “She needed a spanking, this girl. Man, did she need a spanking. She was that sort of a girl. The kind you want to bend over and paddle on sight. But she thought I was going to give her a little patty-cake-style punishment session. Light and sweet on her perfect, heart-shaped
ass. That's what she thought, at least. But she didn't know me well enough. She didn't understand my true character.”

I pull my panties down my thighs, down past my knees, and then I turn around and bend over at the waist so he can see everything. My fingertips are on the edge of my vanity, and I gaze at myself in the mirror as he continues his tale.

“I held her in place,” he says, “and I spanked her bare bottom until she cried…and until she came.”

I kick off the panties, and then stand and turn around, grinning at him as he reaches to snatch them up off the floor.

He's talking about me. But that's no big surprise. He was talking about me the whole time. I'm the girl he picked up on a date. The girl he fucked in a swimming pool. The one who tried to make him shoot in the first class cabin—Christ, was that fun! I'm the girl who screwed him on his desk all night long, and yes, I was the one he spanked to tears, and to orgasm.

They're all me.

They're
always
me.

But somehow when he tells and I show, I wind up learning more about him and more about me, every single time.

CHAPTER
12

Safer Sex

When we have sexual adventures, we want our memories to be of hot sex, once-in-a-lifetime erotic peaks, and trying out decadent fantasies that would make Hollywood blush. We don't want those memories tainted by a hasty decision not to use a condom, a dental dam, or gloves—resulting in a sexually transmitted infection or virus. We have to care about ourselves and the people we have sexual contact with. We can start by practicing safer sex.

You might wonder why I employ the term
safer sex
instead of
safe
to indicate the practice of using barriers and proper lubrication to prevent injury and the spread of disease. That's because the use of barriers (such as condoms) is not a hundred percent foolproof in protecting against STDs. There are many factors involved in every sexual encounter: Each party assesses the risks in
every situation, often making snap judgments in the heat of the moment. This is especially true when you're in a couple and trying out a threesome, sex parties, swinging, or having sex with strangers. The term
safer
means that safe-sex gear is safer than no protection at all.

Always use plenty of water-based lubricant, even if you don't think you need it. Sex feels incredible with slicked-up parts, and latex tends to absorb moisture, making condoms more susceptible to breakage. A drop of lube in the tip of a condom gives more pleasure and sensation to both the wearer and the recipient of penetration—once you try it, you'll never go back! Water-based lubes are friendly to the vaginal ecosystem, won't degrade latex (a tiny bit of oil will destroy latex almost instantly), and come in hypoallergenic formulas. Avoid lubes with Nonoxynol-9, which causes abrasions on mucous membranes, and sensitive women should avoid lubes with glycerin, a sugar that contributes to yeast infections.

The Gear

Before you put each other's naughty bits in your mouths or even think about rubbing your bodies together, it's a good idea to know where these bits have been. But since we don't live in a perfect world, you'll want to use condoms, gloves, dental dams, or finger cots when you have oral, vaginal, and anal sex—and in some cases, when you give hand jobs. When your partner pulls out a condom, dam, glove, or cot, you know you're in good hands. See
Chapter 13
, “Resources,” for places to get all kinds of safer-sex gear. The following items are your first lines of defense against infections and viruses:

Condoms

A condom is a snug sheath that unrolls onto a penis or sex toy. They are available in latex, polyurethane, and animal skin, in dozens of sizes, colors, and flavors. Use condoms for fellatio, vaginal and anal sex, and for covering sex toys that are made of porous materials, or when you want to share a sex toy. Change condoms for different sex partners and orifices—anything used anally should be covered with a condom before being inserted orally or vaginally. Do not use oils of any kind where latex condoms may come in contact; polyurethane condoms may be used with oils. Animal-skin condoms do not prevent the spread of some viruses.

Dental Dams

These are thin squares of latex or polyurethane used as a barrier for cunnilingus and rimming. Lubricate the genitals, place the dam on top, keep a good hold on the dam, and lick to your heart's content. Available in a few flavors and colors, and in a pinch you can use plastic wrap or a condom cut open and laid flat.

Gloves

Use latex or nonlatex gloves for hand jobs on any gender. They protect the genitals from germs carried on your hands, can protect your hands from picking up viruses or germs, and make hands a smooth surface free of jagged nails or scratchy calluses.

Finger Cots

Tiny condoms made of latex that unroll over a finger.

Safer Sex Chart

If you choose to go at it uncovered, here is what you are at risk for. Make an informed decision!

Unprotected Fellatio (Giving)

Unprotected Fellatio (Getting)

Unprotected Cunnilingus (Giving)

Unprotected Cunnilingus (Getting)

Unprotected Rimming (Giving)

Unprotected Rimming (Getting)