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Losing a sense of everything but the two of them, Derek used his flexibility to his advantage, shifted his position so that his ass was completely open and exposed to Scott, each one resting against Scott’s shoulders, his feet up over his head. Scott supported his weight with one arm and guided his cock head to Derek’s opening with the other. He slowly pressed forward, his eyes remaining locked on Derek’s the entire time.

Derek felt the head of Scott’s cock slowly push its way past his tight ring of muscle. As it slid in, Derek drew in a hissing breath and Scott froze. Derek squeezed his eyes shut. The pain he felt as Scott’s cock pushed into him was one of searing pain, like a flame was pushing into him. It felt as if someone were stretching him past any reasonable limit and the sting rippled from his hole and throughout his insides.

Knowing that the thought of causing him pain would make this experience bad for Scott, he forced his eyes to remain open and tried to keep a neutral expression on his face. “Stay still for a minute. I just need to get used to this.” Scott looked worried, but he remained still and didn’t withdraw from Derek. Taking steady breaths, pacing himself as he did when running, the burn and sting slowly shifted into something else. As if a balm had been applied to sooth the pain, the burn shifted to a soothing warmth. The sting shifted from an abrasive sensation to a heightened stimulation, better than anything he had ever felt. As if clouds had cleared, heat flowed through him like rays of sunshine kissing his skin on a perfect summer day. His body undulated underneath Scott, his muscles quivering with excitement and delicious release. Being filled by Scott, feeling his rock hard shaft pressing at parts of him that had never been touched before, filled him with a combined sense of physical and emotional bliss that brought tears to his eyes.

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Scott had a mixed look of concern and ecstasy on his face. “Derek, I can feel what’s happening inside your body. You’re feeling better now aren’t you? I can tell. Your facial expression has eased and at the same time your body has opened up to me. Your expression is unlike anything I’ve ever seen.”

“More. I want more of you in me.”

Obediently, Scott pushed deeper into him, a bit at a time. Just when the new stretch shifted to pain, Scott would stop. As soon as the pain subsided and turned to pleasure, he would continue. It was as if he could read Derek’s body and reacted in perfect synchronicity. Knowing Scott was reading him physically caused a new wave of spasms to shoot through his body and he heard Scott gasp at the same moment. Derek looked at him. “Are you okay?”

Scott had difficulty focusing. “I just felt the wave that went through your body. You have no idea how amazing this feels. Knowing I’m inside of you and feeling your body in a way I never have before.”

Scott’s words drove him mad with desire. He reached down and grabbed Scott’s ass, pulling him the rest of the way in so that his cock was entirely embedded within his ass. The burning sting only lasted a few moments, and then Derek felt the full pleasure of being filled and stretched by Scott. The man he loved was all the way inside of him. His very soul soared, floating in ecstasy and the moan that escaped emanated from deep within, reverberating between their bodies.

In the middle of his groan, Scott lowered his head and captured Derek’s mouth in a passion-filled kiss, his tongue spearing into his mouth, then winding around to brush over his teeth and along the insides of his cheeks. Derek thrust his tongue deep into Scott’s mouth in return as the two hungrily devoured each other. Slowly pulling his cock out to the head and, just as slowly, pushing it back in, Scott began to build up a rhythm. When he was all the way in, Scott’s cock head nudged his prostate. Derek’s senses reeled. “That. Feels. So. Fucking. Good.” Scott repeated the motion and each time he thrust forward, the same blissful rapture filled Derek’s body. Quickening his pace, Scott began to pull out and push back in with a greater speed and force. Each thrust into Derek, sent shocks of ecstasy through his body. Pulling out again, he looked at Derek. “Baby, I want you to come. I’m getting so close I don’t know how long I can hold off.”

Derek gazed directly at Scott. “Fuck me. I want to feel you come, but I want you to look at me when you do. I want to see your eyes when you come inside me.”

