Trying to Survive (The Kiser #1) (24 page)

    
“You’re beautiful
Carlana
.
 
Messy hair,” he rubbed his fingers over my
head, “No makeup,” He ran his fingers down my face. “Beautiful hospital
gown.”
 
We both laughed.
 
“Why did you stop talking to me?”
 
He asked with such sadness.

    
Rubbing his cheek as I stared into his beautiful eyes, “I was out with Megan
and she knew who you were, she follows you in the magazines.
 
She said something about you being
engaged.
 
When I asked who she said
you know, the one with a different woman on
ever cover,
or something like that.
 
When she held it up, there you were staring back at me with a beautiful
woman by your side.
 
I felt sucker
punched with betrayal and when I got sick, I knew you deserved better than
someone like me anyway.”

    
“Had you have answered my calls, I would’ve told you that I was
not
engaged to that woman.
 
She was the one mother was trying to force me
to marry by threatening to ruin my business.
 
I never asked that woman to marry me, hell I’ve
never even kissed her.
 
When I left here,
it was to meet Ellis, the one you told me to be honest with.
 
He helped secure my business and made it so
my parents couldn’t touch it.”
 

    
“And who was the woman you were with last night?”
 
I asked, scared to know the answer but
needing to know the truth.
 
My heart sunk
when his face fell.

    
“I was hurt, and mad at you, mad that you wouldn’t talk to me and I
couldn’t get you off my mind.
 
I met Matt
last night and got drunk.
 
I thought if I
found someone else, if just for the one night, then I could stop thinking about
you.
 
As soon as we got to my place, I
knew that I only wanted you and that I would fight, beg, whatever I had to do
to get you to talk to me, to get you back.”

    
“You didn’t have sex with her?”
 
I
couldn’t help the budding hope I felt in my stomach.

    
“No, I didn’t have sex with her nor have I had sex with any other woman
since I first started calling you months ago.”
 
I leaned forward and took his mouth with all the love, passion,
everything I felt for him in it.

    
“I love you.”
 
I whispered and he
froze.
 

    
Pulling back, he looked deep into my eyes.
 
My heart was pounding, afraid that I might
have scared him off.
 
A grin spread
across his face, and then he leaned in and gave me a gentle kiss.
 
“I love you too.”
 
He pulled me to him and hugged me tightly.

    
Looking around, I noticed Austin was missing.
 
“Where’d he go?”

    
“I saw him slip out not long after we started talking.
 
He’s a great kid.”
 
I giggled, I actually giggled.

    
“Yes he is.”

    
“Okay, now tell me about you.
 
What are the doctors saying?”

    
“Dr. Meeks says that I can probably go home this evening.
 
He wants to do a couple of test before he
makes his final decision though.”
 
He
looked at the IV that was in my arm.
 
“It’s a PICC line.
 
The
antibiotics hurt through regular IVs and they don’t last as long.”

    
“Does it hurt?”
 
He said while
looking at it.

    
“No.
 
I don’t even know it’s
there.”

     
“When they release you, how about we stop by your place, get some of
your things, and you and Austin stay with me for a while?”

    
“You want us to stay with you?”
 
I
asked in stunned disbelief.

    
“Yes, I do.
 
Do you think Austin
will want to come?”
 
I didn’t know, but I
hoped so.
 

    
“Hey mom, hey Colin.
 
Everything
okay?”
 
Austin asked, shutting the door
behind him.
 

    
“Yeah honey, everything’s good.”
 
He looked at our clasped hands.
 
I
noticed his lips twitch.

    
“Colin asked if we would like to come and stay with him for a
while.
 
What do you think?”

    
“In New York?”

    
“Yeah.”
 
I kept watching him for
some sort of sign that he’s okay.

    
“What do you want to do mom?”
 
He
looked at me with soft eyes.

    
“I want to go, but not without you.”
 
I made sure that he knew how much I wanted him there with us with just
the look in my eyes.
 
His opinion meant
everything to me.

    
“Okay, we’re going to New York.”
 
Looking at Colin he said, “Can I be back in a week for graduation?”
 
