Confidential (36 page)

"What?" Camdon stood up from the chair, his face getting a little red. "Are you kidding me? Tell me you kicked this guy in the balls, Heidi," He looked totally distraught, he opened his mouth to speak, but ended up letting out a huff of anger, he was so mad he couldn't get anything out.

"Its okay-" I began, but was interrupted by
a
raging Camdon.

"It is not okay!" He practically yelled. "Cheating on you is definitely not okay!"

"I didn't like him anyway. Like, at all. I just did it to get back at you for hooking up with Kelly."

"You-, you-," He was clearly flustered as he comprehended my words," You WHAT?" He glared at me. "Oh Jesus, that asshole actually kissed you," His voice was revolted, protective, "I think I'm going to be sick." He propped himself up against the wall, facing away from me.

I had never seen him like this, never seen him get mad like this, except when I told him I had to leave. This was different though; he was just pissed off. And Camdon never got mad at people. "Hey! I would never have done it if you didn't start hooking up with Kelly. Do you know how shitty that made me feel?" I stood by his side so he would have to look at me. "Do you?" I asked again, to let him know I was expecting an answer.

He shook his head slowly, his eyes growing sad. I hope he didn't think that just because I had been a blubbering mess, I was going to forget what he did, "It made me think I was interesting to you because I was someone new. That you were tired of me and moving on to another girl like you always do."

"It wasn't like that." He put his hands on either side of my face.

It felt so good that I didn't
pull
away. "Really? Then what was it like?"

"I just wanted to stop thinking about you." He whispered, "Because you hurt me so badly."

At this I did pull away, ready to argue, but he took my hand, "I know you didn't meant to. I know I shouldn't have gotten angry, but I couldn't help it. And I kissed her a couple times, but it never went further. I ended it… but Dylan and Marcus started telling me you were with that guy, and I figured I missed my chance."

I scoffed, "You'll always have a chance." I looked right into his eyes, "Forever. And that scares me."

"You mean that?" He asked. I started to nod my head in confirmation, but Camdon had already started kissing me.

He picked me up and pressed me against the wall. His kisses were all over, first my mouth, then my neck, my temple, my forehead. I was starting to get dizzy, and I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling us closer.

He kept sighing contently between our kisses, and clutched my thighs, gripping them tight. "I've missed you so much." He mumbled into my lips, "I'm sorry." Our kisses were more intense than anything I had experienced, our bodies slowly starting to move against each other.

"I'm glad you guys patched things up." My eyes snapped open and Camdon set me down on my feet like I was a hot potato.

I usually don't
blush
, but my face was as red as it would ever be. Marcus and Dylan stood in front of us, Dylan smiling in relief and Marcus laughing. "You left the door unlocked, nice going champ."

"Shut up," I mumbled, but I felt Camdon's hand grab mine, I looked up at him and he pulled me back for one more long kiss.

"Okay stop." Dylan said, "If I knew it was going to be like this, we would have never agreed to let Camdon come along."

"You asked to come?" I asked, surprised.

He nodded, burying his head into my neck, mumbling, "I was going to convince you to leave that bastard and come back to me." I grinned at his words.

"So, what do we do in dear old California?" Marcus stretched. "I'm ready to go out."

I dragged Camdon with me, as I showed them the guest rooms, glad my mom wasn't going to be coming. She would freak if she knew that there was three guys staying at the Condo.

"Uh… when does your mom come?" Dylan asked nervously.

"She's not. Good thing too." I squeezed Camdon's hand.

"How is she cool with you chilling with
a
couple guys?" Marcus wondered, checking out the rest of the place. "You're parents can't be that neglectful."

"I told her that you were gay, and said Dylan was a girl." I said, totally nonchalant, as an outburst of anger came from Dylan and Marcus, I ignored them, and went to bribe them with drinks.

Camdon chose not to have any, and I didn't either, but Dylan and Marcus took a couple shots and brought a mixed drink on the way. We all walked down to the beach together, splashing into the water, and I dragged them to beach shops, as corny as they were, they were kind of a right of passage. We also got Henna tattoos, and rode some rides at a local theme park.

When it was apparent that Dylan was a light weight, and Marcus finished off the rest of Dylan's drink and his own, Camdon and I were practically dragging them up the stairs of my Condo.

"Heidi. Your lucky you have me and Dylan as best friends." Marcus slurred, throwing his heavy arm across my shoulder. I bent a little from the weight of it, and laughed, "Yeah, I know." I shoved him on the bed, "Now go to sleep already."

Dylan was already out, Camdon was literally keeping him upright, we took him to the next room and set him down gently. I kissed Dylan's head, "Night Dylan," I whispered into the room shutting the door.

I shook my head, laughing lightly at my friends. I looked at Camdon, who was frowning, staring at Marcus's door.

"What?" I asked him.

Camdon shrugged. "You guys just seem pretty close that's all."

"Oh come on." I said.

"I'm only saying, you were really happy to see him at the airport, but when you saw me-"

I pressed my lips to his to make him stop talking. I kissed him roughly, pulling him to my room. Camdon closed the door with his foot, and then pushed us back on the bed. He settled himself on top of me, and gave me a wicked grin, his hands slowly slipped inside my jeans and a moan escaped from my mouth.