Scott began to pump into Derek’s ass with fervor. With each thrust the expression on Scott’s face became more and more contorted with blissful pleasure. Although it was difficult to maintain control over himself, Derek kept his eyes locked with Scott’s which were filled with a wild, animalistic need.

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Finally, Scott thrust into Derek and remained buried deep inside him. His mouth opened into a wide oh, but all that came out was a strained whimper as his body shook and trembled.

He felt Scott’s cock grow even thicker inside of him and then felt the contraction of Scott’s cock moving deep inside of him. Each spasm of his cock sent electric jolts through Derek as his own climax rapidly overtook him. Beginning in the pit of his stomach, a tingling sensation spread like a spider web of electrical current and extended outward in every direction, causing all sensation to become heightened. As his orgasm began, his whole body trembled as he gasped for air. He let his head fall backwards and arched his back with Scott still buried deep inside of him. After what seemed like several minutes, Derek was able to reconnect with his senses. He allowed his body to go limp and looked up at Scott, who had a sweet and love-filled expression on his face. “I wish I had even the faintest clue what was going on in your head just then. You were gone for about thirty seconds. It looked like you went someplace where no one should ever have to come back from.”

Derek didn’t have words to describe what he had felt. Instead, he pulled Scott to him and kissed him with tenderness. It was a languid kiss, and they savored in each other’s sweet taste and musky smell, surrounded by the aroma of their sex and effort. Sensing slickness between them, Derek reached down and realized his chest and abdomen were coated in cum. “Oops, I was so lost in that, I didn’t even consider the fact I would be a mess.”

Scott laughed. “Derek. I would swim in the stuff if I get to see you look like that again. That was amazing. Being inside you, feeling your body react to each small motion of mine, and then watching your body release the way it did. I don’t know how the hell we’ll get any work done for the rest of college.”

Derek closed his eyes and felt a grin pull at his lips. “Who gives a fuck about studying?” He hugged Scott close. “I’m spent. Should we clean up?”

Scott looked at Derek as if he were crazy. “And which one of us has the energy or the desire to get out of this bed right now. Just shut up and lie in my arms.” Derek obeyed, happy that they could so easily slip back into their normal banter after such an intense experience and content to lie in Scott’s arms for as long as possible. He wished more intensely than ever that things could always be like this, no worries, no problems, just love. For a few moments, anyway, he put aside his concerns. Sure enough, they’d be waiting for him when these sweet moments were over…

* * * * *

Derek woke up disoriented. He stretched and his arm knocked against Scott’s face. Scott woke with a start, looked around to see what happened, then relaxed and smiled.

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“Good morning to you.” Derek sat up and felt a dull ache in his ass. “Ohhh. That’s a new sensation.” Recalling the reason for his slight discomfort, he grinned. “Tell me last night wasn’t a dream.”

Scott rolled onto his side. Gazing down at Derek, he smiled. “Last night was definitely not a dream. I can honestly say it was the most incredible experience ever. You and me, we fit together perfectly. It was like I could read your thoughts and needs and you were responding to mine before I was even aware of what they were.”

Derek wished he had the ability to put things into words as well as Scott. Sighing, he pulled Scott into a sweet kiss. “If I could put into words what last night was like for me, I would, but there is no way I can describe the way you made me feel. Not just the physical sensations, but the emotional feelings as well.”

Scott raised an eyebrow. “I’d say you just explained it pretty well.”

“Maybe, but I wish I could tell you what the emotions were like for me.”

Laughing, Scott locked Derek in a playful embrace. “I’m pretty sure I have a good idea. I was there too you know. Your face did a lot of talking for you last night. It was like reading a book the way your expressions showed your feelings. It drove me crazy. I almost lost it several times and had to really concentrate to keep from blowing my load way sooner than I did.”

Reaching down between them, Derek took hold of Scott’s cock, wrapping his fingers around the thick, hard shaft. “Looks like you’re all charged up and ready to go again?” He smiled, wagging his eyebrows suggestively.

“But, didn’t you just say you felt slightly uncomfortable?”