At his confused look I said, “Mom had the
party early.
 
May is usually not a good
month for her.”

    
“Yeah, we can be back for graduation.”

    
Four hours and two test later, Dr. Meeks was back in my room and earlier
than I expected.
 
“Good afternoon
Carlana
, I see you have visitors.”
 

    
“I do.
 
You know Austin, and this
is Colin.”

    
“Austin, I think you’ve grown since the last time I saw you.”
 
Austin smiled and nodded to indicate he had
indeed grown.
 
“And Colin, I don’t think
we’ve met.”
 
He held his hand out, “I’m
Dr. Meeks.”
 
The two men clasp hands and
exchanged pleasantries.
 
“Now if you
don’t mind, I need to speak with
Carlana
so I will
need you to step outside.”

    
“I’m not going anywhere.”
 
Colin
said with finality.

    
“It’s okay Dr. Meeks, he can stay.”
 
Colin grabbed my hand and Dr. Meeks smiled with understanding.

    
“Okay young lady.
 
Your labs are
good and your chest x-ray shows that your pneumonia is resolved.
 
Your PFTs show that your FEV1 is up from 49
to 65, which is wonderful.
 
Just continue
your normal medicines and I’ll see you in three months like always.
 
The nurse will be in soon to remove your PICC
line and then you’ll be ready to go.”

    
“Thank you Dr. Meeks.”
 
As he
left, Colin looked at me with confusion on his face.

    
“You’ll have to educate me on a few things one day.
 
I didn’t understand most of what he just
said.”
 
I laughed and nodded.

    
Two hours later, we slid into a Limo, which was amazing, and rode to the
airport.
 
Sitting in the white
comfortable leather chair that practically molded to my butt, I looked at
Colin, “You
gotta
be
kidden
me!
 
No wonder you didn’t want me to
drive you to the airport, you didn’t even have to wait to board.”
 
He just laughed!
 
Laughed at me!

Home
Again!

    
Arriving in New York, I was glad to be home, and glad to have
Carlana
and Austin home with me.
 
We stopped in Abingdon and let them both pack
and now we were sliding into yet another limo to head home.
 
“Seth, I’d like for you to meet
Carlana
,” I kissed her cheek, “and her son Austin.”

    
“Nice to meet you both.”
 
Seth
kept staring at me from the rear view mirror and I wanted to laugh.
 
I knew he had never seen me act this way
before.

    
“If I’m not around, take them anywhere they want to go.”
 
I looked at Austin and raised my eyebrows
when his lips twitched.
 
“As long as it’s
within reason.
 
No strip joints.”
 
Carlana
laughed
while Austin groaned.
 
I didn’t know if
it was because I was teasing him as well, or that he couldn’t visit strip
joints.

    
Walking in to my building, Dean opened the door.
 
I stopped and then took
Carlana’s
hand.
 
“Dean, this is
Carlana
and her son Austin.”
 
He smiled and
nodded.
 
“They have my permission to come
and go as they please, even when I’m not with them.
 
Understand?”
 
He looked surprised and a little confused.

    
“Yes sir.”
 
Dean managed to get
out.

    
“Nice to meet you Dean.”
 
Carlana
gave him a warm smile and then kissed his
cheek.
 
He blushed from embarrassment and
I chuckled.

    
We made our way to the top floor and after showing Austin to his room,
he said he was going to explore the city for a little while.
 
Carlana
was a
little nervous but just told him to be careful.
 
As she stood staring at the city from my solid glass wall, I slowly
walked up behind her sliding my arms around her waist.

    
“It’s beautiful.”
 
She whispered.

    
“You’re beautiful.”
 
She turned
around in my arms and my mouth crashed down onto hers in a forceful yet passionate
kiss letting her feel everything I feel, and felt the past month. I kept my
mouth to myself, and the touching to a minimum while Austin got use to us being
together, but now he was gone.

    
She threw her arms around me and one leg went around my waist.
 
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
 
I asked.

    
“I am good, but I will be much better when we’re both naked.”
 
She said in between kisses.
 