He smiled, and continued to unbutton my jeans, gradually pulling them off, kissing down my legs as the skin became exposed. I wasn't nearly as patient as he was, and ripped off his shirt and pulled off mine. He laughed before coming back to lean over me, and I wrapped my legs around him, moving them up and down his own leg as he kissed me. His breathing was getting heavier and heavier as I continued to move under him, and I gripped his shoulders tight as his body grinded into mine.

Out breathes hitched as he stopped kissing me, repeating his movements, keeping his eyes locked on mine. Our grinding became faster, his hips dug deeper, and I started breathing heavily, gripping his arms tightly.

"Mmmmm." I couldn't help the noises I made, and neither could he.

"Holy shit." He panted. "We need to stop."

I shook my head, wanting more, I met his movements this time, and I wanted so badly to take away all that was keeping us apart. I began pulling down his boxers but he put his hand over mine, bringing it behind his neck.

He pressed himself to me one last time, and put his mouth over mine to quiet our soft groans. "We can't do this here," He whispered, still panting.

"Yes we can," I moved my hand down his stomach and slipped it into his boxers, running my hand over him, "You can't be this hard and not-"

He groaned and started kissing me with so much force, I forgot where I was. He pressed his body even closer to mine and pulled my hand away again. "Seriously." Camdon pleaded. "I don't want us to end up in a situation…like my mom." He kissed my neck gently, not trying to untangle himself from me, but still making
a
safe distance. I stayed there wide-eyed, and I felt dread creep up through me. Camdon's presence was so distracting I practically forgot about Tom.

How could that slip my mind? How, the moment I saw him, did I not think to tell him I met his father the other day?

"You okay?" He asked worriedly. I traced circles on his back mindlessly, as he tried to roll off from on top of me, but I shook my head. "I just want to stay like this." Enjoy your company while I can.

"Okay." We stayed like that for a long time, him continuing to kissing me lightly, filling my heart while hurting it at the same time. My eyelids became heavy, and my breathing even, as he laid beside me, pulling me into his side. I curled up happily, "I missed you." He whispered in my ear.

"I love you." I whispered back, not even realizing what I was saying. I was sleepy, and sad, and it wasn't meant to slip out, but I didn't
regret
it, even when I felt him tense beside me.

"Really?" He asked.

I turned to look into the depth of his eyes. "Of course. Always."

He started kissing me again, and things were starting to get heated, my tiredness forgotten, and just as I was sure I would be able to make Camdon cave, my phone started going off. It startled us both and I turned to look at it, glaring. It was Anna.

I sighed, looking at Camdon. "That was probably a good thing." He smiled, offering something positive, even though all I could think of was how nicely things were ending up, and how as much as he claimed that the phone ringing was a good thing, his actions spoke otherwise, as he continued to connect his lips with my skin.

"Hi, Anna." I said quietly into the phone.

"That's Anna?" Camdon asked, surprise in his voice. "Is she really your aunt?" His question was mere curiosity, nothing resentful behind it. It made me happy, then scared as I thought of what was ahead for me to tell him, he obviously was not the best at handling new information.

"No," I kissed him softly, "She was assigned to protect me." I put the phone back up to my ear, "What's up?"

"Just making sure you got Dylan and Marcus okay," Her bubbly voice rang out.

"Yeah I did. They're doing well. They miss you." I told her. "You sound really happy. You and Patrick get it on?" Camdon snorted at my words, knowing all to well my intrusive attitude. His head was next to my stomach and was kissing it, sucking and biting at the skin.

My free hand was in his hair, clutching it, letting him know to keep going. "Heidi." Anna's voice was embarrassed.

"I saw you guys go to…" I suppressed a moan, and Camdon kissed down my stomach, "I mean, I saw you guys come to work together." I took my hand out of Camdon's hair and put it over my mouth, to cover my heavy breaths. He ran his tongue over the skin above my panty line and I had to pull the phone away so Anna wouldn't be able to hear me.

"What?" I asked, into the phone, holding my breath, so she wouldn't know I was panting.

"I was calling to let you know that our lawyers are in contact with Mickey, trying to make out a deal, so we can finally end this thing." I blinked a couple times, trying to concentrate on Anna's words, but it was hard, when all I could feel were Camdon's fingers, and tongue, pulling my underwear off.

"That's great." I said, my voice excited for an entirely different reason. Camdon laughed against my skin. He kissed the inside of my thigh, his mouth moving over the tender skin. He kissed from the middle of the inside of my thigh, up. Running his tongue along my edge. "Ohhh my god."

"What?" Anna asked.

"Nothing. I'm just super tired." I quickly spat out, "Can I call you tomorrow?" I asked. I barely waited for her answer before throwing the phone across the room. My hips unintentionally moved. Camdon looked up at me, smiling.

"I need you to be quiet, okay?" He asked me, I nodded, I was pretty sure I would agree to anything he would have to say at this point. I closed my eyes as I enjoyed the rest of our night.