“Uh, huh?” Derek felt his smile broaden, Scott’s confusion fueling his fun. “But I’m not so worried about that right now.”

Scott’s cocked his head. “I don’t get it. What do you mean?”

Derek pulled Scott into a kiss, rolling them at the same time so that he was lying on top of him. Maintaining the kiss, he gyrated his hips until he had worked himself between Scott’s legs. The look of understanding crossing Scott’s face, eyes opening a bit wider, the sea blue staring back at him, caused Derek to laugh. “You can say no if you want. We didn’t discuss this or anything.”

“Are you kidding? After the way you looked last night, I’d be crazy not to see what that fun is all about.” Scott pulled Derek back into a kiss while Derek fumbled around the headboard for the bottle of lube he had placed there the night before. Once he found it, he dragged his mouth away from Scott.

“I’ll loosen you up the way you loosened me up. If it hurts too much, just tell me and I’ll stop.” He poured a small mound of lube into his hand and rubbed it around to warm it up. Then, with one hand, he gripped Scott’s cock once again, applying pressure and gently twisting his hand in a circular motion to create friction. Scott moaned and his head fell back onto the pillow.

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“Lift your legs a little so I can get at your hole.” Scott bent his knees, placing his feet flat on the mattress on either side of Derek. The position angled his hips just right so that Derek had perfect access to Scott’s puckered opening. “My God, it’s so small. I don’t know how I’m gonna fit in there.”

Scott let out a single laugh. “I’m sure you’ll figure it out.”

Derek squeezed Scott’s cock, running the pad of his thumb over the tip and evoking a sharp intake of air. “Behave yourself. I’m in charge right now.”

The expression of love and submission, pure relaxation, that crossed Scott’s face almost made Derek lose it right then, but he managed to stave off his own release and slid his fingers over Scott’s hole, who moaned and spread his legs a little bit wider. Running his finger in circles along the taut muscle, Derek was afraid to enter him, knowing how the burn would feel. It wasn’t until Scott’s voice reached him that he realized he must have been sitting there for a while, contemplating what to do. “You okay up there?”

Shaking his head, Derek chuckled. “Yeah. I don’t want to hurt you. I know how this is going to feel.”

“Just go slow. What you’re doing feels amazing right now, but I want to experience what you did last night.”

He didn’t need more encouragement than that. Maintaining his grip on Scott’s cock, Derek slid the tip of his finger into Scott’s hole. The muscle immediately contracted, squeezing tightly around the tip of his finger and Scott’s eyes squeezed shut. Derek froze and waited, knowing what Scott was feeling. After a moment, his eyes relaxed and eventually opened. “Jesus Christ that hurt, but I see what you mean. It gets better and then turns into a good feeling.”

Relieved, Derek applied a bit more pressure. “I’ll go slow and let you get used to me.” He continued to enter Scott a bit at a time until he had his entire index finger inside of him. Massaging his cock, Derek probed with his finger. The inside of Scott’s ass was hot and moist, but surprisingly, it was incredibly clean as well. The odors and scents were strong, but not unpleasant. As if it were a concentrated version of Scott and the scent travelled through his body, causing his cock to stand at full attention, a pearly string of precum dripping in a sparkling sun-kissed strand from the tip. Working his second finger into Scott, he got used to the physical responses. Initial tenseness followed by a gradual loosening of muscles until there was virtually no pressure pinching his fingers whatsoever. Testing out his skills, Derek scissored his fingers inside Scott and felt the tips brush against a smooth surface that was distinct from the walls of his ass. The cock he was holding throbbed with increased force and Scott’s eyes shot open, a guttural uhh escaping from somewhere deep inside. “Whatever you just did, do it again. That was amazing.”

Derek recalled the same sensation when Scott had hit his glans deep inside his ass and, for a moment, felt a pang of jealousy. But the expression on Scott’s face and the way he opened up to him pushed any thought of longing to reverse their roles from his 132