She didn’t have to ask me twice.

    
Picking her up, I carried her to my room and laid her in the center of
my king size bed.
 
Slowly, I started
undressing and she groaned.
 
“I can’t
wait much longer Colin!
 
I need you!”
 
I ripped my pants down while she stared at my
dick, which of course was standing at attention.

    
“Are you sure you’re okay baby?
 
You just got out of the hospital.”
 
She must have seen the hesitation because she sighed and I hated that I
was ruining her mood, but I had to make sure.

    
“Here is a little known fact about PCD.
 
Today, right now, this is the healthiest I will be until I have to
repeat the process again.
 
In a week,
I’ll be coughing just a little more, getting tired easier until eventually,
usually within a year, I’ll be put back in the hospital.
 
If you want out now, just say so.
 
I realize it’s a lot to put up with and I’ll
compl
….”

****

    
“Shut up woman!”
 
Colin growled as
he stalked over to me like a predator.
 
He tore my clothes off, “Don’t worry, I’ll buy you new ones,” and
exposed my breast.
 
Crawling up my body,
his dick bounced right in front of my face.
 
He grabbed it, stroked it a few times and watching him, I thought I’d
cum.
 
“Open up.”
 
When I opened my mouth, he thrust his dick
into it.
 
I groaned as I sucked and
licked the tip.
 
He tasted salty and I
loved it.
 
Groaning, his head fell back
between his shoulders and I felt powerful.
 
I was doing this to him and that made me suck harder.

 
   
Before I could make him cum, he pulled out
of my mouth.
 
Leaning down, he sucked my
nipple while his tongue swirled around the end, making it extremely hard. My
back arched, pressing my nipple deeper into his moist hot mouth while my hands
treaded through his thick hair.
 
“Oh God
Colin!”
 
I moaned.
 
“It feels so good!”
 
While he continued sucking one nipple and then
moved to the other, his finger swiped my entrance and circled my little
nub.
 
I thought I would explode from all
the different feelings that were trying to flee my body.
 
His mouth left my nipple with a loud pop, and
then he slowly kissed down my belly to my core.
 
Taking his hands, he spread my thighs and before I could think, he
speared me with his tongue.
 
I grabbed
two handfuls of hair and pushed him down as my hips raised involuntarily.
 
“Oh God Colin, I’m
gonna
cum!”
 
Just when I was about to explode,
he stopped!
 
What the hell!

    
“Not yet
Carlana
.”
 
He said with an evil grin.
 
He’s the devil.
 
I’m in bed with the devil!
 
Who else would get me this close and then
stop!
 
“
Carlana
,
look at me!”
 
Raising my eyes to his he said,
“I promise to make you cum, just let me show you how good it can be.”
 
Love shown from his eyes, and I nodded.
 
Lowering his head back down, his tongue
swiped my pussy once again, and I was almost there.
 
He sucked and nibbled my nub and when I was
ready to cum, he stopped again!
 

    
After the third or fourth time, I was ready to scream, to beg, to do
whatever he wanted but I needed to cum! “Please Colin, please,” I
whimpered.
 
His tongue fucked my pussy
while his thumb pressed on my sensitive nub.
 
I was almost there, silently praying for him not to stop this time when
I felt his finger enter my ass!
 
It was
the most unexpected, erotic thing I had ever felt and I flew apart in the
hardest, longest orgasm of my life.
 
I
screamed loud enough for the neighbors to hear! While pulling Colin’s hair and
bucking my hips as he continued with his tongue and fingers, working me,
pulling more and more of my orgasm out until finally it was too much!
 
I tried to scoot up the bed to get away, but
he wouldn’t let me.
 
I had never felt so
much at one time and I had lost all control as waves of pleasure washed through
me.
 
Pleasure that was so intense, it was
almost painful.
 

    
Withdrawing his finger from my ass, and as his tongue left my pussy, he
crawled up the bed and grabbed my hips.
 
He flipped me over and with one arm around my waist; he raised my ass in
the air.
 
He plunged his dick into my
pussy and I was soaring on the wings of an orgasm yet again.
 
His thrusts were deep, hard, and fast!
 
“I’m
cuming
Colin!
 
Oh God Colin!”
 
I screamed.
 
I felt him stiffen as he grabbed my hips, and with his dick as deep as
it could possibly go, I felt him convulse then I felt his hot semen inside me.

    
“
Ahh
!”
 
He groaned as his semen made his way out of him and into me. “
Ahh
!
 
Oh God Lana!”
 
That’s the only time he called me that, when we’re
having sex.
 
Finally coming down on top
of me, “What you do to me woman,” he said while kissing my cheek.
 
“I love you.”
 
He whispered.

    
“I love you too.”
 
I said while
looking him in the eyes.
 
My body was
humming with the aftershocks of my orgasm.
 
Never had sex felt that good, nor had I ever had an orgasm like that
before.
 
“That was amazing!”
 
I said with labored breaths.

    
He laughed, “That was amazing!”
 
Sex had never felt that good before and he could only think it was
because he had never been emotionally involved before.
 
His deflated dick started growing again when
she rolled over and looked at him with her bedroom eyes and swollen lips.
 
Rolling on top of her, she spread her legs
and he sunk deep within her inner walls.
 
Slowly rocking his hips, he leaned down and kissed her tenderly, letting
her feel his love for her.
 
With slow
hard thrust, he threw his head back as he emptied into her once again while she
contracted around him with her own pleasure.
 
Rolling onto his back, he took her with him as she lay her head on his
chest.

   
 
“What would you like to do
tonight?
 
Or are you to tired?”

    
“No, I’m good.
 
I do worry that
I’ll eventually slow you down though.”
 
I
said as my hand rubbed over his hard muscular chest.

    
“No you won’t.
 
I want you
Carlana
and everything that comes with you.
 
In all of my thirty-five years, I’ve never
felt like this with anyone else so stop worrying.”
 
He said as his hand rubbed circles on my exposed
hip.

    
“Okay then.
 
This is your city,
what do you want to do?”
 
I asked,
realizing that I didn’t know much about him.
 
“What do you normally do?”
 

    
“If I go out, which is not often, I would see if Matt would either meet
me for dinner or go out for drinks.”

    
“Drinks sound good, and I’d like to meet Matt.
 
I wish you could have met Megan.”

    
“I wish I could have met your friend too.
 
Okay then, drinks it is.”

    
“What about Austin?”
 
As much as I
wanted to go out, I didn’t want him here alone.

 
   
“If you don’t mind if he goes,
I can get him in.”
 

    
“You can?”
 
She asked with awl in
her voice.

    
“You really have no idea who I am do you?”
 
He laughed and hugged me tight.

    
Later that night, Colin dressed in a pair of black designer jeans with a
black tee, led us to the VIP section of a place called Club Jade.
 
I felt out of place with my American Eagle
jeans and baggy tee while all the women here wore tight little dresses with
shoes that made their legs look as if they could go on forever.
 
Leading us to a table, I saw a man sitting
there that I vaguely recognized.
 
“
Carlana
, this is Matt, Matt
Carlana
.”
 
He stood and took my hand, turning it over he
kissed the back.

    
“It’s nice to meet you.”
 

    
“Actually, I think we’ve already met.
 
I remember you from a few months ago.”
 

    
“Wait, you remember him and not me?”
 
Colin asked with mock outrage.

    
“What?
 
You were bloody and
swollen and he wasn’t.”
 
I giggled.

    
“Mom, I’m going downstairs to dance.”
 
Austin said before walking away.
 
I guess he didn’t want to hang out with us.
 

   
The waitress, who was scantily dressed with her tits practically falling
out of her top, came over to take our order.
 
I watched as she seductively bent over the table and put her tits right
in front of Colin’s face.
 
He didn’t pay
any attention, but I still felt jealous.
 
Looking around the VIP area, Colin had drawn the stares of many
beautiful women, young women.
 
When she
brought our drinks, I downed mine.
 
I
didn’t like feeling this way.
 
I just sat
here watching the dancers, the other people in the VIP area, just watching,
quietly.